Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

The rain was so fierce that it lasted for a long time without stopping.

Fan Li returned to his room, stood by the window and watched the "crackling" cold wind and rain pouring down from outside, slightly lost in thought.

Just now when he saw Lin Qingran relaxing in Gu Wenyu's arms, he couldn't calm down.

Seeing Gu Wenyu coaxing and comforting Lin Qingran gently and skillfully, and what the doctor said made him feel that something was wrong, so at that time he looked at Gu Wenyu and said the name "Gu Yanqing" out of nowhere.

In Lin Qingran's room, Gu Wenyu never gave him a look, but when he heard the word "Gu Yanqing", he raised his head and glanced at him.

The man raised his narrow, sharp and cold eyes, he couldn't see through the emotions in them, but he could keenly sense that Gu Wenyu knew about "Gu Yanqing".

"Gu Wenyu..."

Fan Li was holding a cup of hot water in his hand, but this cup of hot water was already taken away by the cold wind blowing in from the window, even the slight heat was gone.

He rubbed the rim of the cup and murmured softly: "...I was wrong at the beginning, Gu Wenyu and Qingran didn't meet each other in the last movie, they..."

Looking at the rain that kept hitting the tree branches and the roof making "crackling" noises outside, his eyes darkened a bit: "They should have known each other a long time ago, and what happened to them."

"Dong dong dong."

There was a knock on the door, pulling him back from his emotions.

Fan Li put the cold water glass on the table and turned to open the door.

"Brother Li, I feel a little uncomfortable. I heard that you have prepared cold medicine, can you give me some?" Outside the door was Yu He, an actor of the same play as them, a very well-behaved boy.

Yu He belongs to the kind of boy who can be regarded as the younger brother next door at first glance. He speaks softly and is not conspicuous in the crew.

Fan Li looked down at Yu He, and the moment he opened the door and saw him, he was a little surprised how he came here.Since he opened his mouth, he also has medicine, so as a senior, he should also take care of the newcomer.

"Yes, I'll go in and get it for you."

Yu He had puppy-like eyes, looked at Fan Li and suddenly asked, "...Brother Li, can't I go in? It's so cold outside."

Yu He was wearing a very thin sweater, not even a coat.

Fan Li made way for Yu He to let him in, just now he didn't think too much, he just thought about getting the pack of medicine quickly, so he didn't look at what he was wearing and didn't let him in.

"How did you know I had the medicine?"

Fan Li looked for cold medicine in the spare medicine he brought and asked, his assistant always prepared medicine for him every time, but he didn't tell anyone about it.

Yu He sat on the sofa, looked at Fan Li's back looking for medicine, and whispered softly: "I accidentally saw Brother Li when you took care of Lin Qingran and found out."

Lin Qingran's room was near the stove, and the door was not closed.

"Brother Li, you and Lin Qingran seem to have a good relationship, did you know each other before?" Yu He asked in a low voice, as if he was just curious.

Fan Li handed the cold medicine and Xiao Bupleurum he found to Yu He: "I didn't know each other before."

Yu He took the medicine, looked at Fan Li and then lowered his head, "Brother Li, you are so gentle, and you also take care of the people in the same crew, really caring."

"...Do you take care of everyone so thoughtfully?" Yu He put the medicine in his sweater pocket and kept rubbing his hands: "It's so cold, Brother Li, can I have some hot water?"

Fan Li took a new cup and poured Yu He a cup of hot water. He didn't answer Yu He's previous words, but said, "After drinking the hot water, you should go back and take your medicine early. If you catch a cold, put on more clothes."

Yu He lowered his eyelashes while drinking the water, and the smile just disappeared from his eyes.

The water was very hot, with white mist rising from it. He blew it gently to cool it down and drank it slowly, and responded with a cute smile.

After Fan Li finished speaking, he sat on the chair by the window and swiped his phone. Yu He tried to talk to him many times. Fan Li's eyes were always on the phone screen, and he would occasionally answer a few words.

After drinking a glass of water for a long time, Yu He put down the glass and walked to Fan Li's side: "Brother Li, I'll go first, thank you Brother Li for your medicine."

Fan Li nodded, and asked a few words in a very ordinary way: "After taking the medicine, go to bed early, and the cold will get better soon."

Yu He nodded sweetly when he heard the smile, and wanted to wait for Fan Li to get up, but Fan Li turned his gaze back to the phone after speaking, and had no intention of opening the door for him and sending him out.

