I see the snow

But at that time Li Sinian couldn't do anything.

When he met Lin Kun, it was the most helpless and humble time in his life.

He looked at Lin Kun's outstretched hand, and was silent for a long time, but he didn't dare to touch it.

"Pillow wind, pillow wind."

Li Simao was still making noise: "Leave him alone. He's fine, a bastard, what's there to care about? Follow me into the study—"

But Lin Kun stretched out his hand there, his thin white hands, his fingers were slender and lonely, and his wrist seemed too weak to hold.

He stretched out his hand to Li Sinian, he didn't know if it was to express his apology that the hot soup was pouring on him just now, or because he wanted to warm him up because of the cold weather.

Li Sinian was silent for a moment, and answered after a long time:

"Little nobleman, my hands are dirty."

"It doesn't matter."

Lin Kun replied: "Your hands are red from the cold. I have a hand stove here to warm you up."

Li Sinian had never been so embarrassed in the past nine years. He looked at his hands full of scars and calluses from practicing martial arts and doing rough work, and putting them in Lin Kun's palm was probably a kind of defilement.

He carefully wiped his hands on the skirts on both sides, trying to wipe off the snow and mud, but regretted why he didn't dig out the dirty mud between his fingers when he went out today.

Veins popped out of Li Sinian's forehead, he held his breath and put his clenched hands on it...

The festering chilblains on it were so dazzling that Li Sinian was a little afraid that the yellow water flowing from the sores would get on Lin Kunrou's white and clean cloak...

"Your hands are so cold."

However, just when he couldn't bear the torment of torture, Lin Kun suddenly grabbed the hand he was trying to withdraw.

His eyelashes were drooping, black and curled up, like two small fans, fluttering.He stared at Li Sinian's clenched fists.

The child's voice was soft and gentle, and he blew into Li Sinian's palm, like a warm feather brushing gently, tickling him——

"You have chilblains."

Lin Kun stared at the red hand, saw the horrible and ugly sores, and said softly.

Li Sinian was almost ashamed. For some people who really lived in the clouds, it was an offense in itself that the ugly, dirty and humble self would exist in the world.

His hand trembled slightly in Lin Kun's palm, but Lin Kun laughed and pulled him:

"I have frostbite medicine in my room, and my father brought it for me before I left. Come to my place and I'll apply it for you."

dirty.

It's really dirty.

When Lin Kun dragged him forward, these two words lingered back and forth in Li Sinian's mind.

He looked at his clothes, which were mixed with oil, swill, and mud, and his boots were torn, covered with straw and bird droppings from nowhere.

He washed the horse pot for Mrs. Li in the morning, and went to the school field to practice the knife with Li Simao.After finishing the chores in the small kitchen, he stood on his head outside the academy for several hours.

It doesn't take much thinking to know that it doesn't smell good—it's almost a far cry from Lin Kun's snow-white lynx cloak and black hair in a bun.

For the first time, he had the idea that he wanted to live a better life in Li's residence:

He used to live numbly and never thought about it, but now, he felt embarrassed for the first time.

"Pillow wind, pillow wind—!"

Behind him was Li Simao's unbelievable voice, he yelled loudly: "Hey! No way, do you really want to take this bastard to get medicine?... He is dirty, you, you won't come to me after school?" Are you reading in the yard?..."

Every word seemed to stick in Li Sinian's heart, and he silently pursed his lips.

But Lin Kun seemed to be aware of his embarrassment, turned around, and asked him with a slight smile:

"My name is Lin Kun. You can call me Pillow Wind."

"—And you? What's your name?"

……

After that, Lin Kun always took him with him when he was studying in the study.

Li Simao was not happy at first, and always made things difficult sincerely, or deliberately pushed Li Sinian away.

But Lin Kun always brought him back in person, and Li Simao was so angry that he yelled and did not change.

"The Master said, there are no classes in teaching. There is no selection by class, no division by group."

The thin and handsome boy, who had begun to assume the demeanor of a royal censor in the future, was serious and said word by word: "Whether you are a concubine or a concubine, you have the right to go to school."

"Dirty. The study is dirty."

Li Simao covered his head, so painful that he could only be helpless and furious: "I actually study in the same study room as the concubine, this study room is dirty!!"

The other students on the side covered their mouths and sniggered, Li Simao threw a pen holder at him, and yelled again:

"--What are you laughing laughing!!"

"Li Sinian, I want to drink Qiong Milu from the city—"

"The Bamboo Roasted Chicken on Mingzhu Avenue, go and buy a copy for Mr. Lin and me."

"In a few days, I will play cuju with the fourth son of Yinfu, and you will be my groom."

……

But even though Li Sinian was allowed to go to the study with them, Li Simao still pushed him around all the time.

