The cultivated Omega has become an A

Fu Anyang held the note, trying to control himself not to complain in his heart, "What is this, can you change it for me" so as not to waste time.

There is not a word here that he is good at playing.

"dusk"?At that time, he usually just finished his meal and was preparing for evening self-study in the classroom. ... He just found out that the first love in his fantasy seems to have the face of Shen Wenxu, does that count?

to say goodbye.Fu Anyang thought that he had never really said goodbye to Shen Wenxu.

He disappeared suddenly and left without giving each other a chance to say goodbye.When he grows up, he is no longer a child who doesn't understand anything, and he has been able to understand the difficulty of leaving without saying goodbye, and will not repeatedly think about the meaning of that scene.

So what is farewell?

Was it because he knew he was going to leave, but he could only watch him off, helpless?

Fu Anyang looked at the special words on the note, and thought for the first time since the reunion—what if Shen Wenxu disappeared again?

Even after getting to know Ye Jiahe, he became closer to Cen Yi's family, and seemed to have a deeper connection with Shen Wenxu.But Shen Wenxu could still disappear at any time.The future is uncertain, and no one knows what will happen again.

This kind of fear and insecurity about the unknown has existed in his mind since he woke up in the hospital half a year ago, and it has become different with the appearance of Shen Wenxu.

Thinking of the memories I lost, although I still feel depressed, but I am no longer so scared.Instead, scenes of friends getting together to chat were more deeply etched in his mind.

Funny things have happened to everyone, and it can be said countless times.Even if someone forgets, they will repeat it tirelessly, and others will help to fill in the details, bringing back the fun and happiness over and over again.

A group of friends who make people feel at ease.

Fu Anyang closed his eyes, every bright smiling face was clearly visible.In the red leaves all over the mountains and plains, laughter and laughter meanders on the mountain road, which is also preserved in his heart.

I always thought of Shen Wenxu's smiling tone under the street lamp, his expression so gentle that it made people's eyes sore, talking to himself about his longing for the future.

I want to be with you forever.

"I'm... not very good at saying goodbye."

Fu Anyang took a deep breath, forced a smile, and looked up at the camera, as if chasing a distant figure.

"Although I also hope that you can stay by my side forever. But... if you have a place to go, just go."

"Of course I will be sad, and I may be sad for a long time. Actually, I am not as strong as you think. I am not such a confident person... It is only because of you that I feel that I can do everything."

"I never said I like you. Isn't it too late to say it now?"

He suppressed emotions in his voice, for this reason he no longer looked directly at the camera, and the moment he dodged his eyes, a large tear fell on the note in his hand, soaking it in an instant.

He himself was startled, and hurriedly wiped his eyes.But just after wiping it, the movement slowed down again, and he dropped his hand in frustration.

It was as if he suddenly realized that the person he liked was no longer here, and he no longer looked at him.

"It seems that's why."

His voice became hoarse, with a murmured nasal tone, "It's because I'm afraid that I will experience the same separation as today again, so I haven't dared to say it."

Having revealed his heart, he bowed his head and remained silent for a few seconds.The assistant on the side was about to announce the end, but saw the director silently gestured to wait.

Fu Anyang sat calmly, letting time pass by in the gradually thickening silence.

Until the last few seconds, when his emotions were brewing to the peak, he suddenly raised his head, but he broke into a smile.

"But now that I have personally experienced it, I feel that it is not as scary as I imagined."

"I'll just wait for you at the same place." He said, "It doesn't matter if you can't come back, I will find you instead."

The camera records every second honestly.In the center of the picture, the tails of the eyes of the teenager are reddish, tears and light glisten in the clear eyes, and the smiling expression is precious.

"No matter how far the future is, we will definitely meet again."

**

The interview ended earlier than expected.

When Fu Anyang left the interview building and walked into the street crowd, he felt as if he had passed away.

He is not usually able to say such things, but he is more open when acting.It seems to complete the self-cognition and expression in another way. This performance is much more comfortable than the previous paragraphs that were deliberately prepared.

Unlike the pleasure of instant feedback from running, performance brings a kind of pleasure and satisfaction that permeates slowly.Even if you don't pass the interview, it's a pretty good experience.

Not far away is the entrance to the metro station.He rarely takes the subway, but now he suddenly wants to visit the real station.So I took the elevator down and followed the signs to study the route home.

It takes more than an hour to get home after changing trains and taking another line for the whole journey.

So long.

With densely packed sites along the way, the process of taking the bus seems to be a trip in itself.

The next subway came into the station in 4 minutes. Fu Anyang sat alone on the bench, watching the figures reflected by the outer door of the subway come and go, looking hurriedly.I usually don't understand what's so good about it, but today I'm a little fascinated by it.

Long hair short hair, tall, short, fat, thin, happy, anxious.Each one is different, and each one exists vividly, following its own life trajectory.

Shen Wenxu always likes to stare at these passers-by in a daze.

Is this the world in your eyes?

Fu Anyang thought silently.

I watched it for so long that I almost missed the subway.It wasn't until the warning sound that the car door was about to close that he suddenly came back to his senses and rushed in two or three steps.

During non-rush hour, the seats in the carriages are vacant.He hadn't taken the subway for a long time, and it was only a novelty for a while after he came in, and he was drowsy from the shaking of the stop-and-go train.After a few stops, I gradually forgot that I had to change trains, and fell asleep leaning on the seat.

