Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

Gu Wenyu stared at Lin Qingran's worried look on He Yi, he slowly lowered his eyes, his heart was swollen and he had difficulty breathing.

Rao was jealous and jealous, even the corner of his mouth was bitter, he tightly clenched his left wrist, and he took a deep breath.

Even though he couldn't get any emotion from Lin Qingran, at least Lin Qingran would look at him right now, he should be content, and he couldn't bear Lin Qingran to be sad because of worry.

"Of course." Gu Wenyu's voice was hoarse because of the bitterness and pain in his heart, and he explained softly: "The He family has a problem with their funds recently, and they have invested in the Han family."

Lin Qingran clenched her fingers nervously: "What about He Yi? Why is his phone always turned off?"

"Han Jin hadn't woken up from the car accident, and He Yi was locked up by the He family. The He family threatened that if the Han family didn't raise funds to help them, they would tell everyone that the Han family had seduced the He family's son and led them astray."

The hot search that disappeared after a few minutes of airborne also shows that the Han family, Han Jin, led He Yi astray, and there are many trumped-up charges, which are abominable.

"...The He family made that trending search?"

Gu Wenyu nodded: "Yes, it disappeared after a few minutes because the Han family withdrew the trending search."

Lin Qingran suddenly felt a gust of cold air rushing out of his body, and he was so cold that he was so stiff that he couldn't move.

It's only been a few weeks since he was filming, why did everything disappear in an instant?

One second he was happy for He Yi's happiness, and the next second all the happiness seemed like a dream.

This feeling is very strong, the pain that has been lingering in memory bursts out in an instant, and "Gu Yanqing" and his bits and pieces keep pouring out in his mind.

Lin Qingran held on to the car door and kept panting violently. His heart hurt so much that he could hardly breathe. It was like drowning in the deep sea. He kept sinking into the bottomless sea, bit by bit. The last bit of oxygen is gone.

"Ran Ran!"

Gu Wenyu panicked and hugged the wheezing Qu Wu Que in his arms, constantly anxious but restrained as much as possible, gently stroking Lin Qingran's back to help him breathe.

"Go to the hospital!"

The driver hurriedly nodded in response, and did not dare to slack off for a moment to start the car and rush to the hospital.

Along the way, Lin Qingran's mind was blank, he seemed to be hidden in a terrible fear, the inside was dark and silent, very penetrating.

The memories of seven years ago gradually flashed like a revolving lantern in that dark night, "Gu Yanqing" smiled at him, "Gu Yanqing" gently hugged him in his arms, "Gu Yanqing" embraced him and kissed , All these beautiful memories are constantly spinning around him.

Suddenly the family photo appeared in front of my eyes, followed by the sound of glass shattering, "Gu Yanqing" became Gu Wenyu, the light that had been on just now disappeared instantly, and the world was once again shrouded in darkness.

Hearing the news that Han Jin was in a car accident and He Yi was locked up, Lin Qingran seemed to be unconsciously afraid. He was afraid that He Yi would experience the same pain as him.

He knows how much He Yi likes Han Jin now, and he also knows the pain he suffered in the past, because he can empathize with He Yi's pain before, so he knows better how important He Yi thinks this hard-won happiness is.

But now... how long has it been?

Why did things suddenly become like this...

Happiness is like the bubbles in the sun, it is broken instantly without leaving any trace after being poked lightly.

Gu Wenyu hugged Lin Qingran tightly in his arms, then covered his trembling body with a blanket, and kept stroking his back up and down.

With distress and anxiety in his hoarse voice, he whispered in Lin Qingran's ear over and over again: "Of course it's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, I will help you, don't be afraid."

Seeing Lin Qingran like this, he knew better than anyone else that this incident must have touched Lin Qingran's previous memories.

He hated himself, but there was nothing he could do now.

Being held in Gu Wenyu's arms, Lin Qingran's stiff body slowly relaxed a bit. Maybe it was because the previous memory was too deep. His body had already remembered the man's temperature, so every time he was in the man's arms, he was warmed by the familiar warmth. Surrounded by the cold breath, he can always feel a sense of security.

His breathing recovered slightly, from violent panting to slow, he was breathing slowly, his eyes were dull and unfocused, he didn't know where to look, he let Gu Wenyu hold him in his arms, he had no energy to think superfluous thing.

"...Han Jin is still in a coma?"

Lin Qingran's voice was hoarse and very soft, but he asked with great effort.

