you are my omega

Xu Shijiu woke up early, Lin Xinyi woke up even earlier, and Xu Manyue... just didn't sleep all night.

Although she was very happy that Xu Shijiu agreed to go to school, it didn't mean that she was not worried. She was still worried that Xu Shijiu would be discussed by others at school. Worried that Xu Shijiu would not be able to bear the rumors, and worried that Xu Shijiu's condition would become worse than it is now.

She hoped that Xu Shijiu could become better, but also worried that Xu Shijiu would be wronged and sad.

When Xu Shijiu agreed to go to school, Xu Manyue was the first to tell Liu Lingyan the news. Liu Lingyan seemed to expect that she would have a sleepless night, so she made video calls all night. A way to be with her.

It was also thanks to Liu Lingyan that Xu Manyue did not wrap herself back into the dead hole again.

"You can't protect her forever, she will grow up."

Liu Lingyan's words of persuasion lingered in her ears all the time, so Xu Manyue didn't cancel the plan to let Xiao Jiu go to school under worry and impulsiveness like before.

That's right, she can't protect Xiao Jiu for the rest of her life.

To Xu Manyue's surprise, she tidied herself up, covered her dark circles, walked out of the room, and saw Xu Shijiu and Lin Xinyi sitting in the living room.

"Xiao Jiu, Xiao Yi, why did you get up so early?" Xu Manyue was quite surprised. Of course, what surprised her was not the fact that she woke up early, but the fact that Xu Shijiu would get along with Lin Xinyi alone.

Since Lin Xinyi was injured in order to protect Xu Shijiu, Xu Shijiu's attitude towards Lin Xinyi has indeed changed, but it has only become more gentle, and he has not always erected his own spikes like before. It is still very comfortable to be alone. few things.

At least she didn't see it when she was at home. As for what she looked like when she was not at home, Xu Shijiu was not very clear about this.

"I have to go to school today, so I woke up early." Lin Xinyi and Xu Manyue said hello and said with a smile.

"..." Xu Shijiu was speechless.

"You're all wearing school uniforms, it looks pretty good." Xu Manyue noticed what the two of them were wearing. Fortunately, the girls' school uniforms in this school are skirts, and Xiao Jiu can wear them by herself, but the long blanket is It covered Xiao Jiu's legs.

"Sister, let's go eat. Xu Shijiu and I have already eaten." Lin Xinyi could feel the low pressure from Xu Shijiu's whole body now, and seeing Xu Manyue trying to find something to talk about, she quickly relieved.

"Ah, good." Xu Manyyue nodded in response, and looked worriedly at Xiao Jiu who had her head down and didn't know what expression was on, and her heart was even more worried.

If Xiao Jiu suddenly said categorically that he would not go to school at this time, if Xiao Jiu temporarily regretted it at this time...

Xu Manyue thought, maybe she won't insist on letting Xiao Jiu go to school anymore.

Xiao Jiu will inevitably be criticized for doing this, and she is protected by bodyguards. She is not afraid that Xiao Jiu will be bullied, but she is afraid that Xiao Jiu will feel bad.

Once... When Xiao Jiu had no accidents, when everything was still the best, going to school was Xiao Jiu's favorite, because at that time Xiao Jiu could be said to be the king of children. Had a great time with friends.

But now...

After all, she was the one who killed Xiaojiu, and she was the one who killed her mother.

Xu Manyue went to the dining table, and only Lin Xinyi and Xu Shijiu were left in the living room.

"Xu Shijiu, are you... afraid?" Although Lin Xinyi asked these words carefully, she dared to ask them out.

Xu Shijiu was silent, but his hand holding the blanket tightened.

Lin Xinyi noticed her subtle movements, and understood that this was the answer Xu Shijiu subconsciously gave her. After hesitating for a moment, she suddenly reached out and attached her hand to Xu Shijiu's clenched fist.

"What are you doing?" Xu Shijiu asked hoarsely, wanting to shake off Lin Xinyi's hand, but for some reason he just couldn't control his body to make this movement.

Lin Xinyi was very satisfied with Xu Shijiu's behavior of not shaking off her hand, "If you want to give up, my sister will definitely agree."

"Nonsense, my sister just wants me to go to school." Xu Shijiu retorted, how could it be possible, if he would agree so easily, why bother to do this and that, hoping that she could go to school.

"But my sister is also afraid that you will have a hard time at school." Lin Xinyi hit the nail on the head.

