Hearing Lin Qingran say that Yang Jiu didn't touch him, Gu Wenyu's heart that he had been holding was slowly relaxed, and he seemed relieved: "...that's good, that's good."
He was afraid that when Yang Jiu met Lin Qingran, he would recall the disgust he felt when he was touched by others in high school. In the past, Lin Qingran would have a strong stress reaction when someone he didn't like touched his skin.
This not only caused harm to his body, but also caused serious trauma to his psychology.
He was unwilling and unwilling for Lin Qingran to recall those painful memories again, although he was not qualified to say so.
Seeing Lin Qingran's still pale face and his weak voice, Gu Wenyu clenched his fists in distress.
"But even so, I will not let him go, I will let him understand the pain of living!"
He always remembered that on the set, Yang Jiu's hand avoided the camera and touched Lin Qingran's waist.
The most important thing is because of Yang Jiu, Lin Qingran managed to take care of her—some stomach started to throb and hurt again, and she even paled and passed out from the pain.
He will get Yang Jiu back in a hundredfold way.
Gu Wenyu stretched out his slightly trembling hand in distress to caress Lin Qingran's face, but he avoided him, Lin Qingran frowned slightly, and looked at him indifferently with clear and beautiful eyes.
With a bitter smile, Gu Wenyu slowly put down his hand that was in the air, his hoarse and deep voice was always gentle: "...I know but you were using me at that time."
When looking at Lin Qingran with his narrow and cold eyes, he will eventually subconsciously be gentle: "I knew it a long time ago, but no matter whether you use me or not, I will always be willing."
When he kicked open the door anxiously and angrily and saw Lin Qingran, and met his cold and calm eyes, he knew that Lin Qingran followed Yang Jiu to that hotel deliberately and obediently.
The moment Lin Qingran saw him, fleeting surprise flashed in his eyes, even though he quickly disguised, he was still seen by him.
In the next second, Lin Qingran's beautiful peach blossom eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and she looked at him wetly, her white and slender hands tightly clutching her collar, pitiful and distressing.
Even though he knew that Lin Qingran was pretending, he was still willing to step into the trap specially set by Lin Qingran.
Even if there is an abyss behind that trap, he is willing to step into that abyss for him.
Subconsciously, he walked up to Lin Qingran subconsciously, wanting to hold him in his arms, but Lin Qingran obediently did not dodge, shivering in his arms, holding the corner of his clothes tightly with slightly trembling hands, with a slight tingle in his voice. cry.
"...I'm so scared, help me."
The image of Lin Qingran looking at him with wet eyes in fear has always been lingering in his mind, no matter who the other party is, what the reason is, or whether it's just Lin Qingran pretending, he will still feel distressed and will not let go Anyone who made Lin Qingran sad.
He called the secretary to deal with Yang Jiu's matter, and he sent Lin Qingran who was hiding in his arms back to the hotel.
As soon as he got back to the hotel, Lin Qingran couldn't help running to the bathroom to vomit, and after taking a long shower, at that moment he felt so distressed that he wanted to tear Yang Jiu to pieces.
While Lin Qingran was taking a bath, he personally went to deal with Yang Jiu, and when he hurried back, Lin Qingran had already passed out from the pain.
"...but I'm sorry, although I know it, but I still can't help but hug you." Gu Wenyu didn't dare to raise his hand to touch Lin Qingran again, he tightly held the slightly trembling slender hand with well-defined knuckles, and slowly Lower your eyelids.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, with bitterness in the corners of his mouth and heart: "At that time, you looked at me with watery eyes, and I felt distressed. I took advantage of your ignorance and I already knew your plan, so I went to hug you. I'm sorry, Ranran .”
Lin Qingran listened quietly, her hands hidden under the quilt clenched slightly, Gu Wenyu actually saw through him.
At that time, he was not disgusted by being held in Gu Wenyu's arms, but felt an invisible sense of security.
Maybe it was the smell of Yang Jiu in the room and the overpowering perfume he was wearing that made him physically disgusted, so he subconsciously became dependent on Gu Wenyu.
Lin Qingran raised her eyelashes lazily, and smiled frivolously: "Is that so, you really can't hide anything from Mr. Gu."
"It's rare for Mr. Gu to be so generous." He twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and said with a half-smile, "Willing to be used by others, being someone else's sharp edge, is not like Mr. Gu's method."
Facing Lin Qingran's indifferent alienation, the bitterness in Gu Wenyu's heart was like a rapidly spreading vine, wrapping around his heart tightly, as if to wrap his heart to suffocation.
Gu Wenyu smiled with difficulty, and said softly: "Because it's you, so I am willing."
Lin Qingran smiled needlessly, and shook her head frivolously: "No need, I want to rest, Mr. Gu, please go back."
He pulled off the quilt and lay on his side on the bed. The stomachache just now had consumed too much of his energy, and now he was so weak that he even felt tired talking. He just wanted to have a good sleep and didn't want to think about anything.
"Okay, of course you rest first."
Gu Wenyu helped Lin Qingran pull up the quilt, fearing that he would catch a cold and pull the quilt up again to cover Lin Qingran's shoulders.
Originally wanted to help Lin Qingran brush her hair, which was a little wet from thin sweat, behind her ears, when Gu Wenyu stretched out his hands in mid-air, he remembered Lin Qingran's indifference when he avoided his contact just now, he stopped in the air, and slowly pulled The slender fingers gathered into a fist and slowly lowered.
Gu Wenyu walked to the door of the room, closing the door gently, carefully for fear that the slightest noise would disturb Lin Qingran.
The recording restored Lin Zi's innocence, and at the same time, all of Yang Jiu's evil deeds were made public, and the popularity on Weibo lasted for several days without being able to dissipate.
The biggest news is that the Yang family went bankrupt overnight, and the crimes of tax evasion and manufacturing of inferior goods were thoroughly investigated. Not only did they owe huge sums of money, but they also violated the criminal law.
What Yang Jiu did was unacceptable to many people. Netizens condemned his behavior one after another and wanted to beat him up. Now everyone feels excited when they see the news of the bankruptcy of the Yang family.
The Yang family went bankrupt, and Yang Jiu's crimes would allow him to stay in jail/prison for a lifetime. The male and female artists who were forced to follow the unspoken rules by Yang Jiu based on their own background now have no fear, and make them disgusted by what Yang Jiu did to them before. Everything is exposed.
There was an uproar on Weibo, and even the People's Daily posted a blog to condemn such inferior artists as Yang Jiu.
He Yi was at Hanjin's place during this time, and when he saw the news on Weibo, he had a premonition that something had happened, and rushed back immediately.
"What's the matter with your pale face?" He Yi looked at Lin Qingran, who was still very weak, and asked worriedly: "Is the matter of Yang Jiu's recording related to you? Did you risk yourself to record the recording? "
"It's okay, it's all over." Lin Qingran replied evasively, not wanting He Yi to worry, he changed the subject and said: "You worked so hard to come back, go and rest first."
He Yi had heard about Lin Zi, he only knew that Lin Zi and Lin Qingran were on the set together, Lin Zi seemed to like chatting with Lin Qingran very much, and always pestered him to talk, but he didn't know much about the rest.
This time, he guessed that Lin Qingran took the risk to record the recording, because Lin Qingran's expression was always serious after Lin Zi committed suicide, and he was sick for a few days afterwards.
Three years ago, there was a lot of slander about Lin Zi on the Internet for several days. The content of this recording happened to restore Lin Zi's innocence, and it was put on by an unknown person.
