you are my omega

"I did a lot of things that made you sad before, and I regret it. For three years, I have been wanting to go home to find you, but I was afraid to find you. I was afraid that you would just ask my sister to send me away because you didn't want to see me like before. I know You hate concealment, you hate being self-righteous..."

"I've been working hard to change it all these years, Xu Shijiu, and Yi Lu have openly pursued you to the public!"

Lin Xinyi's phone call shocked Xu Shijiu, but the last sentence made Xu Shijiu's heart freeze instantly.

"You didn't want to lose to Yi Lu, that's why you made it public..."

Xu Shijiu was very disappointed. It turned out that he was just jealous, and he was domineering and didn't want to see Yi Lu pursue her.

"no!"

Lin Xinyi's affirmative negation gave Xu Shijiu a glimmer of hope.

Staring into Xu Shijiu's eyes, Lin Xinyi said word by word: "I want to give you a sense of security."

At the beginning, Sister Liu and Sister Liu put the overall situation and career first, and chose a hidden marriage. Until now, they have gone through so many twists and turns, but the public still doesn't know what happened between them.

I don't know that Liu Yinghou once found her own home, I don't know that the head of the Xu family once had a wife who was so spoiled, I don't know that there is a child between them, I don't know that their children are already in elementary school...

I don't know all of them.

Should I be lucky?Lin Xinyi didn't know.

She only knew that she and Xu Shijiu were both public figures, and there was no other way to show her sincerity to Xu Shijiu more than this way.

"Shijiu, I know you lack a sense of security, so I chose to post a message to the public, and use this method to prove to you that I can give you a sense of security and that you can trust me. I hope we... still have a future."

Lin Xinyi was not prepared to express her sincerity to Xu Shijiu in such a haste. At first, she thought that she would just get along well with Xu Shijiu, show it well in front of Xu Shijiu, and let Xu Shijiu let her guard down, and then think about it. Xu Shijiu expressed his sincerity.

But I didn't expect to say it so early.

"Lin Xinyi, do you know what you did?"

Xu Shijiu was not moved by Lin Xinyi's call, and showed Lin Xinyi the data map sent by his assistant after urgent analysis just now.

"In just one hour, you have lost tens of thousands of followers!" Xu Shijiu frowned deeply, "What are you thinking? Do you know that you are now in a critical period of your career!"

"Haven't you thought about how much your actions will affect your career!? Do you want to stop being in the entertainment industry or continue to act!? How old are you! You have been in the entertainment industry for so long, do things Why didn't you think about the consequences!"

Lin Xinyi is at a critical moment now, how can she be allowed to mess around!Lin Xinyi loves acting so much. Now that she has finished her foreign business and came back to develop in China, fans are very important. How many times has this matter been emphasized, why doesn't Lin Xinyi understand?

"But we have already participated in the love variety show..." Lin Xin recalled that Xu Shijiu was so angry that he lost all confidence just now, so he said weakly.

"Even if the love variety show is exposed, it's still a love variety show. It's just a variety show. No one will take it seriously, but what does it mean for you to post it yourself? It means you admit it yourself!"

Xu Shijiu was very complicated.

To be honest, aside from all the considerations for Lin Xinyi, she didn't dislike Lin Xinyi's arbitrariness in this matter. Lin Xinyi and she were both people in the entertainment industry.

Disclosure requires courage. Regardless of Lin Xinyi's words, Lin Xinyi's courage surprised Xu Shijiu and at the same time gave him a great sense of security.

"I don't care!" Lin Xinyi said loudly.

"You love acting, and you don't care if there are fewer scripts because of this incident?" Xu Shijiu didn't believe it, she knew how much Lin Xinyi loved the profession of acting.

Coupled with the fact that Lin Xinyi is active internationally, if this kind of information is suddenly exposed and the public cannot accept it, it is hard to say what the final result will be.

Now Lin Xinyi only posted a post showing that she was pursuing her after the pictures were exposed, but this appearance has already caused her fans to fluctuate, and it is hard to imagine the consequences of continuing to develop.

"I really don't care..." Lin Xinyi realized that Xu Shijiu's inner and outer words were all about worrying about her career and her love. She was moved and even blamed herself.

Such a good Alpha, such a good Xu Shijiu, how could she have the heart to hurt her?How could she be so cruel back then.

"In the past three years, I have already had a lot of excellent works in the entertainment industry. Next, I plan to develop in other fields. After a year or two of stability, I will move behind the scenes like Sister Liu, directing and acting on my own. I have a plan for the future, I am not impulsive, nor is it a momentary fever, let alone being stimulated by Yi Lu."

"Xu Shijiu, are you worried that if I act impulsively now, I will regret it in the future?"

Lin Xinyi asked, reaching out to hold Xu Shijiu's hand.

