Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

"Of course what are you going to do!"

Lin Qingran looked sideways at the thing that was shining with cold light on the ground, and stretched out his hand to play with it. A ray of light that suddenly came in from outside collided with that cold light, and reflected on Lin Qingran's exposed half of his white and slender arm.

Gu Wenyu rushed up, reaching out to grab the knife before the gleaming knife landed on his arm with blood stains.

"open!"

"But give me the knife, be obedient."

During the fight, Gu Wenyu was afraid of hurting Lin Qingran, so he didn't dare to use his strength. The knife stabbed into his side in a hurry, and warm blood slowly flowed out from the side.

Gu Wenyu didn't care about the blood that was still gurgling from his lower abdomen, and he didn't care about the pain in his wound, so he pulled out the knife and threw it far away.

He hugged Lin Qingran tightly in his arms, stroked his back gently up and down over and over again, coaxing softly with a hoarse voice: "Of course you are obedient, don't hurt yourself, okay?"

The memory of finding countless scars on Lin Qingran's wrist that night emerged vividly at this moment, and the words Lin Qingran said to him with a cold smile echoed in his ears over and over again.

[...After all, watching the blood flow from your wrist, don't have some pleasure~]

[...After all, watching the blood flow from your wrist, don't have some pleasure~]

……

Back then when he saw the shocking scars on Lin Qingran's wrist, Gu Wenyu's internal organs were in pain and it was hard to breathe. This time, seeing Lin Qingran self-mutilate in front of his own eyes, his internal organs seemed to be gouged out alive, dripping with blood.

The impact just now was so great that Gu Wenyu's body trembled unconsciously when he recalled it now.

If he was a step late just now, would there be a few more shocking scars on Lin Qingran's wrist?

These all made Gu Wenyu afraid, and the fear at the bottom gradually expanded infinitely. His whole body was trembling, and he hugged Lin Qingran tightly into his arms, feeling the temperature of Lin Qingran's body, confirming that he was safe and sound in his arms over and over again. .

"...Of course, don't hurt yourself, please...Please..."

Gu Wenyu's voice was trembling, and his whole body humbled and pleaded continuously. He had never found himself so vulnerable, so vulnerable that he needed to confirm Lin Qingran's existence over and over again.

He is naturally proud, with all appearances, talents, status and status, no matter what he can handle with ease, he has never been afraid, but now he is panicking.

There is nothing more painful than seeing Lin Qingran self-mutilate in front of him, it seems to be constantly beating and telling him——

Maybe in the next second he will lose Lin Qingran.

It was lost forever, and what Lin Qingran would leave behind would be that cold corpse that he couldn't accept.

"...Please...but...please..."

Blood slowly flowed out from the wound on the side of his abdomen, soaking the carpet between him and Lin Qingran quite a lot.

Gu Wenyu felt that the strength in his body was gradually being drained, but he didn't dare to let go, as if once he let go, he would no longer be able to hold Lin Qingran.

His voice gradually weakened, and he still begged in Lin Qingran's ear over and over again, begging Lin Qingran not to hurt himself.

Compared to being injured himself, even if Lin Qingran was even slightly injured, he would feel as if he was being wounded by a knife.

If he could, he would willingly suffer all of this for Lin Qingran, bear the pain of cutting his wrists for him, and bear the pain of viscera tearing for him.

"...Of course, if you want to see blood... you can stab me, but don't... hurt yourself, okay..."

Gu Wenyu tried his best to speak forcefully, he gently stroked Lin Qingran's back, and buried his head in the hollow of his neck.

Lin Qingran has a faint fragrance that comes with him, and every time he smells it, he always feels naturally calmed down.

"... Please... but..."

Gu Wenyu called over and over again in a hoarse and gentle voice, and Lin Qingran's suppressed emotions tore through his characters in the play and emerged.

Lin Qingran leaned on Gu Wenyu's body absentmindedly, he felt a warm liquid from his lower abdomen wet his clothes.

There was a tall tower not far outside, and a very bright tower lamp on the top of the tower. The tower lamp was turned on at some point, and it happened to shine in Lin Qingran's room through the window with the curtains not drawn.

The air in the room was fairly circulated, but Lin Qingran smelled a somewhat strong smell of blood.

