Blame me for being a goddess GL

There are always some strange questions in idol dramas, such as the one Yan Zhuoyun is watching right now, "Didn't you live alone before you met her? Isn't it good? Why not now? Why now? I made myself into such a mess, xxx, are you still the one who can play freely and freely? I really don't understand why you are doing it for a woman!"

As for?Yan Zhuoyun also wanted to know what?I also really want to know why it was fine before without Leng Xi, but now it is so bad.

On the first day Leng Xi left, Yan Zhuoyun slept until one o'clock in the afternoon. When Yan Fang came over, she felt something was wrong as soon as she stepped in the door. When she went upstairs, she found that she was obediently scratching at the door. She was probably hungry and anxious. Very wronged, it was very happy to see Yan Fang coming and circled around her. The people inside didn't sleep well but didn't respond at all.

If Yan Fang hadn't seen that she was still breathing, she would have thought that something had happened to her. She was so frightened that she immediately ran over to the bed and grabbed her. If it was Yan Zhuoyun in the past, she would definitely have yelled at her, but now she doesn't have that spirit. , All the strength is spent on missing, the whole person is like a flower that has been scorched by the hot sun outside, with his head lowered listlessly, his hair is a mess, and he doesn't even bother to open his eyes.

On the second day after Leng Xi left, Yan Zhuoyun couldn't sleep at night, so she went to lie on Leng Xi's bed. There seemed to be a faint smell of her shampoo on the pillow. Yan Zhuoyun couldn't help but took a deep breath, and then put the I was buried in Leng Xi's quilt, and I didn't feel uncomfortably wrapped in the hot weather. Memories grew in every cell as if they could breathe, wrapping Yan Zhuoyun tightly, and also stimulated her mood. I also slept on this bed with Leng Xi, and at that time, as long as I hugged her to sleep, I would feel very at ease, even if the night swept across the whole world, I could sleep peacefully.

Thinking of the past, Yan Zhuoyun couldn't help but turn red. She suddenly threw off the quilt and rushed out of the room, trying to get rid of the longing that followed her and the loss at the moment. She soaked herself in the water for a while before she finally regained consciousness. He lay back on his bed and stared at the ceiling in a daze, until his eyelids couldn't keep up and closed before falling asleep.

On the third day after Leng Xi left, Yan Zhuoyun flipped through the photos they had taken before, looking at the faces in the photos that were still so indifferent, but now she misses her indifferently and occasionally smiles , I miss her slightly frowning but extremely patient look, I miss her soft voice comforting myself in the dark, and I miss her slender hands that are always so warm.

In the past, she would argue with Leng Xi because of trivial matters, and would often be unreasonable and self-willed. Yan Zhuoyun didn't think it was her fault, but now she always thought it was her fault when she thought of arguing with Leng Xi. Why? At that time, he wanted to quarrel with her and make trouble with her unreasonably, why did he make her cry, why did he make her feel uncomfortable, why was he so hateful, Yan Zhuoyun never felt that he was so bad at a moment.

Because she doesn't even have an excuse to contact Leng Xi now, and it seems that she and Leng Xi have never had anything in common or a common topic. She doesn't understand Leng Xi's world at all, and now she has no chance to understand it.

In this world, everyone can continue to live. Yan Zhuoyun believes that this sentence is true, but she doesn't know if she can live a good life.

After being decadent for more than half a month, Yan Zhuoyun finally returned to reality from her lost world. Today is her birthday. Yan Fang originally planned to throw her a big party, but Yan Zhuoyun refused, and even wanted to refuse to go home and meet everyone Get together, if Yan Fang hadn't said that she had invited Leng Xi to her birthday party, Yan Zhuoyun would never have gone out.

After dressing up beautifully at her own home, Yan Zhuoyun and Yan Fang returned to Yan's house. Yan Fang did not lie to her that Leng Xi was there. When she saw Leng Xi, Yan Zhuoyun was a little excited. Jiang Yu who was walking, why is he here?

"Auntie, why is he here?"

