I see the snow

Xi Huai sat in the tub, slowly pouring water onto his shoulders.

He felt very cold, it was already summer, and he shouldn't feel so cold.

There are still rustling insects outside the window, and the grass is mixed with the sound of frogs.If it is in the countryside, maybe there are old people in the alleys enjoying the shade under the camphor trees.

But Xi Huai just felt cold.

The coldness seemed to emanate from his body, making it impossible for the surrounding warm bath water to convey warmth to him.

The water surface is quite clear, and you can see the underwater scene when you lower your eyes——

But Xi Huai doesn't need to think about it, he probably knows what kind of ghost he looks like now.

His waist was sore, his knees were stabbing, and the skin on the back of his neck was broken, as if he had been beaten hard, and his body was bruised and purple.

But these are not the most important, compared to physical discomfort, Xi Huai felt more numbness and tiredness in his heart.

—Something, you know will happen, is very different from when it actually happened.

The extreme physical fatigue and psychological self-loathing almost reached their peak when Yinzhichuan spurted out of his body.

But this is very good, Xi Huai thought, this is what he deserves.

"Cough cough..."

The young man lowered his eyes, covered his lips and slowly moved to the edge of the tub, and took out the bright and fragrant pills from the white clothes hanging on the small clothes support.

He hasn't had the stuff in almost two months and is trying to wean himself off it slowly.

"That person" uses this method to control the killers, each person can only get one grain within a certain period of time, so that even if they escape to the ends of the earth, they can only crawl back like dogs to beg for gifts and forgiveness.

Their bodies were inseparable from such things, and every Assassin who ever tried to challenge died without dignity.

Xi Huai doesn't want to make himself like that, he's very smart, so he just wants to make his drug tolerance better, secretly save some pills—so that when he really wants to do something, It is possible to have a period of freedom at the end.

The vermilion pills are very sweet when they melt in the mouth, with a strong aroma, as if they are about to bring great happiness to people.

In fact, it is true.When the pill slid down Xi Huai's esophagus, reached the stomach, and was transported by the blood to the limbs, Xi Huai felt no longer cold.

He forgot all the unhappiness and pain before, as if he had returned to Canglan City.

That was when Canglan City was not yet broken, he was in the yard with his sister and parents, and the noon sun was very warm.

Softly shining on his body, the little boy with his hands behind his back tied two buns, shaking his head and reciting:

"Lead the yellow on the left, Qingcang on the right... Chijie Yunzhong, when will Feng Tang be dispatched. He will draw the eagle bow like a full moon, look northwest, and shoot Sirius..."

The sun was so good that afternoon, and my father hesitated before writing on the rice paper, while my mother urged:

Let him write letters to his former students and say some flattering words, so that they may have a chance to be sent back to Jinling.

"Mother……"

The scarred young man in white murmured softly.

His eyelashes were tightly closed, shaking lightly like a crow's feathers.Pills give people the most wonderful hallucinations, and in subsequent dreams, they see everything they want most.

Some are gold, some are jewels, some are voluptuous naked beauties...

Xi Huai just wanted to go back to the simple and dilapidated little courtyard of his childhood.

The boy's neck drooped slowly, and he wouldn't wake up until the whole bucket of bath water became cold.

……

Yin Zhichuan lay quietly in the bedroom, staring blankly at the air in a daze.

With his hands behind his back, he propped up his body a little bit, and his upper body hung in the air, in a rather playful and uninhibited posture.

There is still some faint sandalwood smell left in the air, a metaphor for everything that happened just now.

Yinzhichuan seemed a little confused, thinking about messy things in his mind.

For a while, it was Xihuai's bare and white back just now, and for a while, it was the chaotic and trembling breath.Of course, there are those emerald green clasps that can make a crisp sound.

But the last image that stayed in Yin Zhichuan's mind was the bodily fluid that flowed from Xi Huai's backyard through the empty clothes when Xi Huai got up.

"...Is Luohong the same as the woman?"

Yin Zhichuan thought hesitantly and uncertainly.

But at this time, there is no chance to ask Ji Wuhen.

Yinzhichuan had never heard of information related to Xiaowan before, and he never thought that he would have entanglements with Xiaowan.He thought that he would find a woman who was knowledgeable, gentle and calm, like most men who joined the army.

...Well, in fact, except for the gender, which does not meet expectations, the others are actually pretty much the same.

Why does he like Xi Huai?

Yin Zhichuan thought again, the truth of this matter sounds unbelievable.

