[Comprehensive] The boy accused by his younger brother

Yi Ze's death was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue to the familiar god of death.As the god of death, death is an inevitable word, and everyone knows that everyone's destination will be like this sooner or later.However, no one would ever think of a crane tail who loves to laugh, loves to make trouble, likes to go to the soul world to tell unknown stories to a bunch of little Doudings, always causes trouble for himself, and has extremely low spiritual power, Bai Zai His own brother will die suddenly.

I always feel that everyone is going to die, but that kid with a heartless smile will always exist, always causing them painless troubles.Although that kid sometimes makes people hate it, but in the end, everyone will continue to live happily.

Everyone thought that that boy should be like this... to accompany them all the time.

Except for a few gods of death who were on missions outside, almost all the gods of death attended Ize's funeral.His body was not burned or buried in the ground, but was preserved by Bai Zai in a special way and placed in a house of Kuchiki's family.

Everyone didn't understand why Bai Zai did this.In their view, this is nothing more than Bai Zai's endless torture to himself.A dead person will leave forever, even if you keep his body, so what.Look at him every day, watch over him, but he can't feel anything, can't say anything, will never smile at you, act like a baby with you, express his thoughts vividly, and what is left is to restrain himself It's just a cage.

People don't have to live for the dead, but they have to live for the living.

Why can't Bai Zai think about it?Or...he was punishing himself by not expressing his true thoughts to Yize, and in the last days of Yize, he didn't accompany him well, even if it was a good face.

At that time, facing his sarcastic remarks, what kind of mood did Ize have?

At the funeral, Unohana told Bai Zai all about Izawa's physical condition before.She hoped to use this to reduce Byakuya's pressure on Toshiro Hitsugaya, but Byakuya's face seemed to be even more gloomy.

The funeral was very short, and Bai Zai didn't say anything during the whole process, but simply nodded to the guests.At that time, Bai Zai's complexion was a bit colder than before. If we say that before, he was just indifferent and indifferent, and he didn't deal with people.Then this time it was the extreme cold that suppressed the anger and grief to freezing point.At home and when performing tasks, no one dared to touch Bai Zai's bad luck, and even avoided it as far as possible.And the members of Team Six are truly tragic.

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Deadwood house.

Bai Zai sat silently in the room where he and Ize often stayed together, with a burning brazier by his side.A layer of ashes had already accumulated in the basin, and it was still burning, accompanied by a choking smell, which made the corners of Bai Zai's eyes red.

Beside the basin is a pile of Izzy's used stuff, and this is the last pile.All things related to Yi Ze were completely burned by Bai Zai in the past few days.

In fact, there are many simpler ways to destroy these things.However, Bai Zai chose to do it bit by bit, watching them be slowly devoured by the flames, just like Yi Ze left his world too suddenly, and he wanted to make up for it in another way.

Many people don't understand why Ize's body is left behind, but the things he used are burned.Bai Zai didn't know either, but felt that if the room he was in was filled with Ize's objects, he would feel a deadly suffocating sense of emptiness.The restless heart palpitations will make him lose all his sanity, leaving only a dull dull pain where the heart is.

As the heir of the Kuchiki family, Byakuya was educated from an early age to live for the honor of the family, to obey the rules of the Jingling Court, and to shoulder the responsibilities of the Shinigami.He has indeed done it, whether it is a family member or an outsider, mentioning Kuchiki Byakuya is undoubtedly the pride of Kuchiki's family and Jing Lingting.

At that time, he also thought in his heart that he would live with a heavy burden.Even if his father passed away, he didn't feel how hard it was for him to be the leader of the whole family by himself.Anyway, what I have been doing, no matter how tiring and hard it is, there will be a day when I get used to it.For him, responsibility has long been integrated into his flesh and blood and has become a part of his life.

But Yize is different, he doesn't need to take on anything, he just needs to do what he likes and wants to do.Therefore, when he lost his spiritual power and faced death, he chose to let Ize become independent and get used to living without him.But he is not a good brother, and he doesn't know how to make Ize learn to be independent, so he can only treat him with sarcasm...the younger brother who has never left his protection.

It wasn't until Yize died in front of him that he realized that...the person who had been inseparable from him, who wasn't used to being independent...was himself.Bai Zai gently pressed his hand against his heart, perhaps it was because he deceived himself that he lost Ize in the end.Let yourself find no reason to escape from regret. .

He always thought that the rules would be his principles for dealing with everything, but now, for the first time, he felt that the facts were contrary to the judgments set by his life.

When everything was burnt down, the daylight had been submerged in the dark night, the long silence filled the air, the moonlight gradually dimmed, Bai Zai did not turn on the lights, and in the dark space, there were only moonlight and lonely shadows.

Bai Zai slowly closed his eyes, and the quiet silence captured all his thoughts in an instant. It was a dark world, silent, breathless, almost suffocating as thick as ink.Suddenly, there was a slight light in the dark space, it was a boy's smile, the corners of his lips were always slightly raised habitually, completely without conscience, the dark golden eyes would emit a bright mischievous light, But it has always been hovering in his mind.