He stood up and wanted to sneak a peek at what Fan Li was brushing, but the angle Fan Li was holding happened to be in a blind spot, so he couldn't see it from that angle.

Standing there for a while, Yu He himself felt embarrassed, so he specifically told Fan Li that he was leaving, Fan Li just nodded, this time he didn't even lift his head.

After leaving Fan Li's room, Yu He helped him close the door, but instead of going directly to his own room, he walked forward in the opposite direction.

He stopped when he walked to the room near the fireplace. The door of Lin Qingran's room was closed long ago, and he couldn't see anything outside the door.

"What's so good about him!" Yu He stomped aggrievedly, and then ran back to his room.

After the doctor prescribed medicine for Lin Qingran, he did not go back but lived in the room that Gu Wenyu had prepared for him. Lin Qingran was not in good health, and the weather was still like this, so Gu Wenyu couldn't worry about Lin Qingran at all.

The signal at the foot of the mountain is not good, and now it is raining and there is no signal at all. Assistant Lin Qingran sent him a message only after running to the nearby urban area.

"Of course, drink some hot water." Seeing that Lin Qingran's lips were a little dry, Gu Wenyu fed the warm water to his mouth.

The man moved skillfully and gently, afraid that Lin Qingran would feel uncomfortable.

The wound on the left abdomen began to hurt faintly, and within 2 minutes there was a severe tearing sensation. He took a deep breath and endured the pain, and helped Lin Qingran wrap the quilt up.

After Fan Li left just now, the doctor reminded him about the wound.His wound was deeply stabbed by the knife, and it has not healed at all, so he has to rest slowly.

The doctor came here with Gu Wenyu, so he naturally knew about Gu Wenyu's condition. Thinking of the wound on the man's left abdomen, he said, "Master Gu, your clothes were all wet when you came here just now, the wound must have been covered with water, you give me the wound." Take a look, if you don't deal with it immediately, it will be more serious."

Gu Wenyu simply dealt with it, fearing that the doctor's voice would disturb Lin Qingran when he said this again, so he waved the doctor to leave first.

He lowered his head and glanced at his left abdomen. Although he was wearing a black shirt now, he could see that the blood from the wound had soaked his clothes.

The clothes at the wound were wet, and the color was much darker than before.

Fearing that the blood from the wound would stain Lin Qingran's clothes, he gently put Lin Qingran down on the bed, covered him with a quilt before changing his clothes.

He didn't check with the doctor, and now he just changed the bandage casually to stop the bleeding. After barely stopping the bleeding, he changed into clean clothes and returned to Lin Qingran's bedside.

It would take a lot of time for the doctor to check the wound and change the dressing. Gu Wenyu didn't want to spend time on these things, he was afraid that Lin Qingran would drink water later or he would not be able to take care of him if he felt unwell.

"Hmm..." Lin Qingran huddled on the bed, frowning slightly.

Seeing this, Gu Wenyu didn't care about his own wounds. He hugged Lin Qingran in his arms in a flustered and gentle manner, stretched out his hand to stroke the wrinkles between his brows, and coaxed softly: "Of course, are you having a nightmare again? Don't be afraid, I will exist."

Lin Qingran slowly opened her eyes, felt the man's familiar body temperature, and slowly opened the frown between her eyebrows, she rubbed against his arms, closed her eyes and fell asleep as if she was relieved.

Looking at Lin Qingran's soothing eyebrows, Gu Wenyu's hanging heart slowly relaxed.

During this period, Gu Wenyu didn't sleep all the time. Every hour or so, he reached out to stroke Lin Qingran's forehead, and took his temperature with a thermometer to make sure that his fever had really subsided before he was relieved.

"Of course, get well soon."

Seeing Lin Qingran's pale face and pale lips, he kissed Lin Qingran's back lightly with distress, his deep voice was distressed and hoarse.

"My baby, you have to be well and don't get sick again."

In order to make Lin Qingran lie in his arms more comfortably, Gu Wenyu adjusted him to a comfortable position, during which time he didn't dare to move.

Even though the wound on his left abdomen was tearing open like a needle prick, he didn't care about the wound.

Although the wound stopped bleeding, the pain became more and more serious, and now it began to ooze blood slowly.