Gu Wenyu touched Lin Qingran's cheek in distress, and hugged him a little tighter: "It was the He family who did it."

Lin Qingran didn't react much when he heard it, he seemed to have guessed the possibility, he just let out a soft "um", his dry lips parted slightly, and he wanted to ask something, but in the end he just closed his eyes deeply.

Going to the hospital, Gu Wenyu wanted to hug Lin Qingran in, but Lin Qingran held the man's hand that wanted to hug him, and slowly shook his head: "...I'm fine."

"...Of course, let's just check it out, okay?" Gu Wenyu coaxed softly, he was too scared by Lin Qingran's appearance just now, and now he still has lingering fears.

Lin Qingran lowered his eyes, blinked his long eyelashes lightly, still shook his head slowly, and asked softly: "Do you know where He Yi is locked up by the He family?"

Gu Wenyu stretched out his hand to hold Lin Qingran in his arms, Lin Qingran's body temperature was still as low as before, and his lips didn't even have a tinge of blood from when they first met.

"I know." Gu Wenyu explained all the information he found to Lin Qingran, and then he coaxed softly: "Of course, let's go to the hospital for an examination, and I will help you solve this matter. He Yi, I will rescue him. I will also let someone look after Hanjin."

"Okay?" Gu Wenyu stroked Lin Qingran's back, and Gu Wenyu's tough attitude when facing others would only turn into gentle coaxing over and over again in front of Lin Qingran, and he was not even willing to speak louder.

"...Really... can He Yi be rescued and Han Jin's safety guaranteed?" Lin Qingran asked as if to confirm.

"Yes, as long as you can go to check it, I will do what I promise you." Gu Wenyu lowered his head and pressed his forehead against Lin Qingran's, and gently stroked the corner of Lin Qingran's red eyes with his thumb: "I don't will lie to you."

Lin Qingran raised his dull eyes slowly, staring at Gu Wenyu's dark but gentle pupils, he slowly lowered his thick and long eyelashes, and nodded gently after a long time.

Although he was unwilling to make a deal with Gu Wenyu, there was nothing he could do.

The He family was able to lock up He Yi for so long, it must have been very guarded. He couldn't rescue He Yi at all, and Han Jin had to ensure safety, so that something happened to Han Jin after He Yi was rescued.

If something happened to Han Jin, he knew that He Yi would definitely not be able to bear it.

Lin Qingran followed Gu Wenyu's words and entered the hospital. The doctor gave him a step-by-step physical examination, and Gu Wenyu stayed by his side all the time.

After the last inspection, the dean came over and said something to Gu Wenyu and Lin Qingran before going out.

Lin Qingran recognized that person, he was Gu Wenyu's uncle, he had seen him in the hospital in S City seven years ago.

He wanted to talk to the two of them, and he waved Wei Weisi ぃ He sat quietly, with an indifferent expression on his cold and delicate face, but his beautiful eyes did not have any light.

He was clutching his fingers, the fingertips had turned white long ago, his body was still cold, his fingers were as cold as ice due to his naturally cold hands and feet.

Although Gu Wenyu put his coat on him, covered him with a blanket, and adjusted the temperature of the room very high, his body still couldn't warm up.

"Dong dong dong." The nurse came in, seeing Lin Qingran's face, her eyes flashed suddenly, suppressing the joy in her heart, she walked in.

"The doctor said that your body needs to relax. I'll pour you a glass of water."

Lin Qingran nodded politely and smiled. The nurse almost couldn't restrain the impulse in her heart. Her favorite idol was right in front of her eyes, but her professional ethics forced her to perform her work conscientiously.

After taking the glass of water, Lin Qingran thanked her. The nurse's hands trembled with excitement, and she couldn't help but look back a few times when she went out.

The potion was added to the hot water, and there was a hint of sweetness. Lin Qingran drank the cup of hot water with her head down, and Gu Wenyu came back after a while.

In the car, Lin Qingran began to feel tired with the slow speed of the car, the light outside the window gradually dimmed and then slowly disappeared when he closed his eyes.

……

When he woke up, he saw a well-decorated and cozy room. He sat down on the bed and looked around.

He remembered this room, he stayed in this room for one night, it was Gu Wenyu's room.

"Ow~"

"Senior, are you awake?"

Rouxong quickly ran over, climbed onto the bed and slipped into Lin Qingran's arms, and rubbed his head against him worriedly: "Wow?"