Xu Shijiu withdrew his hand abruptly, stared at Lin Xinyi angrily, his eyes were red, "I didn't! I was just worried that the company's interests would be damaged, and that the company would be affected by your whim!"

Lin Xinyi didn't hold Xu Shijiu's hand, but only held a ball of air, and slowly dropped her hands to the sides of her thighs, inevitably being stung by Xu Shijiu's words.

Every sentence was for the company, but the last sentence revealed Xu Shijiu's true thoughts.

capricious...

After all, Xu Shijiu was still afraid that Lin Xinyi would regret it.

Unfortunately, Lin Xinyi didn't notice this.

The atmosphere in the room changed rapidly, and the director team in the other room staring at the surveillance video was also watching the surveillance, stunned by those words, all with expressions of 'discovering something extraordinary'.

It would be great if there is first-hand information, this news will definitely make a lot of money, the director feels very sorry.

Xu Manyyue didn't put down the cup until Xu Shijiu rushed upstairs and went back to her room, and walked over to Lin Xinyi and said, "Don't be depressed, this news is so sudden that Xiao Jiuyi can't digest it for a while."

"Besides, you are now at a critical period in your career. Xiao Jiu knows how much you love acting, so she is even more anxious and will attack you."

"Xiao Jiu may still not believe your determination, but I hope you can persevere a little longer. Xiao Jiu can't hold on to you for too long. When Xiao Jiu believes what you say, there will be peace between you. There is no barrier anymore."

In the end, it's all about security.

Lin Xinyi lost confidence in herself, "Really..."

"Really." Xu Manyue nodded firmly, her eyes soft, "Didn't you see? Xiao Jiu's eyes were red just now, if it wasn't for the many worries in her heart, Xiao Jiu would definitely be very happy now."

Eye sockets are red...

Lin Xinyi saw it, and she saw it very clearly, but she thought it was her 'willfulness' that made Xu Shijiu's eyes red with anger.

It wasn't until Lin Xinyi returned to the room that Xu Manyue breathed a sigh of relief and habitually stroked her chest.

"What's wrong with you? Does your heart hurt?" Liu Lingyan immediately noticed Xu Manyue's movements and asked anxiously.

"I'm fine." Xu Manyue shook her head, not used to Liu Lingyan's unabashed concern for her.

For Xu Shijiu, Lin Xinyi's actions today should have refreshed Xu Shijiu's cognition.

What happened to Liu Lingyan today?

Infected by Lin Xinyi's passion?Then can't help but want to do it like this?

"Let me prepare medicine for you. Go to bed early after taking it. It's very late now."

After Liu Lingyan finished speaking, she was about to go over to get the medicine box, but Xu Manyue took it first, "No, I'll just do it myself. It doesn't take much effort for this kind of thing."

Xu Manyue didn't want to interfere with Liu Lingyan's heart frequently.

Keep a proper distance, which is what they should have.

Xu Manyue was about to go upstairs with the medicine box in her hand. Liu Lingyan stepped forward and immediately blocked Xu Manyue's way.

"What's wrong..." Xu Manyue was startled by Liu Lingyan.

"I'm worried." Liu Lingyan didn't hide it.

"What are you worried about?" Xu Manyue didn't quite understand.

"Don't worry about taking the medicine yourself."

"There's nothing to worry about. I used to take medicine by myself, and now I'm fine too."

"Okay? Are you sure?"

The suspicion in Liu Lingyan's eyes was not concealed.

"I can do it myself." Xu Manyyue still disagreed, with a look of sadness in her eyes, "I will be by myself from now on, you will make me get used to it...it's not good."

If it becomes a habit, Xu Manyue will find it hard to bear being alone.

"..."

Liu Lingyan didn't respond, and stood where she was, watching Xu Manyue bypass her and go upstairs, suddenly feeling full of powerlessness.

"Is this the only way between us?"

After Xu Manyue stepped up another step, she suddenly heard Liu Lingyan's trembling voice.

Like a stone, it fell into Xu Manyue's heart lake, and when it hit heavily, a large splash of water splashed and rippled.

What does Liu Lingyan mean by this sentence?

Are you willing to forgive her?Do you have thoughts about getting back together?

but……

Does Liu Lingyan really want to be with a murderer like her?

Bolan's heart suddenly fell silent.

"Liu Lingyan."

"I'm here."

"It's the only way between us."

You can't go back a point, and you can't go forward.

"why……"

Liu Lingyan was taken aback for a moment, she never thought that Xu Manyue would reject her so absolutely, where there is no reluctance that Xiao Jiu said, there is still her in her heart.

"Liu Lingyan, I am a sinner."

The sinner who ruined the Liu family, the sinner who killed her mother, and the sinner who caused Xiao Jiu to suffer so much.

She like this is not worthy of Liu Lingyan's love.