"elder brother."

Bai Zai silently clenched his fists, his eyes were icy cold, and there was a little soft light in his eyes.

Suddenly, he thought of something.Get up and go out.

As soon as he stepped out of the door, he found a boy standing in the yard.He lowered his head, his hair completely covered his cheeks, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.He stood quietly by the stone platform, not intending to meet his master.If it wasn't for the bright moonlight and Bai Zai's clear eyes, no one would have noticed him.

When Bai Zai saw the boy, his eyes turned cold.The sharp gaze was like a sharp knife, wishing to pierce the boy's heart.

"Get out." Bai Zai's eyes were icy cold.

Hitsugaya Toshiro already knew the truth of the matter, he had already scolded himself countless times in his heart, and he also knew that coming here again at this moment would only make Bai Zai angry.However, those who didn't obey the command moved here.

"Brother Bai Zai, I just want to stay here for a while, and I'll leave after a while."

Byakuya's icy gaze shot at Toshiro Hitsugaya.

"I'm friends with Izzy, he...I just want to see him off."

"No need." Bai Zai said coldly, "The moment he dies, you have nothing to do with him. Kill, person, murderer, hand."

Bai Zai spoke the next sentence extremely slowly.He could clearly see that the expression on Hitsugaya Toshiro's face became more and more rigid.For some reason, there was a faint sense of pleasure in my heart.

"white……."

What the boy wanted to say was ruthlessly cut off by Bai Zai.Cruel enough to leave no room for words, said in a low voice, "You are here, he will not rest in peace."

The boy's figure trembled, and he stared blankly at the ground, his eyes were empty, as if his soul had been taken away.After a long while, he barely moved his feet and forced himself to leave the yard step by step.

Bai Zai's gaze turned to the open space under the stone platform, where the shadows of the trees danced together.He walked over slowly and squatted down in one place.The slender fingers stretched out to the ground, turning the dirt out without hesitation.

Every time the soil is turned, it seems to have exhausted its strength.

【As Bai Zai's brother's younger brother, I will not let anyone look down on me】

【Brother, in your eyes, is Ize just a worthless idiot?Ah lah, I won't get hurt with the lion cubs around. 】

The white fingers were scratched by the sharp gravel, and the dirt was squeezed into the small opening, which was hot and painful.

【Hey, although it's shameful not to do what you promised others to do, but... since it's my brother's wish, then I will obey it unconditionally】

[There is no reason for a younger brother to worry about his elder brother, brother, you are playing tricks.But please forgive me this time, since I am so magnanimous, how about waking up?If you keep sleeping, aren't you worried that Izzy will be bullied?Aren't you worried about Izzy leaving you?If one day Izzy disappears, let's see if you will cry.hehe. 】

The dirt in his hands seemed to splash into his eyes, and it was so painful that he couldn't even move his fingers.

[Well, it feels like it's getting worse.Oops, I can hardly breathe.Brother, you said that if I die one day, will you hold me and cry? 】

His hands trembled slightly, and the soil he dug out seemed to weigh a thousand catties.I thought silently in my heart, I was almost there, and I could dig out the seed that was buried at that time.

【Brother, I'm leaving】

But...if the cherry blossoms don't bloom, will Izawa not come back...does he have no reason to wait...

【Of course because Ize is the younger brother, the older brother should let the younger brother and wait for the younger brother. 】

With a pause, the wet soil fell from his hands in chunks.

【In the future, let’s watch the cherry blossoms together. 】

Shaking off the soil in his hands, he desperately filled them all back, pressing his palms hard on the soil, for fear that they would scatter again.

The small wound on the finger oozes bright red blood and melts into the ground.But its owner didn't know it, and just carefully took pictures of the land.

After doing everything, he quietly looked at the re-buried place, lost in thought.Black hair blocked the forehead, leaving only a dark shadow.

The person who remembers the promise... He obviously believes so firmly... He is the only one who will be waiting under the cherry blossom tree...

Ize's words entangled him tightly like a nightmare... It is precisely because he cares that he cannot forget... it is precisely because he cannot forget... that he feels pain...

Even if he destroys everything about Yi Ze, whether he sees it, hears it or speaks it...but the emotion is fused into the flesh and blood, the soul...nothing can separate it.

The heart suddenly shrank at this moment, Bai Zai pressed his heart tightly, a tingling pain that he had never felt before gradually spread from the heart, and the cold and sadness that penetrated into the bone marrow enveloped his whole body...

"Tick tock", a drop of transparent liquid, slipped to the ground and disappeared instantly.

[Brother hasn't said if you will, will you cry for me? 】

【Actually, you don't have to ask like this... No matter what I do, I don't know how to do it. 】

The author has something to say: The manuscript of the next world was forgotten at home by a certain li, so I had to write a side story outside and post it first.

I originally wanted to write about healing...but after watching Huanzhu and Gonghou all day...【Fuzu】