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Both of them fell silent suddenly, and the atmosphere was inexplicably awkward.

It just so happened that the waiter brought up coffee and juice at this time, which eased the atmosphere a little.

Picking up the coffee that was just delivered, Shen Suiyu took a sip and felt a bit bitter, so he put sugar cubes in it all at once.

Seeing this, Gu Yuan handed him a small plate of sugar cubes, "You still like sweets as before."

"Well, I still like it very much. When I eat sweets, I feel better." Shen Suiyu said.

Putting the sugar cubes for two people into the coffee, Shen Suiyu raised his head, smiled, and said, "Okay, don't just talk about me, what about you, how are you doing now?"

"Me," Gu Yuan replied, "I've been in the city hospital since I came back, walking alone."

Shen Suiyu frowned, raised one hand to support his chin, and gently stirred the coffee with a spoon in the other hand, and joked: "Tall, handsome and rich, I guess the female doctors and nurses in your department They must be around you every day."

Gu Yuan shook his head and chuckled lightly: "That's really not true, they all look down on me."

"How is it possible." Shen Suiyu glanced at him, raised his eyebrows, and his face was full of disbelief.

Gu Yuan didn't continue to explain, just smiled and picked up the coffee and took a sip.

Then the two sat for a while, around six o'clock, Shen Suiyu got up and proposed to leave, he had to go home and cook.

Seeing that he was about to leave, Gu Yuan also stood up and said, "Leave me your number, it will be more convenient for me to contact you in the future."

"Well, okay." Shen Suiyu didn't hesitate, and blurted out a series of numbers.

After Gu Yuan wrote it down, he dialed Shen Suiyu back, and hung up after two rings: "This is my number, if you encounter any problems, you can come to me, I will always stand by On your side."

After speaking, he raised his hand, intending to touch Shen Suiyu's head again as before, but after thinking about it, he put it down again... Now, he is not qualified.

They walked side by side to the door, when Shen Suiyu turned around, Gu Yuan suddenly remembered something and called out to stop him.

"Ayu, wait."

"Huh?" Shen Suiyu stopped, turned sideways and looked back at him.

Gu Yuan walked up to the young man with a complicated expression on his face. After hesitating for a while, he finally told him about Chen Ziming's diagnosis of AIDS. It took nearly half a year to get infected."

The reason why I say the latter sentence more is to reassure Shen Suiyu and let him know that Chen Ziming did not get sick when he was with him.

Hearing this, Shen Suiyu was stunned for a long time, with a shocked expression on his face.

It took a long time before he came back to his senses and found his own voice, his brows furrowed: "Where did you hear that?"

Gu Yuan told him: "He was hospitalized before, and I was his attending doctor. The problems discovered during the physical examination have already been diagnosed."

"That's it." Shen Suiyu nodded, indicating that he knew.

I'm quite upset.

Although Shen Suiyu can be sure that he doesn't have this kind of disease, but when he thinks that he was once with Chen Ziming, he feels like he has choked on a big mouthful of rice, stuck in his throat, unable to get up or down, no, where all uncomfortable--

Moreover, he didn't know if Jiang Huai'an would mind if he knew about it...

At this moment, what Shen Suiyu hopes most is that time can turn back, he can go back to the past, and wake up that foolish self who actually believed in Chen Ziming's sweet words, pinching his neck and shaking him.

However, there is no way to turn back time, the only thing missing in the world is regret medicine.

So Shen Suiyu could only be choked like this, and he couldn't cope in his heart. This state lasted until he got home and started cooking, but he still hadn't recovered.

Several times they mistook monosodium glutamate for salt and put it in the pot, wasting several dishes, Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu couldn't stand it anymore, they poked their heads into the kitchen and called him, Shen Suiyu blinked, and finally It got better.

After dumping the spoiled vegetables in the pot into the trash can again, Shen Suiyu bent down and washed his face with cold water, and then he got better, and the feeling of self-loathing subsided a lot.

Cooked the stir-fried dishes again, and this time there were no more mistakes. After bringing the cooked dishes to the table, Shen Suiyu sat down on the chair, resting his cheeks with both hands, his eyes were empty, and he became dazed again. Even Jiang Huaian There was no reaction when I came back, I was completely immersed in my own thoughts.

Jiang Huai'an changed his shoes and walked in. He originally wanted to give Shen Suiyu a kiss and hug, but when he walked into the living room, what he saw was the young man holding his cheeks in a daze.

"..."

When Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu saw Jiang Huaian coming back, they gesticulated with him, and finally found that the tacit understanding was not enough. Their gesticulations were like chickens talking to ducks. Jiang Huaian couldn't understand them at all, so they didn't gesticulate. Yes, he pointed to the kitchen with his finger up, pouted, and signaled him to go in and have a look.

Jiang Huai'an looked at them for a while, he was a little confused, but he went to the kitchen according to the two brothers' wishes, and after seeing that the trash can was full of vegetables, he understood.

During his absence, something probably happened.

Walking behind Shen Suiyu, Jiang Huaian patted him on the shoulder lightly, and called him softly: "Xiao Yu?"

"...Ah?" Responding belatedly, Shen Suiyu turned his head, glanced at Jiang Huai'an in a daze, and then came back to his senses after being stunned for a while: "Huai'an, are you back?"