Gu Wenyu buried his head in the hollow of his neck, and was still stroking his back lightly, but he could feel the weakness of the man's body.

Pushing the man away, Lin Qingran's pupils shrank suddenly, and he saw that Gu Wenyu's gray-black shirt was torn, blood was still gushing out, and the blood-soaked piece of clothing was tightly attached to his body .

The carpet absorbed the gushing blood, exuding an unpleasant bloody smell, filling the entire room.

"...Gu Wenyu, are you crazy..." Lin Qingran lost his mind for a moment, and looked at the man with trembling hands: "You have bled a lot..."

Seeing that Lin Qingran was finally willing to respond to him, a gentle smile appeared on Gu Wenyu's pale face, and he stretched out his hand to gently stroke Lin Qingran's cheek.

"...Of course, it's okay..."

Lin Qingran's hand may have been stained with blood when he helped Gu Wenyu just now, his palm was covered with blood, and his hand was still trembling.

"...Scared you, Ranran, shall we wipe it up...Wipe it up..."

Gu Wenyu held Lin Qingran's hand, and gently wiped the blood on his palm with his suit jacket.

While wiping, he apologized in a hoarse voice, flustered and gentle: "...it's my fault that Ranran's beautiful hands were stained with blood, I'm sorry...but you must have been scared, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Seeing that Gu Wenyu hadn't come out to Lin Qingran's room for so long, Gu Haifeng stared blankly at the blood-stained knife beside the door.

Looking forward, he saw a pool of blood on the ground by the light of the tower lamp outside, and his eyes moved down in fear, his eyes fixed on the wound on Gu Wenyu's side that was still bleeding out, his eyes full of panic.

"Brother, do you want to die!"

Gu Haifeng hurried to Gu Wenyu to help him up, Gu Wenyu's wound hadn't stopped bleeding, it was still bleeding, it could be seen that the wound was very serious.

The blade of the knife just now was all stained with blood, it can be seen that the whole knife was inserted into Gu Wenyu's flank.

Gu Wenyu's thin lips were bloodless at this moment due to excessive bleeding, and he was still carefully helping Lin Qingran wipe off the blood stains on his hands, holding Lin Qingran's hand and not daring to let go.

Gu Haifeng was so frightened that he couldn't care about anything, and shouted angrily and frightened: "Go to the hospital quickly! If this continues, brother, you will lose too much blood and die!"

……

The temperature in N city did not have any warning. Before enjoying the cool autumn for a few days, the temperature suddenly dropped, as if it had entered early winter.

The cool breeze has already carried the coldness and beauty, blowing "huhu", blowing away the hot wind, covering the scorching sun, leaving only thick clouds.

Although Lin Qingran's body has recovered a bit, his resistance is still weak. The cold winter hit unexpectedly, and he caught a cold as expected.

The production crew has been very busy these days, the staff have been tired for many days, and when the weather suddenly changed, many people also caught wind and cold.

In this situation, it is impossible to continue working, so the crew collectively took a few days off to let everyone have a good rest.

"Brother Ran, take some medicine and take a nap." The assistant was busy, afraid that Lin Qingran's already uncomfortable body would be worsened.

"It's okay, cough cough..." Lin Qingran was not in the mood to tease Zheng. He took the medicine and smiled at the assistant: "I'll be fine after I sleep, you should go back first, so as not to infect you."

The assistant knew that Lin Qingran was weak, and he still wanted to find an excuse to stay, but Lin Qingran's attitude was firm, so the assistant had to leave.

When I left, I repeatedly asked him to take a good rest.

After taking the medicine, Lin Qingran's body also began to feel tired. He lay on his side on the bed, wrapping his trembling body tightly with the quilt.

Although the room was heated, he still felt cold, curled up in the quilt, and slowly closed his eyes.

It may be because of the medicine, his mind is chaotic, and he feels a warm palm caressing the cold grass he is carrying.

The warm palm gently caressed his face, the palm of the palm was very hot, dissipating the coldness on his face, even the coldness on his body was wiped away.

The thumb of that palm gently wiped his cheek, very gentle and comfortable.

Lin Qingran trembled a few times with his long eyelashes, and slowly opened his eyes. The moment he opened them, he could feel the hand caressing his cheek wanting to withdraw in a panic.