Unlike the introverted Xu family sisters, Lin Xinyi's father has always expressed his worries and concerns directly, without hiding anything, so Lin Xinyi is very familiar with her sister's complicated eyes when she looks at Xu Shijiu, Because she has often seen it in her father's eyes too.

The only difference from Xu Manyue is that her father can not only see concern and worry in his eyes, but also express it, while Xu Manyue...not today.

Probably because he was afraid that the mention of going to school would make Xu Shijiu feel more uncertain and more resistant.

"I know..." How could Xu Shijiu not know, she knew, ever since she became a cripple, her sister has been taking care of her, taking care of her, caring about her all the time.

Changing from his previous indifference to her, Xu Shijiu knew that it was because of the car accident.

Her sister's self-blame caused her to change her attitude 180 degrees.

So while wanting to resolve the misunderstanding between mother and sister, and wanting to stop her sister from blaming herself, Xu Shijiu was also afraid that if her sister really let go, she would become a When she is old, my sister will be as indifferent to herself as she was before she was seven years old.

She has only her sister as a family.

"You can't back down." Lin Xinyi's tone was tinged with a sense of command, Xu Shijiu was about to frown, but Lin Xinyi continued, "You still have someone to protect, you need to become stronger."

"Your sister has protected you for so long, you should become stronger and be able to protect her one day in the future."

"One day in the future, when your sister encounters trouble, she can stand up handsomely and solve it for your sister easily."

"You still have family."

Lin Xinyi is a precocious child. When she was a child, when other children were naughty and troubled their parents, she was already very sensible. She began to help her father with some housework, and tried her best to lighten her father's burden.

After school, the other children made appointments with their friends to go somewhere to play, to eat something delicious, but Lin Xinyi went home early, cleaned the house, did a good job of hygiene, bought good vegetables, and prepared meals; When begging for pocket money with her parents, Lin Xinyi has already learned how to manage money and keep accounts, and every income is carefully recorded in the notebook; In, falling asleep with a pillow containing father's lemon cocktail pheromones...

The neighbors in the neighborhood love her very much, and often give her some snacks or a dish of meat, so Lin Xinyi feels that life is actually quite beautiful.

She always saves the meat for her father, who is a people's policeman, and he needs to eat more to catch bad guys.

Lin Xinyi knew how to cook when she was very young. Although her hands were blistered by the splashed oil at the beginning, Lin Xinyi was very satisfied when she saw her father's surprised look and seeing his father eating very satisfied.

She was very afraid of pain, but her father didn't know that at first she was scalded by the splashed oil, and when she clutched her wound, tears flowed from the pain.

But from the beginning to the end, I never said a word to my father.

Many people feel sorry for her, a top omega, who shouldn't live like this, but Lin Xinyi feels that she is living a very happy life.

My father gave her all his love. Every time he came back from a mission, he would bring her a lot of weird things, including his favorite strawberry cake. She was a child loved by his father, and even more so by his mother. She is very happy, child.

Lin Xinyi never felt that there was anything miserable or unhappy in her life, such a faintly happy life is really good.

But Lin Xinyi often thinks about it.

She wondered if she would be able to make her father live a better life if she grew up to be promising, and if one day she could help him solve problems when he encountered any problems.

Could it be that one day, she can also protect her father who has always protected her under her wings.

but……

It all ended on the day my father passed away.

The happiness she once had is gone.

The father who had always protected her was gone.

The future she had imagined countless times had come to an end.

"I don't think there is anything sympathetic or pitiful about your current state." Lin Xinyi spoke more directly, looking at Xu Shijiu with eyes full of envy, "You, you and your family..."

If her father can come back, she is even willing to become Xu Shijiu's current state, willing to suffer all kinds of pain and torture, as long as her father can come back...

But that is impossible, the dead are gone.

"..."

Xu Shijiu raised his head abruptly, staring at Lin Xinyi in astonishment, every word of Omega hit her heart heavily.

These words, no one has ever said these words to her, Lin Xinyi is the only one.

Xu Manyue quickly finished her breakfast, and when she walked to the living room, she keenly noticed that the atmosphere in the living room seemed to have changed completely, and Xu Shijiu and Lin Xinyi even looked at each other.

"You, what are you?" Xu Manyue looked at the two people who were 'looking at each other affectionately' in a daze, and couldn't figure it out at all, so what happened when she went to have breakfast?

"It's okay, sister, are you full?" Lin Xinyi first looked away and smiled at Xu Manyue.

This was the first time she said these words and the last time.

I hope Xu Shijiu can listen to her words.