Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

Turning her head and seeing the man's face clearly under the dim light, Lin Qingran was a little surprised: "Why are you here?"

"Yes, what a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet you here."

He Yi turned his head when he heard the sound, saw the man in front of Lin Qingran, and frowned slightly: "Fan Li? What a coincidence."

He glanced behind Fan Li and found no one. He Yi looked at Fan Li and asked, "You also like specimens?"

This store is specialized in making taxidermy animals, and can accept customization from customers, but it is not well-known, and most people don't know about this store unless someone specifically introduces it.

Fan Li quickly organized the answer, but he didn't show it on the surface, still calm and calm: "Yes, so come and have a look."

"Really, I've never heard of you having this hobby before."

Fan Li explained with a smile on his face: "Mr. He has always liked the ones I've been interested in recently? I hope I can ask for advice."

He Yi smiled lightly, and pulled Lin Qingran forward: "What do you want to ask for advice? This is just a hobby, and it's not for making. Fan Yingdi wants to ask for advice, is it because he wants to learn how to make specimens?"

Fan Li joked about it, and followed He Yi and Lin Qing, his face turned cold.

A few days ago in the locker room, he heard Lin Qingran mentioned this store on the phone. He checked it out and knew that it could provide customized specimens.

The matter of going to the specimen museum last time has been entangled in his mind, and he is naturally more concerned about it. Now that he came to this store, he unconsciously guessed that Lin Qingran wanted to make specimens, so he unconsciously said the word "ask for advice" .

Passing through the dark path, there is a huge hall in front of it, in which there are many animal specimens of various types.

After wandering around the specimen hall and seeing all the various animal specimens in the hall, He Yi and Lin Qingran walked into the hall.

Fan Li looked at the backs of Lin Qingran and He Yi, didn't make a sound, just stared at their backs and saw that their figures disappeared around the corner inside.

He lowered his eyes slightly. He had checked this store before, so he naturally knew that it was a laboratory for making specimens, and customers were not allowed to enter.

Even if they are going to the bathroom, they cannot go into the bathroom inside, not to mention that there is a bathroom on the left side of the side door of the hall.

Except for the reason of the bathroom, the only reason is that they go to the laboratory.However, the separation between the laboratory and the hall is watched by staff.

When He Yi and Lin Qingran passed by, the staff did not stop them, and led them in after talking to them a few words.

Fan Li's eyes still stayed on the corner where the back had disappeared long ago, and he lowered his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking.

Before entering the laboratory, He Yi and Lin Qingran put on the anti-bacterial suits and masks given to them by the staff.

The smell in the laboratory is very strong, and the smell of formaldehyde solution wafts throughout the laboratory, and there are special specimen preparation staff working on it.

Ordinary guests are not allowed to enter here, but Hanjin happens to know someone there, so they can take this opportunity to watch the production process.

Lin Qingran glanced around, there were many scalpels, scissors, tweezers and needle tubes in the laboratory, as well as specimen bottles, specimen cylinders and other tools needed to make specimens.

Scalpels are used to dissect organs, nerves and blood vessels, scissors are used to dissect and cut off excess tissue, make nerve specimens, cut out bones, and forceps are used to grasp materials.

The smell wafting inside is the medicine used in making it.Formalin or 95% alcohol is used as a preservative, used to anesthetize animals, polyurethane (maridang) adhesive is used to seal specimen bottles, paraffin is used to prepare specimen bottle sealing wax, and synthetic camphor is used as an insect repellent , Naphthalene is used as an insect repellent, etc.

Lin Qingran has searched all these on Baidu, but the actual viewing is very different from just reading the text, and it gives him a very different feeling.

The soaked specimens should not be placed in direct sunlight to prevent the sealing wax on the bottle mouth from melting and the soaking solution to volatilize, and it should not be stored in a place below zero to prevent the soaking liquid from freezing and the glass from breaking, so there is no sunlight in the laboratory. The temperature is also set according to the temperature at which the specimen is kept.

Looking intuitively at the making of the small specimens, Lin Qingran silently wrote down in her mind that it had been a long time since they left.

"Of course, I've been waiting for you for a long time." Seeing Lin Qingran coming out, Fan Li walked towards him: "You're hungry, let's go eat."

He Yi looked at the sky outside, even though they came early, it was dark now.

Looking at Fan Li who hadn't left yet, He Yi knew that Fan Li had seen them enter the laboratory, but he didn't expect him to wait until now.