Combining these doubts together, he could easily guess that it was Lin Qingran who took the risk.
He Yi was a little angry. He completely ignored Lin Qingran's words to change the subject. He frowned and said, "Lin Qingran, do you think you are capable? This time is good luck. What are you going to do if Yang Jiu finds out during the recording? "
"You don't plan to tell me this kind of thing at all, do you regard me as a friend?" He Yi licked his molars irritably, and looked at Lin Qingran with a dark face: "If something really happened to you, do you want to Did I know about it on the news?"
"It's not like that." Lin Qingran took He Yi's arm and explained apologetically: "I think you finally reconciled with your boyfriend, so I don't want to disturb you, besides, I have already thought of a perfect countermeasure."
"Even if Yang Jiu found out during my recording process, I have a way to deal with it."
After Lin Qingran's repeated explanations, He Yi finally calmed down a little, he glanced at Lin Qingran and said reluctantly: "Okay, I forgive you this time, if Lin Qingran dares to do this again next time, just wait and see what I do Pack you!"
Seeing that He Yi had calmed down, Lin Qingran relaxed a little, and promised He Yi again and again that he would never do this again.
"By the way, who did Yang Jiu offend this time?" Although He Yi is not like the manager of a serious company, his experience is no worse than those of them, and he can tell at a glance that someone must be behind the scenes.
"Yang Jiu must have offended some powerful figures, otherwise his Yang family's power would not have been wiped out overnight."
Lin Qingran twitched the corner of her mouth lightly, and said flatly: "It's Gu Wenyu."
He Yi frowned in confusion: "Gu Wenyu?"
Lin Qingran briefly summarized the matter between him and Gu Wenyu to He Yi, and He Yi almost jumped up in shock: "No wonder! That Yang Jiu who killed a thousand swords dared to take advantage of you! Death is not a pity!"
After venting his anger, He Yi subconsciously felt a little terrified, and he said "tsk": "Gu Wenyu's power is not something that can make such a powerful Yang family disappear overnight."
Thinking of an important question, He Yi sat down and asked, "If Gu Wenyu didn't see that you were using him, what would you do after you told him?"
Thinking of Gu Wenyu's ruthlessness and brutality, he still unconsciously felt panic behind his back.
If Gu Wenyu didn't see it at the time, after Lin Qingran told the truth, would Lin Qingran be tortured terribly by him according to his violent nature?
Thinking about it - He Yi immediately overturned the idea just now.Although Gu Wenyu is a lunatic, he can see that Gu Wenyu really loves Lin Qingran to the point of madness.
Gu Wenyu is obviously a person with mental cleanliness, but he can tolerate Lin Qingran having relationships with others, and he obviously hates people who have physical relationships with Lin Qingran, and wants to tear them apart.
But when he faced Lin Qingran, he was always so gentle, so gentle that he repeatedly broke his own bottom line.
Men are violent by nature, they treat others coldly and harshly, they don't have the slightest extra emotion at all, but when they treat Lin Qingran, they are always meticulous and patient, not only can wash their hands and make soup for themselves, but also self-mutilate for Lin Qingran.
Gu Wenyu is like a tyrant, but he left all the tenderness he has to Lin Qingran.
"...I don't know." Lin Qingran lowered her long and thick eyelashes, as if she was thinking about something.
He really didn't know, he just wanted to end these chaotic relationships with Gu Wenyu when he told the truth.
For some reason these days, since he came back from home, he could always dream of Gu Yanqing.
In the dream, the relationship between him and Gu Yanqing seven years ago kept reappearing in his mind bit by bit, Gu Yanqing's gentleness towards him, Gu Yanqing's patience towards him, the things Gu Yanqing did for him, all kinds of things kept being blocked from him reappear in memory.
"Forget it." He Yi himself didn't want to talk about this topic. No matter how deeply Gu Wenyu loved Lin Qingran, the harm he had done to Lin Qingran in the past couldn't be dissipated.
For the injuries Lin Qingran suffered before, and his seven painful years, someone had to pay for it.
"I'm starving to death." He Yi lay on Lin Qingran's bed, his legs were vertically placed on the ground, his hands spread out, and he murmured: "—I'm hungry after I relax, it's time for dinner now."
Lin Qingran nodded, before he could speak, there was a knock on the door outside.
"Senior, come out for dinner."
He Yi didn't see Gu Haifeng when he came back, but now he was a little surprised when he heard his voice: "Is Gu Haifeng still there? I thought he went back."
"Maybe the meat floss is reluctant to part with me. Gu Haifeng came with the meat floss, and he didn't want to throw the meat floss away, so let's wait until now." Lin Qingran spoke out his conjecture.
"Wow~" Rouxong climbed onto the bed, rubbing against Lin Qingran's lap coquettishly, wagging its fluffy tail.
"Good~" Lin Qingran hugged the floss and gently rubbed his nose against his nose, gently rubbing its head: "Let's go out to eat."
As usual, the dinner table was full, and there were several more blood-enriching dishes and soups than before.
Gu Haifeng handed the soup in the thermos box to Lin Qingran: "Senior, drink some soup first."
Lin Qingran's complexion has not yet recovered, his lips are pale, and he looks like a pitiful sick beauty.
After Yang Jiu's incident was exposed, the crew had to find someone to replace Yang Jiu. Previously, Yang Jiu's scenes had to be deleted for reshoots, so now Director Wang is looking for someone, and the crew is on vacation for a few days.
Lin Qingran's body is still a little weak, so he can just take advantage of these few days to nourish his body, so as not to delay the progress of the crew because of himself.
After dinner, Lin Qingran went to take a shower, and when he came out, He Yi looked at him with a smirk in his arms, "Since when did you and Fan Li get along so well?"
"Aww..." Meat Floss didn't seem to like the name, "Aww" retorted He Yi.
"No." Lin Qingran wiped her hair, and because she just took a shower, her body exuded warm heat and a faint scent of shower gel.
"No?" He Yi handed Lin Qingran's cell phone to him, and exaggeratedly said: "The film king Fan Li asked you when you are free, and said that he would invite you to dinner!"
"Ah!" He Yi sighed heavily, covered his heart and said exaggeratedly and sadly: "You still want to hide it from me, Lin Qingran, you are too mean!"
Seeing He Yi like this, Lin Qingran found it a little funny, told him about the dinner appointment with Fan Li, and said with a smile, "It's just a normal relationship, what are you thinking about?"
"What are you afraid of?" He Yi said solemnly: "Love grows after a long time, and you will have feelings after eating a few more meals!"
Lin Qingran shook her head helplessly and smiled, ignoring He Yi's nonsense, and went to the bathroom to dry her hair.
"By the way, what is the fragrance in your room? It smells good." He Yi sniffed the fragrance in Lin Qingran's room, and lay on his back on Lin Qingran's bed: "I feel relaxed mentally after smelling it."
Before that, his focus was on Lin Qingran's risky recording, and he was so anxious that he didn't notice the smell in Lin Qingran's room, but now he notices it.
"It's the aromatherapy that Gu Haifeng bought." Because the sound of the hair dryer was not loud and the outlet was emitting very gentle warm air, Lin Qingran said while drying her hair, "I also think this aromatherapy is very soothing, so I bought a lot of boxes from him."
Pointing to the drawer of his bedside table, he said: "The aromatherapy is in the drawer, if you like it, take a few boxes back."
"Come on!" He Yi and Lin Qingran had a good relationship, and there was no such thing as coyness and evasion. He sat up from the bed, ran to the bedside table and opened the drawer to take two boxes.