"I'm fine, Rouxong is good." Lin Qingran gently stroked Rouxong's head to comfort it, raised his head and asked Gu Haifeng, "Why did you and Rouxong come back?"

Gu Haifeng wanted to give a reason, but before he could say it, Lin Qingran said in a very soft voice: "Gu Wenyu asked you to come back."

It's easy to guess, although Gu Wenyu told him to hide it, but now he can't take it vaguely, so he nodded truthfully: "Brother asked me to bring back the meat floss, I'm afraid you want the meat floss, senior."

Lin Qingran was silent for a while, then nodded lightly, hugged the floss in her arms, and kept stroking and comforting it.

"What about him?"

Gu Haifeng knew the referent, and said: "After sending you back last night, senior, my brother went out after a while and never came back."

"Senior, you should have breakfast first."

"Ow!"

During the two days at Gu Wenyu's house, Lin Qingran hadn't gone out, and he had been staring at the door, because Gu Wenyu hadn't come back either.

Time seemed to be slowed down, the "didi da da" clock was walking conscientiously, but looking at the time, only a few minutes had passed.

Lin Qingran's heart was constantly twisted into a ball, the previous memories overlapped with the current situation, and the fear magnified bit by bit.

"Drip." The door opened.

Lin Qingran's heart paused, and she turned her head suddenly, seeing Gu Wenyu's face before he could speak, the man walked up to him, knelt down and took his hand to feel the warmth of it.

In the past two days, Lin Qingran's body temperature has recovered a little due to the medicine, but it is still low, and the temperature on her hands is still cold.

"He Yi is at Hanjin's place now, and I have taken care of everything." Gu Wenyu knew that Lin Qingran was worried, so he said truthfully.

Covering Lin Qingran's cold hands with his hands, Gu Wenyu stretched out his hand and brushed Lin Qingran's slightly longer hair behind his ears, and said softly: "Of course, if you want to see him, I can take you there now."

Han Jin was arranged by Gu Wenyu in his uncle's hospital, and when he entered the ward and saw He Yi, Lin Qingran's tense heart finally relaxed.

"Why are you here?" He Yi looked at Lin Qingran's pale face and hurried forward.

One side of He Yi's face was swollen, and the corners of his mouth were torn. It looked like he had been slapped hard.

"What's the matter with your face?" Lin Qingran stared at He Yi's face, remembering that it was so swollen when Huang Ge slapped him severely before, and his heart ached again.

"Have you checked it? Go check it out!"

He Yi waved his hand: "It's checked, and it's just a slight concussion. It doesn't matter if I'm in good health. The old man lost his strength when he hit him, but luckily I'm in good health."

When talking about Father He, hatred flashed in He Yi's eyes, he ground his teeth and said, "I didn't care much about him when he treated me like this, but he actually moved Han Jin!"

Gu Wenyu asked the secretary to tell He Yi about Han Jin, and there was evidence of Han Jin's murder on the table.

Although the He family handled it very meticulously, no one else could see any flaws, but unfortunately they met Gu Wenyu, and they couldn't possibly beat a man.

At first, the He family just felt that He Yi had embarrassed them. Later, when the funds went wrong, they wanted to take advantage of He Yi.

He's father asked He Yi to borrow money from the Han family in his own name to help them get through this financial crisis. After He Yi refused, they started planning. During this period, He's father was angry every time he saw He Yi. Want to kill him.

He Yi refused to let them take the lead, anyway, now they had to get the money, so they were barefoot and not afraid of wearing shoes, and kept threatening the Han family.

"What are you going to do?"

He Yi gritted his teeth: "They made a sister's poem to kill through enzyme Hanmei Cong Quail crisis

When Gu Wenyu went home to look for Lin Qingran, Secretary Wang gave He Yi a plan in order to take care of Wenyu.

During the period when He Yi was locked up by them, he was beaten many times. He's father always looked down on him, but they just touched his back scales.

A family without emotion, a family that treats him as an object, challenges his limit step by step, he is not a soft person, it is impossible to allow him to be bullied.

"Gu Wenyu gave me all the evidence of their crime, and I will deal with it." He Yi patted Lin Qingran on the shoulder and comforted him: "I am not a weak person, don't worry, I can handle it well."

This is a matter of He Yi's family, related to his so-called family members, even though these so-called blood-related family members are not human beings, Lin Qingran is still hard to say.

"How is Han Jin?"