But no matter how he deceived himself and tried to bring this feeling over, when he thought of Xi Huai and couldn't help but feel uncontrollable, all the concealment seemed powerless and ridiculous.

Yinzhichuan once read a story in a book. In Zhuangzi's "Inner Chapter", it tells about a severe drought in the world. There are two small fishes at the bottom of the dry water, spitting bubbles at each other to wet each other and survive.

Yinzhichuan thought, he and Xihuai were probably like these two little fish——

Before he met Xihuai, he thought that he was the only one at the bottom of the lake, and the day after day of thirst almost drove Yinzhichuan crazy.

But at this time, Xi Huai came to him and told him, no, you and I are both betrayers of this world.

...It's a pity that at this time, Yin Zhichuan didn't know that he turned his back on the world to be an exile in the world with Xi Huai, he loved him; and Xi Huai turned his back on the world because he hated him.

"squeak--"

I don't know how long he thought aimlessly, but just when Yinzhichuan's hands were about to ache, the door finally rang, and Xihuai walked in amidst the slight cold and dampness of the night.

He slowly closed the door, Yin Zhichuan's eyes followed him, the young man described himself freely, his eyes were lowered, and there was still some moisture all over his body, as if he had returned to his room to rest after taking a bath.

Only the waistband of the unfastened coat swayed slightly in the air.

Yin Zhichuan kept looking at him, thinking it was strange not to speak at this time, after a long silence, he still couldn't help asking: "Why have you been here for so long?"

"...I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Xi Huai raised his eyelids and glanced at him:

"...Do you want to do it again?"

His voice was a little hoarse, I don't know if it was the sequelae of the relationship just now.

"..."

Yin Zhichuan choked for a moment, and said sullenly, "I won't come."

He looked at Xi Huai, wanting to find out something from Xi Huai's face.

But Xi Huai's face was pale, except for a pair of red phoenix eyes, there was only the corner of his lips bitten by Yin Zhichuan.

He crossed the Yinzhi River, went straight to the other side of the bed and rolled up the quilt, as if he was very tired and ready to sleep.

Yin Zhichuan looked at the back of the young man in white, held back for a while, and only uttered one sentence:

"Are you ok?"

"Ah."

Xi Huai responded to him very calmly.

"..."

Yin Zhichuan looked at Xi Huai's ankle exposed outside the quilt - the only part of his whole body that was exposed outside.

But just such a small piece of skin still had the fingerprints and bruises left by Yin Zhichuan's pinching and scratching.

There was a strange and fragrant fragrance floating in the air, which came from nowhere.

"Xipei City, I will give you a house."

After a long time, Yin Zhichuan still spoke in the dark. "As you said, beside a lake, there are stretches of birch trees planted outside, and you can see the sparkling lake water from the window. You can see the moonlight before going to bed, and wake up to the thin morning light with mist. Next When it rains, there is the sound of dripping rain, and when you play chess at night, peach blossoms will fall on the window coffin."

There was silence in the air, and Xi Huai did not say a word for a long time.

Yin Zhichuan waited for his response and couldn't wait, so he could only continue to ask:

"OK?"

Xi Huai was wrapped in the quilt, Yin Zhichuan couldn't see his expression at all.

I just feel that the black hair exposed outside the quilt is reflected in the white moonlight, like a trickling stream, and near the top of the hair, there is also a small hair twirl.

After a long time, Xi Huai shrank back into the quilt, like a small animal completely shrank back into his hole.

"I do not want."

He said lightly: "This kind of overnight reward is too expensive."

……

The seventh son of the Duke of Zhenguo's mansion, Major General Yin Zhichuan, has someone he likes.

When the news spread, it was simply earth-shattering——

First of all, it's not scary to have someone you like - which young man is not crazy about beauty.

But when it fell on Mr. Yinqi, it became very scary - because the blue face he liked didn't seem to like him very much.

Leaving aside the rhetoric that Mr. Yin Qi made in the past——

If he has a lover one day, it must be that he is happy with the one he loves every day, and the soft quilt is turned into a red wave; the prostitution of the day is enough, and Wushan is wiped out by the clouds and rain...

As far as Xi Huai's attitude towards him is concerned, it is very worrying——

On the surface, this young lady was very docile and submissive to the major general, but in fact, Major General Yin felt that he was not willing to talk to him at all.

In my spare time, I don't even want to look at him in a daze.

This made Mr. Yinqi very frustrated, and he didn't know where the problem was.