Lin Qingran had a good rest in the past few days, but his body has recovered a lot, at least now his lips are no longer pale, but a bit bloody.
Director Wang hasn't found a replacement for He Yi's role yet. In the past few days, we will first shoot scenes without "Li Da", and then find someone to fill in the role of "Li Da".
"When I asked you the time before, you said that you are free during this time, so are you free tonight?" Fan Li handed Lin Qingran the freshly squeezed juice he just bought.
He originally wanted to buy milk tea, but thinking that Lin Qingran had a bad stomach, he bought fruit juice instead.
"I'm free." Lin Qingran took the juice Fan Li handed him, and thanked him.
A few days ago, Fan Li texted him and asked him that he was free during the production holidays, but Fan Li had to catch up with the progress of another film, so Fan Li was not free during those few days.
"Brother Ran, can I drink your juice?" Assistant Lin Qingran appeared out of nowhere, snatched the glass of freshly squeezed juice from Lin Qingran's hand, and deliberately glanced at Fan Li who was holding back his lifelessness.
He curled his lips in embarrassment: "Brother Li, can I drink?"
Fan Li pulled out a smile, and said with a half smile, "Drink."
He bought this freshly squeezed juice because he spared the way to go to another street, because the juice on that street is the real freshly squeezed juice, without any additives.
In the past, if he didn't like it, he would definitely say it directly, but Lin Qingran has a distance from others, he couldn't refuse it as straightforwardly as before, and then put the juice back into Lin Qingran's hand, saying that he bought it for him specially.
If he said so, he worked so hard to finally draw such a small distance with Lin Qingran, and it might change back to the long distance before.
No, maybe even more alienated than before.
Fan Li sighed in his heart, obviously he was very Buddhist in the past, but now he is always annoyed by all kinds of trivial things because of Lin Qingran.
but……
He had no choice but to laugh, Lin Qingran really had an inexplicable attraction. Although he changed his previous style with difficulty, he actually enjoyed the process quite a bit.
"Brother Ran, drink this." The assistant stuffed the thermos cup into Lin Qingran's hand: "Drinking more hot water is good for your stomach, and this cup of hot water has some sugar in it, so it tastes better than ordinary hot water!"
Fan Li: "..."
Looking at Assistant Lin Qingran, he raised his eyebrows in doubt: "Candy?"
Assistant Xiao Li nodded: "That's right, Brother Ran likes sweets, it must taste better with sugar, it's sweet after all."
Xiao Li spoke in an orderly manner, as if he knew Lin Qingran very well.The reason why he knew all this was because Gu Wenyu told him bit by bit, and even patiently told all the details - bit by bit, for fear that he might make a mistake.
He silently gasped in his heart: Let me be wrong, I don't dare to be wrong. When Mr. Gu said these words, there was a terrible feeling of "If you dare to make Ranran feel uncomfortable, I will kill you".
In the rest room, Lin Qingran unscrewed the thermos cup and took a sip of water. The water was transparent and indeed had a bit of sweetness, but it was not the sweetness of ordinary sugar.
In a shady corner of the studio, a towering tree grew there, blocking the autumn sun, and there were two people standing under the tree.
"Brother, you asked the doctor for the new medicine, won't it affect the senior's filming?" Gu Haifeng asked.
He knew that the shortcoming of the milky white potion before was drowsiness, and he was afraid that this potion would also have this side effect. If so, Lin Qingran might get sleepy during filming.
"No, I asked the doctor to re-adjust a low-efficiency drug, which is good for Ranran's stomach, but it won't make you sleepy."
"That's good, the senior has recovered a lot in the past few days."
Thinking of what happened to Yang Jiu, Gu Haifeng asked what he had always been wondering about: "Brother, how did you deal with Yang Jiu?"
The day Lin Qingran said that he was not going to eat at home, he felt something was wrong, because Lin Qingran seldom went out, and he saw Lin Qingran carrying a bag that day.
When he was hesitant to talk to Gu Wenyu, the man called him first and asked him if Lin Qingran had gone out.
Gu Wenyu's voice seemed a little anxious at that time, Gu Haifeng seldom heard the anxious voice of a man who was always calm, and at that time he knew that his guess was right, so he quickly answered truthfully.
"His hand touched Ranran's waist, and he wanted to cut off his hand directly, but after thinking about it, it would be too cheap for him."
Gu Wenyu's voice was very soft, with no tone of indifference, and his long and narrow eyes were slightly raised, revealing a cold hostility.
"Since he doesn't know how to live or die and dares to take advantage of it, let him repay it a hundred thousand times, and let him know what life is better than death."
The man's voice was soft and cold, and Gu Haifeng's body trembled unconsciously.
He remembered that the prison/prison where Yang Jiu entered had many cruel prisoners, many of whom liked to play sex/abuse/treatment...
Gu Haifeng suddenly understood the meaning of Gu Wenyu's words to make Yang Jiu's life worse than death, and he said softly, "Yang Jiu deserved it too."
Lin Qingran's weak appearance flashed past a few days ago, and Gu Haifeng couldn't bear to recall it.
The warm sunshine shines through the gaps between the lush branches and leaves of the big trees, and the cool autumn wind blows by, making the leaves rustle.
Gu Wenyu's narrow eyes stared at the two people in the lounge, and his eyes stopped on Lin Qingran's gentle smile.
The warm golden sun sprinkled into the room, reflecting on Lin Qingran's gleaming amber eyes, more dazzling than the stars in the sky.
Lin Qingran looked at Fan Li, and when he said this to him, the smile on the corner of his mouth was so pure and beautiful.
Looking at that dazzling smile, Gu Wenyu felt as if his heart was covered with a knife. Every time he took a breath, the tip of the knife cut his heart fiercely.
A memory flashed, eight years ago at Gu Haifeng's school, under the shade of a tree blown by the breeze, Lin Qingran also smiled at others like this.
That smile, which was brighter than the sun, snatched away his heart from then on, giving his gentleness in this life finally a foothold.
At that time, he was afraid of being overwhelmed by this feeling that made him at a loss, but now with Lin Qingran's gentle smile, he seems to understand.
No matter how jealous he is and he doesn't want Lin Qingran to smile at others, compared to these, what he hopes to see...is Lin Qingran's smile.
Lin Qingran smiled because he was happy, and compared to himself, nothing seemed to be more important than Lin Qingran's slight smile.
"...It's a pity that I understand too late..." Gu Wenyu murmured in a hoarse voice, swallowing the bitterness in his heart with difficulty.
Too late... too late indeed.
Eight years ago he didn't understand feelings, and seven years ago he finally understood love, but he didn't seem to have learned how to love in the past seven years.
After searching for Lin Qingran for seven years, when he finally met him again, he was never happier than before, as if life had added a dazzle of sunshine to his monotonous and gloomy life.
Gu Haifeng followed Gu Wenyu's gaze and saw the scene when he picked up the man. He held Gu Wenyu's arm, fearing that the man would run over impulsively.
Seeing the man standing there with his fists tightly clenched, Gu Haifeng was paying attention to Gu Wenyu all the time. Although the man spoke in a low voice, he still heard it.
"Brother..." Gu Haifeng probed softly, "Should we go back first?"
He heard Gu Wenyu say "too late", and he thought he was right.
It's too late.
If Gu Wenyu had realized it from the beginning, maybe they would have completely different endings.