He Yi looked back at Han Jin, who was still in a coma, and said in silence for a few seconds: "The doctor said that we won't know until he wakes up. The current indicators are all normal."

Going to Han Jin's bed, he sat on the chair next to him, held Han Jin's hand and murmured softly: "You liar, wake up quickly, promise to go to the concert, or I'll be really angry gone."

Gu Wenyu was afraid that Lin Qingran would get tired after standing for a long time, so he dragged Lin Qingran to sit on the sofa next to him, and poured him a cup of hot water.

Lin Qingran stayed with He Yi in the hospital for a day, and was driven back by He Yi at night: "We still have to whisper at night, you should go back and rest."

Lin Qingran knew that He Yi wanted to be alone, and that his lover had been harmed by his so-called family, anyone had to digest it by himself.

But Lin Qingran was still worried, He Yi saw his worry, and said "嗐", with his usual pride, he said: "I'm really fine."

Looking at Han Jin, he lowered his voice: "If something happened to Han Jin, I might not be able to bear it, but the doctor said that his indicators are normal, he is in good health, as long as he wakes up, he will be fine. I don't think he will lose his health." Get me down."

Lin Qingran pursed her lips, and finally just nodded, hugging He Yi, sister Ji Huangshang

……

The crew originally had a day off, but I don't know if it was because of the bad tone or something. There is something wrong with the machine, so now they can only take a few more days off.

When Lin Qingran came out of the shower, her phone kept vibrating, and it was Fan Li's call.

"Where are you?" Fan Li's voice seemed anxious: "I went to your hotel, but I didn't see anyone."

"I'm in M ​​City." Lin Qingran asked, "Did something happen?"

"M City." Fan Li repeated, the voice on the other side paused, and after a while he said: "It's nothing, I just want to see you."

Not long after calling Fan Li, Lin Qingran dealt with it with a chuckle.

After hanging up the phone, he walked to the French window and sat on the window sill. He leaned his head against the French window and looked at the deep night outside. His tense nerves these days were a little relaxed, and the fear that had been gathering in his mind slowly dissipated. Some.

He Yi is fine, Han Jin will support him.

He Yi said that he didn't think Han Jin would leave him, and he also believed that Han Jin would not leave He Yi.At least he could see Han Jin's love for He Yi during Han Jin's time with He Yi.

Under the reflection of the dark night, the azure sea turned blue-black, and waves surged layer by layer as the cold wind blew by.

The meat floss leaned obediently in Lin Qingran's arms, and looked out at the night together with him. The soothing fragrance in the room enveloped the warm room.

Lin Qingran gradually closed her eyes in this quiet atmosphere, and fell asleep.

The soft knock on the door didn't wake Lin Qingran up, Gu Wenyu walked in lightly and hugged Lin Qingran to the bed.

The faint yellowish light from the night light sprinkled on Lin Qingran's snow-white skin, like an elf at night, the beauty was intoxicating.

Holding those two soft lips, Gu Wenyu bent down and smiled softly, slowly lowered his eyes, and held Lin Qingran's slender fingers and kissed gently.

"Of course, good night."

Lin Qingran would go to the hospital to accompany He Yi every day, and this day passed as usual. He bought He Yi's favorite dessert, and when he opened the door, he heard He Yi suddenly yell.

He was almost stunned for a moment and hurriedly opened the door to go in. When he entered the ward, he stopped in his tracks and slowly smiled.

In his sight, Han Jin woke up, and He Yi hugged Han Jin weeping with joy, complaining angrily in his arms as if he was acting like a baby, why he woke up so late.

He Yi was emotionally immersed in the surprise of Han Jin waking up, Han Jin was also busy feeling sorry for and comforting He Yi, neither of them noticed Lin Qingran.

Lin Qingran didn't want to disturb them, quietly put the things on the table, then opened the door and left.

Every morning, Gu Wenyu would accompany him to have breakfast and then take him to the hospital in person, then come to accompany him for lunch at noon, and pick him up at night to have dinner with him.

Now that he's not in the hospital, Lin Qingran doesn't want to contact Gu Wenyu, so he took a taxi out of the hospital and planned to go for a walk by the lake.

Before getting into the car, Lin Qingran's cell phone rang.

"Well, are you in M ​​City?"

Lin Qingran was talking on the phone when he suddenly heard Fan Li's voice not far away, and after a few seconds, Fan Li's voice came from his mobile phone passing through the battery.

