you are my omega

In the sudden car accident, my mother subconsciously protected Xiaojiu.

is blood.

When Xiaojiu felt severe pain, tears could not stop flowing out, and when he opened his eyes and wanted to find his mother, he saw a piece of blood red.

It hurts, my forehead hurts, my legs hurt, and it hurts even more...

is the heart.

Every time I recall this, Xu Shijiu can't remember what he saw after opening his eyes. Maybe the picture was too tragic, maybe Xu Shijiu was too stimulated, anyway, no matter how Xu Shijiu recalled I just can't remember the scene at that time.

Passed out, and when I woke up again, I was entangled like a mummy. The first thing I saw was my sister bursting into tears, excited, and smiling, a smile raised to her .

That was the first time my sister smiled at her.

But what is contained in that smile is not just happiness, not just happiness, but a very complex emotion, many kinds of emotions mixed together, so complicated that it is impossible to tell what kind of emotion it is in the eyes and smile.

"My sister always felt that because of her urging, it was because she ordered her mother to attend her birthday party on time, so mother would not wait for the driver at home, rent a car and drive by herself, and rush to attend the party, so mother would leave , My feet became like this."

"She has been blaming herself all the time. Don't look at her smiling easily now, she always looks like nothing is wrong in front of us, but in fact whether she is smiling happily or not is unknown."

"Sister, she was brought up by her grandfather as an heir since she was a child, and she followed her grandfather to get involved in the society when she was very young. At the beginning, she was hurt a lot because of her sincere treatment of others. She is definitely not as innocent as you and I see , My sister's scheming is very deep, of course, there must be no scheming in front of us, but... her smile, her happiness, and her relief, I can no longer tell whether it is true or not."

"Ever since I couldn't stand her eyes full of guilt and blame when she looked at me when I was a child, and I had a big fight with her, my sister has never shown these emotions, at least in front of me, my sister has never looked like that again. I started I was happy, thinking that my sister really let go."

"Gradually... I can't tell the difference between my sister's real smile and her fake smile, and I don't even know what my sister is thinking in her heart, but I know that my sister must not let me go."

It wasn't until that time that my sister drank a lot of wine, was so drunk that she couldn't tell anyone apart, and hugged herself and cried bitterly, that Xu Shijiu was sure that her sister had never let her go.

Listening to Xu Shijiu's narration, Liu Lingyan felt that these things were beyond her expectations and within her expectations. Now she was finally sure that she had seen Xu Manyue's gloomy look and dark eyes deep in her eyes from time to time. My emotions are not my own illusions, they are all real.

She knew that Xu Shijiu's legs became like this because of an accident, and also knew that Xu Manyue's mother left in an accident, but she never thought that there was such a story in the middle of this so-called accident.

It's no wonder that Xu Manyue has such an expression every time she mentions about her mother. No wonder Xu Manyue hasn't explained this matter clearly to her all this time.

"Actually, there is one more thing." Xu Shijiu was silent for a while, and took a while to digest the information for his sister-in-law, and then continued, "It's about my sister and mother."

"..." Liu Lingyan did not speak. Hearing Xu Shijiu continue, he was a little worried about Xu Shijiu's current state. When he recalled the accident, it was equivalent to tearing his scars open for Xu Shijiu. How painful it must be...

Seeing her mother leave this world in order to protect herself, this must be a very shocking thing for Xu Shijiu, and she is willing to tear up the scar again for her sister. It can be seen that Xiaojiu really wants Xu Manyue to let go .

Xu Shijiu thought he was explaining everything calmly, but what Liu Lingyan saw was Xu Shijiu who stubbornly maintained his calm mask, and what he heard was a trembling but persistent voice.

"I don't know what happened between my sister and my mother, but since I can remember, my sister doesn't like me, and my sister thinks that my mother hates her, and my mother thinks that my sister hates her. The two of them never sat down. After talking about it, I tried my best to clear up the misunderstanding between my mother and sister. No matter how I explained it, my sister and mother would stop me with the excuse of 'don't care about adults' affairs.' "

Speaking of this matter, Xu Shijiu couldn't help but mourn in his tone.

Xu Shijiu still remembers that at the airport that day, under her persuasion, her mother finally agreed to sit down with her sister and have a good talk with her after she went back. It's a pity...

My mother left before I could say it or have a good talk.

And the misunderstanding has always been a misunderstanding.

Liu Lingyan listened to every word Xu Shijiu said, and kept it in her heart, but now she really couldn't bear to watch Xu Shijiu continue to pretend to be calm, and persuaded, "Xiao Jiu, I know I will have a good talk with your sister, let's calm down first, shall we?"

