With me here, let's see who dares to take you!

49. A one-man show

Gu Chengxi felt as if he was living in a dark vortex, and he couldn't find where the exit was, or even which direction the exit was.

Let's just float like this, Gu Chengxi thought, anyway, one day, this vortex will drag itself into a darker place on the bottom of the sea; if it is lucky, it may throw itself into the light.No matter what the future holds, all Gu Chengxi has to do is wait.

Gu Chengxi is 25 years old, the best time of a person may be gone forever, but he can't do anything to save him, because he doesn't even have the most basic freedom.

sad?Gu Chengxi looked up at the black sky, but couldn't find the answer.Only one or two lonely birds flew by, and Gu Chengxi couldn't see where they went.Whoa, they are so free, so nice.

The night was getting late, and the night was getting quieter and quieter, so quiet that Gu Chengxi wondered if he had done something wrong.

Meng Jinyang turned over on the bed and couldn't find Gu Chengxi, so Meng Jinyang opened his eyes.

"What are you doing when you're not sleeping?" Meng Jinyang's deep but magnetic voice was particularly abrupt in the quiet night, and Gu Chengxi was taken aback.

"It's nothing." Gu Chengxi closed the curtains, blocking the black sky from the window, "If you sleep for a long time during the day, you won't be able to sleep at night."

"Are you still blaming me for threatening you with my talents?" Meng Jinyang pulled Gu Chengxi into his arms.

Gu Chengxi smiled, and said "resentment" as if he really had the right to do so, "No, that's your right, but I don't have the right to complain about you."

In the darkness, Meng Jinyang couldn't see Gu Chengxi's expression clearly, but he seemed to be able to hear Gu Chengxi's silent laugh, "What were you laughing at just now?"

Gu Chengxi said, "I'm laughing at the bird that flew past the window just now. It thought it could avoid those complicated and entangled branches, but in the end it was still entangled and couldn't get out. This is the end of self-deprecation. .”

Meng Jinyang hugged Gu Chengxi tightly, as if he wanted to embed him in his own flesh and blood, "Don't forget that you don't have wings, even if you have, I will break your wings, so that you will never be able to fly out of my palm."

Gu Chengxi shuddered unconsciously, it was so cold.So Gu Chengxi retracted into Meng Jinyang's arms, looking for his own warmth at this moment.

"I want to be free, but I never thought of escaping from your palm, so you can rest assured." Gu Chengxi didn't want Meng Jinyang to misunderstand him anymore.As a result of the misunderstanding, he must suffer.

Meng Jinyang's voice lacked the slightest emotion, "That's fine. As long as you stay by my side obediently, I won't torture you anymore."

Gu Chengxi smiled, "Then should I thank you for your kindness?"

Meng Jinyang didn't say anything, but just wrapped around Gu Chengxi's arm, which hurt Gu Chengxi.

Gu Chengxi thought, maybe Meng Jinyang is angry?

The cold nights are always long and exhausting.

Gu Chengxi suddenly wanted to kiss Meng Jinyang, and in fact, he did.Surprisingly, Meng Jinyang did not respond to Gu Chengxi's kiss.

"I love you." Gu Chengxi said in Meng Jinyang's ear.

Meng Jinyang didn't seem to hear anything, he just changed his posture to hug Gu Chengxi, and then said, "Go to sleep."

Time passed by every minute, and Meng Jinyang seemed to have really fallen asleep.

Gu Chengxi sighed in disappointment, the small sound of breathing seemed to be afraid of disturbing Meng Jinyang, so it became even more insignificant in the silent night.

If you ignore the beating heart in Gu Chengxi's chest, this night is indeed no different from every night before.

Yes, Gu Chengxi was nervous just now, when he was brewing and saying the three words "I love you".

Gu Chengxi had to admit that he fell in love with Meng Jinyang.When he heard Meng Jinyang having crazy sex/love with others, Gu Chengxi finally understood that he was indeed in love with Meng Jinyang.

The "I love you" that came out with great difficulty was ignored by Meng Jinyang. Gu Chengxi didn't know whether to feel lucky or unfortunate. Maybe it was all predestined by heaven.

Gu Chengxi put his lips against Meng Jinyang's again, no matter whether Meng Jinyang could hear it or not, Gu Chengxi said, "If I promise to stay by your side obediently, can you love me a little?"

Gu Chengxi was thinking, how did he fall in love with this scumbag?Unfortunately, he couldn't remember anything.

Perhaps Gu Chengxi fell in love with the owner of those bloodthirsty eyes when he saw Meng Jinyang killing someone;

Maybe when Gu Chengxi was raped/violated by Meng Jinyang for the first time, he fell in love with the kind of strength that wanted to rub him into his bones;

Maybe it was when Meng Jinyang was preparing porridge for Gu Chengxi, he was indulging in the tenderness that Meng Jinyang occasionally revealed.

Inextricable.

Gu Chengxi didn't want to love to the point of losing himself, so Gu Chengxi chose to confess. If Meng Jinyang could respond to his feelings, that would be great; if Meng Jinyang ignored his confession like now, then Gu Chengxi would choose to dust off his feelings and never return. carry.

Gu Chengxi is a man, it is impossible for Meng Jinyang to cry, make trouble and hang himself, that would be too stupid, and Meng Jinyang would not accept such a thing.

To be honest, since Gu Chengxi was imprisoned by Meng Jinyang a month ago until now, no matter how painful or tired, Gu Chengxi has never shed a tear.

Unlike teenagers of seventeen or eighteen, Gu Chengxi has already passed the age where he can cry when he wants to.Looking up now, it seems a little sad, after all, Gu Chengxi would feel much better if he cried out.It's a pity that Gu Chengxi can't even do this basic human behavior to release emotions. Isn't this sad enough?

Alas, Gu Chengxi sighed softly again.When I love you, it happens that you love me too, how wonderful it would be.

When it was dawn, Gu Chengxi had to pretend that he had never said those three words before, and buried his feelings so that Meng Jinyang could not see them again.Otherwise, who knows what leverage he will use his feelings for him?

Gu Chengxi is not afraid that Meng Jinyang will take advantage of him, Gu Chengxi is just afraid that he will not be able to stand Meng Jinyang's temptation and do something that he regrets for the rest of his life.

Why is it so difficult to live?

Looking at Meng Jinyang's sleeping face, Gu Chengxi couldn't help but curse inwardly: Scum.

However, Gu Chengxi fell in love with Meng Jinyang, a scumbag.why?

Gu Chengxi closed his eyes, went to sleep, and prayed in his heart: tomorrow will be better, if it is not good, it will not be worse than today.