"Where do you want to go?" Fan Li walked over and smiled at Lin Qingran, "I finally saw you, of course."

Hearing the title "Ranran", Lin Qingran was stunned for a moment, then smiled as naturally as possible, and nodded.

"...you can still call me like before."

Fan Li came over to help Lin Qingran tidy up the scarf around his neck. His eyes were always on Lin Qingran's scarf, and he slowly lowered his eyes when he saw the logo on the scarf.

This is specially customized by Gu Wenyu, there is only one in the world.

"Why?" Fan Li still smiled gently, and didn't mention the scarf.

"...not used to it." Lin Qingran said with a smile.

In the past, only grandma would call him "Ranran", and later "Gu Yanqing" also called him "Ranran", and now Gu Wenyu always calls him "Ranran", but when he hears others calling him like that again, he will always inexplicably think of "Gu Yanqing". The scene of calling him Ranran for the first time.

At that time, "Gu Yanqing" showed him the admission letter of M University, taught him to kiss, and a hoarse voice whispered to him "Of course".

Lin Qingran was suddenly at a loss as these memories flooded up.

"It's okay, I can keep barking until you get used to it." Fan Li was a little tough this time for some reason.

When Lin Qingran refused just now, Gu Wenyu called him "Of course" flashed in his mind, and Fan Li suddenly asked, "Has Gu Yanqing ever called you like that?"

Lin Qingran was stunned for a moment, and Fan Li's eyes darkened as he looked at Lin Qingran.

It turned out that he had been wrong all along. Although he noticed the unusual relationship between Gu Wenyu and Lin Qingran, he thought it was related to Gu Yanqing.

No, this is indeed related to Gu Yanqing.

Fan Li suppressed the emotions in his heart, and changed the subject as naturally as possible: "Where are you going? I'll accompany you, of course."

Going to the lake, Lin Qingran stood by the lake and looked at the calm lake, watching the occasional ripples, his mood also relaxed.

Sitting by the lake for a long time, Fan Li quietly accompanied Lin Qingran, when suddenly he caught a glimpse of a flashing light beside him, he frowned, and then slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

……

After Gu Wenyu finished his work in the office, he glanced at the time and it was almost lunch time. He was about to get up and go to the hospital to pick up Lin Qingran and him for dinner, when suddenly a push came from Weibo.

#Fan Li and Lin Qingran Sweet Date#

Gu Wenyu's cold eyes sank, and he clicked on the new trending search, there was a picture of Jiugongge on it, and any one he clicked on showed the intimate appearance of Fan Li and Lin Qingran.

The man's hand holding the phone was constantly clenched, and he took a deep breath to slow himself down as much as possible.

He called Lin Qingran as usual, and asked softly in a hoarse voice, saying that he would go to the hospital to pick him up. He was silent for a long time when he heard the answer there, and finally said softly: "Okay, of course."

Gu Wenyu went home alone, looking at the empty living room, he walked slowly and sat on the sofa.

He threw the phone on the sofa, the phone was touched and the screen lit up, and the screen of the phone came into view the intimate picture of Fan Li and Lin Qingran that had just been secretly photographed.

Gu Wenyu leaned on the back of the sofa, his eyes were slightly red, and now he felt that he didn't even have the right to be sad.

Taking out a bottle of wine from the wine cabinet, he drank one glass after another, and what Lin Qingran said to him on the phone just now flashed before his eyes.

Lin Qingran's words were very brief, he only said: not in the hospital, not going back for dinner.

Bitterness welled up in the corner of Gu Wenyu's mouth, and he drank the wine suddenly, and suddenly he was choked and coughed violently.

Physiological tears welled up in his red eyes because of the violent cough, and he seemed to be able to pour out the sadness he was not entitled to by using this frustrating excuse.

But his heart still hurt so badly that he couldn't even breathe.

After drinking bottle after bottle of wine, Gu Wenyu's left wrist began to ache again. He grabbed his wrist tightly, smashed the bottle with a "bang", and cut off his wrist fiercely.

"...Of course, I love you, I'm sorry..."

Gu Wenyu murmured softly, his red eyes were deeply closed, feeling the blood flow on his wrist, Lin Qingran's innocent smile kept flashing in his mind.

"Drip." The sound of the door opening.

Gu Wenyu slowly opened his eyes, frowned in displeasure, and looked towards the door, his hostile eyes were suddenly filled with tenderness.

"……Ran Ran."