Perhaps at that time, Gu Wenyu would become the light in Lin Qingran's life—wiping light, the real light, not the false light of "Gu Yanqing" that would hurt or even burn people.
Lin Qingran was never someone favored by the God of Destiny, if Gu Wenyu had treated him tenderly at that time, then they would not have had such painful seven years.
"...Let's go." Gu Wenyu's voice was choked with sobs, and his voice was hoarse and outrageous.
He didn't let go of his tightly clenched fists, but clenched them even tighter.
Gu Wenyu was panting with difficulty, he felt heartache every time he took a breath, his chest heaved and heaved violently because of the pain, and his body was tense.
Back home, Gu Wenyu poured himself a glass of wine, his hoarse voice was even hoarse mixed with the spirits.
In order to take care of Lin Qingran more conveniently, he also bought a sea area in N city.
He could have let Lin Qingran live in his house like in M City, but he dare not now.Because he forced Lin Qingran before, he was very unhappy, and even hated him even more.
Gu Wenyu poured another glass of wine, and drank it in one breath, his long and narrow eyes drooped, and his clothes were a little messy.
He was scared, he was really scared now.
Every time he faced Lin Qingran's indifferent eyes towards him, he was afraid and panicked, as if he would lose Lin Qingran in a second.
"...I really hope that Ranran can smile at me again like before... like she smiled at 'Gu Yanqing'..."
Gu Wenyu leaned back on the sofa mockingly, looking at the champagne roses planted outside the French window in front of him, his dark eyes stared at the rose garden absently.
After the college entrance examination, his relationship with Lin Qingran improved, and he could clearly feel Lin Qingran's dependence on him.
It made him happy, but also made him more afraid.
"Gu Yanqing" was a false lie, he seemed to be wearing a skin, and he was afraid that once the skin was pierced, everything would be different.
"Do you like roses?" Lin Qingran asked him with a soft smile while being held in his arms.
Looking at Lin Qingran's beautiful eyes at that time, he naturally agreed and said "I like it".In fact, he doesn't like flowers, but when he saw Lin Qingran smiling softly, he naturally lied to make him happy.
"Then...tomorrow I'll buy you a bouquet of roses, okay?" Lin Qingran smiled with innocent eyes, and he seemed to be talking to himself: "How much should I give you? 99 roses?"
Lin Qingran doesn't understand love, "Gu Yanqing" is his sunshine and his first love, he wants to make him happy.
He searched on the Internet, and the red rose that everyone sends the longest represents that I love you, passionately in love, and hope to have a passionate love with you, while the champagne rose represents that I only love you—one, and falling in love with you is the greatest happiness in my life.
To him, "Gu Yanqing" was the brightest color in his gloomy life, and being able to be with him was his extravagant happiness.
So at that time Lin Qingran secretly planned to give "Gu Yanqing" 99 champagne roses in his heart.
"99 flowers?" When Gu Wenyu heard it at the time, he just thought how could Lin Qingran be so cute, and deliberately teased him: "Isn't it always a surprise to send flowers? If you say it, there will be no surprises, you idiot."
"Did you hear that?" Lin Qingran seemed to have just realized that he said what was in his heart just now, and then his face turned "shua" for a moment-suddenly red.
Burying her head into the pillow, Lin Qingran's fair and slender neck was also dyed a beautiful pale pink.
Thinking of this, Gu Wenyu closed his eyes deeply, the knuckles of his hand holding the wine glass were raised due to the force, and the veins were also exposed, and the slender hand looked a bit hideous.
"I'm a fucking bastard!"
Gu Wenyu smashed the wine glass in his hand, picked up a shard of glass and scratched it hard on his painful left wrist.
Looking at the gurgling blood, Lin Qingran's gentle smile appeared in front of his eyes again, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and his beautiful eyes looked at you, making your heart soften.
Gu Wenyu stretched out his hand to grab that extravagant smile, but he stopped when he stretched out his hand, because Lin Qingran turned around, and there was a man standing in front of him, and Lin Qingran was smiling softly at that man.
He slowly lowered his hand that was suspended in mid-air, holding the blood-stained glass shards and scratched deeply on his wrist covered with countless scars.
Seeing the blood flowing to the carpet under his feet, Gu Wenyu watched quietly, trying to use the pain on his wrist to divert the pain in his heart.
Fan Li and Lin Qingran made an appointment for dinner in the evening, they didn't go there immediately after filming, Fan Li asked Lin Qingran to go back and pack up before going.
"You go back first, see you in the evening."
Fan Li waved goodbye to Lin Qingran, he was looking at Lin Qingran's car, and he turned back to his own car when the car disappeared from sight.
It's not that he has too many things to do - he must dress neatly, but that Lin Qingran seems to have entered the drama just now. Lin Qingran regards him as "Jian Yang", and he treats him like "Li Yang" has the same feelings for "Jian Yang".
He didn't want Lin Qingran to feel embarrassed after his performance.
The two made an appointment, and both arrived at the restaurant on time.
"What do you want to eat?" Fan Li handed the menu to Lin Qingran.
He searched for this meal for a long time and made many comparisons before finally choosing this restaurant with good reviews in all aspects.
"I can do it." Lin Qingran raised her head and smiled gently at Fan Li, her beautiful eyes sparkled.
Facing Lin Qingran's shining eyes, Fan Li was stunned for a moment, but then he didn't dare to look into Lin Qingran's eyes again.
Lin Qingran doesn't seem to be acting, the way he looks at him now is the way "Li Yang" looks at "Jian Yang".
—Although actors usually enter the play for a period of time, they will basically appear in the play after a few hours, but Lin Qingran does not seem to be like this.
But there will also be some actors who choose not to play before the end of the play in order to play their roles better.
Fan Li took a heavy sip of water, he knew that Lin Qingran couldn't be the latter, because Lin Qingran's acting skills were very good, and he didn't need to force himself out of the show just to perform well.
So what is the reason for Lin Qingran—he was always in the play...
Or is it that he himself is easy to get into the play and difficult to get out of the play?
"Sorry to bother you." He Yi sat down beside Lin Qingran, glanced at Lin Qingran and then looked at Fan Li apologetically.
"Film Emperor Fan, I'm sorry, I had an appointment to have dinner with Lin Qingran tonight, but he said you asked him first so I went to your appointment. I haven't eaten yet, can I share a table?"
Fan Li met He Yi and knew that he was Lin Qingran's manager, so he nodded, "Of course, it's better if more people eat together."
He Yi ordered his own and also ordered for Lin Qingran. Before the dishes were served, He Yi took a few glances at Lin Qingran.
Fan Li looked at He Yi calmly from the corner of his eye. He could see that Lin Qingran and He Yi were not ordinary managers and artists. They were friends, and they were very good friends.
But even if it is a very good friend, suddenly appearing on a date with a friend and someone else, it is a bit strange to think about it.
Could it be that He Yi also saw that Lin Qingran was in the play and came to stare at him?
During Fan Li's analysis, the waiter brought the dishes, He Yi pushed Lin Qingran's portion in front of him, the plate accidentally touched the water glass, spilled on the table, and even wet Lin Qingran's clothes.
"I didn't notice just now, your clothes are all wet." He Yi stood up apologetically and pulled Lin Qingran up, and then said to Fan Li apologetically, "Sorry, let's go to the bathroom to get some clothes."
"Uh, it's okay, it's just water—"
"To shut up!"
Lin Qingran was suddenly yelled at by He Yi and shut her mouth. He Yi smiled apologetically at Fan Li and quickly dragged Lin Qingran to the bathroom.