……

In another room close to Lin Qingran's room, the doctor helped Gu Wenyu treat the wound. His wound has been tortured for a long time, and now the surrounding flesh and blood are a little blurred, which looks horrible.

"Master Gu, didn't I tell you that your wound had to be dealt with immediately? During this period, your wound was torn open due to multiple movements. I really admire you for taking so long."

While helping Gu Wenyu to treat the wound, the doctor said: "Young Master Gu, you have good endurance. If ordinary people would pass out from the pain as early as the first time the wound was torn, you have torn the wound several times and dragged on for so long." For a long time, only you can bear it like this."

Gu Wenyu has been bleeding from the back of the wound, and now his face is a little pale, he glanced at his horrific wound lightly, and said to the doctor: "Of course, my health has improved recently, but this time I caught a cold again, do I need to change the medicine? "

The doctor treated Gu Wenyu's wound, and sighed: "Master Gu, you should worry about yourself first, if you continue to toss like this, do you still want your wound to heal?"

Gu Wenyu's voice was very light: "My wound is okay, I am worried about Ranran's body."

The doctor was used to seeing Gu Wenyu like this, and knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he could only truthfully say: "Mr. After conditioning for a period of time, I will change his medicine when he is better."

Hearing that Gu Wenyu's calm face finally got better, he said softly, "That's good."

The doctor looked up at Gu Wenyu, and wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Before, he advised Gu Wenyu to deal with the wound quickly, but the man didn't listen to him at all, he was afraid that Lin Qingran would make him leave first.

Now he is willing to let him deal with the wound because Lin Qingran's physical condition has been taken care of and stabilized by him, and he is forced to leave when he is about to wake up.

The wound was so serious that it took a long time for the doctor to treat him well.

The doctor packed up the blood-stained cotton balls and other things, and said, "Master Gu, please don't touch the wound with water again."

Gu Wenyu put on his clothes and sat on the sofa. He looked at the still non-stop cold rain outside. He walked to the door and put his hands on the doorknob, but he never opened the door.

He wanted to see Lin Qingran, but he was afraid that he would be unhappy.

Lin Qingran is not feeling well now, what if seeing him makes her feel even worse?

His hand rested on the doorknob for a long time, Gu Wenyu's dark eyes drooped, and he slowly took his hand away from the doorknob.

The rain outside the window slanted down in the cold, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and the world became darker, as if wrapped in darkness, like the faint sadness hidden in the bottom of my heart.

Gu Wenyu opened the window, and the cold wind blew past, with a shivering coolness, and fell straight on the man.

He was wearing a dark gray shirt and looked straight at the rainy night outside, and his memory gradually went back with the sound of "crackling" rain.

The college entrance examination seven years ago was not as usual, either with heavy rain or scorching sun. The weather was sunny that day, as pleasant as autumn.

After a period of time after the college entrance examination, the sunny weather finally uncharacteristically began to rain heavily without warning.

That day Lin Qingran played with the dried meat floss for a long time at his house, and when Lin Qingran was about to go home, a violent storm blew up.

To be honest, he was very grateful for the rain that day, because the rain forest was so clear that he could only postpone going back.

Hiding his inner joy, he did not show it on his face: "Let's eat first, maybe the rain will stop after eating."

That day he asked his aunt to cook a lot of dishes, all of which were Lin Qingran's favorite food. Knowing that Lin Qingran would be worried about grandma, he even made a video call with grandma to explain the matter.

The rain did not stop after eating as Gu Wenyu said, but it was like a flood that collapsed, pouring down from the sky continuously.

Rainy days will make people feel a little tired, Lin Qingran unconsciously leaned on him and fell asleep while waiting for the rain to stop with his meat floss in his arms.

Gu Wenyu carried Lin Qingran back to his room. During this period, Lin Qingran still curled up unconsciously when falling asleep as usual, as if she was afraid of something.

He couldn't bear to see Lin Qingran like this, and couldn't help but hold his hand and comfort him softly.

What makes him happy is that every time Lin Qingran clutches his hand tightly in fear, trembling slightly and slowly opens her eyes to see his face, she will always close her eyes and fall asleep again with peace of mind.

"Well……"

Lin Qingran suddenly woke up from the dream, and after resting in his arms for a long time, she told him that she just had a nightmare.

At that time, he saw Lin Qingran with red eyes saying that he had dreamed about grandma, that grandma didn't want him anymore.

