starry night orchid

Autumn is getting stronger, Sikong Zaixing is busy looking after his family and shop, while Rongrong is doing needlework with Liu Wushi and Liu Nuo at home, but they do different things.Liu Wu sewed clothes for her husband and children, Liu Nuo continued to study her needlework skills, but Rong Rong had already started sewing winter clothes for Sikong Zaixing.She had been walking around outside in the past few years. It had been a long time since she had personally made clothes for him. Now that she was married to him, this winter clothes added something different to him.

Sikong Zhaixing goes home every day, and he seems to be very comfortable in this small courtyard, but the things he knows outside are always on his mind.

It is rare for a gambler to go back on his word. Some people wanted to gamble and bet on Ximen Chuuxue, but Ximen Chuuxue has never shown up. These people became more desperate day after day, and finally some people couldn't think about it. dead end.

These facts are not far from them at all, at least Sikong Zhaoxing knew that a widower near the pharmacy died today.This man lost his wife a few years ago and did not remarry. He is honest and honest on weekdays. No one would have thought that he would take most of his savings and bet on Ximen Chuixue like crazy. Hanged.

Such a person, such a thing, is too stupid, too unworthy.

Sikong Zaixing originally wanted to hide these things from Rong Rong, but with two people who were so close, Sikong Zaixing couldn't hide anything in Rong Rong's mind, almost had nothing to hide.After Rongrong questioned, he told the story.

"You sympathize with him?" Sikong Zhaixing frowned unconsciously, Rong Rong stretched out her hand to smooth the center of his brows, and asked softly.

"I just feel that the life of ordinary people is still different from what I thought. It seems that everything is different from what I think. What I see is completely different from what others see." Sikong Zhaixing held Rongrong's hand, let her sit down next to him, "It's like I think the money is far less important than life, but how can anyone be willing to ruin their life." He is used to observing everything around him, and he may not respect life much. , but also can't understand those self-deprecating actions.

"Because he doesn't know how difficult it is to be alive." Rongrong sighed slightly, and then squeezed Sikong Zhaixing's hand again, "What do you care about with a dead person, he gave up by himself." Like She used to be mediocre, thinking that everything would be done once and for all, she almost lost her chance, almost never really knew how much meaning she could encounter in living.

"I don't know what I'm fussing about. I panicked when I saw that look." It's not that Sikong Zhaixing has never seen people die, and even his hands were contaminated with human life, but this time it's different, so different Make him feel so anxious.

"Sanggong, have you noticed that you have changed?" Rongrong looked at him for a while, then couldn't help but chuckled.

Sikong Zhaixing was stunned for a moment: "Changed? What changed?"

"There are so many things that catch your eyes, and so many things that you care about." Rongrong looked at him seriously, "In the past, you only cared about two things, my affairs, and your own affairs. Now you Well, it’s more than that, you will care about this family, the four members of the Liu family who live with us in this house, the shop opened by our family, the staff in the shop, and those big and small Bits and pieces. Tell me, have you changed?"

In fact, it’s not that what you see is different, it’s just that from observation to gradual integration, in that process, with more attention and energy, it becomes a little different. Others are used to it, but he is just at the beginning. That's all.

"It's like a toddler, who stumbles, but can always walk steadily in the end." Rong Rong described his current situation in this way, with a bit of tenderness and anticipation. I also want to know what it will be like for Sikong Zhaixing, who has always been separated from the crowd, to truly blend in with the common people.

"Little baby?" The corners of Sikong Zhaixing's mouth twitched, his wife compared him to a little baby?

Rongrong didn't think there was anything wrong with her metaphor at first, but she laughed out loud when she saw Sikong Zaixing's awkward appearance, and joked: "Why, you are not happy to compare you to a baby?"

Sikong Zhaixing replied: "It's not that I don't like it, it's just..." His words suddenly stopped there, he looked at Rongrong a little deeper, and his smile was even more meaningful, "It's just that I was thinking, what about our family? Sometimes I can have more than one baby, if I think one is too little, I can afford to raise a few more, Rongrong, don’t you think so?” He blinked again, quite innocently, but the corner of his mouth was full of tears. The smile looks really hateful, very bad-hearted.

Rongrong was a little stunned, she didn't react to Sikong Zaixing's playful smile, but she couldn't believe the meaning of his words: "What do you mean by that?" She walked up to Sikong Zaixing and stood still. Eyes on him, "Do you want children?"

Seeing that Rongrong was serious, Sikong Zaixing also put away his joking expression: "I want it."

"Are you serious?"

"Rongrong, I never told you a lie." Sikong Zhaixing frowned slightly. Did his credit become lower? When did it happen?

"I know you won't lie to me, but if this matter is decided, it will last longer than our whole life. Mr., have you really thought it through?" It's a good way to say, it takes a lot of effort to raise a child, and now they don't know what it's like, Rongrong just doesn't want them to be impulsive now, but regret it later.

Sikong Zhaixing stretched out his hand to pull Rongrong closer, his warm palm paused on Rongrong's lower abdomen, and his gaze stayed there for a moment, then he raised his head and looked at Rongrong again: "I know, Rongrong. But look at Big Brother Liu , his wife and children are by his side, Rongrong, I envy him."

Having a virtuous wife at home and having both children, such a blessing, no wonder Sikong Zaixing would feel envious.From Sikong Jiexing's point of view, it doesn't matter whether his life is mediocre or famous all over the world. In the end, he just wants to watch the people he cares about live in peace and contentment, enjoy his wife and children by his side, and live in peace forever.He wants this kind of life, and wants to have a child to continue his existing happiness.

Rongrong covered the back of Sikong Zhaixing's hand, and said softly: "Sister-in-law, I also envy Liu's sister-in-law."

Sikong Zhaixing smiled: "Did Rongrong agree?"

Rong Rong smiled gently: "Xiao Cheng and Xiao Nuo are both good children, aren't they?" She also wanted to know what the children of herself and Sikong Zhaixing would be like.

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