Blame me for being a goddess GL

Leng Xi fell on the bed and wanted to sleep but couldn't. As soon as she closed her eyes, Yan Zhuoyun's face appeared in her mind, her slightly frowning eyebrows when she was angry, her unreasonable side face when she was willful, her laughing eyes when she was acting coquettish and rascal, and She looked at herself with gentle and affectionate eyes.

A lot of Yan Zhuoyun flashed in Leng Xi's mind. Leng Xi didn't think that he cared about her so much before, maybe at that time she thought that she would never be separated for the rest of her life, so when this sudden change happened, she was very caught off guard. I also suddenly realized that I cared so much about Yan Zhuoyun, cared about her every expression, every movement, every expression, even her slightly frowned eyebrows.

"Knock, knock..." There were three knocks on the door and the door was opened, Shen Qing stood at the door, "Xiaoxi, come down to eat."

"Thank you Director Shen." Leng Xi withdrew her thoughts, wiped the corners of her eyes and stood up, then followed Shen Qing downstairs.

At the table, Leng Xi kept her head down while eating, a little absent-minded. The food felt tasteless in her mouth, and suddenly she thought of Yan Zhuoyun's very salty dishes. For some reason, she suddenly wanted to laugh. Wiping the corners of his eyes hastily, he lowered his head and took a few mouthfuls of rice.

Shen Qing knew that she was in a bad mood, so he didn't ask or say anything, and after eating quietly, Leng Xi wanted to pack up his things, Shen Qing held her hand, "You look very haggard, go upstairs and get some rest earlier."

Leng Xi looked at the hand that was held down by her, and was stunned for a while, but did not move.

Shen Qing smiled and took it back, Leng Xi didn't speak, she stood there in a daze for a while, Shen Qing put away the bowls and chopsticks and went into the kitchen before she regained her senses and went upstairs.

When Shen Qing shook her hand, he didn't hold her arm, but grabbed her hand and squeezed her palm. When Yan Zhuoyun comforted her, he didn't know what to say and would hold her hand tightly. At that moment, she suddenly I thought of Yan Zhuoyun, how much I wanted to be hugged tightly by her at this moment, even if I didn't say anything, just interlocking my fingers would feel at ease.

Going upstairs, Leng Xi hurriedly grabbed the phone, Yan Zhuoyun must be very worried about her, she hesitated just about turning it on, what if Yan Zhuoyun wants to stay with her regardless?Or maybe Yan Zhuoyun would complain that he left her back then?

Leng Xi didn't know what to do, there was never a moment when she wanted to see Yan Zhuoyun so much, but she was afraid to see her.

After a while, she put down her phone and went into the bathroom. When the warm water hit her face and flowed down her cheeks, she felt a little relaxed.

"Xiaoxi?" Shen Qing pushed the door lightly and walked in. The word Jiang Yu was still displayed on the phone to remind her of something. Seeing that the bathroom light was on, she turned her eyes to the bed, phone!

Just now Jiang Yu called to ask Shen Qing if she had met Leng Xi. She lied. She knew that something happened between Leng Xi and Yan Zhuoyun. around, especially now.

Turning on the phone, she saw a lot of missed call notifications, she didn't care about them, so she clicked on Yan Zhuoyun's text message and took a look.

——Xiao Xi, I searched all the places we have been to, where did you go?I'm really going crazy if I can't find you anymore.

——Xiaoxi, no matter what happened in the past, it is the past. I love you. It is you now, and it has nothing to do with the past. Will you come back?Come back soon!

——Xiao Xi...

When Shen Qing heard the sound of water stopped, she was a little panicked at that moment, clicked to delete the text message, then turned off the phone and covered the phone face down on the bed.

Leng Xi froze for a moment when she came out, Shen Qing was sitting by her bed, saw her stand up and smiled and said, "I thought it would be inappropriate for you to wear this pajamas, I wanted to get you another one , now it seems that it should not be used.”

Leng Xi also looked at the pajamas she was wearing, it was very suitable and the color was very elegant, "It's pretty good, thank you Director Shen for your concern."