At that time, he just kept hugging Lin Qingran, stroking his stamina and back and telling him, "That was a dream, and it was the opposite in the dream, it is impossible for grandma not to want him."

He kept repeating that sentence, because at that time he didn't know what else he could say besides this sentence.

The rain finally stopped after nine o'clock in the evening. Although Lin Qingran didn't want him to see her off, he still sent Lin Qingran back home.

That night, he also dreamed about his grandma.

In the dream, grandma just looked at him kindly and smiled, instead of saying a word as usual.

During that time, grandma often told him everything about Lin Qingran seriously, down to every detail.

The grandma in the dream just looked at him and smiled, although Lin Qingran came from behind grandma, but grandma took his hand and came to him, handed Lin Qingran's hand to him kindly, and then suddenly grandma disappeared.

When he dreamed of this dream, he didn't think too much, he thought it was just affected by Lin Qingran's emotions in the evening, and he thought that Lin Qingran, who was so distressed and had red eyes, dreamed of something related to the nightmare he was talking about.

But now I think about it...

Gu Wenyu quietly looked at the rain outside the window, and said in a hoarse and deep voice: "...Maybe, this is the forecast from my grandma."

Grandma had discovered the relationship between him and Lin Qingran before that, and the details of that time were linked together in the dream, and it was Grandma's entrustment to him.

"……grandmother……"

Gu Wenyu's cold eyes drooped, and the eye sockets were red, and the hand resting on the window was tightly clenched, the wound on the left abdomen and the scar on the wrist of the left hand brought a throbbing pain in the heart.

Not only did he live up to his grandma's expectations of him, he failed to take good care of Lin Qingran, and even made Lin Qingran suffer...

"...I'm sorry...Grandma..."

Gu Wenyu gritted his teeth tightly, his heart ached so badly that it was difficult for him to breathe, every breath was like a needle being stuck in his body, his whole body ached.

It rained heavily for several days and nights, and finally stopped after three days.

After the rain stopped, the whole crew left together, and after two days of vacation, Lin Qingran went out to the city, when He Yi called.

"There has been no signal on your side because of the heavy rain. Fortunately, it is connected now." He Yi's voice was a little worried.

The signal in this area at the foot of the mountain is very weak, and there is no signal when it rains, so this area is isolated from the outside world.

Lin Qingran reassured He Yi and told him not to worry, he didn't tell about his cold, and asked his assistant not to tell He Yi.

"In the past few days, I don't know how the paparazzi took photos of you and Fan Li and posted them on the Internet to maliciously slander them. It seems that someone deliberately manipulated them."

He Yi briefly explained the incident and said, "But I've already solved it. Fortunately, the movie you made abroad was released in the past few days, and the rumors are self-defeating."

The assistant clicked on Weibo from the side, and now the hot searches with the word "boil" and "hot" also carry Lin Qingran's name.

#林清然 Acting Skills# With the word "boiling", next to this hot search #林清然为曲书似莫力#With the word "hot"

Click on #林清然为罗书优谷谢力# The title of this hot search is very eye-catching, and you can tell it is a hot search on purpose at a glance.

The assistant looked at the trending photos, and gritted his teeth angrily: "The people who secretly took pictures are disgusting!"

Handing the photo to Lin Qingran, the assistant said angrily: "Brother Ran, look! Brother Li took care of you when you had a cold, but someone maliciously took photos and slandered you! How angry!"

The angles of the candid photos are very tricky, every photo looks like Lin Qingran is seducing Fan Li, and the background of the photo is still on the bed.

[I find it strange that Lin Qingran has just returned to China, no matter how good-looking she is, it is impossible to have so many resources, so she climbed into the bed of the actor! ]

[The last drama was the male lead, and this one is also the male lead. I don’t think it’s such a coincidence. It turned out that the resources were obtained by crawling on the bed, and the acting skills are all blown out. Maybe it’s a double! ]

[It's possible!After all, many of them were profile faces at that time, and there were not many front faces, maybe they were really doubles! ]

[It's really disgusting to rely on bed skills without acting skills, so fucking disgusting to open the door to nausea!Lin Qingran climb for me! ]

[It's disgusting to have people like this in the entertainment industry. If you can't perform well, you rely on resources. It's disgusting! ]

……

A row of soldiers below kept slandering Lin Qingran for not having acting skills and relying on resources. The assistant couldn't help but scolded: "It's not good to black acting skills, this person is too brainless!"