Maybe because he didn't want to let go of this warm palm, or maybe because he was afraid of the cold, Lin Qingran held this hand before pulling it back.

He slowly opened his eyes, looking at the handsome face of the man in front of him, he slightly curled the corners of his mouth.

"...Gu Yanqing."

The palm in his hand trembled a little, but only for a moment, and then the broad hand held Lin Qingran's slender fingers in it.

Lin Qingran supported the bed to get up, the man hurried over to support him, let him lean on his body, then pulled up the velvet quilt to cover Lin Qingran's warm shoulders in blue pajamas.

Picking up the remote control of the bedside table, the man raised the temperature by a few degrees.

The temperature on the man's body always seemed to be very high, Lin Qingran leaned on the man's body, feeling a lot warmer.

Leaning his head on the man's neck, he smiled softly, his voice a little hoarse due to the cold.

"...Gu Yanqing, I've been dreaming about you lately. Although I really don't want to dream about you, I still dreamed about you today."

The man was silent for two seconds, and the hoarse voice called softly: "...Of course."

"In the dream... I also saw my grandma, the three of us moved to M City together after we got the admission notice."

"Brother..." Lin Qingran's door was opened, and Gu Haifeng's voice came.

Gu Wenyu glanced at Gu Haifeng, and made a silent gesture to him. Gu Haifeng was silent for a few seconds, nodded and stepped back, closing the door behind him.

Gu Haifeng stood in front of Lin Qingran's room for a while, then shook his head and walked to the sofa in the living room to sit down.

He sighed, picked up his phone and sent a message to Gu Wenyu.

Maple Leaf: [Brother, you lost a lot of blood and had many stitches before your wound. Uncle said that the wound was deep and let you take a good rest. Why don't you go back to the hospital and let me take care of the senior? ]

After sending the message for a long time, Gu Haifeng kept staring at the phone, but there was no reply.

He got the knife and stabbed Gu Wenyu's side completely. The wound was deep and bled profusely at the time. Gu Wenyu's uncle said that luckily it was delivered in time, otherwise it would have been more serious.

Gu Wenyu's wound had only been stitched with stitches not long ago, and his uncle told him to take a good rest, but when Gu Wenyu heard that Lin Qingran had a cold, he insisted on bringing the injury.

Because the wound is really serious, every movement now feels like a tearing wound. Although Gu Wenyu endured it very well, Gu Haifeng still noticed it from Gu Wenyu's slight expression.

Gu Wenyu is currently taking care of Lin Qingran enduring the pain of the wound.

Gu Haifeng is really afraid that Gu Wenyu will not pay attention to reading Yansizhong. This is not the most worrying thing, the most worrying thing is that even if Gu Wenyu's wound is torn, he probably won't be holding him anymore, and he's more of a spoiled mother.

When Gu Haifeng finally couldn't help but wanted to go to Lin Qingran's room to call Gu Wenyu again, his phone finally vibrated, and there was a reply.

Brother: [I'm fine, but when I catch a cold, I will always be away from pro-Yohanna Kiptan, and I will only let him go when I am by his side. ]

Gu Haifeng read this message and sighed deeply.

He doesn't plan to persuade Gu Wenyu now, because he knows that no matter how much he persuades Gu Wenyu, he will not listen, unless Lin Qingran's cold is cured now, otherwise the man will continue to endure the pain of the wound to take care of him no matter what.

In Lin Qingran's room, Lin Qingran rubbed against the hot chest of the man, and he watched his eyes gradually empty, as if thinking about it.

"You said you wanted to live with me before, and we really lived together, and then like we said at the beginning of our imagination, we would go to play with grandma when we were free, and we went to the beach together, the color of the sea is very beautiful Beautiful, the sea breeze is also very comfortable..."

Lin Qingran curled up the corners of her mouth and smiled as she said, "It's really beautiful in the dream, so beautiful that I thought these seven years were a nightmare."

"Grandma is still here, so are you. We are all fine, but..." Lin Qingran lowered her long eyelashes, and smiled wryly: "When I woke up, I was so dirty and sore, and everyone told me that this is the reality."

"I was not born to be favored by fate. I was born by mistake. My parents didn't like me. Then I got into a car accident. You say..."