Pointing to Jiang Yu and asking Yan Fang, Yan Zhuoyun frowned unconsciously, Yan Fang was a little taken aback, and smiled awkwardly, "I don't know about this, it seems that he has never been invited."

"I invited you here."

Hearing that Yan Zhuoyun turned around, Yan Zhuoxue was walking towards this side with a smile. She passed Yan Zhuoyun to Jiang Yu and introduced with a smile, "This is Jiang Yu, my good friend from high school. I think you all know each other."

Yan Zhuoxue was referring to the previous scandal, and the smile on her face was even more ambiguous.

Yan Zhuoyun's complexion was not very good-looking, and Jiang Yu was also a little embarrassed. They both looked down at Leng Xi who was sitting quietly.

Yan Zhuoyun glanced at Yan Zhuoxue indifferently, and said in a bad tone, "My sister seems to have forgotten that this is my birthday party, not yours. If you want to invite an outsider, you should ask me."

"Leng Xi lives with Jiang Yu. Since she is here, I invited my classmate to come along. We are all acquaintances, so it shouldn't matter? And my mother also agreed to Jiang Yu's coming. Surely you won't listen, right?" Yan Zhuoxue hid her knife in her smile, seeing Yan Zhuoyun's cold and unhappy expression made her very happy.

But this pleasure was extinguished by Yan Zhuoyun in less than three seconds. Yan Zhuoyun looked at Leng Xi who was sitting at the table and didn't turn around to look at her. She suddenly smiled calmly, took a step closer and looked down at her. The short Yan Zhuoxue's voice was always arrogant, even worse than before, "Sorry, I can correct you a few mistakes. First of all, Leng Xi lives next door to Jiang Yu, they don't live together! Secondly, I really mind if you ask A stranger came to my birthday party. Besides, I want to listen to what my mother says, and that’s what she told me. So, my sister’s good friend may not be able to stay here any longer. I'll explain it later, please, Mr. Jiang."

Yan Zhuoyun looked coldly at Jiang Yu, who was smiling slightly, stretched out his hand and made a "please" gesture, which was obviously trying to drive someone away, and didn't give him any face.

"Yan Yan! Jiang Yu is my friend, and I called him here to celebrate your birthday. Isn't it too rude of you?"

Yan Zhuoxue concealed her anger with a sullen face. Yan Zhuoyun has never taken her seriously. It's okay to drive Jiang Yu in front of everyone and not give her face, and let her behave badly in front of Jiang Yu. It's really too much up!

"Sister, you know whether you asked him to help me celebrate my birthday or to find fault with you. After so many years, your "for my own good" look has really remained the same for thousands of years. You don't even want to have my birthday today. It really disappoints me to try a new trick. However, I am not in a good mood today, either he will leave or I will leave, what do you think?"

Yan Zhuoyun looked at Yan Zhuoxue with a provocative smile in his eyes.

Yan Zhuoxue frowned slightly. According to how much the family loved Yan Zhuoyun, if she left in anger today, she might blame herself for being ignorant and disappointed again.Yan Zhuoxue was also in a dilemma for a while, with a sullen face not knowing what to say.

Yan Fang, who was sitting at the side watching the play, glanced at Leng Xi, who had been quiet all this time, and was relieved to see her standing up with a smile.

"I haven't seen you for half a month. You are still so willful."

Leng Xi, who had been quiet all this time, finally stood up and turned around to say this. She looked at Yan Zhuoyun indifferently, but she had lost so much weight and looked a little haggard after only seeing her for half a month. Take good care of yourself.

Yan Zhuoyun was fixed in place by her words, and it took her a while to look back at her. The face she had missed for so long was still so deserted. Standing there, she seemed to be emitting a faint light, which made everyone else feel uncomfortable. It dimmed from Yan Zhuoyun's line of sight, I don't know why Yan Zhuoyun felt a little choked up, and replied lightly, feeling a little lost, "Yeah, I've always been so willful."

After Yan Zhuoyun said this, she turned around and left, her heart was beating wildly and her mind was also in a mess. After seeing each other for so long, I didn't expect it to be such an opening remark. Sure enough, I shouldn't have expected it.