He had a long dream.In the dream, there were endless quarrels, crying and scolding, accompanied by the sound of huge waves that lasted all night.

At the end of the train, the steward woke him up.

Fu Anyang walked out of the carriage in confusion.

...Where is this?

Usually, when I get on the train, I just wait until I get home. In the subway, I have to pay attention at all times, and I have to re-plan the route after taking the station.He sighed, pointing at the road map, just about to find out the best bus route home, he paused with his finger, and put it back.

In fact, it is not necessary to go home immediately.

Anyway, it's the weekend... There's nothing to do when I go back.

He walked around the station and called Shen Wenxu but no one answered.I sent another message to Ye Jiahe and got the company's address.

Just from the speed of replying to messages, we can detect who is working hard and who is fishing.

The current location is not far from the company. Fu Anyang took the subway there, reported Ye Jiahe's name at the front desk, and was directed to another elevator.

Ever since he knew he was coming to visit the class, he had been waiting, Ye Jiahe pointed to the office with great interest, "Shen Wenxu is reviewing papers inside."

"..."

Ye Jiahe didn't tell Shen Wenxu that he was coming, and when he knocked on the door, the voice from inside was very cold, "Come in."

Until the second before the eyes met, Shen Wenxu was still working meticulously, frowning, waiting for the person who came in to report the matter first.

Fu Anyang pretended to cough twice.

"...Yanyan?"

The moment he saw Fu Anyang, his expression changed, he was more serious than criticizing papers, "What happened?"

"..."

Fu Anyang: "I don't have to have an accident to come to see you, okay?"

"I just dropped by after the interview. Anyway, I have nothing to do when I go home too early."

He glanced around briefly, not very interested in the decoration of the tall building, consciously found a comfortable place to nest on the sofa, "I asked Ye Jiahe for the address. So you work here every day. "

Doesn't look like a happy place to be.

Shen Wenxu smiled, got up and poured a glass of water, came to sit with him, and asked how the interview was going.

"It's okay. There is a temporary test question. I acted very well, but I don't know how the director thinks."

Holding the cup in his hand, Fu Anyang recalled, he was not ashamed to tell him about the content of the additional test, "That director did not follow common sense, I suspect that in the end he chose actors based on his mood. So it is not sure yet, and the result will be announced tomorrow of."

Shen Wenxu nodded and toasted, and said seriously, "It sounds like I can pass."

Fu Anyang was amused, "How did you hear that?"

"Because you look happy."

Shen Wenxu looked at him carefully, then stretched out his hand suddenly, and touched the end of his eyes with cool fingertips.

"Why are you crying?"

Fu Anyang was taken aback for a moment, then rubbed his eyes subconsciously, not understanding how he could tell, the tears had already dried up.He couldn't tell why, so he just said indiscriminately, "I don't know... Maybe I'm too happy."

Shen Wenxu didn't ask further, seeing his hesitant expression, he knew that he should be more than just passing by to take a look, "Do you have something to say to me?"

Fu Anyang nodded, he had been planning for a long time on the way here, "Do you still have that with you? That piece of coral."

Of course.Shen Wenxu took out the pocket watch and handed it to him, seeing that he took it in his hand, he bowed his head and said, "Actually, the time I went to the seaside for vacation...the time I didn't take you with me, I didn't have a good time at all."

"Of course you have to be positive when you go home, because you won't be disappointed when you listen to my travel talk."

I had a dream last night in a daze, and at first I thought it was a plot conjured up in my mind.After waking up, he thought about it again, only to realize that this was a real experience that should be far less beautiful than the dream.

"At first, I thought it was very rare for a family to go out, and the scenery was beautiful. I wanted to have fun for a few days. But when I got off the plane and heard my parents arguing in the hotel, I thought it was nothing fun, and I wanted to go back quickly to find you."

"Later, I sneaked out of the room while they weren't paying attention, and went to the beach to find coral fragments. There were a lot of common ones, but I couldn't find any red coral after searching all night, but I didn't want to go back empty-handed."

It's a bit embarrassing to bring up a prank after so many years.He closed his eyes and confessed vigorously: "I asked the aunt who sells souvenirs on the island to paint it red for me!"

"..."

Shen Wenxu said helplessly, "I know."

"what?"

"I broke it once." Shen Wenxu opened the pocket watch, took out the small piece of coral and put it in his palm, "You can tell when the broken section is white."

It's just that it's been patched up so well that you can't see it until you're up close.Fu Anyang lifted the tip of his nose to observe, and found several thin cracks, "Really."

It also confirmed that it was indeed not a dream, but a memory that he had personally experienced.

"I didn't write about it in the diary. I just remembered it myself."

His tone was a little fluttering, and his proud eyes were bright, "You have been telling me all kinds of things. Occasionally I can tell you something, isn't it good?"

Shen Wenxu looked at him, and slowly smiled, which softened the atmosphere.I don't know if it was an illusion, but Fu Anyang felt that the coldly decorated office in the background of his sight was not as unpleasant as when he first came in.

Then when I heard him say sincerely, "It's amazing."

"What reward do you want?"

"..."

What kind of tone is this?

Fu Anyang muttered in disgust, his eyes dodged suspiciously, "I have graduated from the first class of kindergarten, okay?"