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"... Next, the award that should be presented is the best actor that everyone is paying close attention to."

The guests on the awards stage smiled and shook the envelopes in their hands.The festival logo is printed on one side of the golden cardboard, and the names of the award-winning actors are written on the other side.

"He is very young and very talented. He let many people know that one point of opportunity is matched with nine points of hard work, and it is possible to get ten points in return. He is so far one of the actors who have won the best actor award , the youngest one, but his future must be the same as other seniors, limitless."

"The best actor award is - Song Lin, the actor who played Abel in "Journey of the Wind"!"

The awards ceremony that night, to Song Lin, who was almost 16 years old, was like a door suddenly opened. The world behind the door was different.He stood at the door, hesitating, someone gave him a slight push behind him, and he stepped into this world that truly changed his life.

"Haha, I knew you would succeed!"

After the awards ceremony, Song Lin met his manager Meng Zhang who had been waiting for him.Meng Zhang and Song Lin, who are only in their early twenties, are neighbors, brothers who grew up together.Today's trophy is not only very important to Song Lin, but also to Meng Zhang.

"A Lin, you are the best actor! I have a best actor!"

Meng Zhang smiled happily and gave Song Lin a big hug.The young boy had a shy smile on his face, but he happily hugged his brother back.

"Hello."

Someone suddenly interrupted their celebration.Song Lin looked back and saw a young man in a suit and leather shoes standing not far away.

"Hello. I am a professional agent of Universal Film and Television. My surname is He. This is my business card."

Song Lin watched Meng Zhang take the business card. He took a closer look and saw the big "Huanqiu" logo on the bronzing business card, as well as the identities of the professional brokers below.

"As far as I know, Mr. Meng is an independent agent, and Mr. Xiao Song has not signed a contract with any company. I wonder if he is interested in returning to China for development?"

16-year-old Song Lin didn't know what He Tian's appearance meant.But He Tian said that the stage after returning to China was like a huge cake full of temptation, which made Song Lin feel a little hesitant.

He Tian did not ask them to make such a big decision on the spot, but thoughtfully left his contact information, and sincerely hoped that the two sides could have such cooperation.

After returning to the shared apartment, Song Lin was still holding his business card and looking at it. Meng Zhang handed him a glass of boiled water and said, "In fact, it's good to go back to China. The domestic market is huge, and your development prospects are completely predictable."

Is it not good to go abroad?

No.

Both Song Lin and Meng Zhang knew that the foreign market was not very wide for the Chinese.Not all foreign directors are willing to use Chinese actors.

It was not only Song Lin who was tempted, Meng Zhang was also a little bit shaken.

As an agent, Meng Zhang knows the importance of the market for an actor better than Song Lin.

Song Lin didn't hesitate too long, after discussing with Meng Zhang, they contacted He Tian.It was also at that time that Song Lin met the man named Yan Ning for the first time.

Sometimes, meeting someone, whether good or bad, is an unexpected fate.

When Song Lin met Yan Ning, the overwhelming tenderness and consideration made Song Lin, who had lived under his father's violence since he was a child, plunge into it without hesitation.

During that time, even Meng Zhang didn't think it was strange that Song Lin fell in love with Yan Ning.He is too clear about what Song Lin has experienced in these years, and the reason why Song Lin is tempted and serious.

As for Yan Ning's gender.This is not a very strange thing.For Song Lin and Meng Zhang who grew up abroad, it doesn't matter whether they are male or female, as long as they are sincerely in love, that's enough.

It was in such a state of complete peace of mind that Meng Zhang resigned and went home to spend time with his wife.And Song Lin, from then on, became an artist in He Tian's hands, and at the same time maintained a lover relationship with Yan Ning.

Yan Ning is a man who is absolutely unexpected when it comes to romance.

He could be chatting with Song Lin on the phone one moment, saying that he was negotiating business in Country F, and the next moment he would be knocking on Song Lin's door holding flowers

Sometimes, he would cook for himself intimately, cooking a table of western food for Song Lin who was exhausted after a long day's work.

Song Lin doesn't like flowers, nor does she like Western food.But in the face of Yan Ning's romance from time to time, he never said a word and accepted it completely.He understands the hard-won relationship too well, and he doesn't want any incongruity to destroy the relationship he longs to pursue for a lifetime, and it falls apart.

But many times, all kinds of contradictions and incompatibilities are actually buried in the ground from the beginning.

A romantic life doesn't last.Since having a house where they live together, Yan Ning rarely stays out at night.That was the first time after Song Lin and Yan Ning confirmed their relationship, Yan Ning slept out overnight without any reason, and turned off his cell phone.

Song Lin couldn't sleep at night, and waited hard all night.What waited was Yan Ning's carelessness on the second day.It seems that after this day, without Song Lin's knowledge, a dividing line has been drawn between him and Yan Ning.

"Aren't you coming back today?"

After finishing work at the magazine, Song Lin called Yan Ning as soon as he got in the car.

Listening to Yan Ning's voice on the other end of the phone, Song Lin sighed, and looked up to see He Tian who was sitting in the passenger seat looking back, and hurriedly bent the corners of his lips, showing a helpless smile.