Seeing Lin Qingran walking towards him slowly, he held Lin Qingran in his arms nervously and happily, his voice trembling with joy, and said hoarsely: "Thank you Ranran, thank you for being willing to appear in my hallucination."

"Of course, I know I'm not qualified to say I'm a sister, but can I beg you." Gu Wenyu held Lin Qingran's hand and begged humbly: "Please let me say I love you in my hallucination, can you please?" Just take one more look at me, okay?"

Lin Qingran was hugged tightly by Gu Wenyu, he broke free slightly, the man loosened some strength, and said with panic: "Did I hurt you too hard, but I'm sorry, does it hurt?"

"Gu Wenyu." Lin Qingran frowned slightly: "You are drunk."

Facing Gu Wenyu's red eyes, Lin Qingran's heart was suddenly touched lightly, the man's humble words were still echoing in his ears, he clenched his hands, but still couldn't help touching the man, who was blushing but tender the eye sockets.

"...I'm drunk, I know very well." Gu Wenyu gently held Lin Qingran's hand, and his face gently rubbed against Lin Qingran's hand.

The man is as gentle as the water of the West Lake in June, and he said with a low and hoarse voice with a smile: "I won't see you if I'm not drunk, but... I'm really happy."

Gu Wenyu's long and narrow eyes drooped, and there was only tenderness in those sharp eyes at the moment: "But you know what, you just touch me, and I'm so happy that I can't help myself, sometimes I really would rather be forever In the dream, so I can see you every day."

"Before..." His eyelashes drooped, and his voice was bitter: "Even in a dream, you didn't want to look at me before. Every time I looked at your back, even though I tried my best to chase after me, I just couldn't catch up. Looking at you When my back disappeared into the darkness, I was always glad that it was a dream when I woke up.”

"I'm obviously scared, but I still force myself to sleep." Gu Wenyu raised his eyes and looked at Lin Qingran, he reached out and gently stroked Lin Qingran's reddened eyes: "Because if I don't sleep, I won't even be able to see your back .”

Lin Qingran lowered her eyes and did not respond.

It was the first time for him to see Gu Wenyu's dejected and humble drunken appearance with his own eyes, and he didn't know how he felt.

"However, do you know that every time you rely on me unconsciously when you are sick or drunk, I will feel very happy, even though you have no feelings for me at all, even though you regard me as 'Gu Yanqing', I am still very happy Happy."

"'Gu Yanqing' is me, but it's not me. Although he is the identity I pretended to be, I know that you have always separated 'Gu Yanqing' from me, 'Gu Wenyu'. You have never loved me."

He smiled bitterly, his voice was hoarse and in a mess, with a humble trill: "Yeah, who would like someone who keeps hurting themselves, if it wasn't for 'Gu Yanqing', you would never laugh at me in your life, It's disgusting to even look at me."

"I also feel sick, so now I don't dare to approach you when I'm awake. Every time I can say a word to Ranran, I can make myself happy for a long time, but I deserve it all."

Listening to the man's words, Lin Qingran was clenched by Gu Wenyu's hand.

Looking at the man's dark and red eyes, he lowered his eyelashes and asked in a low voice: "...Is it you who is by my side every time I don't sleep well?"

Gu Wenyu nodded slightly, but then explained in fear: "I left before you woke up, but you can forgive me this time, okay, I'm too scared, I'm really scared, I'm afraid you will When you feel bad, you hurt yourself, and you are afraid that you will be judged and killed by your silent sister..."

"I want to be with you when you're sad, and I want to make you feel better. I, I just want to be with you like this... No matter who you think of me, as long as you can feel better, so don't push me away." OK……"

Lin Qingran's indifferent eyes were red, and his eyes were covered with mist.

It really wasn't an illusion... He always thought it was an illusion to feel someone by his side when he was unconscious, but it turned out that it wasn't a dream...

Even if he wanted to forget and erase the memory of "Gu Yanqing", his body had already remembered the kindness "Gu Yanqing" had treated him, and remembered the sense of security.

Deeply closing her eyes, Lin Qingran's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and slowly opened her moist eyes, staring at the man's eyes that would only show a gentle expression when facing him.

He mocked lightly: "You are right, I love "Gu Yanqing", but you are not "Gu Yanqing" after all."

Raising his eyes lazily, he said frivolously, "Could it be possible that someone as arrogant as Mr. Gu would act as a stand-in for the character you pretended to be?"

