The cultivated Omega has become an A

Shen Wenxu froze for a moment, thought for half a minute before replying "OK", and located the address of the meeting at Linhu Small Park not far from the company.

After finishing the work at hand and speeding up, he walked over, found a willow tree by the lake, sat on a stone chair beside the tree to enjoy the shade, and waited.

The sight was taken away by the old man walking around, and he observed the golden retriever that the old man was holding in his hand for a while.In the end, I couldn't help but took out my phone again and read the message again.

The tone was so solemn, but it didn't seem like he was going to confess.

The only thing that is certain is what is on his mind.Shen Wenxu thought for a while, don't ask him out to declare war just because he is three points less than him in this exam.

how so cute.

Fu Anyang arrived later.The positioning was a bit confusing. After finding the wrong entrance to the park, I walked half a circle around the lake before I saw where Shen Wenxu was. When he ran over, there was already a thin layer of sweat on his forehead.

He's wearing a baseball cap today, with the brim pulled down and a hoodie over it.A light gray pullover hoodie, the drawstring on one side was thrown behind him when he ran too fast, and he didn't notice it.

The handsome guy who ran all the way, and the uncle who took a walk will pay more attention.When I came to the front, I was panting intermittently, "Can you sit down, near the door, Fang!"

"Next time definitely."

"You better be!"

Shen Wenxu laughed, moved to the side, and gave him half of the stone chair, "I didn't rush you. Why run, come on."

"Isn't it hot?"

Fu Anyang sat down at the other end of the stone chair, avoiding the hands that wanted to take off his hat, "It's not hot."

There is a breeze by the lake in the evening, so you won't sweat anymore if you sit quietly for a while.

He wore two layers of hats today.The behavior of subconsciously covering oneself is a manifestation of insecurity from a psychological analysis, and it is a bit autistic.Shen Wenxu saw it, and thought that the possibility of confessing must be completely ruled out.

Although I didn't dare to expect it, I still regret it.

"Take a break first. I have nothing else to do at night, so don't worry."

He spoke calmly and calmly, as if he had been waiting here for a long time.

Fu Anyang took a breath, and the sweat subsided, only to realize that the old monk beside him was staring at the golden retriever as if in meditation, without changing his expression.

It reminded him of the confrontation between the two downstairs in the teaching building. When Shen Wenxu heard him say "I don't remember", he was so shocked that he stood still and stared at him like this.

...It seems to have found a strange analogy.

Fu Anyang coughed twice, feeling that if he didn't speak first, he would be able to stare until dark, "You seem to be easily distracted."

"It's not distracting, it's just observation."

He was not surprised, and turned his gaze back, "My doctor said that if you keep being trapped in the emotions brought about by your own experience, you will only be consumed by emotions and get worse. But if you pull yourself out to observe Others will be able to find peace."

It is quite suitable for people who are autistic at the moment, and it just so happens that Amway pays Anyang, "It works for me, you can try it too."

Fu Anyang only heard the beginning, "Your...doctor?"

"Well. I have consulted before, but the doctor's role is not as good as yours."

Shen Wenxu said with a smile, "You are my spiritual pillar."

Fu Anyang wanted to know why.But he stopped there and didn't intend to say any more.as usual.

He never mentioned what he experienced during the six years of living alone, and only showed interest when talking about the memories that the two experienced together.

It seems that when he shows up at school, his only interest is Fu Anyang.

In the sudden silence, Fu Anyang lowered his head and stared at the ground under his feet, as if learning his observation method.Shen Wenxu didn't hear the following for a while, and was about to lean over to see if there were ants moving on the ground that attracted his attention, but he heard him scream without warning.

"Hello, Ash."

Shen Wenxu suddenly looked up at him, the surprise and expectation in his eyes were so bright that people dare not look directly at him.

"I only found out about some old things at home." Fu Anyang avoided his overly fiery gaze, "I should have called you that when we first met."

"I don't know why you are so obsessed with Yanyan. But I am my own, not someone's foster husband, I don't belong to anyone else, I am not an abstract thing, and I don't want to be labeled like that."

He didn't dare to look into Shen Wenxu's eyes. From joy to disappointment, such an obvious gap would make people feel a strong sense of guilt.He even stood up unconsciously, even out of the corner of his eye, turned his back to the person on the bench, gritted his teeth and continued.

"I think that's all in the past. It doesn't make sense for you to regard a child as a spiritual pillar. It's better to believe in yourself than in others."

He shouldn't have turned his back on Shen Wenxu.Because I haven't heard the other party's reaction, my posture is stiff, and I feel like I am being punished to stand in a trance.

When he finally couldn't hold back and turned around, Shen Wenxu was standing up slowly, "You asked me out just to convince me of this?"