"Yeah." He leaned down and kissed the young man's forehead lightly, and tested the temperature again. After making sure it wasn't burning, Jiang Huaian pulled a chair and sat down. "Is your body feeling better?" As he spoke, he He moved his hand to Shen Suiyu's waist and pressed it, with a smile in his eyes: "Is it still sore here? Sorry, I couldn't restrain it yesterday."

Shen Suiyu blushed, slapped his hand away, moved his butt to the side, coughed, and answered vaguely: "It's not sore anymore." His expression was a little unnatural.

Seeing his evasive movement, Jiang Huaian pursed his lips, his eyes darkened, and asked instead: "What's the matter, there are so many failed dishes in the kitchen?"

Shen Suiyu didn't answer his question directly, but said perfunctorily: "That's nothing, it's just not done well, let's eat first, or it will be cold." After speaking, he stood up and went to put the The dishes and chopsticks were all taken out.

Greeting Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu who were sitting on the sofa reading comics and eating snacks, Shen Suiyu served Jiang Huaian a bowl of soup and said with a smile, "Drink some soup first to warm your stomach."

After staring at Shen Suiyu for a while, Jiang Huai'an's expression was a bit unsightly. It took him some time to suppress the irritability and uneasiness rising in his heart. He lowered his head and drank the soup in front of him one mouthful at a time.

At the dinner table, neither of them said a word.

Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu looked at this, then at that, and finally looked at each other, shrugging their shoulders helplessly.

After dinner, Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu consciously carried the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen, leaving only Jiang Huaian and Shen Suiyu on the table.

No one spoke the first words.

After Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu finished washing the dishes and came out pushing each other, Shen Suiyu raised his head and smiled at Jiang Huai'an, and said to him, "I'm going to take a shower first."

As soon as Shen Suiyu left, Jiang Huai'an looked at the two brothers Zhao Chen, expressionless, and said coldly: "What happened when I left, you told me everything that happened this afternoon. I."

A little frightened by Jiang Huaian, Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu didn't dare to play anymore, they nodded obediently, and then, the two of them started talking about each other.

"...That's probably how it happened. My brother reacted like this, probably because he felt overwhelmed." Zhao Chen said.

"Actually... I think, maybe I still worry about Big Brother Jiang." Zhao Yu scratched his head and added his own opinion.

Knowing that Chen Ziming had AIDS, Jiang Huai'an was not too surprised. He thought of the pile of information he had found and those unsightly photos—it was only natural for him to get this disease after playing so crazy.

"You go back first, and come back at nine o'clock tomorrow." The order to evict guests was issued directly.

After driving away Zhao Chen and Zhao Yu's two oversized light bulbs, Jiang Huai'an walked into the room, then sat on the sofa and waited for Shen Suiyu to come out.

After taking a shower, Shen Suiyu opened the door with wet hair, absent-minded.

Hearing that the bathroom door was opened, Jiang Huai'an stood up, walked to Shen Suiyu and stood still, then took a towel and wiped Shen Suiyu's hair naturally.

"I've heard what Zhao Yu and the others said." When he spoke, his hand movements didn't stop: "Am I so unworthy of your trust?" Jiang Huai'an asked softly.

Shen Suiyu was startled, his eyes turned complicatedly on Jiang Huai'an's face, he hesitated to say: "This kind of thing..." Like this kind of disease, no matter whether you have it or not, as long as you have something to do with it, who is it? They will subconsciously fear and avoid them like snakes and scorpions.

Domineeringly hugging the man into his arms, Jiang Huai'an lowered his head, and kissed the lips of the young man in his arms fiercely, gnawing-biting-sucking-sucking, and raging-sweeping-sweeping-sweeping in his mouth again, nothing The tenderness of the past.

This kiss is more like a punishment.

Bite on Shen Suiyu's lips, Jiang Huaian narrowed his eyes and licked the bleeding place, then looked at the young man in his arms tenderly: "In this way, will you still feel uneasy and worried?"

"...You." Shen Suiyu stared blankly, then raised the corners of his mouth and revealed an extremely bright smile.

"Fool." After pushing Jiang Huai'an, Shen Suiyu pressed the corners of his red eyes, "What if I really get sick too?"

"You won't, I know."

Except for Shen Suiyu himself, no one knows the young man's physical condition better than him. The information he surveyed shows that Chen Ziming's chaotic life began after he broke up with Shen Suiyu, and the physical examination before that According to the report, the materials he got were all in good health.

Jiang Huai'an lowered his head and pressed it against Shen Suiyu's forehead, his eyes still loving, he continued: "Besides, even if it is true, I am willing to bear it with you."

This is sincere.

Unknowingly, this love has become deeper and deeper. If possible, he really wants to lock the young man tightly by his side, and cannot leave them half a step away, even death cannot separate them.

"Really..."

Hearing Jiang Huaian's words, Shen Suiyu couldn't help laughing, but his eye circles were still red, he sniffed, his heart was so moved that it was about to overflow.

How lucky he felt himself!

Leaning quietly in Jiang Huaian's arms, Shen Suiyu listened to the strong heartbeat of the other party. Slowly, his eyes became firmer, and he made a decision——

He wanted to tell Jiang Huaian all the secrets of space.