"Okay, I'll go to bed early. You have to rest too, don't be too busy."

Seeing Song Lin hang up the phone, He Tian, ​​who kept turning his head, finally asked, "A-Ning is on a business trip again?"

Song Lin didn't know some small secret words between He Tian and Yan Ning, and when He Tian asked Yan Ning if he was on a business trip, he just answered honestly according to what Yan Ning said.

"Well. It is said that the company has some problems recently, so it is on a business trip." Song Lin smiled wryly, "Ah Ning seems to be very busy at work recently."

"It's probably the end of the year, so I have a lot of work." He Tian said a few words of comfort.

Of course Song Lin didn't know that the "business trip" that Yan Ning said had another explanation in He Tian's mind. When Yan Ning said that he was on a business trip, most likely he was with other people.

Song Lin turned his face away to look at the street scene outside the car, He Tian suddenly asked a question: "How long have you been together?"

How many years?

Song Lin smiled: "It's been seventeen or eighteen years."

He Tian's inquiry didn't attract Song Lin's attention at first.He thought that this was just the most common question, but he didn't expect that there were other deep meanings here.

When Song Lin saw the photos and videos in the mailbox, Song Lin's hands were shaking.

A heart sank little by little, soaked in ice water, soaked in the chill, and finally understood what it was like to be chilled.

Song Lin began to slowly investigate Yan Ning's affairs.Even if his ability is not enough, he is still looking for the truth bit by bit by clues.

He began to recognize his position in Yan Ning's heart, and gradually distanced himself from Yan Ning.But he also found that as long as he showed a slight gesture of staying away, even if Yan Ning turned his back to him, he would quickly reach out and drag him back.

Until that year's film festival, Song Lin passed by the actor again.

After winning the best actor award abroad at the age of 16, Song Lin has not won this award for 20 years.He has won various small awards here and there, received all kinds of nominations, and has also become a popular candidate for actor many times.

It's just that, when the missed incident happened once, twice or three times, as long as his name appears in the nomination of actor, it will definitely cause laughter from others, and there will be no result

It's not that Song Lin never thought about being frustrated in love and being proud in career once.But obviously, when the award presenter announced the names of the award-winning actors, Song Lin's heart was once again lost.

He turned his head slightly and looked at the young man standing up across the road.

The young man was very steady, and when he got up, he hugged and nodded with the people around him.Song Lin looked at him, and slowly looked away.

Just another failure.

Song Lin lowered his eyes and shook hands.

It's just another failure, he's only 36 years old, there are other opportunities, and a chance to win back.

However, when he saw Yan Ning who was with Wei Yan, Song Lin finally realized what it was like to be in an ice cellar this time.

He has been trying to distance himself from the relationship with Yan Ning, but when this man explained his relationship with Yan Ning in the past 20 years with the word "support", Song Lin was nothing but numb besides distress.

A feeling, although it can't be said, it's over.But at the moment when he reined in from the precipice, Song Lin still held on.

He just held on to the emotions that were about to collapse, but he didn't hold on to his own life.

The moment the speeding motorcycle hit his body, he opened his eyes.

There was a small night light on by the bed, the light was weak and did not interfere with sleep.Shen He raised his hand and patted his forehead, and let out a long sigh of relief.

It's been a long time since I had a dream of the past.I suddenly remembered those things today, probably because I heard that Mr. Yan passed away during the day, so I remembered the past.

Shen He rubbed his forehead, saw light coming in from the half-closed bedroom door, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

The bedroom is at one end of the corridor, and two steps forward is the study.

The glass sliding door was open, and a man in a nightgown was facing the door, standing in front of the bookshelf, flipping through materials.Shen He stood at the door and watched for a while, then turned around and poured a cup of tea for him.

"Is there a problem with the new script?"

Sheng Boyong turned around and said, "Well, it's not a big problem. I just discussed it with the producer and screenwriter on the phone." Putting the book back on the shelf, Sheng Boyong touched the sweat on Shen He's forehead, "Do it?" Nightmares? Why are you sweating all over your head?"

Shen He smiled, and raised his head to kiss the corner of Sheng Boyong's lips: "I watched a horror movie with Sister Jing during the day, and I was scared in my dream."

Shen He and Sheng Boyong have officially received their marriage certificates abroad since they won the title of actor a few years ago.Although the legality of the certificate cannot be recognized in China, that piece of paper has a special meaning for the two people.

Even the fans recognized the relationship between the two of them, and they didn't seem to find this relationship awkward.

"Do you want me to sleep with you?"

Sheng Boyong asked seriously, but there was a teasing smile in his eyes.Shen He laughed, stretched out his hand to grab his skirt, and pulled him in front of him: "Don't you need to go out early tomorrow, and there is no announcement?"

"Yes, no."

"Exactly. Neither do I."

The last voice was lost in the deep kiss on the lips.

Song Lin raised his head slightly, and in sight was the man's slender eyelashes and his focused expression intoxicated in the kiss.

He closed his eyes and opened his mouth to bite the other's lips.

At that time, young people were like smoke, but fortunately, I finally met you.