"You don't have to keep calling me Director Shen, it's really unfamiliar." Shen Qing walked to her side and straightened the slightly rolled neck of her pajamas, and said with a smile, "You can also be like my friend, Call me Qing."

From a very close distance, Shen Qing's breath hit Leng Xi's face, she was still wet after taking a shower, once she touched such breath, goose bumps appeared on her sensitive body unconsciously.

"Director Shen is very kind to me, and it is right to respect you." She smiled and passed Shen Qing, went to the bedside and picked up the phone, paused for a moment, then turned her head, "Director Shen said today that he has something to ask for, what is it?" Woolen cloth?"

"It's not a big deal, you're tired today, go to bed early."

When Shen Qing went out, Leng Xi was a little dazed when she saw her gentle movements when closing the door, did Shen Qing treat her too well?It's so good that even the little things like pajamas have to be confirmed in person, and the action of her trimming her neckline just now...

After thinking too much about it, Leng Xi finally looked at the phone again. After struggling for a while, she still chose to turn it on. Just as she saw that the phone showed a signal, a text message came in.

——Xiaoxi, I am now in the room you rented before. There are many things of you here, but without you, I really miss you.

Leng Xi took a deep breath and put down the phone, covering her mouth for a second and panicked, feeling that something was about to come out of her eyes again, she threw the phone away and pulled the quilt to cover herself, even though the quilt was wrapped tightly No matter how tight it was, I couldn't feel the warmth, the kind of warmth that belonged to Yan Zhuoyun's body temperature was not around.

Yan Zhuoyun went to many places to look for Leng Xi, but to no avail. In the end, she went back to the rented house, lying on the bed in a daze, looking at the ceiling and covering her eyes. The phone in her hand hadn't vibrated, she didn't know How many text messages have been sent, all of which have disappeared without a word. Leng Xi really ran away and hid with her nostalgia and worries. She is really stupid enough.

"Xiaoxi, when I catch you, I won't let you go!" Yan Zhuoyun clenched her fist and smashed it on the bed, then pulled the quilt to cover her face, and muttered, "I'm going to tie you up Be by your side, don’t ever think about leaving again for the rest of your life!”

Yan Zhuoyun was very bored and had nowhere to vent. She stood up and walked up and down the room. After a while, she was really bored and went to look through the cabinets in the room. Maybe there were some things left by Leng Xi. Since she came, she brought them all with her. Go back, don't even think about running out when Leng Xi comes back!

There are indeed clothes worn by Leng Xi in the cabinet, but they were all worn in college, and she probably doesn’t want them anymore. After looking through them, she suddenly saw a piece of paper under the clothes, which was used for drawing by Leng Xi. of paper.

She picked it up with some hesitation and opened it. As the piece of paper unfolded, her heart suddenly beat faster. The feeling was as excited as being confessed.

Of course she knows who the person in that picture is. She is teasing a dog in the sun, the smile on her face is beautiful, the gentle sun is shining on her face, she is smiling with her eyes closed in enjoyment , the whole painting is very simple and beautiful, focusing on her, her expression and movements are lifelike, Yan Zhuoyun suddenly smiled, with a bit of bitterness in her smile.

Seeing a line of small characters next to it, she read it out in a low voice, "The light was very good that day, under the sun, you are hopelessly beautiful."

When she read the last word, she choked up inexplicably, with mixed feelings in her heart, Leng Xi loved her very much, she knew it, so when she thought of Leng Xi crying so sad before, she suddenly felt very uncomfortable, especially now that she didn't know Leng Xi Where Xi was thinking wildly, thinking of Leng Xi's sad face and Yan Zhuoyun's heart sank.

She put away the painting and sniffed to restrain her urge to cry, now is not the time to be sad, finding Leng Xi is more important than anything else.

"Hey, aunt, you can find some people to help find Xiaoxi, I want to find her as soon as possible."

Yan Fang agreed without hesitation, and she was not in a hurry to search everywhere. As soon as there was news from Yan Fang, she would be notified. Yan Zhuoyun packed up her emotions and went home. Before finding Leng Xi, she Want to do one more thing.