He sniffed his nose and tried hard to swallow the discomfort in his throat, but his voice was still slightly crying: "Could grandma have passed away because of me? If it wasn't for me, wouldn't grandma leave so quickly? "

"I seem to be a lonely soul abandoned in the world, because I don't deserve happiness, so God took away everything around me, even my only happiness, grandma was taken away from me..."

Gu Wenyu took a deep breath, and hugged Lin Qingran a little tighter in pain and discomfort, the hands holding him trembled a little.

The wound was pulled just now, he gasped in pain, and gently stroked Lin Qingran's face enduring the pain.

With forbearance in his hoarse voice, he opened his mouth with some difficulty: "It's not like that, but you are the most precious treasure God has given me. Obviously I don't believe in ghosts and gods, but I still thank God for allowing me to meet you..."

Gu Wenyu didn't go on with what was said later, he knew he wasn't worthy to say it.

Lin Qingran was his most precious treasure, but when he met his treasure for the first time, not only did he not cherish it, but it brought Lin Qingran a lot of pain.

"Baby..." Lin Qingran shook his head, and said softly, "After grandma passed away, I am no longer anyone's baby, and I have no home anymore..."

"Of course that's not the case..."

Gu Wenyu's voice was choked, and he gently stroked Lin Qingran's soft hair with his hands, not daring to use any force, just like treating a baby he held on the tip, even if he was a little forceful, it would hurt him.

"Of course, you are my baby, we have a home, it's my home and yours."

Gu Wenyu held Lin Qingran's hand and helped Lin Qingran adjust a more comfortable posture. He said softly, "Because you like the sea as much as grandma, so we live in a place where you can see the sea at a glance when you wake up."

"If you are tired of looking at the sea, then we will live in another house. There is a garden of champagne roses planted in the yard of our house."

Thinking of what Lin Qingran said before, Gu Wenyu showed a happy smile on his face, and he said softly: "But do you still have to say that you would send me roses? I know that the flower language of champagne roses is' falling in love with you is the greatest thing in my life. happiness'."

"In fact, champagne rose has another flower language, 'It is my pride to be with you, without you, I am like a ship that has lost its course'."

Gu Wenyu gently rubbed Lin Qingran's hair with his side face, and he said in a low and magnetic voice: "Of course you are my pride and the most precious treasure in my life, without you I would not survive!

Cold medicine makes people drowsy, Lin Qingran fell asleep at some point, Gu Wenyu smiled softly and kissed Lin Qingran's hair, carefully put Lin Qingran down on the bed, and let him lie in his arms.

Lin Qingran's body instinctively moved closer to Gu Wenyu's hot embrace, and happened to rub against the man's wound, and the wound that had been touched was a little cracked and painful.

Gu Wenyu did not push Lin Qingran away because of the torn wound, and kept his posture so that he continued to lie in his arms. He leaned over and gently kissed Lin Qingran on the lips, begging devoutly to the gods and Buddhas he did not believe in before.

——I hope Ranran's cold can be transmitted to me, and he will get better soon.

……

These few days Gu Wenyu took care of Lin Qingran until Lin Qingran got better.

The affairs of He Yi's family were very complicated. When he returned to N City, Lin Qingran's cold had already recovered.

"You're finally on the show?!" He Yi was overjoyed as if he was thankful.

Lin Qingran also tried to join the film many times when filming abroad, but the time was not as long as this time.

In the past, Lin Qingran's roles were all positive and sunny roles, and it didn't matter much to get into the play, but this time Lin Qingran's role has a tendency to self-abuse in secret, and He Yi has been very scared since he left.

At the beginning, he helped Lin Qingran take this scene, on the one hand, it was because Director Wang had talked to him for a long time, and on the other hand, Lin Qingran's experience was similar to that of "Li Yang".

At the risk of thousands of exhortations, Lin Qingran was asked not to enter the play, but the facts proved that Lin Qingran's participation in the play was a subjective choice.

In fact, He Yi also vaguely had a sheathed sword, so he was very afraid to tell Lin Qingran. Now that he thinks about it, he shouldn't have taken such a risk. Thinking of these, he feels a little bit guilty.

Lin Qingran seemed to guess what He Yi was thinking now, and patted him on the shoulder to comfort him: "It's okay, I know you're doing it for my own good, I'm just making a show."