"It seems that Fan Yingdi really likes specimens. He can walk around here for so long. Did he observe each one carefully?" He Yi joked with a chuckle.

Fan Li knew the reason for He Yi's change of attitude towards him, so he wasn't annoyed. He followed He Yi's words and said, "Well, looking at it, I didn't expect it to be so long."

The three of them walked back out of the hall, Fan Li was walking on the other side of Lin Qingran, looking at He Yi from the corner of his eye.

He Yi was able to accompany Lin Qingran, probably because he knew the details, but why did they go into the specimen production room?

If they wanted to make specimens, they should have brought the specimens that needed to be made, but he knew very well that He Yi and Lin Qingran didn't bring anything when they came.

Before he could figure out the relationship inside, they went outside the shop.

"Of course." The man waiting at the door walked towards Lin Qingran, his deep magnetic voice was somewhat hoarse.

"Gu Wenyu when did you come?" He Yi looked at Gu Wenyu with a bad expression on his face, he and Lin Qingran came here and did not tell the man.

Although he didn't intend to hide it from him, and knew he couldn't hide it, he didn't expect that Gu Wenyu was not only waiting at the door, but also seemed to be waiting for a long time.

Gu Wenyu came over and took Lin Qingran's hand, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he just said, "Of course, let's go eat first."

Fan Li looked at Gu Wenyu, staring at the man's hesitant expression for a long time, until he met the man's cold gaze before turning his eyes away.

The original desire to have dinner with Lin Qingran fell into vain the moment he saw Gu Wenyu, looking at the car going away, he slowly lowered his eyes.

"It seems that Gu Wenyu doesn't know what's going on." Fan Li murmured softly as he watched the car driving away.

It was a bit far away from home, so Gu Wenyu was afraid that Lin Qingran would be hungry, so he went to a nearby restaurant with good taste.

The meal was almost finished, and when Lin Qingran went to the bathroom, Gu Wenyu raised his narrow and cold eyes, and asked in a deep voice, "What's going on today?"

He Yi shrugged: "If you ask Qingran, you will know. I just accompany him."

"You want me to say it again?" Gu Wenyu's sharp eyes narrowed slightly, exuding a cold hostility.

He Yi took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said calmly: "Although we were able to enter this store thanks to Hanjin's relationship, why did Qingran come here? You don't know why you asked me? I asked me about the specimen museum last time." I only found out when I saw it on the hot search.”

"Of course he—"

Gu Wenyu was about to say that Lin Qingran had returned, so he had no choice but to swallow his words.

When Lin Qingran went out today, he didn't say where he was going. He would know because he secretly ordered the bodyguards to protect Lin Qingran secretly, and finally found out from the bodyguards.

On the way back, there was silence all the way, the air seemed to stop flowing, Gu Wenyu took Lin Qingran's hand and held it tightly.

When Lin Qingran went to the bathroom to take a shower when he got home, Gu Wenyu couldn't help drinking a few glasses of wine on the balcony, he urgently needed to calm down now.

Drinking one cup after another, the fear in his heart could not be washed away. He tightly clenched the wrist of his left hand, and the terrible scars on his wrist were aching.

"How much did you drink?" Lin Qingran came out of the bathroom, walked to the balcony and saw Gu Wenyu still holding a glass of freshly poured wine.

"Not much." Gu Wenyu smiled softly at Lin Qingran, stretched out his hand and hugged him into his arms.

Lin Qingran frowned slightly as she held an empty wine glass scattered on the ground.

"...Of course, why do you want to go there today?" Gu Wenyu pressed him on Lin Qingran's gentle shoulder, and kissed softly with a hoarse voice.

Lin Qingran had just taken a shower, and her body was still exuding heat, with the scent of shower gel and bath salts. Gu Wenyu smelled the fragrance emanating from Lin Qingran's body, and his spirit calmed down a lot.

"Are you afraid?"

Gu Wenyu paused, then nodded slightly: "...I'm afraid."

The moonlight in the sky exudes pure white light, and the bright moon is embedded in a bright starry sky, shining brightly.

Looking at the moonlight emitting a cold silvery light, Lin Qingran said slowly: "...Because of my joke last time?"

He remembered what happened last time and chuckled: "I didn't intend to make myself a specimen."

Leaning close to Gu Wenyu's ear, his warm breath sprayed against the man's ear, and his clear and pleasant voice was teasing: "Don't worry, there will be no human specimens taken there."