Leng Xi stayed at Shen Qing's house for two days, and never went out. Shen Qing only chatted with her about filming and script writing, and didn't ask her about other things. However, Shen Qing would run all the way to dinner. When he came back, he said he wanted to bring her something to eat, but in fact he just wanted to have a meal with her. Leng Xi wondered if he was thinking too much. Since he was with Yan Zhuoyun, everyone felt a little gay.

This feeling made her faintly uneasy. In order to avoid unnecessary misunderstandings, she still proposed to move out.

"Isn't it good to live here?" Shen Qing was a little excited, and after a while he realized that his emotions were wrong and apologized awkwardly, "I'm sorry."

"Thank you, Director Shen, for your kindness. I'm just afraid of causing you trouble. I..."

"You didn't cause me any trouble, really." Shen Qing suddenly grabbed her shoulders and looked at her seriously, "I have everything here, and I can buy you whatever you want. Wouldn't it be nice to live in a hotel?"

It was much better, but it was because it was so good that Leng Xi felt that she owed her a favor, and she couldn't even repay it, especially because she still felt that Shen Qing seemed to be interested in her. There was something about Jiang Yu before, and now she doesn't want to do it again. One more thing to clarify, no matter what will happen to her and Yan Zhuoyun in the future, now she doesn't want to get involved with anyone at all.

"Yes, everything is fine, but... Director Shen, I'm sorry..."

Leng Xi still put on her bag and was about to go out. As soon as she reached the door, Shen Qing grabbed her arm, "Aren't you afraid of meeting Yan Zhuoyun when you go out now?"

Speaking of Yan Zhuoyun, Lengxi was stunned for a moment, "I'm afraid." After a pause, she continued, "I miss her very much."

Leng Xi broke away from Shen Qing's hand and said softly, "I'm sorry..."

"It doesn't matter even if you are real sisters?" Shen Qing asked her standing on the spot, her voice raised a little, and Leng Xi who had just stepped out of the door was ruthlessly frozen in place.

For a while, the two were just silent, and neither of them spoke first.

Shen Qing stepped forward and took Leng Xi's hand, "I can help you, help you forget about Yan Zhuoyun and start over, this is good for both you and her."

"Really?" Leng Xi smiled, the smile on his face was cold, with some sarcasm, "Does Director Shen mean that I can forget Yan Zhuoyun when I'm with you?"

"Yes." Shen Qing held her hand tightly, "As long as you are with me, I will make you forget about Yan Zhuoyun, so that you won't be in such pain again."

"Is Director Shen gay?" Leng Xi asked, "Have you ever had a girlfriend before?"

"Do you care that I had girlfriends before? I have nothing to do with them now, I..."

"No, no, I don't care about that, I just want to say I'm not gay."

Leng Xi looked at Shen Qing very indifferently, making Shen Qing feel a little dazed, is this really Leng Xi?Why does it feel a little strange.

"But you like Yan Zhuoyun, I thought..." Shen Qing smiled awkwardly, and let go of her hand.

"Yes, I like Yan Zhuoyun." Leng Xi looked at Shen Qing calmly and continued, "I like her, it has nothing to do with her gender, so in other words, I'm not gay, I just fell in love with her by chance It's just a woman, and no one else is allowed except her."

Leng Xi still left Shen Qing's house. Before leaving, Shen Qing told her about deleting her text messages, and what Yan Zhuoyun said, they were not real sisters.

When Leng Xi heard the news, she was in a daze. She wished she could fly to Yan Zhuoyun's side to find out the truth of the matter.

She called Yan Zhuoyun three times, but no one answered, she was so anxious that she immediately took a taxi back home.

Yan Zhuoyun was not there, and when she walked in the door, she felt as if she had passed away. Seeing Guaiguai flopping over, she felt extremely at ease. This home was her real home. There was Yan Zhuoyun, Guaiguai, and their future.

After she called Yan Zhuoyun for the fifth time and didn't answer, she heard the ringtone in Yan Zhuoyun's room, opened the door, and her mobile phone was lying on the bed and was vibrating. Leng Xi hung up the phone and was about to close the door, but her eyes were caught by the painting on the wall. What caught her attention was Yan Zhuoyun painted by her.