He Yi sighed, leaning on Lin Qingran's shoulder, suddenly thought of something, he raised his head with some doubts and asked, "How did you get into acting? At the beginning, I tried my best to get you into acting, but there was no way."

Lin Qingran recalled what slightly lowered his eyelashes, and He Yi guessed it all at once, his complexion was a little bad.

"It's Gu Wenyu, right?"

Before Lin Qingran could speak, He Yi said forcefully, "Don't lie to me, you said you would never lie to me again!"

Lin Qingran pursed her lower lip, and briefly summarized what happened between him and Gu Wenyu that night.

"Oh, he deserves it!" He Yi gritted his teeth: "The evil things he did before brought you so much pain, but now he was just stabbed, and it's cheaper for him!"

Lin Qingran remembers what happened that night very clearly. Because he was always in a state of being involved in the drama, after Fan Li and Gu Wenyu left that night, when he returned to the room and saw the knife that was used to peel the fruit, "Li Yang" felt self-torturous. up.

Gu Wenyu found that he wanted to torture himself and rushed up to grab his knife, but the man changed the direction of the knife during the fight, and the knife turned from facing him to facing Gu Wenyu.

When the knife was thrown aside, Lin Qingran hadn't fully acted yet, Gu Wenyu hugged him and comforted him over and over again, and as the man called out, he slowly felt his Lin Qingran's emotions welling up as if he had been "forced".

At that time, if he hadn't felt the warmth coming from the clothes on his side waist, he might not have realized that Gu Wenyu's side waist was stabbed so deeply.

The smell of blood from Gu Wenyu's bleeding wound permeated the whole room.

Thinking of that scene, Lin Qingran's body trembled unconsciously. The blood from that scene last night was scattered in his mind, and his organs suddenly throbbed in pain.

He took a deep breath and clenched his hands behind his back tightly.

"By the way, have you recovered from your cold?" He Yi asked.

Lin Qingran shook her head: "It's fine."

He was groggy when he caught a cold, he only remembered dreaming of "Gu Yanqing", but he forgot what they said in the dream.

After taking the cold medicine, his head was in a daze, only the warm embrace exuding the cold breath lingered in his mind all the time.

Lin Qingran drooped her long and dense eyelashes, and her thoughts gradually returned from the dream of "Gu Yanqing" when she had a cold to before he entered the play.

Before he entered the play, he often dreamed of "Gu Yanqing", dreaming about their past, those dreams were so beautiful that every time he woke up, he felt dirty as if he was suffocating.

Maybe it's because of hiding in the sheath to avoid the uncomfortable pain like tearing, he refused to come out from the role of "Li Yang".

There is indeed a subjective entry into the play. Sometimes actors can't play immediately after entering the play, but they will slowly play after some time.

In fact, Lin Qingran can act well without being in a play, even if he is in a play, he can also appear in the play after the show is over, but he chooses not to play, so he always has the emotion of "Li Yang".

He chose to be an actor not because he was talented or because of money, but because actors acted in other people's lives.

"What's going on with your family?" Thinking of He Yi's family, Lin Qingran was a little worried.

The situation of He Yi's family is that his parents will toss about every three days, and He Yi is very troubled by these things every time.

"It's the same as before, and it's still not annoying." He Yi shrugged meaninglessly: "It's too hypocritical to say that I want to break up with Han Jin, and that they are sorry for me."

"I used to ignore me, but now I'm starting to tell me that the road to homosexuality is difficult." He Yi sneered and said "Oh", "Isn't this the funniest thing, do you know what it is?"

He raised his eyebrows frivolously, and snorted: "The funniest thing is that the reason why they control me is because some people say that homosexuality is bad, and they feel ashamed of them, and it's fucking evil for their parents to do them like this !"

Lin Qingran could feel He Yi's pain firsthand, hugged He Yi sadly and painfully, and patted his back lightly.

Before he could say any words of comfort, He Yi laughed and said, "I'm fine now, I have Han Jin now, and I'm not afraid of other things!"

When He Yi talked about the happiness on Han Jin's face, even though he tried his best to cover it up, he couldn't hide it. He hooked his lips.

"I was really scared when I didn't confess to Han Jin before, but when I confessed to him later, Han Jin not only accepted my family, but also hugged me in pain to comfort me and give me a sense of security. At that time I knew it was him for the rest of my life!"