There was no one in the bathroom, He Yi let go of Lin Qingran's hand, closed the door and stood at the door, looking at Lin Qingran with his hands crossed.
"Are you playing again?"
Lin Qingran stood at a loss, not knowing what to say.
"It's okay to be in a drama normally, but this time it's different!" He Yi asked Lin Qingran to wash his face and wake up a little angrily.
Looking at the angry He Yi, Lin Qingran nodded blankly, then pulled out a smile and lowered her eyelashes and nodded: "...OK."
After washing his face, Lin Qingran became more sober, but He Yi knew that he still hadn't fully acted. He sighed, supported his forehead and frowned: "Tsk! I shouldn't have helped you take this role back then."
He was afraid that when Yang Jiu met Lin Qingran, he would recall the disgust he felt when he was touched by others in high school. In the past, Lin Qingran would have a strong stress reaction when someone he didn't like touched his skin.
This not only caused harm to his body, but also caused serious trauma to his psychology.
He was unwilling and unwilling for Lin Qingran to recall those painful memories again, although he was not qualified to say so.
Seeing Lin Qingran's still pale face and his weak voice, Gu Wenyu clenched his fists in distress.
"But even so, I will not let him go, I will let him understand the pain of living!"
He always remembered that on the set, Yang Jiu's hand avoided the camera and touched Lin Qingran's waist.
The most important thing is because of Yang Jiu, Lin Qingran managed to take care of her—some stomach started to throb and hurt again, and she even paled and passed out from the pain.
He will get Yang Jiu back in a hundredfold way.
Gu Wenyu stretched out his slightly trembling hand in distress to caress Lin Qingran's face, but he avoided him, Lin Qingran frowned slightly, and looked at him indifferently with clear and beautiful eyes.
With a bitter smile, Gu Wenyu slowly put down his hand that was in the air, his hoarse and deep voice was always gentle: "...I know but you were using me at that time."
When looking at Lin Qingran with his narrow and cold eyes, he will eventually subconsciously be gentle: "I knew it a long time ago, but no matter whether you use me or not, I will always be willing."
When he kicked open the door anxiously and angrily and saw Lin Qingran, and met his cold and calm eyes, he knew that Lin Qingran followed Yang Jiu to that hotel deliberately and obediently.
The moment Lin Qingran saw him, fleeting surprise flashed in his eyes, even though he quickly disguised, he was still seen by him.
In the next second, Lin Qingran's beautiful peach blossom eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and she looked at him wetly, her white and slender hands tightly clutching her collar, pitiful and distressing.
Even though he knew that Lin Qingran was pretending, he was still willing to step into the trap specially set by Lin Qingran.
Even if there is an abyss behind that trap, he is willing to step into that abyss for him.
Subconsciously, he walked up to Lin Qingran subconsciously, wanting to hold him in his arms, but Lin Qingran obediently did not dodge, shivering in his arms, holding the corner of his clothes tightly with slightly trembling hands, with a slight tingle in his voice. cry.
"...I'm so scared, help me."
The image of Lin Qingran looking at him with wet eyes in fear has always been lingering in his mind, no matter who the other party is, what the reason is, or whether it's just Lin Qingran pretending, he will still feel distressed and will not let go Anyone who made Lin Qingran sad.
He called the secretary to deal with Yang Jiu's matter, and he sent Lin Qingran who was hiding in his arms back to the hotel.
As soon as he got back to the hotel, Lin Qingran couldn't help running to the bathroom to vomit, and after taking a long shower, at that moment he felt so distressed that he wanted to tear Yang Jiu to pieces.
While Lin Qingran was taking a bath, he personally went to deal with Yang Jiu, and when he hurried back, Lin Qingran had already passed out from the pain.
"...but I'm sorry, although I know it, but I still can't help but hug you." Gu Wenyu didn't dare to raise his hand to touch Lin Qingran again, he tightly held the slightly trembling slender hand with well-defined knuckles, and slowly Lower your eyelids.
He smiled self-deprecatingly, with bitterness in the corners of his mouth and heart: "At that time, you looked at me with watery eyes, and I felt distressed. I took advantage of your ignorance and I already knew your plan, so I went to hug you. I'm sorry, Ranran .”
Lin Qingran listened quietly, her hands hidden under the quilt clenched slightly, Gu Wenyu actually saw through him.
At that time, he was not disgusted by being held in Gu Wenyu's arms, but felt an invisible sense of security.
Maybe it was the smell of Yang Jiu in the room and the overpowering perfume he was wearing that made him physically disgusted, so he subconsciously became dependent on Gu Wenyu.
Lin Qingran raised her eyelashes lazily, and smiled frivolously: "Is that so, you really can't hide anything from Mr. Gu."
"It's rare for Mr. Gu to be so generous." He twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and said with a half-smile, "Willing to be used by others, being someone else's sharp edge, is not like Mr. Gu's method."
Facing Lin Qingran's indifferent alienation, the bitterness in Gu Wenyu's heart was like a rapidly spreading vine, wrapping around his heart tightly, as if to wrap his heart to suffocation.
Gu Wenyu smiled with difficulty, and said softly: "Because it's you, so I am willing."
Lin Qingran smiled needlessly, and shook her head frivolously: "No need, I want to rest, Mr. Gu, please go back."
He pulled off the quilt and lay on his side on the bed. The stomachache just now had consumed too much of his energy, and now he was so weak that he even felt tired talking. He just wanted to have a good sleep and didn't want to think about anything.
"Okay, of course you rest first."
Gu Wenyu helped Lin Qingran pull up the quilt, fearing that he would catch a cold and pull the quilt up again to cover Lin Qingran's shoulders.
Originally wanted to help Lin Qingran brush her hair, which was a little wet from thin sweat, behind her ears, when Gu Wenyu stretched out his hands in mid-air, he remembered Lin Qingran's indifference when he avoided his contact just now, he stopped in the air, and slowly pulled The slender fingers gathered into a fist and slowly lowered.
Gu Wenyu walked to the door of the room, closing the door gently, carefully for fear that the slightest noise would disturb Lin Qingran.
The recording restored Lin Zi's innocence, and at the same time, all of Yang Jiu's evil deeds were made public, and the popularity on Weibo lasted for several days without being able to dissipate.
The biggest news is that the Yang family went bankrupt overnight, and the crimes of tax evasion and manufacturing of inferior goods were thoroughly investigated. Not only did they owe huge sums of money, but they also violated the criminal law.
What Yang Jiu did was unacceptable to many people. Netizens condemned his behavior one after another and wanted to beat him up. Now everyone feels excited when they see the news of the bankruptcy of the Yang family.
The Yang family went bankrupt, and Yang Jiu's crimes would allow him to stay in jail/prison for a lifetime. The male and female artists who were forced to follow the unspoken rules by Yang Jiu based on their own background now have no fear, and make them disgusted by what Yang Jiu did to them before. Everything is exposed.
There was an uproar on Weibo, and even the People's Daily posted a blog to condemn such inferior artists as Yang Jiu.
He Yi was at Hanjin's place during this time, and when he saw the news on Weibo, he had a premonition that something had happened, and rushed back immediately.
"What's the matter with your pale face?" He Yi looked at Lin Qingran, who was still very weak, and asked worriedly: "Is the matter of Yang Jiu's recording related to you? Did you risk yourself to record the recording? "
"It's okay, it's all over." Lin Qingran replied evasively, not wanting He Yi to worry, he changed the subject and said: "You worked so hard to come back, go and rest first."