"..."

"Is it because you already have closer friends around you?"

It's like giving a closing speech.With a calm face, he said very clearly, "So come and tell me, because I have other friends, I am not so important. Right?"

Quite the opposite.

Fu Anyang said in a low voice, "I... want to treat you as a friend."

Just because it is too heavy, it is too heavy to be defined by a "friend who played well as a child".He cared too much about this person, much more than he thought, much more than he could imagine.

This is not the kind of drama of "suddenly discovering that I have a destined person and happily accepting that it becomes the finale".Deep feelings with heavy pressure beyond expectations have deviated from the standard that can be accepted happily.

He never wanted to be the so-called spiritual pillar, never wanted to be someone's salvation, let alone rely on others to redeem himself.

But he saw it with his own eyes.

Confidence that has not stopped writing for six years.

Six years of uninterrupted thoughts.

Obstinate enough to scare him.

"I now think that what you said before makes sense."

Fu Anyang clenched his fist quietly, stretched out his fingers and stretched out towards him, "We should get to know each other again."

Placing such deep emotions on others can already be called an obsession. He barely read the diary, and his heart palpitations made him almost out of breath in the second half.

He shouldn't have done this, and neither should Shen Wenxu.It's also good to be able to start over, it's simpler and easier.

Shen Wenxu looked down at his hanging hand, didn't respond, but smiled lightly, shook his head as if sighing, "You don't understand at all."

Just be afraid.

Rejecting such a turbulent and huge emotional intrusion is to protect myself.

He couldn't blame Fu Anyang for thinking like this.People have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. It is not wrong to choose the most beneficial ideas for oneself.

So he smiled and said, "It's okay."

But such an attitude of not getting angry in the slightest puts a different kind of pressure on Anyang.

As if overwhelmed by the last overweight, those vacant hands grabbed his collar, staggered, both of them lost their steps, entangled and fell on the grassy slope by the lake.

Passers-by cast surprised glances and hesitated to step forward.Fu Anyang pressed him to the ground with all his strength, and the exhaustion accumulated in his heart was all stagnated in his chest, and he couldn't find an outlet to vent it. He gritted his teeth and said, "I don't understand...Of course I don't understand! Because you are always like this!"

"Did I say something too much? Why aren't you angry? Why don't you blame me! Why don't you give me a good explanation! Why...why!"

If I'm really important to you, why did you make me wait so long?

Why don't you come back and see me.Why don't you grow up with me.

It is written in the diary that he disappeared without a word, left no news, and disappeared.But now he suddenly appeared without warning, pretending to be someone's foster husband, without mentioning where he came from or why.

Fu Anyang didn't understand why he firmly believed in his diary that he would definitely come back, but it didn't mean that as long as he came back everything would be fine.

What is it to disappear and reappear on its own?

The steps to solve the problem are all counted as points, right?What's the matter with only giving one result!

Someone's tears dripped down the side of the ear.Shen Wenxu lay on the ground, his usual smile completely disappeared from his eyes, without struggling or avoiding, he reached out to touch his cheek.

Fu Anyang swung his hand away vigorously, wiped it viciously, lowered the brim of his hat to cover his red eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "You can do whatever you want."

Fuck off.

When I went back, I burned all the diaries and returned them to my mother.

When he stood up abruptly, his vision went dark.He originally planned to leave here aggressively without looking back, but was hit by a brief dizziness, and he couldn't help but staggered back a step, losing his center of gravity.

Before Shen Wenxu got up, he was almost stepped on by a foot.

Knowing that he was still there, Fu Anyang consciously avoided the general area, and because of this, his footsteps became more chaotic, he fell forward downhill, and fell into the lake with a plop.

"...Yanyan!"

**

In the small park that night, there was a legend that "two young men were pushed into the lake and had a fight".

Fu Anyang doesn't know how to swim, so he choked on two mouthfuls of water and was scooped up by Shen Wenxu.

The man could even swim, and his face turned pale when he swam to the shore with him.After landing, his expression was very strange, and he had to hold back a smile while asking him if he was okay.

Just angry and ashamed.Go home that night and sit on the floor wrapped in a blanket, pointing and cursing at the diary in the box.

I never want to go to that little park again in my life.

The next day, he stayed in the room for a whole day, but he didn't reply to a single message from Shen Wenxu.When he came to school on Monday, the other party seemed to be provoked by him. When meeting at the school gate, he didn't even reach out to ask for a hug as a routine. He looked at each other coldly and walked in.

When I got to the class, I didn't say a word.It happens that from putting the schoolbag to taking the textbooks, they are all synchronized, and the frequency of turning pages is the same, which seems to be fascinating and humorous.