"I'm calm." Xu Shijiu clenched her fists tightly and said, she felt that she was in a very good state now.

"Little Jiu..." Liu Lingyan still couldn't sit still, and couldn't care whether Xu Shijiu's displeasure would be offended by his unauthorized approach, so he quickly approached Xu Shijiu, and stretched out his hand to embrace Xu Shijiu. In my arms, I feel very distressed, "Don't hold on, if you want to cry, cry out, it's not good to hold back."

Crying out and venting out is much better than holding back in my heart all the time.

"I didn't cry." Xu Shijiu didn't push away Liu Lingyan's embrace, and was still trying to be brave.

"..." Liu Lingyan didn't speak, because of the little alpha in her arms, her body began to tremble slightly, and she could also feel the clothes in her lower abdomen faint with tears and feel a little wet.

She is crying.

Liu Lingyan knew.

Liu Lingyan also lost her mother and younger brother in an accident. Fortunately, she was not at the scene of the accident. She only saw the scene of the accident later, and saw that her mother and younger brother had been specially made up for the deceased. After putting on makeup, she looks no different from what she usually sees.

However, that cold temperature and lifeless expression could become her nightmare.

For Xu Shijiu, who was in an accident, watched his mother leave, and even lost his good looks and injured his legs, Liu Lingyan couldn't understand how painful that memory would be, and that memory became Xu Shijiu's. Liu Lingyan was even more unaware of Shijiu's long nightmare.

Xu Manyue is also...

Because of my urging, my mother drove to the birthday party by herself, and there was an accident, and everything became like this. How could the guilt in my heart be easily dissipated? Just thinking about it is impossible As for the matter, it can only be said that Xu Manyue's disguise was too superb, hiding everyone around her.

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What Xu Shijiu and Liu Lingyan talked about, Xu Manyue and Lin Xinyi naturally didn't know, but seeing their red eyes, they knew that something must have happened that they didn't know about.

"Little Jiu, Yanyan, are you crying?" Xu Manyue asked worriedly, but she didn't notice that Liu Lingyan and Xu Shijiu were very close, never before.

"I watched a movie just now, it was very touching, and I cried." Liu Lingyan made an excuse, but looked carefully at Xu Manyue.

I have to admit that after knowing those things, Liu Lingyan realized that he had underestimated Xu Manyue's disguise.

"Really?" Lin Xinyi didn't believe it, and looked at Xu Shijiu, wanting to get an answer from Xu Shijiu, but Xu Shijiu turned his head away and didn't meet her eyes.

Xu Manyue also didn't believe it. Liu Lingyan's mood fluctuated during pregnancy, and she would be easily affected by the plot of the movie. This was something she could barely believe, but Xu Shijiu was not such a temperamental person.

"I'm going back to my room." Xu Shijiu deliberately pretended not to see Xu Manyue's eyes looking at her, and then controlled the wheelchair and went back to the room.

She needed a quiet space to calm down, and when she saw Lin Xinyi, she would think of the incident between her and Mo Jinlan, which made her feel even more upset.

"Okay, after dinner, my sister-in-law will call you again." Liu Lingyan watched Xu Shijiu leave, Xu Shijiu nodded and said 'hmm'.

Xu Manyue looked at them in surprise, she just went out with Lin Xinyi to chat about some things, why did it feel that Xu Shijiu and Liu Lingyan seemed to be much closer after they came back?

Xu Shijiu did not have any resistance to Liu Lingyan anymore, but she never got close to her. This really surprised her.

If she knew what Xu Shijiu and Liu Lingyan talked about, maybe Xu Manyue would not be so relaxed now.

"Sister, sister Liu, I'm going back to my room too." Lin Xinyi was very discerning, and after saying a few words, she went back to her room, leaving a space for her sister and sister Liu to be alone.

After returning to the room, Lin Xinyi felt restless again. What her sister said to her was still lingering in her mind and echoing in her ears.

Xu Shijiu is a very insecure person, so when he asked her to promise not to see Mo Jinlan, he asked her repeatedly like that, asking her to promise, but he not only broke the promise, but also kept Xu Shijiu's promise. Shi Jiu prevaricated her like that when he asked why, what was her behavior like?

Are you constantly consuming Xu Shijiu's trust in him?

Xu Shijiu herself is someone who doesn't dare to trust or accept others easily, and she managed to get Xu Shijiu to accept her little by little. Until now, Xu Shijiu has never said anything in her heart to her. , that is to say, I have not fully accepted myself, if I continue like this...

It will only consume Xu Shijiu's trust in himself, and it will only make Xu Shijiu's heart door that he opened with great difficulty close again.