The smile in He Yi's eyes is a truly happy smile, Lin Qingran is really happy for him, as long as He Yi can be happy.

"However..." He Yi frowned with some annoyance, looked at Lin Qingran, and said with an upright face: "I tell you that you really need to think carefully about finding someone younger than you. People who are younger than you have very little energy. Exuberant, sometimes you are tossed half to death and he still says he is not satisfied!"

He Yi seldom said these things, and usually looked carefree, but with Han Jin, he would always be wrapped in honey, and he couldn't help showing his embarrassing and happy shyness.

The corners of Lin Qingran's mouth curved slightly, and she couldn't help teasing: "This is really a happy trouble~"

"Hey! Lin Qingran, how dare you laugh at me!"

The two were playing together, and Rouxong, who was eating sliced ​​meat, raised his head when he heard the sound, and the one who said "Wow~" also joined in, pampering Lin Qingran's feet to hug her.

It takes courage to go out when the weather turns cold. The cold wind is blowing outside, and when you "hit" someone with a blade, it hurts.

The crew's vacation ended and continued with the progress of last time. Gu Wenyu looked at Lin Qingran who was filming in a corner of the set, and frowned fiercely.

Lin Qingran didn't catch a cold for a long time, and the clothes he wore in the play were summer school uniforms, the fabric was very thin, and he was afraid that Lin Qingran would catch a cold again when filming in this cold weather.

"You wait for Ranran to put the thick coat on him as soon as the filming is over."

Gu Wenyu gave the assistant a custom-made very warm down jacket, which also includes a warm water bag and a hand warmer, all kinds of warm things.

"And ask Ranran to drink more hot water."

The assistant nodded abruptly holding a lot of things that Gu Wenyu gave, and silently sighed for the thoughtfulness of Mr. Gu.

Waiting on the set, the assistant looked at Lin Qingran very dedicatedly, and was about to wait for the director to shout "cut", he would immediately rush up to put Lin Qingran on a down jacket and hand him various things to keep warm.

After all, President Gu gave too much money, and if he fails to do well, it is his fault!

Lin Qingran's acting skills are good, and she went through everything at once, and quickly finished shooting her own film.

The assistant rushed up very professionally, looking at the down jacket she was wearing, Lin Qingran was a little confused, and nodded gratefully to the assistant.

"Qingran, let's go in, it's too open and cold here." Fan Li said, wearing a costume and a thick coat.

Lin Qingran nodded and entered the lounge with Fan Li.

"It's cold, drink some hot water." Fan Li handed over the thermos cup in his hand, and then the assistant appeared in mid-air and quickly handed the high-definition thermos cup to Lin Qingran.

"Brother Ran, drink this, it's good for your stomach."

Fan Li: "..."

Holding back his anger, he looked at the assistant with a half-smile: "Xiao Li, right? Your assistant is doing a good job."

The assistant nodded viciously. I don't know if he really thought that Fan Li's words were praising him, so he secretly copied it.

"Assistants are supposed to do these things, and brother Ran is not in good health, so he needs to take good care of him."

Fan Li: "..."

He smiled and said, even though he was smiling, he couldn't see the smile. Don't come to me, I will give you double salary. "

"No! I'm very professional!" The assistant expressed disapproval of Fan Liming's poaching behavior.

He said silently: I'm afraid you won't be able to afford the double salary, after all, the amount given by Mr. Gu is really too big!These things can't be said, I can only bear this happiness silently!

Fan Li: "..."

"Brother Ran, use this to warm your hands." The assistant took out the hand warmer, put a hat and earmuffs on Lin Qingran, and then wrapped a scarf around him.

Lin Qingran is not very good at prying on Naoyou's strange reason: "Xiao Li is fine, I am not cold anymore, thank you, you can go to work."

Seeing that Lin Qingran was taken care of by him in every way, the assistant was very overwhelmed, remember! "

After the assistant left, Fan Li's expression returned to normal. He considered how to open up the topic so that the conversation would be interesting without appearing awkward.

The last time he came back from the hotel where Lin Qingran was staying, he invited Lin Qingran to have dinner the next day, but Lin Qingran declined.

At that time, he knew that Lin Qingran was acting up.

Although he didn't know the reason, he intuitively felt that it was related to Gu Wenyu.