"Isn't this just a show?"

One person said: "This must be showing off! I have seen this kind of tactics a lot in Lianqingyuan! On the surface, I ignored you, but in fact it was just to raise your value!"

Yinzhichuan was almost alone in the setback, and all friends from all over the world came to offer their losses.

In the hall, the sons and brothers who used to hang out with him all gathered together, eating melon seeds and discussing in one go.

After they arrived, they first expressed shock that Yinzhichuan had someone they liked——

When they watched Yinzhichuan take Xihuai away from Fuyunlou, they never expected that Yinzhichuan would really fall on this young man.

And Yin Zhichuan never thought of hiding it, in his opinion, sleeping with Xi Huai as his own is a very pleasant thing.

Since you are happy, you have to say it to show off.

"Why is he indifferent to brother Yin?"

After hearing about Yin Zhichuan's troubles, the enthusiastic dandies of Hoshino City asked one after another: "Our Brother Yin is so suave, handsome and unrestrained! If you go to Yunlou to go whoring, you will be charged with money. Why are you being treated coldly?" !"

Yin Zhichuan sat in the middle, his silver boots stepped on the wooden railing of the chair legs, thinking about how to put it better.

"Did he not let you touch him?"

Seeing that Yin Zhichuan didn't speak for a while, a rich man interrupted to ask.

"No."

Yin Zhichuan rested his elbows on his knees and propped his chin on the back of his hands, in a state of deep thought.Hearing the words, she raised her head slightly and said, "Kissing is casual."

"Oh."

The man looked like a staff officer, and nodded seriously: "Then touch it?"

"Touch...you should be able to touch casually."

"Then why are you indifferent!"

Friends clap your legs! "That's great!"

"What's a kiss and a touch!"

Seeing their unpromising looks, Yin Zhichuan said impatiently: "What I lack is someone to kiss and touch?! What I lack is the resonance of the soul!"

"Oh……"

The young masters who had been yelled at scratched their necks and guessed wildly: "Then maybe he wants to refuse or welcome?"

"If you want to refuse, please welcome."

Another said: "I think sometimes when a girl says 'no', it actually means 'yes'."

"It's not right to say that, but I think there may be other reasons—"

"Aren't you all regular visitors to Yanliu Alley?"

Seeing that all his friends were so incompetent, they had been discussing for a long time, but could not come up with any constructive opinions, Yin Zhichuan said angrily: "Can't you guess what a young man is thinking at all? Not a single useful word!"

"no……"

Looking at each other, Qin Ge spoke slowly, hesitantly saying: "Brother Yin is so good-looking, there is nothing to be picky about. I can't think of any dissatisfaction with Mr. Xihuai."

"Brother Yin, do you want to hear useful words?"

Zhao Yunsheng cleared his throat and said, "Everyone, then I have to tell the truth with my conscience: Actually, I never thought that anyone would not like Brother Yin. Because of Brother Yin's stature, if I was reincarnated As a girl, I would rather marry—"

"Whether you're pretty or not is second to none. Don't you guys think that this leg and this waist look like a getaway?"

"Hahahahahaha."

"I feel so too!"

"That kid doesn't like Brother Yin, maybe it's because Brother Yin doesn't know how to control himself!!"

After Zhao Yunsheng bent down to avoid a teacup thrown by Yin Zhichuan, the hall was completely chaotic.

All the dandies are playing and making noise, forgetting the main point, and there is no formality.

The snack melon seeds were scattered all over the floor, and the tables and chairs were knocked upside down.

As if by a catastrophe.Ever since Zhen Guogong's mansion was full of heroes and heroes, Yinzhichuan still rarely felt such excitement.Reminds him of the days when his brothers were still around.

"Wait! Wait a minute!"

Just when the party was about to turn into a farce again, a young man who usually liked to flip through the book suddenly stood on a chair holding his "Things Under the Bodhi Tree" and said loudly: "Everyone wait Wait, listen to me!"

"I think."

Yin Zhichuan raised his jaw, motioning for him to say.If I read it all my life, the book is written by Jun Zaiye. The idiot brother continued: "He has a deep-rooted love for Brother Yin!"

"If you don't see it, the ancients said, 'The first hate is with the king, the second hate is with the king, the third hate is the end of the world, you can't ask me to accompany you to the mulberry field!'"

He was so moved that he almost burst into tears and said: "Young Master Xihuai, this is because I am afraid that brother Yin will suffer from love, so I chose lovesickness alone!"