Although he knew that those people had no brains, the assistant became more and more angry, his fingers trembling in anger, and he clicked on the hot search next to him.

The trending search for #林清然acting Skills next to it has a video, which is a clip of a movie Lin Qingran made abroad.

After clicking on this video, the assistant looked at Lin Qingran's acting skills and couldn't help admiring what Lin Qingran really acted like.

[Ah ah ah!Lin Qingran's acting is so good, every look and smile is just a joke!With this acting skills, someone hacked his acting skills? ?Don't be a fool! ]

[The hot search that is still hanging up is deliberately black, it is really a slap in the face, it is more enjoyable than reading novels! ]

[Oh my god, what kind of baby is it!She looks beautiful and has good acting skills, I love it so much! ]

[The trending search next door is embarrassing, these two trending searches together make me laugh to death hahaha! ]

……

"Sure enough, the eyes of the masses are discerning!" A series of comments were all about Lin Qingran's acting skills and good looks. .

"I still find it strange that Brother He clearly said that it was dealt with, why didn't he remove that disgusting trending search, and kept it together to slap his face!" The assistant laughed a few times, and his hands of thumbs-up didn't stop.

"One deliberately slanders, and the other hits the face with 'Papa', so cool hahaha!"

Yu He was also in the same car as Lin Qingran, originally he wanted to get up because Fan Li was in this car, but later Fan Li needed him to drive over because of another movie, and now they are left in the same car.

Yu He was also browsing Weibo. His hands trembled when he saw the hot search for the word "boiling", and he gritted his teeth angrily. He glanced at Lin Qingran secretly, said something in a low voice, and then secretly took a few photos, and then I don't know who it was sent to.

When the car arrived at N City, Lin Qingran got off the car early.

Lin Qingran plans to go back to M City for a three-day holiday after this shooting.

Seeing Lin Qingran's figure getting farther and farther away, Yu He stomped his feet angrily, and scolded dissatisfiedly: "What's the matter! Obviously I liked Brother Li first, he is a little three!"

He had just finished cursing, when there was a sound from the phone, he clicked on the message, and looked at the sentence sent by the other party, he curled his lips and snorted.

Back in M ​​City, Lin Qingran took a car directly from the airport to a suburb of M City, which was the beautiful place with lakes and mountains that He Yi brought him here last time.

Grandma likes places with mountains and rivers, so he moved her here.

The weather in M ​​city is very good today. Although the wind is still very cold, it is rare that half of the sun is exposed in the sky, and the warm sunshine is sprinkled.

Going to grandma's grave, Lin Qingran looked at the cleaned cemetery and the bunch of lilies in front of grandma's grave, Lin Qingran held the lily tightly.

Only he and He Yi know here. If He Yi came to see grandma, he would definitely tell him, so it is impossible for He Yi to have been here.

And the bunch of lilies in front of the tomb is new, obviously the person who came here has just left.

Grandma liked lilies the most when she was alive, and she knew that grandma liked lilies and bought lilies... A picture flashed in Lin Qingran's mind, his long eyelashes drooped, and he didn't think about it again.

He leaned over and put the lilies in his hand in front of grandma's grave, squatted down and touched the photo on grandma's grave: "Grandma, don't worry about me, I've been doing well recently."

……

Lin Qingran and grandma talked about many things, like telling stories to grandma one by one.

He sat down slowly, with long and thick eyelashes drooping, and smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled, leaning against the tombstone, and said softly: "...Grandma, I miss you so much."

As the night fell slowly, the dark lake surface rippled with the cold breeze, and everything around was very quiet, except for the sound of the wind blowing.

Lin Qingran gently caressed the photo of grandma, his long and curly eyelashes fluttered slightly, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, but there was a faint smile that made people feel distressed.

After a long time, he slowly got up and walked towards the path with only faint lights.

Behind a big tree, a dark and slender figure came out. The man looked at Lin Qingran's back, clenched his fists tightly, and followed him at a distance that Lin Qingran would not notice.

Lin Qingran sent a message on the side of the road, then stopped a car and went to the airport.

In M City, he could only stay at Gu Wenyu's house. He didn't want to go back, so he took the earliest flight back to N City.