"Yan Yan, where are you going?" Although Yan Fang looked anxious, she had no intention of chasing after her, because Leng Xi had already followed behind Yan Zhuoyun.

Yan Zhuoyun finally stopped when she walked all the way to the Yan family's private swimming pool. She was very familiar with Leng Xi's footsteps, and without turning her head, she asked, "What are you following me for?"

Thinking of the last time when she had a conflict in the mountains and left, Leng Xi followed her like this and was wronged but didn't say a word, but now it was Yan Zhuoyun who felt wronged.

"You're angry?"

Leng Xi took a step closer, touched her hand lightly, and asked tentatively, Leng Xi was still a little confused about Yan Zhuoyun's temper, Yan Fang would ask herself to come to her birthday party. What is the meaning of this dead tsundere, but now she has such a deserted appearance after meeting her?

Yan Zhuoyun turned sideways slightly, not looking at Leng Xi, but she couldn't control the undercurrent in her heart, "I didn't."

"Then you ignore me?"

Yan Zhuoyun was a little puzzled by her question. In the past, Yan Zhuoyun always wondered why Leng Xi ignored her and why she didn't want to talk to her anymore, but now when she heard Leng Xi ask this question, she felt extremely wronged. Don't want to deal with Leng Xi?I can't wait to hold her tightly in my arms, okay?

Yan Zhuoyun took a deep breath, "Leng Xi, I'm not in a good mood right now, you go back first, I want to be alone for a while." Yan Zhuoyun still turned her back and walked along the edge of the pool to the other side. At this moment, she actually wanted to avoid it, and she was afraid that she would lose control if she had another second.

"Yan Zhuoyun." Leng Xi took a step forward to grab her hand, but she threw it away unexpectedly. Unexpectedly, she was so excited that she staggered back and fell into the pool.

"Xiaoxi!"

Yan Zhuoyun was shocked and jumped into the water without thinking too much.

In the end, it was Leng Xi who pulled her out of the water, and Yan Zhuoyun sat by the pool panting for breath, she was really shocked just now, she was choked and drank several sips of water, it made her uncomfortable just thinking about it.

"Yan Zhuoyun, don't you know that you can't swim because you are so old?" Thinking of Yan Zhuoyun's panic-stricken cry for help just now, Leng Xi couldn't laugh or cry.

"I know. Didn't I worry that you couldn't swim and wanted to come down and give you a hand? Do you think I jumped down without even looking at my head? Do you think I'll jump down to save anyone whoever I want? !"

Yan Zhuoyun shook the water from her hair irritably, her skirt was wet and her makeup was smeared, making her look like a drowned chicken, probably because her brain had flooded and drowned the depression just now, and her mouth began to be unforgiving again.

Leng Xi saw that she was so irritable when she was soaked all over, especially now that her hair was sticking to her face and body, she looked so cute, she couldn't help laughing.

"I'm surprised you're still laughing. You used to want to see you laugh and you couldn't bear to smile, but now you're laughing happily when you see me like this." Yan Zhuoyun felt it was funny as she spoke, and gently pushed Leng Xi said, "What are you laughing at, stop laughing."

"I didn't laugh at anything, I just think you are really beautiful in this way."

Leng Xi couldn't help covering her mouth.

Yan Zhuoyun looked at her skirt, it was soaked in water, and it was wrinkled and stuck to her body, she couldn't see the beauty at all, she snorted arrogantly, "Even if I fall into the water, then I will also be a goddess of falling into the water, don't you?" It's not much better if you still laugh at me, if you laugh again, believe it or not, I will push you down."

Leng Xi withdrew her smile, but she couldn't help it in less than three seconds. Yan Zhuoyun smirked and stretched out her hand, "Why don't you go down for a swim?"

"Yan Zhuoyun, don't make trouble." Leng Xi stretched out her hand to block it, Yan Zhuoyun came and pulled her excitedly, the two of them tugged and fell into the water together again, after a few splashes Yan Zhuoyun started calling for help again, Leng Xi couldn't help laughing but was caught After choking on the water, this time Yan Zhuoyun smiled, the two of them were having a great time, not knowing that the house had exploded.