Sometimes Lin Kun saw that he made Li Sinian useless, but Li Sinian kept silent, as if he had no complaints.

"It's okay. I'm used to it."

Every time he was asked, he always answered Lin Kun like this.

Lin Kun stared at Li Sinian in a daze. After a long time, Li Sinian became uncomfortable under his stare and asked him what he was thinking.Lin Kun replied:

"Why is there such a great malice?... Why do people always criticize and hurt each other?"

Li Sinian was dumbfounded, but Lin Kun looked away again.The dark curled eyelashes drooped, looking at the white and flawless rice paper in a daze.

It seems to be thinking about how to get rid of these evil and human darkness forever.

At that moment, Li Sinian suddenly remembered that this was the youngest son of the Lin family, a famous prodigy in the capital of stars and fields. He looked fragile and young, but in fact he already had troubles and melancholy beyond his age.

"you are here."

A few days later, one night, when Li Sinian was sitting on the bridge in a daze, he suddenly heard a crisp and tender sound.

A young boy in scholar's clothes walked towards him. The moon was as cool as water, and the ripples of water under the bridge were rippling, reflecting a white and cold moon.

Li Sinian put his hands on his knees, and stretched his other leg out of the fence, swinging unsteadily from side to side.

Hearing this, he was taken aback.

"You haven't been to school for four days."

When they reached a distance that was not too far away, Lin Kun said.

Li Sinian lowered his eyes slightly - I don't know if he has a guilty conscience.

"I'm stupid, I can't learn your textbooks."

he said in a low voice.

"You lied to me."

But Lin Kun sternly exposed him: "If you don't know how to do it, you can come and ask me. I told you - not to mention, I have read your essays in class before, and it is obviously very good."

Li Sinian lowered his head and silently did not answer.

He is always very reticent, Lin Kun looked at him——

Against the peacock-blue night, the silent young man is like a silhouette of a viewing platform.

Simple, simple, and full of power.

In the silence between the two compartments, Li Sinian was quietly grinding his palms.

He was a little fortunate that his clothes were not very dirty today, and the calluses on his hands had just been cut.The dirty things in the fingers were cleaned out, and if Lin Kun came closer to look at him, he would not feel embarrassed.

Lin Kun is wearing a snow-silver taxi suit today, with lake blue embroidered patterns on the sleeves and necklines, and loose sleeves around the waist.

very nice.

Li Sinian glanced at him lightly from the corner of his eye, but he didn't dare to let Lin Kun find out.

He felt that he was very strange recently. When he was with Lin Kun, he would consciously not want to be too dirty, at least his clothes should not smell.Sometimes in the crowd, he would stand in an unknown place, but he couldn't help but look at the young master above the clouds with the stars holding the moon.

He didn't know what this meant, but sometimes, Li Sinian would be very sad.

Just like you look at the shadows of flowers in the water and the moon behind the clouds, they are all beautiful.

But none of them belong to you.

"say something."

Seeing that Li Sinian remained silent, Lin Kun couldn't help but took a step closer.

"I'll show you something."

However, all of a sudden, Li Sinian spoke, but said a word that had nothing to do with it.

He took out a pearl the size of a thumb from his waist, put it in front of Lin Kun, and spread his palms——

That was not a very special pearl. For Lin Kun, he had seen several times larger than this at home, even a pearl as big as a fist.

But Li Sinian didn't say a word, and then flickered again.Under the moonlight, the pearl glowed with a soft light.

Gradually, the beads became transparent, replaced by a crooked nucleus inside.

Lin Kun couldn't help holding his breath, and blinked his eyes closer to see—it turned out that there was a crooked bright moon hidden there, and all the soft light radiated from this bright moon-like nucleus.

"This is Mingyuexin."

Li Sinian said: "When it is placed at night, it will be flooded with light. It means that the more a person is in a dark environment, the more noble and pure he will appear without losing his heart. It is like a bright moon."

"...I'll send you off."

"Send me off?"

Lin Kun paused and opened his eyes wide.

"Ah."

Li Sinian turned his face away: "You take it...if you like it."

"Of course I like it."

Lin Kun is generous.He was different from other people's coy gestures, he only took it carefully, held it in his palm and looked at it, smiled suddenly, and said to Li Sinian: "Thank you!"

Li Sinian's throat rolled slightly, and he turned his face to the side, his cheeks felt uncomfortably hot.

He looked at Lin Kun curiously looking at Mingzhu, and felt that all the efforts he had made before seemed to be worth it.

Of course, Lin Kun didn't know how much effort it took for him, a little bastard in the family, to obtain such a treasure.

Such a bright moon heart is probably a treasure that even Li Simao may not be able to get his hands on if he wants it.

But he snatched it for Lin Kun.

"If you give me such a beautiful pearl, then I will give you the same thing."