Leng Xi walked over and looked at the framed portrait hanging above the bed, with a smile on her face, she knew that there was only one person in the world who could find that painting, and that was Yan Zhuoyun.

Noticing that there was an extra line of small characters next to what she wrote, she leaned over to read it carefully, in this life, I only wish to grow old with you.

"In this life, I only wish to grow old with you."

Leng Xi feels how she always loves to cry recently, she wants to cry when she is sad, even when she is happy, she feels like her eyes are almost like faucets, she can't laugh or cry.

The phone rang suddenly, which startled her, and after looking at it, it was Leng's mother who called, and Leng Xi hurriedly picked it up, "Mom."

"Xiaoxi." Leng's mother's voice sounded a little melancholy, Leng Xi felt that something was wrong, and suddenly raised her heart and asked, "Mom, you, what's wrong with you?"

"It's not me, what's wrong with you?" Leng's mother sighed, "It's my mother who is sorry for you. It's my mother's fault that I haven't really understood you for so many years and didn't care enough for you."

"Mom, what's the matter with you? Mom, why did you say this suddenly? I don't think you're sorry for me. What are you talking about?"

Leng Xi panicked.

"Whoever you like and who you fall in love with is your freedom. Mom doesn't interfere. Mom is getting old too. She just wants to see you have a good home. Why don't you tell us that you are with Yanyan?"

"What? What? Mom, what did you just say? Who am I with?" Leng Xi was so shocked that she almost bit her tongue. How could her mother know this!God!

"With Yanyan, Yanyan is by my side. She has already told me everything. What happened back then, your father and I just had good intentions. I didn't expect it to be like this, which made you feel so uncomfortable. If you like Yanyan, let's be together well, your father and I should also make atonement for taking you away," Mother Leng sighed, "Life, there are always some wonderful fates. After the matter is over, don't take it to heart, go back to Yanyan's side."

When Leng Xi heard Mother Leng say these words suddenly, she didn't tense up, and couldn't help but choked up, "Mom... Thank you and Dad for raising me for so many years, and thank you for your understanding and tolerance. Annoyed at being so emotionally out of control, he took the phone away and took a few deep breaths to relieve his emotions before asking, "Mom, is Yanyan...by your side?"

"Yes." Mother Leng handed the phone to Yan Zhuoyun.

"Where are you now?" Yan Zhuoyun asked.

Leng Xi eased her emotions, sniffed and asked sullenly, "Where are you now?"

"Your brother's house." Yan Zhuoyun said.

"Your home." Leng Xi said.

"I'll be right back." Yan Zhuoyun said.

"You come back now." Leng Xi said.

After hanging up the phone, Leng Xi lay on Yan Zhuoyun's bed in a daze, thinking about her reaction when she saw Yan Zhuoyun for a while, whether to run over and hug her, or kiss her.

You must not cry any more later, crying for the past few days made your eyes a little abnormal, Leng Xi stood up and looked in the mirror, it was red and swollen, she fell back on the bed a little annoyed, and waited How good would it be to see Yan Zhuoyun in such a mess later on?How about doing some makeup first?

When Yan Zhuoyun returned home, she didn't even change her shoes and went upstairs. When she ran to Leng Xi's room and saw no one, she panicked, "Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi..."

Yan Zhuoyun immediately turned around and ran downstairs, and just halfway through the run, she heard Leng Xi's anxious voice behind her, "Yan Zhuoyun, I'm here."

Leng Xi ran a few steps to the stairs to look at her, Yan Zhuoyun paused for breath, turned around and ran up, hugged her and pushed her against the wall next to her, before she could react, her warm lips had already Sticking it to her lips, the tip of her tongue poked into her mouth lightly, Leng Xi snorted softly and put her arms around her neck, Yan Zhuoyun's arms around her waist tightened, kissing her softly Go deeper and let go until you can't breathe.

As soon as their lips parted, both of them panted heavily as if they had just run twenty laps. Leng Xi's eyes were still foggy. Yan Zhuoyun hooked her chin and kissed the corner of her lips little by little. He bit her, licked her earlobe back, then turned to his neck, kissed wetly all the way, and whispered in her ear between kisses, "I want you."