He Yi had heard about Lin Zi, he only knew that Lin Zi and Lin Qingran were on the set together, Lin Zi seemed to like chatting with Lin Qingran very much, and always pestered him to talk, but he didn't know much about the rest.
This time, he guessed that Lin Qingran took the risk to record the recording, because Lin Qingran's expression was always serious after Lin Zi committed suicide, and he was sick for a few days afterwards.
Three years ago, there was a lot of slander about Lin Zi on the Internet for several days. The content of this recording happened to restore Lin Zi's innocence, and it was put on by an unknown person.
Combining these doubts together, he could easily guess that it was Lin Qingran who took the risk.
He Yi was a little angry. He completely ignored Lin Qingran's words to change the subject. He frowned and said, "Lin Qingran, do you think you are capable? This time is good luck. What are you going to do if Yang Jiu finds out during the recording? "
"You don't plan to tell me this kind of thing at all, do you regard me as a friend?" He Yi licked his molars irritably, and looked at Lin Qingran with a dark face: "If something really happened to you, do you want to Did I know about it on the news?"
"It's not like that." Lin Qingran took He Yi's arm and explained apologetically: "I think you finally reconciled with your boyfriend, so I don't want to disturb you, besides, I have already thought of a perfect countermeasure."
"Even if Yang Jiu found out during my recording process, I have a way to deal with it."
After Lin Qingran's repeated explanations, He Yi finally calmed down a little, he glanced at Lin Qingran and said reluctantly: "Okay, I forgive you this time, if Lin Qingran dares to do this again next time, just wait and see what I do Pack you!"
Seeing that He Yi had calmed down, Lin Qingran relaxed a little, and promised He Yi again and again that he would never do this again.
"By the way, who did Yang Jiu offend this time?" Although He Yi is not like the manager of a serious company, his experience is no worse than those of them, and he can tell at a glance that someone must be behind the scenes.
"Yang Jiu must have offended some powerful figures, otherwise his Yang family's power would not have been wiped out overnight."
Lin Qingran twitched the corner of her mouth lightly, and said flatly: "It's Gu Wenyu."
He Yi frowned in confusion: "Gu Wenyu?"
Lin Qingran briefly summarized the matter between him and Gu Wenyu to He Yi, and He Yi almost jumped up in shock: "No wonder! That Yang Jiu who killed a thousand swords dared to take advantage of you! Death is not a pity!"
After venting his anger, He Yi subconsciously felt a little terrified, and he said "tsk": "Gu Wenyu's power is not something that can make such a powerful Yang family disappear overnight."
Thinking of an important question, He Yi sat down and asked, "If Gu Wenyu didn't see that you were using him, what would you do after you told him?"
Thinking of Gu Wenyu's ruthlessness and brutality, he still unconsciously felt panic behind his back.
If Gu Wenyu didn't see it at the time, after Lin Qingran told the truth, would Lin Qingran be tortured terribly by him according to his violent nature?
Thinking about it - He Yi immediately overturned the idea just now.Although Gu Wenyu is a lunatic, he can see that Gu Wenyu really loves Lin Qingran to the point of madness.
Gu Wenyu is obviously a person with mental cleanliness, but he can tolerate Lin Qingran having relationships with others, and he obviously hates people who have physical relationships with Lin Qingran, and wants to tear them apart.
But when he faced Lin Qingran, he was always so gentle, so gentle that he repeatedly broke his own bottom line.
Men are violent by nature, they treat others coldly and harshly, they don't have the slightest extra emotion at all, but when they treat Lin Qingran, they are always meticulous and patient, not only can wash their hands and make soup for themselves, but also self-mutilate for Lin Qingran.
Gu Wenyu is like a tyrant, but he left all the tenderness he has to Lin Qingran.
"...I don't know." Lin Qingran lowered her long and thick eyelashes, as if she was thinking about something.
He really didn't know, he just wanted to end these chaotic relationships with Gu Wenyu when he told the truth.
For some reason these days, since he came back from home, he could always dream of Gu Yanqing.
In the dream, the relationship between him and Gu Yanqing seven years ago kept reappearing in his mind bit by bit, Gu Yanqing's gentleness towards him, Gu Yanqing's patience towards him, the things Gu Yanqing did for him, all kinds of things kept being blocked from him reappear in memory.
"Forget it." He Yi himself didn't want to talk about this topic. No matter how deeply Gu Wenyu loved Lin Qingran, the harm he had done to Lin Qingran in the past couldn't be dissipated.
For the injuries Lin Qingran suffered before, and his seven painful years, someone had to pay for it.
"I'm starving to death." He Yi lay on Lin Qingran's bed, his legs were vertically placed on the ground, his hands spread out, and he murmured: "—I'm hungry after I relax, it's time for dinner now."
Lin Qingran nodded, before he could speak, there was a knock on the door outside.
"Senior, come out for dinner."
He Yi didn't see Gu Haifeng when he came back, but now he was a little surprised when he heard his voice: "Is Gu Haifeng still there? I thought he went back."
"Maybe the meat floss is reluctant to part with me. Gu Haifeng came with the meat floss, and he didn't want to throw the meat floss away, so let's wait until now." Lin Qingran spoke out his conjecture.
"Wow~" Rouxong climbed onto the bed, rubbing against Lin Qingran's lap coquettishly, wagging its fluffy tail.
"Good~" Lin Qingran hugged the floss and gently rubbed his nose against his nose, gently rubbing its head: "Let's go out to eat."
As usual, the dinner table was full, and there were several more blood-enriching dishes and soups than before.
Gu Haifeng handed the soup in the thermos box to Lin Qingran: "Senior, drink some soup first."
Lin Qingran's complexion has not yet recovered, his lips are pale, and he looks like a pitiful sick beauty.
After Yang Jiu's incident was exposed, the crew had to find someone to replace Yang Jiu. Previously, Yang Jiu's scenes had to be deleted for reshoots, so now Director Wang is looking for someone, and the crew is on vacation for a few days.
Lin Qingran's body is still a little weak, so he can just take advantage of these few days to nourish his body, so as not to delay the progress of the crew because of himself.
After dinner, Lin Qingran went to take a shower, and when he came out, He Yi looked at him with a smirk in his arms, "Since when did you and Fan Li get along so well?"
"Aww..." Meat Floss didn't seem to like the name, "Aww" retorted He Yi.
"No." Lin Qingran wiped her hair, and because she just took a shower, her body exuded warm heat and a faint scent of shower gel.
"No?" He Yi handed Lin Qingran's cell phone to him, and exaggeratedly said: "The film king Fan Li asked you when you are free, and said that he would invite you to dinner!"
"Ah!" He Yi sighed heavily, covered his heart and said exaggeratedly and sadly: "You still want to hide it from me, Lin Qingran, you are too mean!"
Seeing He Yi like this, Lin Qingran found it a little funny, told him about the dinner appointment with Fan Li, and said with a smile, "It's just a normal relationship, what are you thinking about?"
"What are you afraid of?" He Yi said solemnly: "Love grows after a long time, and you will have feelings after eating a few more meals!"
Lin Qingran shook her head helplessly and smiled, ignoring He Yi's nonsense, and went to the bathroom to dry her hair.
"By the way, what is the fragrance in your room? It smells good." He Yi sniffed the fragrance in Lin Qingran's room, and lay on his back on Lin Qingran's bed: "I feel relaxed mentally after smelling it."
Before that, his focus was on Lin Qingran's risky recording, and he was so anxious that he didn't notice the smell in Lin Qingran's room, but now he notices it.