"I am willing!" Gu Wenyu looked at Lin Qingran's beautiful eyes with a half-smile beggingly as if catching the light of hope: "My sister dares to be angry...I love you..."

Lin Qingran's long eyelashes drooped slightly, but there was an invisible emotion in his eyes. There was a place on the carpet that was darker in color and exuded a strong smell of blood.

He frowned slightly, looked up along the wet carpet, and saw the blood still dripping from his wrist, his gaze paused.

"Gu Wenyu, your hand..."

The scars on Gu Wenyu's left wrist were messy, and there was still a deep wound that was still bleeding continuously, and the blood kept sliding down the wound, dripping on the blood-soaked carpet.

Following Lin Qingran's line of sight, looking down at his wound, Gu Wenyu didn't care and said, "It's okay, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, compared to the injuries you've suffered, I'm not a girl at all!

After that, he picked up the shards of glass stained with dried blood, and cut it fiercely on his wrist.

The shards of glass were sharp, and the wrist made of flesh and blood was very fragile. Gu Wenyu slashed fiercely on the flesh and blood of the wrist, and blood gushed out quickly in an instant.

"...I hope these pains can offset the injuries you suffered before, but I can't. I want to feel the injuries you have suffered again."

As if thinking of his younger sister, he smiled wryly in a hoarse voice and said softly: "Of course, seeing the way you smile at others, my heart really hurts. Only then did I understand why you would want to self-mutilate."

Slowly lowering his eyes, looking at the slowly dripping blood, Gu Wenyu said: "I hope I can get in touch with you more, even if my whole hand is crippled..."

"Gu Wenyu, are you crazy!"

Lin Qingran looked at the blood gurgling from Gu Wenyu's wrist, his hands trembled slightly, and the scene of grandma leaving before his eyes suddenly flashed in his mind, his whole body couldn't help but tremble uncontrollably.

"Of course I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Gu Wenyu hurriedly hugged Lin Qingran, then tore his own shirt and hurriedly bandaged the wound on his wrist.

"However, do you think the blood is disgusting? I will stop the bleeding immediately. Don't be afraid. I can bandage it right away. Don't be afraid. I won't cut/wrist in front of you in the future. I'm sorry Ranran!"

Lin Qingran's body was still trembling, the memories of his grandma's death and Gu Wenyu being stabbed by a knife on the night he entered the play, bled too much and almost died came one after another, recurring in his mind non-stop.

On the night when Gu Wenyu lost too much blood and was sent to the hospital, he secretly went to the hospital. He saw that the lights during the operation were on for a long time, and the doctor took bags of blood in for Gu Wenyu's blood transfusion.

Looking at the "in-operation" light, he remembered the scene when he stood outside waiting for his grandma's operation seven years ago. The memory hit his brain over and over again. Fall forward.

The pain when he knocked against the wall reminded him little by little that this was true, Gu Wenyu might die because of it, just like when grandma left.

Seeing some of Gu Wenyu's blood on her hands, Lin Qingran leaned against the wall, gasping for breath.

He didn't know why his heart hurt at that moment, it was obvious that Gu Wenyu had nothing to do with him, but his heart hurt, and he slid down the wall slowly, squatting on the edge of the wall at the corner, mouth Panting heavily.

He waited there for a long, long time, so long that his body was numb, so long that he didn't know how long it took, and finally the light with the words "in operation" went out.

Seeing the doctor coming out, Gu Haifeng went up to inquire, and when he got the answer that Gu Wenyu hadn't died, his body suddenly relaxed and he fell to the ground.

That night, his knife stabbed into Gu Wenyu's body, but he was not afraid that he would kill someone, but that Gu Wenyu would die.

The terrifying memories that swirled in his mind were so real that his heart felt as if it was being grinded by a blunt instrument bit by bit. Fear, terror and pain followed one after another, making him so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.

"I've bandaged it up, and the blood doesn't flow anymore, but don't be afraid, it's my fault, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Gu Wenyu hugged Lin Qingran tightly in his arms, and kept comforting him, but the memory was too deep, and those memories kept tormenting him, as if he was facing grandma's death again.

Trembling in Gu Wenyu's arms, Lin Qingran's body was trembling with great fear and pain, his eyes were staring blankly at the front, and he murmured in a hoarse voice: "...Grandma..."

His consciousness was covered by endless darkness, and his trembling body slowly stopped as the darkness took away the last ray of light.

"...Ran Ran? Ran Ran!"