Lin Kun put away the treasure, smiled and tilted his head, talking to Li Sinian.As he spoke, he wanted to grab Li Sinian's hand again: "Come to my yard and pick whatever you want—I don't know what you like."

However, when Lin Kun went to pull him, Li Sinian fell off the railing as if he couldn't keep his balance——

Falling to the ground, he groaned heavily, and his right leg, which had been hanging under the railing just now, twisted unnaturally.

Lin Kun also fell down due to his exhaustion, but got up very quickly, and was startled for a moment when he saw Li Sinian who seemed to be immobile on the ground.

"you……"

Just now he couldn't see clearly in the dark, but at this moment Lin Kun discovered that Li Sinian's thin shirt was covered with scribbled bandages, and there were also bruises on his neck and cheeks, as if he had been punched and kicked by forces from all directions. Same meal.

"What’s wrong with you."

Lin Kun was stunned for a moment, and when he got up, he wanted to see Li Sinian's injury.But Li Sinian turned his face away, and didn't let him see it: "It's nothing."

"How can it be all right?"

Lin Kun stubbornly took the boy's hand, wanting to look at the corners of his bruised eyes: "Who did it!?"

"..."

Li Sinian was avoiding it with difficulty: "It doesn't matter, it will be fine soon. You...don't look at it. It's ugly."

"Is it Li Simao?"

However, Lin Kun's anger was already on the rise, he stood up with a "thump", and said that he was going to settle the score with Li Simao: "Go, I will take you to Uncle Li."

Uncle Li, Li Changyao?

Li Sinian was about to laugh in his heart: as his father, he had already regarded him as a wild dog on the side of the road, so he didn't mind.If there is still a bit of protection for him, how can the aristocratic lady whom he married later remain indifferent when he is kicked out of the other court?

"It doesn't matter."

Li Sinian whispered again: "I will recover soon. At that time... I, I will look for you again."

However, he didn't know Lin Kun at all.

Lin Kun grew up reading sage books, whether it was written in the books or family education, he was endowed with a pair of black and white eyes.No injustice will be tolerated.

He was about to die of anger at the moment, his hands and feet were trembling: "Uncle Li doesn't care...then, let's go find my father. My father will definitely not indulge him!"

"...How can you bully people over and over again? It's unreasonable, he is simply not worthy of being a child of a family!!"

However, the children of the family are actually like this.

The only ones that are different from the surroundings are your innocent and sage Lin family.

Li Sinian couldn't bear to tell such a cruel truth to a child with ideals, so he just kept silent.

"Actually, they are not wrong."

After a long time, he said in a low voice: "Because I robbed their Cuju leader."

"...?"

Lin Kun frowned.

"Playing Cuju, they wanted to curry favor with the fourth son of the banker. The bank won't do it."

Li Sinian said slowly: "That's why I specially chose Cuju, which he is very good at, and prepared a rare treasure 'Mingyue Heart'. But," the poorly dressed boy smiled, "They didn't expect that I would be better than the Fourth Young Master Yin." Better at Cuju."

"..."

Li Sinian turned to look at Lin Kun, and said, "Don't trouble the Fourth Young Master Yin, he is not a narrow-minded person. It is these children from other aristocratic families who can't please him, who want to find me after they leave. claim it back."

"...That won't work either!"

Lin Kun said in a loud voice: "Since it is a competition and a lottery has been set, whoever wins it will be theirs. How can there be any reason to claim it back?"

Li Sinian looked at him faintly and smiled.

"Bastard, bastard...Xiao Xiaozhu!"

Li Sinian looked at Lin Kun in amazement as he spewed out beautiful poems and prose, and Li Sinian looked at him in amazement, as if he didn't expect such a child who was carved with jade and jade to look like a little fairy to swear.

"how?"

Lin Kun frowned and looked at him: "Am I wrong?... You stopped going to the study, is it because you were injured that you couldn't move?"

Li Sinian was silent, and after a long time, he said in a low voice, "Yes."

"They need to pay the price!"

Lin Kun said, "Do you remember who they were?"

Li Sinian shook his head, looked at Lin Kun with dark and silent eyes, and said, "Young Master Lin, you don't have to worry about me."

"I... I'm not like you, a rich man who can't bear to be wronged. Even if I encounter such a thing, I'm not very angry. I... I'm used to it. If you waste your energy and time because of me, then It’s something that makes me very uncomfortable.”

As he spoke, he slowly lowered his eyes.

Lin Kun has never heard of such injustice since he grew up so old.

He seemed to have touched another world. This world disgusted him so much that he was about to vomit blood, but there was nothing he could do.

He tightly clutched the bright moon heart that Li Sinian gave him, thinking, no matter what, he couldn't just let it go.

But no matter what...you can't just let it go! !