"It's the aromatherapy that Gu Haifeng bought." Because the sound of the hair dryer was not loud and the outlet was emitting very gentle warm air, Lin Qingran said while drying her hair, "I also think this aromatherapy is very soothing, so I bought a lot of boxes from him."
Pointing to the drawer of his bedside table, he said: "The aromatherapy is in the drawer, if you like it, take a few boxes back."
"Come on!" He Yi and Lin Qingran had a good relationship, and there was no such thing as coyness and evasion. He sat up from the bed, ran to the bedside table and opened the drawer to take two boxes.
Lin Qingran had a good rest in the past few days, but his body has recovered a lot, at least now his lips are no longer pale, but a bit bloody.
Director Wang hasn't found a replacement for He Yi's role yet. In the past few days, we will first shoot scenes without "Li Da", and then find someone to fill in the role of "Li Da".
"When I asked you the time before, you said that you are free during this time, so are you free tonight?" Fan Li handed Lin Qingran the freshly squeezed juice he just bought.
He originally wanted to buy milk tea, but thinking that Lin Qingran had a bad stomach, he bought fruit juice instead.
"I'm free." Lin Qingran took the juice Fan Li handed him, and thanked him.
A few days ago, Fan Li texted him and asked him that he was free during the production holidays, but Fan Li had to catch up with the progress of another film, so Fan Li was not free during those few days.
"Brother Ran, can I drink your juice?" Assistant Lin Qingran appeared out of nowhere, snatched the glass of freshly squeezed juice from Lin Qingran's hand, and deliberately glanced at Fan Li who was holding back his lifelessness.
He curled his lips in embarrassment: "Brother Li, can I drink?"
Fan Li pulled out a smile, and said with a half smile, "Drink."
He bought this freshly squeezed juice because he spared the way to go to another street, because the juice on that street is the real freshly squeezed juice, without any additives.
In the past, if he didn't like it, he would definitely say it directly, but Lin Qingran has a distance from others, he couldn't refuse it as straightforwardly as before, and then put the juice back into Lin Qingran's hand, saying that he bought it for him specially.
If he said so, he worked so hard to finally draw such a small distance with Lin Qingran, and it might change back to the long distance before.
No, maybe even more alienated than before.
Fan Li sighed in his heart, obviously he was very Buddhist in the past, but now he is always annoyed by all kinds of trivial things because of Lin Qingran.
but……
He had no choice but to laugh, Lin Qingran really had an inexplicable attraction. Although he changed his previous style with difficulty, he actually enjoyed the process quite a bit.
"Brother Ran, drink this." The assistant stuffed the thermos cup into Lin Qingran's hand: "Drinking more hot water is good for your stomach, and this cup of hot water has some sugar in it, so it tastes better than ordinary hot water!"
Fan Li: "..."
Looking at Assistant Lin Qingran, he raised his eyebrows in doubt: "Candy?"
Assistant Xiao Li nodded: "That's right, Brother Ran likes sweets, it must taste better with sugar, it's sweet after all."
Xiao Li spoke in an orderly manner, as if he knew Lin Qingran very well.The reason why he knew all this was because Gu Wenyu told him bit by bit, and even patiently told all the details - bit by bit, for fear that he might make a mistake.
He silently gasped in his heart: Let me be wrong, I don't dare to be wrong. When Mr. Gu said these words, there was a terrible feeling of "If you dare to make Ranran feel uncomfortable, I will kill you".
In the rest room, Lin Qingran unscrewed the thermos cup and took a sip of water. The water was transparent and indeed had a bit of sweetness, but it was not the sweetness of ordinary sugar.
In a shady corner of the studio, a towering tree grew there, blocking the autumn sun, and there were two people standing under the tree.
"Brother, you asked the doctor for the new medicine, won't it affect the senior's filming?" Gu Haifeng asked.
He knew that the shortcoming of the milky white potion before was drowsiness, and he was afraid that this potion would also have this side effect. If so, Lin Qingran might get sleepy during filming.
"No, I asked the doctor to re-adjust a low-efficiency drug, which is good for Ranran's stomach, but it won't make you sleepy."
"That's good, the senior has recovered a lot in the past few days."
Thinking of what happened to Yang Jiu, Gu Haifeng asked what he had always been wondering about: "Brother, how did you deal with Yang Jiu?"
The day Lin Qingran said that he was not going to eat at home, he felt something was wrong, because Lin Qingran seldom went out, and he saw Lin Qingran carrying a bag that day.
When he was hesitant to talk to Gu Wenyu, the man called him first and asked him if Lin Qingran had gone out.
Gu Wenyu's voice seemed a little anxious at that time, Gu Haifeng seldom heard the anxious voice of a man who was always calm, and at that time he knew that his guess was right, so he quickly answered truthfully.
"His hand touched Ranran's waist, and he wanted to cut off his hand directly, but after thinking about it, it would be too cheap for him."
Gu Wenyu's voice was very soft, with no tone of indifference, and his long and narrow eyes were slightly raised, revealing a cold hostility.
"Since he doesn't know how to live or die and dares to take advantage of it, let him repay it a hundred thousand times, and let him know what life is better than death."
The man's voice was soft and cold, and Gu Haifeng's body trembled unconsciously.
He remembered that the prison/prison where Yang Jiu entered had many cruel prisoners, many of whom liked to play sex/abuse/treatment...
Gu Haifeng suddenly understood the meaning of Gu Wenyu's words to make Yang Jiu's life worse than death, and he said softly, "Yang Jiu deserved it too."
Lin Qingran's weak appearance flashed past a few days ago, and Gu Haifeng couldn't bear to recall it.
The warm sunshine shines through the gaps between the lush branches and leaves of the big trees, and the cool autumn wind blows by, making the leaves rustle.
Gu Wenyu's narrow eyes stared at the two people in the lounge, and his eyes stopped on Lin Qingran's gentle smile.
The warm golden sun sprinkled into the room, reflecting on Lin Qingran's gleaming amber eyes, more dazzling than the stars in the sky.
Lin Qingran looked at Fan Li, and when he said this to him, the smile on the corner of his mouth was so pure and beautiful.
Looking at that dazzling smile, Gu Wenyu felt as if his heart was covered with a knife. Every time he took a breath, the tip of the knife cut his heart fiercely.
A memory flashed, eight years ago at Gu Haifeng's school, under the shade of a tree blown by the breeze, Lin Qingran also smiled at others like this.
That smile, which was brighter than the sun, snatched away his heart from then on, giving his gentleness in this life finally a foothold.
At that time, he was afraid of being overwhelmed by this feeling that made him at a loss, but now with Lin Qingran's gentle smile, he seems to understand.
No matter how jealous he is and he doesn't want Lin Qingran to smile at others, compared to these, what he hopes to see...is Lin Qingran's smile.
Lin Qingran smiled because he was happy, and compared to himself, nothing seemed to be more important than Lin Qingran's slight smile.
"...It's a pity that I understand too late..." Gu Wenyu murmured in a hoarse voice, swallowing the bitterness in his heart with difficulty.
Too late... too late indeed.
Eight years ago he didn't understand feelings, and seven years ago he finally understood love, but he didn't seem to have learned how to love in the past seven years.
After searching for Lin Qingran for seven years, when he finally met him again, he was never happier than before, as if life had added a dazzle of sunshine to his monotonous and gloomy life.
Gu Haifeng followed Gu Wenyu's gaze and saw the scene when he picked up the man. He held Gu Wenyu's arm, fearing that the man would run over impulsively.