"Ran Ran……"

The man followed Lin Qingran to the airport, and he sat on the seat next to the convenience store a little far away from Lin Qingran, and did not leave until he was guaranteed to board the plane safely.

Just now when he went to grandma's cemetery, just as he put down the flowers on his front foot, Lin Qingran came on his back foot, and he had to hide.

He listened to everything Lin Qingran said to grandma, but his heart ached.

In fact, Lin Qingran didn't talk about anything, just some small things, but it was because of these small things that he felt distressed.

When Lin Qingran talked about these trivial things, his voice was very soft, he forced himself to laugh, but he didn't know how bitter his smile was.

And he, Gu Wenyu... sees everything.

Back in N City, Lin Qingran got off the plane and just turned it on when a phone call came in.

"Hello? Turn back?"

Lin Qingran turned his head strangely, and immediately saw Fan Li standing behind him holding the phone to his ear.

Fan Li said, "I didn't lie to you, did I?"

After a few seconds, Fan Li's voice came from Lin Qingran's phone, "I didn't lie to you, did I?"

Lin Qingran froze in place, he looked at Fan Li who was walking towards him: "...Why are you here?"

Fan Li brought up this topic casually, took off his scarf and wrapped it around Lin Qingran: "Haven't you eaten yet? Let's go to the restaurant last time to eat? You said you liked it."

Lin Qingran looked at Fan Liwen's scarf around his neck, and wanted to take it off for him: "No, you can wear it, I—"

"You don't want to say it's cold? Is it just because you have a cold that you want to catch a cold again?" Fan Li interrupted him.

The clothes Lin Qingran was wearing were not thick, just an ordinary off-white coat, Fan Li frowned after looking at it, then took off his coat and put it on Lin Qingran.

"No, I'm really not cold." Lin Qingran declined, but Fan Li didn't give him a chance to take off his coat and scarf.

"Fan Li!"

The airport didn't know who yelled first, and then a group of people turned their heads and looked towards Fan Li, and then rushed over.

Fan Li helped Lin Qingran wrap a scarf around his face to cover half of his face, then took Lin Qingran's hand and ran out of the airport quickly.

The two hid in a corner of the airport, and Fan Li hugged Lin Qingran in his arms, sticking him to a corner.

Fan Li lowered his head and could see Lin Qingran's slightly red cheeks from running. The two of them were so close that he could feel Lin Qingran's slight panting.

Fan Li took a deep breath and stood back a little, his heart suddenly started beating half a beat, not because of running.

"I'm sorry for getting you involved in these things." Fan Li said, inadvertently lowered his head to meet the eyes of Lin Qingran who raised his head.

Looking at Lin Qingran's clean and clear eyes, his heart beat violently again, and he tried his best to calm down without looking away.

"It's okay, it's normal."

Lin Qingran is an actor after all, and is very familiar with these things, although in China he was not chased as hard as Fan Li.

Fan Li tried his best to get his heartbeat back to normal, and after a while he looked outside to make sure that the group of people were not around, then pulled Lin Qingran to the side door and left.

Taking Lin Qingran to the restaurant where they had their first date last time, Fan Li remembered the meal that He Yi ordered for Lin Qingran last time, ordered for him without authorization and handed the menu to Lin Qingran.

"See what else you want to eat?"

Lin Qingran shook her head: "That's fine."

Fan Li glanced at the menu and asked Lin Qingran what he would like to eat, and then ordered a few more dishes.

He still remembered the table of dishes he saw when he went to the hotel where Lin Qingran was staying last time, he was really afraid that Lin Qingran was not full last time.

After the two had their meal, Fan Li and Lin Qingran walked on the path in the nearby park. In order to prevent the situation just now, he bought two masks and gave Lin Qingran one for himself.

There was no one on the small road, only the two of them, and the surrounding was very quiet, and the sound of their footsteps could be heard quietly.

Fan Li turned his head and glanced at Lin Qingran. Lin Qingran was wrapped in his coat, and he reached out to help him tidy up the scarf.

Suddenly, a child on a bicycle couldn't stop and rushed towards him, Fan Li quickly moved Lin Qingran aside to protect him in his arms.

Fan Li held Lin Qingran in his arms, and suddenly some images flashed through his mind and he frowned.

On the day when Lin Qingran caught a cold and fell asleep, Gu Wenyu held him in his arms like this, but Lin Qingran slowly relaxed in his arms as if subconsciously relying on that sense of security.

