The villain's self-cultivation

"But if you do this, it's too cruel for you and Rong Yue."

"But I can't control that much anymore! My spirit is going to collapse! I often have a lot of bad thoughts in my head..."

Ruan Wan couldn't stop crying, feeling that all the strength in his body was sucked away, a pool of blood surrounded him, rippling softly, he couldn't help but want to let go of all his worries and indulge in it freely, No more negativity.

He murmured: "I don't want to hurt him..."

His head rested lightly on the soft cushion beside the bath, his body floated up and down with the waves, he felt himself sliding into the water, the edge of his field of vision began to darken slowly, the black circle gradually spread towards the center of his field of vision, and the blood almost over his pale lips.

……

Rong Yue was about to heat the milk after he finished his instructions, but Ruan Wan's response suddenly felt a little subtle. He took two steps suspiciously, and for some reason, he felt inexplicably uneasy.

Perhaps it was the strong acuity and vigilance brought to him by years of fighting that reminded him of something. Without hesitation, he stepped to the door of the bathroom, did not ask any questions, and turned the doorknob with a sullen face.

The scarlet scene in front of him caused his heart to stop suddenly.

The sight was filled with blood, and the strong smell of blood rushed into his nose the moment the door was opened, which caught him off guard and reminded him of the punishment room he saw in some special departments of the Interstellar Legion, where his eyes were full of blood, And everyone who stayed in it, without exception, was tortured terribly.

The treasure he had always kept on the tip of his heart was sinking in the most intense blood at this moment, his face was as pale as paper, his eyelids were slightly opened, his eyes were loose, and the warm light from the top of the bathroom could not shine into his pupils at all.

That pool of blood was like a bottomless bloody abyss, in front of his eyes, it was about to wrap the person he loved the most and drag him down brutally.

"Baby... Ruan Wan... Ruan Wan!"

Rong Yue stumbled and rushed over, quickly carried Ruan Wan out of the bath, warm blood splashed and flowed all over the floor, his chest, hands and feet, and even the skin on his cheeks were all stained with this color .

He has seen this color many times on the interstellar battlefield, but never once did he hate it as much as this time, and never once did he experience the most chilling pain in the world like this time when he was seriously injured during the war .

The other Rong Yue heard that something was wrong, so he rushed over and witnessed this scene with his own eyes, which made him tear up.

"How did this happen? What happened! Xiao Wan!" His face changed drastically, and he walked over in an instant stepping on the bloody water.

Ruan Wan's whole body was soaked in blood, and fresh blood was still pouring out from both wrists at this moment. The color was thicker and deeper, and merged into a trickle, dripping into the terrifying red pool water all over the ground. Gradually fade away.

Ever since Ruan Wan died for the sword in the last world, Rong Yue thought that his frozen heart had already become invulnerable, but he never expected to come to this world. After the throbbing revived, this A heart will be scarred and riddled with holes because of Ruan Wan again.

Three times, this is the third time he saw Ruan Wan struggling on the verge of death.

He put his hands tremblingly on Ruan Wan's wrists, and the gentle divine power slowly penetrated into the wound, slowly stopped the bleeding, and made the wound stick together so that it would no longer split and bleed, but he couldn't erase the two spots. Gruesome scars.

The two scars quietly stuck to the skin of Ruan Wan's wrists, and they also became two sharp knives pierced in the hearts of the other two. It is conceivable that even if the scars become shallower as time goes by, the sharp knives on the hearts will not hurt. will be gone, they will be there forever.

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Ruan Wan was a little delirious when Rong Yue pushed the door open and came in. He suffered from severe internal friction a few days ago, the first cut on his right wrist was killed again, the wound was deep enough to show bone, and the arteries and vessels ruptured , even if the treatment was timely, the amount of blood shed exceeded his body's tolerance.

He knew that Rong Yue must have been frightened, but after being carried out of the bath, his body seemed to lose consciousness, so soft that he had no strength at all, unable to say a word of comfort, and slowly sank into the cold darkness.

When his consciousness finally floated in the chaos for a long time, he tried to open his eyes slowly after feeling the weight of his eyelids, it was already the next morning.

The room was dimly lit, Rong Yue was standing by the bed, holding his arm, injecting him with something, judging by the color of the liquid in the needle tube, it should be something like nutrient solution.

Ruan Wan's eyelashes fluttered a few times, and immediately some water came over his lips, and another person was feeding him water.

He doesn't need to deliberately perceive, he can know how bad the mood of these two people is, their faces are as if they died once, with a dark and gloomy air, even if Ruan Wan and Rong Yue have been together for several worlds, At this moment, I don't know what to say to make them feel better.

It seems that no matter what to say, it is very powerless.

"Brother..." His voice was very low and he had no strength.The moment he opened his mouth, there was heat in his eye sockets, and the paler his face, the softer and brighter his wet eyes became.

Tears could not stop falling down.

After the injection of nutritional supplements, Rong Yue pulled out the needle without saying a word, his eyebrows trembled slightly, and he tried his best to endure it. When his eyes touched Ruan Wan's tears, he finally couldn't help it, and put the needle back hard. At the head of the bed, a pair of bloodshot eyes stared at the faintly breathing person on the bed through gritted teeth.

"Ruan Wan, you can do it, commit suicide, right? Cut your wrists? How can you be so cruel? Why don't you just take me with you!?"

He almost yelled the last words in harmony with the rusty smell in his throat, his eyes were terribly red, the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, and he was holding a short knife that Ruan Wan was familiar with and held it up in front of him.

"You know? I let all the blood in the bath, your blood, I watched it flow away, and then I saw this at the bottom of the pool, this knife you used to commit suicide! You are so cruel, Ruan Wan, you This is to gouge out my heart..."

"sorry Sorry sorry……"

He looked at Rong Yue and stared fiercely, big tears rolled out of those eyes that were always in high spirits at this moment, but Rong Yue still didn't blink, just stared at him firmly. ? Stared at him after studying.

He looked at the other person sadly, the other person's palm was on his injured wrist, and the strong and desperate emotion in his eyes seemed to be transmitted to his body through the close skin, making the scar even hotter and hotter. into his heart.

Ruan Wan choked and murmured: "I'm sorry... But I can't control it... I can't control those thoughts that hurt you, I don't want that..."