They didn't even stop eating together, walked forward side by side, and went back to the classroom after eating. If it wasn't for the lack of dialogue during the whole process, it seemed completely normal.

Ye Jiahe gleefully watched the cold war between the two of them, poking one another and poking the other endlessly, even if no one paid any attention to him, he remained undiminished, "Isn't it you two? Elementary school students quarreled?"

The elementary school students quarrel more fiercely than you two.

During class breaks, everyone gathers to chat about the weekend.Xia Yutian and Guan Qilu sat a little far away, using their table as a base to chat.

The last time we went to the bar together, Ye Jiahe was boring to accompany them, and taught them to play two small wine table games.Now they seem to be familiar with each other, and the tone of the chat is natural, "I, I have a grandpa or something. My relatives are dying, and my father and I will go back on weekends to watch those uncles and uncles fighting for family property, and join in the fun .”

Xia Yutian let out a "huh", "What kind of family?"

"Generally, it's relatively well-off."

"..."

Xia Yutian asked again, "What happened to the two of them?"

Centering on Fu Anyang Shen Wenxu's desk, everyone was chatting.

Only the two people in the center didn't say a word, they buried their heads in the questions without saying a word, and the cue nodded in response.There is zero visual communication and zero verbal communication between each other.

"It looks like he's venting his anger."

Guan Qilu also saw that something was wrong, and conspired loudly with her friends in front of the two parties, "What is the awkwardness about?"

"do not know."

Strictly and without hesitation, he said bluntly, "I guess they don't know it themselves."

"..."

This sentence, she got the attention of both of them at the same time, and after each other noticed it, they retracted it in unison.

——Continue to do the questions.

Fu Anyang spurned this useless tacit understanding in his heart.

"Fortunately, I sat in the middle."

Ye Jiahe said, "If you're still sitting against the wall, you won't be able to move me like this, and you'll have to hold back even if you go to the toilet."

——Continue to do the questions.

Shen Wenxu was unmoved.

After two days of onlookers, the relationship between the two didn't seem to end, and Ye Jiahe's initial enthusiasm faded away, and he began to worry about them.

He wasn't the only one worried.After the evening self-study get out of class, Guan Qilu was still muttering on the way home, "Yan Yan seldom gets angry, and Shen Wenxu seems to have a good temper. There must be a big problem! This is not going to work."

As soon as he listened rigorously, there was the following, "What do you want to do?"

"hey-hey."

She took out a stack of colorful admission tickets from her schoolbag, "Xia Yutian bought early bird tickets online. There is a comic exhibition on Saturday, so why don't you ask them to go together?"

"Both of them don't look like they're going to comic-cons, do they?"

"Shen Wenxu doesn't know... Yanyan read comics with us when he was in elementary school, so it should be okay to persuade him."

"What's the use of just persuading him to go." Said rigorously, "The key is not to bring the two of them together to solve the problem."

"You should think less about it." Guan Qilu said with ease, "If Yan Yan goes, Shen Wenxu will definitely go too."

"The last time we sneaked with Xia Yutian to play stalking on the street, we were ashamed when we met Shen Wenxu. We never thought that he would follow. If it wasn't for Yan Yan who was there, we probably wouldn't have gotten involved. "

"...that's true."

Her rigor was half convinced by her, but she was mostly rational, "Do you really think you should meddle in their affairs? Shen Wenxu may not appreciate it."

After Guan Qilu collected the tickets, she was silent for a moment and said softly, "I just think I should help."

She is not as clear-headed as rigorous, and rigorous as her emotional sensitivity.Each has its own strengths.

After getting along for more than a month, they all sensed to some extent that Shen Wenxu didn't really intend to integrate into this group of friends, maybe he was just dragged by Fu Anyang and had to have an intersection.

"Just think of it as helping Yanyan."

Guan Qilu said seriously, "We are good friends."

"You don't have to worry about not being in the top ten when you use your energy to care for your friends in your studies." Yan Jing said helplessly, "What are you going to do?"

"It's all planned." Guan Qilu smiled and said mysteriously, "I also found an internal response to help me."

As a conscientious internal responder, Ye Jiahe applied for a half-day vacation under his father's death gaze, and dragged Shen Wenxu to the comic exhibition to gather.

When he heard that Fu Anyang was going to go, his attitude was not so resistant, but his tone was not so relaxed, "Don't do useless things."

"It's better than doing nothing."

Although they meet each other almost every day, it's hard for Ye Jiahe to say that he can see through what he's thinking.

It's just that she is very good at messing around with ingenuity, so she hit it off with Guan Qilu.

"Your expression is too ugly now, you might as well drool at Fu Yanyan in disgust."

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