Gu Wenyu paused, he put his arms around Lin Qingran's waist and looked at him, met those beautiful eyes hiding the Milky Way, and kissed those two soft lips deeply.

The silver moonlight shone down and reflected on Lin Qingran and Gu Wenyu, covering them with a layer of hazy moonlight, and covering that lingering kiss with a layer of sweet silver veil.

Lin Qingran put his arms around Gu Wenyu's neck, the mellow wine smell from the man's mouth melted into his mouth, his rough/wheezing voice was full of forbearance, his rough movements were full of restrained tenderness, and he plundered the sweetness in Lin Qingran's mouth inch by inch.

The sweet and soft kiss soothed the fear in Gu Wenyu's heart. He gently pecked Lin Qingran's crimson lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "...Of course, don't make such jokes in the future."

Lin Qingran was held in the arms of the man, and the man held his waist and carried him back to the room. His lips were like sweet and soft nectar, and it seemed that he couldn't get enough of it.

I don't know how long the soft kiss lasted, and it stopped slowly when Lin Qingran couldn't bear to breathe.

"...Of course, why are you suddenly interested in specimens?"

The uneasiness in Gu Wenyu's heart could not be completely eliminated, he asked softly, and kissed the corner of Lin Qingran's mouth again as if looking for comfort.

Lin Qingran lay on the bed, looked at Gu Wenyu's deep and handsome face, lightly slapped her thick long eyelashes a few times, and said slowly: "...Eternal."

Gu Wenyu's dark eyes drooped slightly, he leaned over and lowered his head to kiss lightly on the slightly swollen lips that he kissed, afraid of breaking those soft crimson lips, he held back and wanted to continue. dear move.

When he kissed Lin Qingran's lips, the sweetness in his mouth became a bit more bitter, and as he gently licked those soft lips, the fear in his heart was a little less.

Under the shower in the bathroom, icy cold water poured down, sprinkled on Gu Wenyu's solid shoulders, left along the smooth lines of the back, and dripped on the floor.

"Eternity..." Gu Wenyu whispered these two words softly.

He could probably guess what Lin Qingran meant by "eternal", and he even hoped that the word "eternal" could be reflected on him and Lin Qingran.

Slowly closing his eyes, let the cold water wash him all the time, as if it would make his bitter and aching heart feel better.

……

Lin Qingran lay on the bed, opened and closed her eyes following the vibration of the mobile phone, reached for the mobile phone on the bedside table, and there was an unread message from He Yi.

[Are you all right? ]

[He didn't lose control this time, did he? ]

He Yi looked at the chat page sent out, sighed, and his thoughts gradually returned to the two years before he and Lin Qingran returned to China.

Thinking of Lin Qingran's unstable mood, he refused without even thinking about it at the time, but he didn't expect that the other party would not give up at all, and even found Lin Qingran himself.

Although he failed in every possible way to persuade him in the end, he did not expect that Lin Qingran would suddenly think of that matter.

Clicking on the unread messages on the phone, Lin Qingran listened to the sound of water in the bathroom and finished replying, checked the approximate time when "Mud/Mud" was finished, and made a mark.

When Gu Wenyu came out of the bathroom, Lin Qingran had already fallen asleep, but she was not sleeping well, curled up with her body hugged by the quilt.

"Of course, it will be cold." Pulling the quilt out of Lin Qingran's arms, he went to bed and held him in his arms.

Feeling the familiar embrace, Lin Qingran slowly closed her slightly opened eyes, leaned against Gu Wenyu's arms subconsciously and continued to sleep, her body was not curled up compared to before.

He stretched out his hand and gently stroked Lin Qingran's quiet side face, brushed the hair that had grown a lot around his ears behind his ears, and slightly lowered his dark eyes.

"...Of course, you are the treasure given to me by God." Thumb lightly stroked the corner of Lin Qingran's lips, his hoarse voice whispered, full of bitterness.

"As long as you want, I will give you."

Recalling today, when he saw the message from the bodyguard, he drove to that store without thinking. He originally wanted to go in, but he was afraid that Lin Qingran would not like his behavior, so he waited outside.

He himself forgot how many hours he had waited outside from the sky with the sun hanging until the sunset, until the sunset glow faded away, until the day changed to night, and the moon rose.

Every minute of waiting outside was a torment for him. During this period, his body was tense and he couldn't relax at all.

