The Cultivation of Rebirth

After that night, Gu Huaidong did not reveal too much uneasiness and sorrow in front of Li Rui.He pressed all his emotions deeper into his heart.

Li Rui also once thought that Gu Huaidong's troubles had been resolved.But later it was discovered that Gu Huaidong was still slightly abnormal.

With the teacher's recommendation letter and his excellent resume, Li Rui successfully entered the most famous scientific research institute in B city.

Gu Huaidong also hired Li Rui as a consultant for two research laboratories under his name.

The life of the two seems to be peaceful, but it contains undercurrents.

Li Rui found that Gu Huaidong's bad habit of being too clingy in the past few years had recurred, and there were signs of getting worse.

Li Rui couldn't figure out why after returning to China, Gu Huaidong sometimes felt less secure than when he was abroad.Obviously City B is their own territory.

Li Rui also thought of Gu Huaidong's attitude of strongly supporting him to stay abroad before returning to China, and now it seems strange.

Li Rui made indirect remarks several times, but to no avail, so he could only try to comfort Gu Huaidong.

The number of times both people have sex increases.

In a place that Li Rui didn't know, Gu Huaidong arranged several bodyguards for Li Rui to secretly follow Li Rui to protect Li Rui's safety.

In fact, Gu Huaidong wished he could be with Li Rui 24 hours a day so that he could feel at ease.When the two went to work, Gu Huaidong would have practiced with Li Rui every 10 minutes if he hadn't been afraid that Li Rui would notice something strange.

There is only one reason why Gu Huaidong is so uneasy.

That time is almost here.

The time in his previous life when he lost Li Rui forever.

Obviously, after so many years of peaceful life, Gu Huaidong has almost forgotten about this matter.

As a result, when Gu Huaidong was flipping through the calendar more than half a year ago, he suddenly recalled it, and then a thorn grew in his heart, which made him sleepless and restless from time to time.

Gu Huaidong has had several nightmares in the past half a year, all of which were dreams of the day in his previous life.Later, when holding Li Rui in his arms at night, Gu Huaidong hardly dared not to sleep, and often pretended to sleep until dawn, and then went to the company to catch up on sleep the next day, for fear that Li Rui would find out that he was having a nightmare.

Waking up again from a nightmare while taking a nap in the lounge, Gu Huaidong covered his face weakly.His hair and shirt were soaked in cold sweat, but he didn't seem to notice it, still motionless.

The scenes of him betraying Li Rui in his previous life finally came to mind, from blurry to clear with nightmare after nightmare.

Gu Huaidong was lying on the bed, a tear rolled down the corner of his eye and disappeared into the pillow.

In the previous life, Gu Huaidong and Li Rui met in another university. At that time, Li Rui was a well-known good student in the school. The reason for his fame was not only his good looks, but also his poverty.

Gu Huaidong was very playful at that time, surrounded by a group of cronies.Once when I went to KTV, I met Li Rui who was working part-time at that time.Some of the fox friends and dog friends recognized that this was the school bully and wanted to play tricks on Li Rui.Gu Huaidong felt that it was boring, so he stopped them before they could do it.

Some people wonder if Gu Huaidong has taken a fancy to Li Rui.After all, many men and women in their group had a good time.Of course Gu Huaidong would deny it.

But the others didn't believe it, they booed violently, and somehow it turned into a group of people betting how long it would take for Gu Huaidong to get Li Rui.

At that time, Gu Huaidong was quite self-conscious, and later on he really hooked up with Li Rui for this bet.

Gu Huaidong chased Li Rui for three months, but he failed to catch up, instead he aroused his competitive spirit and never gave up.

He tried his best and gave all kinds of warmth and care, and finally caught up with Li Rui a year later.The original playfulness probably evolved into sincerity in this process.

The two dated for a few months, and they were really happy during that time. After Li Rui found out about the bet, he broke up with Gu Huaidong.

Of course Gu Huaidong refused, and tried hard to persuade Li Rui to stay, using both soft and hard tactics, finally moved Li Rui.

Later, Gu Huaidong thought about it, it's good that Li Rui didn't forgive himself at that time.Because Li Rui was more than happy when he was in pain by his side.

He didn't know how to conceal Li Rui's homosexuality, and almost failed to get his graduation certificate, and his original postgraduate insurance was blown.

He separated and reunited with Li Rui several times, which made Li Rui exhausted.

In the end, he couldn't bear the pressure of his family and left Li Rui to get married.

Then, on the day Li Rui attended his wedding, something went wrong with the chandelier and fell down. Li Rui pushed him and the bride away, but he was hit on the head by the huge and extremely heavy chandelier.

The bottom of the sharp lampstand made of iron pierced through Li Rui's chest, and the shattered glass cut open wounds on Li Rui's skin, and the red carpet on the ground was soaked in blood.

The wedding was called off urgently.

Li Rui was sent to the hospital.

He knelt down outside the operating room to beg his parents, his uncle, the doctor at the time, and the dean invited by his mother to rescue Li Rui, but Li Rui still failed to get off the operating table in the end.

After Li Rui's death, he spent a long time in a daze, made himself look bad, and almost starved to death, and then he was woken up by his uncle.

That was probably the only time in two lifetimes that my uncle hit him with such a hard hand.