Fan Li lowered his head, he felt the stiffness of Lin Qingran's body, but he did not let go of Lin Qingran.

Before Lin Qingran was about to push him away, he asked softly: "Qingran, Gu Yanqing is the one who hurt you before, right?"

Lin Qingran's body froze, he raised his head to look at Fan Li, and opened his mouth slowly after several seconds: "...how do you know Gu Yanqing?"

Fan Li stared at Lin Qingran's beautiful eyes, seeing the astonishment in his eyes, he stretched out his hand to brush away the hair that was blown around Lin Qingran's eyes by the wind.

"You said it when you took medicine and became unconscious the day you caught a cold."

Lin Qingran pushed away Fan Li who was hugging him, he was not used to hugging like this.

"Is it because you hate me that you don't let me hug you, or because of your past? Gu Yanqing's reason?" Fan Li didn't give Lin Qingran time to cover up the past this time.

Lin Qingran pursed her lips, stepped back a little distance and shook her head: "It's not because of you, it's because of me, I'm not used to hugging people."

Fan Li looked at Lin Qingran who had drooping long eyelashes and didn't speak. His mind kept repeating the image of Lin Qingran leaning against Gu Wenyu's arms feeling at ease.

"Is it because of Gu Yanqing?" Fan Li asked.

Lin Qingran paused, nodded and shook his head after a long time: "It doesn't count, it's just that I haven't had such close contact with people for seven years, so I'm not used to it."

"Seven years?" Although Fan Li had a questioning tone, he wasn't asking Lin Qingran, but felt a little angry.

Seven years is not short in a human life, and Fan Li suddenly realized why Lin Qingran had been resisting.

Fan Li felt sorry for Lin Qingran's seven years, and even more for his suffering during these seven years.

He wanted to ask the rest, but suddenly he didn't dare to ask again.

Lin Qingran seemed to see Fan Li's intentions, he raised his head and smiled faintly, then said softly: "To me, Gu Yanqing is a fragment that I want to bury deep in my memory."

Fan Li has a keen sense, and Lin Qingran knew it, and he also knew what Fan Li had guessed. Maybe there was someone who could see through him and he was a little touched, so he told what Fan Li wanted to know.

Lin Qingran's voice was very light, as if he also wanted to fade this memory.

"...can make you want to bury the memory, he was very important to you, right?"

Lin Qingran raised her eyes to look at Fan Li, smiled lightly, and nodded slowly: "It used to be...very important."

Looking at the bitterness on Lin Qingran's forced smile, Fan Li couldn't help but hug Lin Qingran in his arms.

Seven years ago was the most beautiful time of youth for people, and the memory of that time is the deepest in a person's life.

Whether it is the beauty of youth or the pain of youth, it is the imprint of youth. The memory of youth can accompany a person's life, as if it is engraved in the bone.

Lin Qingran said just now that he wanted to bury the memory, which meant that that memory was very painful to him, but often the pain of youth is like a brand that is easier to engrave in a person's bones.

It is said that time can dilute the scars and pain, but once the scars exist, they will not disappear slowly with time.

"...I regret it so much." Fan Li's voice was hoarse.

"Ok?"

Fan Li laughed softly, as if mocking himself: "I regret not meeting you sooner, but I'm even more jealous... I'm jealous of the person who can make you think about it for seven years..."

Lin Qingran shook his head with a chuckle, and after a while he said: "... Gu Yanqing passed away seven years ago."

Fan Li was taken aback for a moment, feeling even more bitter in his heart.

"It's okay." He paused, and said in a hoarse voice as calmly as possible: "I can fill that sadness, although I can't fully occupy that feeling."

A dead person will always occupy a place in a person's heart, just like a tombstone, standing there forever.

He didn't even have a chance to compete.

Fan Li didn't yearn for love before, and he doesn't yearn for love now, but he yearns for Lin Qingran.

"...Fan Li." Lin Qingran was silent for a long time, he closed his eyes and shook his head, his voice was very soft: "I no longer have the ability to love, I have long forgotten what it feels like to love in the past seven years."

Lin Qingran wanted to say something else, but Fan Li interrupted him, met his eyes and said seriously: "It's okay, you can treat me as a friend, but I will teach you to learn to love again."

He stretched out his hand to gently stroke Lin Qingran's reddened eyes, distressed and firm: "I still have a lot of time, I can wait."