Terrible nightmares and fears kept coming, and he built himself up again and again, until he saw Lin Qingran coming out of it, he felt the blood flow again.

Holding the baby in his arms tightly, Gu Wenyu gently kissed Lin Qingran's soft hair, with tenderness in his eyes: "...I love you, of course."

Went to the set the next day, Fan Li and Lin Qingran talked about the confrontation in the dressing room.

"However, do you have time later? There is still some time left for filming, so let's take advantage of the next scene."

Fan Li didn't ask Lin Qingran about the specimen, he knew that if he asked Lin Qingran, he would still deal with it as before.

The only thing that made him happy was that Gu Wenyu didn't know the reason why Lin Qingran was suddenly interested in specimens, which made him want to fight for a bigger chance.

In order to play quietly, they went to the shade next to the lounge.

Although Gu Wenyu was unhappy that Fan Li and Lin Qingran were getting so close, he was more wary because of what happened two years ago, but he also knew how serious Lin Qingran was about acting, and he would not stop Fan Li from making Lin Qingran angry for his own selfishness.

Under the shade of the tree, Fan Li saw Gu Wenyu who was following Lin Qingran, glanced at the man and smiled lightly at the man, then turned to Lin Qingran and said, "Of course, let's start."

Fan Li randomly found a line, and told Lin Qingran his opinion: "But I always feel that it's not right to understand emotions like this."

"Then try to imagine it." Lin Qingran looked at the line drawn by Fan Li and expressed his opinion.

"I think Jian Yang's love for Li Yang is no less than Li Yang's love for Jian Yang. In the beginning when he was in high school, Jian Yang controlled his feelings because he knew that Li Yang would run away if he took a step forward. Now he knows that Li Yang has abused himself since he was a child. , in addition to self-blame and heartbreak, there should be a kind of rage and hatred."

Lin Qingran read the original book many times, and he read it carefully every time. From it, he understood some of Jian Yang's hidden feelings.

When Fan Li heard Lin Qingran say that he could understand the first part, he just didn't understand it on purpose, but when he heard the second part, he raised his head to look at Lin Qingran, it was a part he really didn't expect.

"He blamed himself for being heartbroken because he only discovered Li Yang's injury now, and it came from his distress. He was furious because he hated himself for taking five years to find Li Yang, and made him suffer a lot. As for the hatred—"

Lin Qingran lowered his eyes, and he slowly said: "Li Yang was beaten, scolded and insulted by his parents, Jian Yang knew about it, but he couldn't ask if Li Yang didn't tell."

"He hated Li Yang's parents, and hated them for not treating Li Yang as a human being who hid him like a treasure. Now that he knows that Li Yang will torture himself, and seeing the scars on his body, in the short sentence in the original book, I think he was It's murderous."

Listening to Lin Qingran's explanation, Jian Yang had to agree. Although he also read the original work, his understanding of feelings was not as thorough as Lin Qingran's analysis.

He still remembered the short sentence in the original book describing Jian Yang's emotions, but he didn't read it carefully at the time, it turned out that Jian Yang had murderous intentions in that sentence.

Thinking about it this way, the point he skimmed over before now adds Lin Qingran's analysis of Jian Yang's emotions, but it is filled a lot.

"Yes, why didn't I think of this layer before!" When Fan Li looked up, he saw Lin Qingran's long and thick eyelashes drooping when he read the lines, and felt as if he had been scratched by a feather in his heart. It was itchy, but he couldn't scratch it.

A gust of wind blew past, bringing the faint scent of shower gel on Lin Qingran's body to the tip of his nose, his throat rolled down unconsciously and he lowered his head slowly.

"Of course, the weather has been dry recently, so drink some water first." Gu Wenyu took Lin Qingran's hand with one hand, and handed him the warm water that had dried out with the other hand.

Hearing Gu Wenyu's deep and magnetic voice, Fan Li was suddenly pleasantly surprised from a dream, and tightly clenched his hands hanging behind his back.

He lowered his head just now and almost touched Lin Qingran's soft black hair fluttering in the wind. If Gu Wenyu hadn't made a sound and led Lin Qingran over, he would have accidentally touched Lin Qingran's cheek.

He clenched his fists tightly, took a deep breath and raised his head, his sight happened to see Gu Wenyu holding Lin Qingran's hand, Fan Li's fingernails were almost embedded in the flesh behind his back.

There wasn't much time left for filming, they couldn't continue discussing and had to go to filming, and the scene had already been arranged.