During the few days when N city started to get cold and had a holiday, he had an appointment with Lin Qingran at this good time. Although Lin Qingran had already appeared in the show, he was not disappointed, but tried every means to slowly cross the line of defense he set up.

After the play, Lin Qingran was still polite to people without embarrassing distance, Fan Li's plan to go to the hotel where Lin Qingran stayed was broken because of the progress of his other play.

"Fan Li." Lin Qingran was a little apologetic, but then asked Ben Yan why did he bring trouble to you? "

Lin Qingran was still clear about the situation when he entered the play, and he also knew that he had not caused any trouble to others, but he still wanted to ask, for fear that there would be some actions that others would find troublesome without knowing it.

"If something caused you trouble, I would like to apologize to you first. You can say it directly, and you can also ask for compensation."

Fan Li listened to the story and Qiao Zai flattered: "You know me every day or two, and you still have such a relationship with me? It hurts a bit."

He said, "You don't treat me as a friend."

"No." Lin Qingran shook his head and explained, "I'm just afraid of causing you trouble."

Fan Li stretched out his hand to rub Lin Qingran's hat-wearing head, raised his eyebrows and said with a smile: "How can there be any trouble, no matter how much I don't mind, it should mean that I am very willing to have sex!

After grasping it well, Fan Li withdrew his hand, pretending he wasn't there, and searched deeply. Zhi Jia was a bit depressed and regretted that he couldn't touch Lin Qingran's hair.

Although Lin Qingran didn't quite understand what Fan Li said, "No matter how much you don't care about Cha Bei Ting, Ang Mogui, Cha Pen Sheath, Cutting Boat Tracks, but he understood that he didn't cause trouble for Fan Li, nodded and said: "Thank you. "

Fan Li stared at Lin Qingran's beautiful amber eyes, opened his mouth, and finally said softly: "If you don't want to kiss Yue Hai, you don't have to be yourself."

"Huh?" Lin Qingran was stunned for a while and raised his head, watching Fan Li's eyes slowly change from the ignorant one just now to indifferent, he smiled lightly and looked away calmly.

"……what are you talking about?"

Fan Li knew that it would not be so easy to say what Lin Qingran wanted to keep to the bottom, and he didn't intend to force him, but he looked at Lin Qingran very seriously and said, "No matter what you want to do, I will support you."

Lin Qingran lowered his eyes and looked at the glass of water in his hand. The hot water that had been poured out just now had already lost its temperature, and the water surface was very still, reflecting his eyes.

He smiled slightly, and after a long time said softly: "...Thank you."

Having been with Fan Li for so long, Lin Qingran knew Fan Li more or less. He was a little sensitive, but he also noticed that Fan Li was very sensitive to people.

Thinking of the words Fan Li said when he met him for the first time, he could guess what Fan Li was saying now.

The first time Fan Li met him, he told him very straightforwardly: "But I always feel that there is something in your beautiful eyes, just like 'Li Yang'."

At that time, Fan Li had already seen through what he wanted to hide in his eyes. Although he denied it at that time, Fan Li was not fooled by himself.

What Fan Li said just now clearly proved that he had been seen through long ago.

"...Your senses are indeed very keen." Now that he was seen through, Lin Qingran did not intend to continue pretending, because it would make him look stupid.

Fan Li paused, obviously he didn't expect Lin Qingran to directly admit that he had to wait for a while.

Lin Qingran's direct admission proves that he and Lin Qingran have taken a step forward, no matter what Lin Qingran thinks, at least he thinks so.

"Although I don't know what happened to you in the past, I can feel that you are somewhat similar to 'Li Yang'." Fan Li's words revealed tenderness, and he said: "It will be good for you if you can hide the past by yourself. It must be a painful memory.”

"Since it is a painful memory, don't think about it, and don't remember it."

Fan Li's personality is very straightforward, but now he can always take care of Lin Qingran's feelings and pay attention to his emotions all the time.

"Not wanting to be yourself is not necessarily a bad thing. Everyone has their own past. No one who has not experienced other people's experience is qualified to criticize what others do."

"Whether it's 'Li Yang' or anyone else, no matter what decision you make, I will be by your side." Fan Li's voice softened a bit, and he said firmly, "Can you give me a chance?"

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