His uncle made him understand that Li Rui really would never come back, and no matter how much he regretted it, it was impossible for him to come back again.

His uncle told him that Li Rui's body was still in the hospital morgue, and the hospital had notified Li Rui's relatives, but they did not come to claim it.

Gu Huaidong thought that Li Rui had no other relatives, and the only remaining aunt's family was just a bunch of blood-sucking bugs, who only knew to ask for money from Li Rui, and cut off contact with Li Rui after they couldn't ask for more money the year before last.

Gu Huaidong finally tidied himself up again.He still needs to take care of Li Rui's funeral, and he can only do it.

But Gu Huaidong didn't expect Li Rui to be so heartless that he had already signed the body donation agreement.When Gu Huaidong was packing up Li Rui's belongings for Li Rui's burial, he saw the agreement that Li Rui kept. Thinking that Li Rui's body would be dissected and stitched up, he almost collapsed again.But this is Li Rui's wish, and he has not fulfilled Li Rui's wish for a long time.

Gu Huaidong restrained his emotions, donated Li Rui's body according to Li Rui's wishes, and then set up a tomb for Li Rui.

The moment the tombstone was erected, Gu Huaidong felt that his own life had been buried along with it.

Regardless of his family's wishes, Gu Huaidong told his fiancée about his relationship with Li Rui, apologized to his fiancée, and then went to his fiancée's house to divorce.

Later, in the eyes of others, Gu Huaidong became the representative of the prodigal son. He completely corrected his evil ways, lived a down-to-earth life, managed his business, and spent a lot of time and money doing charity everywhere every year.

Just being alone all the time.

As if punishing himself, Gu Huaidong alienated all his relatives and friends, bought the dilapidated single apartment that Li Rui last rented before his death, and lived in it.

In the next few years, apart from work, his life was charity, and his biggest leisure was going to Li Rui's tomb to talk with Li Rui.

As for the medical school where Li Rui's body was finally sent to, Gu Huaidong dared not step in.

Maybe it was because of the overworked work all the year round, or maybe it was because his heart had died a long time ago. Gu Huaidong aged very fast, and was admitted to the hospital because of physical exhaustion when he was in his 40s.After staying here, I couldn't go out again.

The moment before Gu Huaidong closed his eyes, there was only a slight sense of relief in his heart.He thought, he finally didn't have to indulge in bloody nightmares day and night.

Will he see Li Rui again after he dies?He still owes Li Rui a lot of sorry.

What came to Gu Huaidong's mind was the scene during his and Li Rui's passionate love: he and Li Rui were huddled in the kitchen cooking, Li Rui's hands were covered with flour, and he intentionally smeared flour on his nose, and he also took revenge. The two people looked at each other, couldn't help laughing together, then moved closer, and kissed gently...

Gu Huaidong's consciousness completely sank into darkness.

At that time, Gu Huaidong didn't expect that he would wake up again, let alone that when he opened his eyes again, he would be able to return to his youth.

A burst of cell phone ringing brought Gu Huaidong back from the abyss of memory. Gu Huaidong took the cell phone and found that it was Li Rui's number, so he quickly picked it up.

Li Rui told Gu Huaidong that his afternoon seminar was temporarily canceled and he wanted to come to the company.

Gu Huaidong was not willing, so he told Li Rui to ask the driver to pick him up.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Huaidong vigorously wiped his face twice to lift his spirits.

Being able to stare at Li Rui, Gu Huaidong felt relieved and conflicted.

Li Rui died because of him in his previous life, and he didn't know if he would bring misfortune to Li Rui again in this life.But he was still worried about letting Li Rui leave his side.

There is also the location of city B, which makes Gu Huaidong very worried.That's why he has been urging Li Rui to stay abroad first.In the end, Li Rui chose to return to China, and had no plans to change his life in the city.

One year after Gu Huaidong was reborn, he had someone buy the place where the hotel was located in his previous life, and then shelved it without moving.Last year, Gu Huaidong drove to look around there, and it was still a wasteland.But this can't make Gu Huaidong feel at ease.

Gu Huaidong couldn't find a better way to affirm or ensure Li Rui and his safety.He could only think that with Li Rui by his side, if something really happened, he would definitely stand in front of Li Rui, even if he sacrificed his life, he would keep Li Rui alive.

Gu Huaidong's most extreme thought is that if he can't save Li Rui in this life, he would rather die with Li Rui.

He never wanted to live the life of waking up in the middle of the night and not seeing Li Rui everywhere.

Whenever he thinks like this, Gu Huaidong feels that he is too selfish.

He can't bear that kind of life, can Li Rui bear it?

But he couldn't bear to let Li Rui die with him.

Dilemma.

Gu Huaidong sighed.

If he really leaves Li Rui first, he is willing to swallow all his jealousy, hoping that Li Rui will forget about him, find someone else he loves, and live a good life.

He also secretly hid a will at home without telling Li Rui.The will was made after his first nightmare last year, and it has been notarized, and it is stated in the will that Li Rui is the heir to all his assets.There is also a huge insurance policy in the document bag containing the will, and the beneficiary is also Li Rui.

This is Gu Huaidong's final preparation to ensure Li Rui's future life.

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