"Brother Ran!"

There was thin sweat on Xiao Kai's forehead, he seemed to have just rushed over, he glanced at Gu Wenyu who was behind Lin Qingran, and suppressed the hatred in his eyes.

"Mr. Gu!" Xiao Kai's agent greeted Gu Wenyu with a smile, and then patted Xiao Kai on the back and urged him in a low voice: "Why don't you go and change clothes! Forget what I told you! "

Before Xiaokai entered the locker room, he looked at Gu Wenyu's back at the door of the locker room, gritted his teeth and didn't know what he was thinking.

Today's filming scene is first Lin Qingran and Fan Li's rivalry scene, followed by Xiao Kai and Lin Qingran's rivalry scene.

Bai Ke did not know how to collect some information about Jian Yang. He showed the information to Li Yang and took the opportunity to comfort him. After Jian Yang found out, the two started fighting.

After Xiaokai changed his clothes, Lin Qingran was already filming with Fan Li, he didn't have time to chat with Lin Qingran alone, besides his manager was still there, so he could only stand aside and watch.

"Card!"

"Fan Li, you are not in a good condition today, did you not have a good rest?"

Director Wang looked at Fan Li who had been out of state for two or three times on the monitor, and patted him on the shoulder: "Take a rest first, adjust your state, and shoot again later."

Fan Li nodded, unscrewed the water and took a few sips, subconsciously looked towards Lin Qingran from the corner of his eye.

After the director called the card, Gu Wenyu took Lin Qingran to rest under the shade of a tree next to him, poured him hot water, and fanned him gently and considerately, their hands were still holding each other.

Fan Li looked away and took a few more sips of water. He knew that he hadn't had a good rest, but he was out of shape when he caught a glimpse of Gu Wenyu and Lin Qingran holding hands when discussing the script with Lin Qingran just now.

It wasn't that there was no such situation before, but for some reason he couldn't control his emotions just now, his mind was full of images of Gu Wenyu and Lin Qingran holding hands.

He drank the bottle of mineral water in his hand abruptly, and squeezed the empty mineral water bottle in his hand, making some noises. The empty plastic bottle and the plastic paper with the trademark printed on it made some unpleasant sounds.

Fortunately, there were quite a lot of talking and other voices around, and no one noticed his side.

The cool and fruity autumn soon entered late autumn, the temperature difference between day and night was huge, and the autumn wind at night carried the chill of early winter.

In the evening, Gu Wenyu went upstairs with the freshly made egg custard, and suddenly heard Lin Qingran's phone call at the door of the room.

Amidst the sound of dripping water, there were intermittent, inauthentic sounds.

"That's right... make a specimen of the heart?"

"...Gu Wenyu and 'Gu Yanqing'... have the same...heart—"

Gu Wenyu, who was listening outside the door, trembled imperceptibly, and the word "eternal" echoed in his mind constantly, occupying his brain.

He very much remembered asking Lin Qingran why he suddenly became interested in specimens, and Lin Qingran's answer to him was..."eternal".

Afraid that his current state would be discovered, Gu Wenyu pushed the door open and entered the guest room not far from the master bedroom.

In the guest room, he put the steaming egg custard on the table, clenched his trembling hands slightly, and whispered softly: "The same heart..."

That's right, he and "Gu Yanqing" were originally the same person, and naturally had the same heart, but they were both the same and different, and his love would always be "Gu Yanqing".

Thinking of Lin Qingran's naturally calm expression when he went to the specimen museum to see specimens, and remembering that he said that he would not make himself a human specimen, Gu Wenyu heaved a sigh of relief. He had been thinking the wrong way all along.

Because of the nightmare that had been haunting him all this time, he was subconsciously afraid that Lin Qingran would leave him again, but he never thought about it on his side.

Recalling the word "eternal", he understood the reason for what Lin Qingran said just now when he was on the phone in the room.

Although he knew that Lin Qingran's being with him now was just treating him as "Gu Yanqing", but he was willing to be his substitute, but he didn't expect that the time left for him was running out.

"Since I want to..." Gu Wenyu's bitter mouth curved slightly, and his red and sharp eyes lowered slightly: "...I can do anything."

He said that as long as Lin Qingran wanted it, even if it was his life, he would give it to him.

Taking a deep breath, he slowly loosened his fisted hand, picked up the phone with his long fingers and made a call.

"Help me get in touch with someone."