Seeing the man standing there with his fists tightly clenched, Gu Haifeng was paying attention to Gu Wenyu all the time. Although the man spoke in a low voice, he still heard it.
"Brother..." Gu Haifeng probed softly, "Should we go back first?"
He heard Gu Wenyu say "too late", and he thought he was right.
It's too late.
If Gu Wenyu had realized it from the beginning, maybe they would have completely different endings.
Perhaps at that time, Gu Wenyu would become the light in Lin Qingran's life—wiping light, the real light, not the false light of "Gu Yanqing" that would hurt or even burn people.
Lin Qingran was never someone favored by the God of Destiny, if Gu Wenyu had treated him tenderly at that time, then they would not have had such painful seven years.
"...Let's go." Gu Wenyu's voice was choked with sobs, and his voice was hoarse and outrageous.
He didn't let go of his tightly clenched fists, but clenched them even tighter.
Gu Wenyu was panting with difficulty, he felt heartache every time he took a breath, his chest heaved and heaved violently because of the pain, and his body was tense.
Back home, Gu Wenyu poured himself a glass of wine, his hoarse voice was even hoarse mixed with the spirits.
In order to take care of Lin Qingran more conveniently, he also bought a sea area in N city.
He could have let Lin Qingran live in his house like in M City, but he dare not now.Because he forced Lin Qingran before, he was very unhappy, and even hated him even more.
Gu Wenyu poured another glass of wine, and drank it in one breath, his long and narrow eyes drooped, and his clothes were a little messy.
He was scared, he was really scared now.
Every time he faced Lin Qingran's indifferent eyes towards him, he was afraid and panicked, as if he would lose Lin Qingran in a second.
"...I really hope that Ranran can smile at me again like before... like she smiled at 'Gu Yanqing'..."
Gu Wenyu leaned back on the sofa mockingly, looking at the champagne roses planted outside the French window in front of him, his dark eyes stared at the rose garden absently.
After the college entrance examination, his relationship with Lin Qingran improved, and he could clearly feel Lin Qingran's dependence on him.
It made him happy, but also made him more afraid.
"Gu Yanqing" was a false lie, he seemed to be wearing a skin, and he was afraid that once the skin was pierced, everything would be different.
"Do you like roses?" Lin Qingran asked him with a soft smile while being held in his arms.
Looking at Lin Qingran's beautiful eyes at that time, he naturally agreed and said "I like it".In fact, he doesn't like flowers, but when he saw Lin Qingran smiling softly, he naturally lied to make him happy.
"Then...tomorrow I'll buy you a bouquet of roses, okay?" Lin Qingran smiled with innocent eyes, and he seemed to be talking to himself: "How much should I give you? 99 roses?"
Lin Qingran doesn't understand love, "Gu Yanqing" is his sunshine and his first love, he wants to make him happy.
He searched on the Internet, and the red rose that everyone sends the longest represents that I love you, passionately in love, and hope to have a passionate love with you, while the champagne rose represents that I only love you—one, and falling in love with you is the greatest happiness in my life.
To him, "Gu Yanqing" was the brightest color in his gloomy life, and being able to be with him was his extravagant happiness.
So at that time Lin Qingran secretly planned to give "Gu Yanqing" 99 champagne roses in his heart.
"99 flowers?" When Gu Wenyu heard it at the time, he just thought how could Lin Qingran be so cute, and deliberately teased him: "Isn't it always a surprise to send flowers? If you say it, there will be no surprises, you idiot."
"Did you hear that?" Lin Qingran seemed to have just realized that he said what was in his heart just now, and then his face turned "shua" for a moment-suddenly red.
Burying her head into the pillow, Lin Qingran's fair and slender neck was also dyed a beautiful pale pink.
Thinking of this, Gu Wenyu closed his eyes deeply, the knuckles of his hand holding the wine glass were raised due to the force, and the veins were also exposed, and the slender hand looked a bit hideous.
"I'm a fucking bastard!"
Gu Wenyu smashed the wine glass in his hand, picked up a shard of glass and scratched it hard on his painful left wrist.
Looking at the gurgling blood, Lin Qingran's gentle smile appeared in front of his eyes again, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, and his beautiful eyes looked at you, making your heart soften.
Gu Wenyu stretched out his hand to grab that extravagant smile, but he stopped when he stretched out his hand, because Lin Qingran turned around, and there was a man standing in front of him, and Lin Qingran was smiling softly at that man.
He slowly lowered his hand that was suspended in mid-air, holding the blood-stained glass shards and scratched deeply on his wrist covered with countless scars.
Seeing the blood flowing to the carpet under his feet, Gu Wenyu watched quietly, trying to use the pain on his wrist to divert the pain in his heart.
Fan Li and Lin Qingran made an appointment for dinner in the evening, they didn't go there immediately after filming, Fan Li asked Lin Qingran to go back and pack up before going.
"You go back first, see you in the evening."
Fan Li waved goodbye to Lin Qingran, he was looking at Lin Qingran's car, and he turned back to his own car when the car disappeared from sight.
It's not that he has too many things to do - he must dress neatly, but that Lin Qingran seems to have entered the drama just now. Lin Qingran regards him as "Jian Yang", and he treats him like "Li Yang" has the same feelings for "Jian Yang".
He didn't want Lin Qingran to feel embarrassed after his performance.
The two made an appointment, and both arrived at the restaurant on time.
"What do you want to eat?" Fan Li handed the menu to Lin Qingran.
He searched for this meal for a long time and made many comparisons before finally choosing this restaurant with good reviews in all aspects.
"I can do it." Lin Qingran raised her head and smiled gently at Fan Li, her beautiful eyes sparkled.
Facing Lin Qingran's shining eyes, Fan Li was stunned for a moment, but then he didn't dare to look into Lin Qingran's eyes again.
Lin Qingran doesn't seem to be acting, the way he looks at him now is the way "Li Yang" looks at "Jian Yang".
—Although actors usually enter the play for a period of time, they will basically appear in the play after a few hours, but Lin Qingran does not seem to be like this.
But there will also be some actors who choose not to play before the end of the play in order to play their roles better.
Fan Li took a heavy sip of water, he knew that Lin Qingran couldn't be the latter, because Lin Qingran's acting skills were very good, and he didn't need to force himself out of the show just to perform well.
So what is the reason for Lin Qingran—he was always in the play...
Or is it that he himself is easy to get into the play and difficult to get out of the play?
"Sorry to bother you." He Yi sat down beside Lin Qingran, glanced at Lin Qingran and then looked at Fan Li apologetically.
"Film Emperor Fan, I'm sorry, I had an appointment to have dinner with Lin Qingran tonight, but he said you asked him first so I went to your appointment. I haven't eaten yet, can I share a table?"
Fan Li met He Yi and knew that he was Lin Qingran's manager, so he nodded, "Of course, it's better if more people eat together."
He Yi ordered his own and also ordered for Lin Qingran. Before the dishes were served, He Yi took a few glances at Lin Qingran.
Fan Li looked at He Yi calmly from the corner of his eye. He could see that Lin Qingran and He Yi were not ordinary managers and artists. They were friends, and they were very good friends.
But even if it is a very good friend, suddenly appearing on a date with a friend and someone else, it is a bit strange to think about it.
Could it be that He Yi also saw that Lin Qingran was in the play and came to stare at him?
During Fan Li's analysis, the waiter brought the dishes, He Yi pushed Lin Qingran's portion in front of him, the plate accidentally touched the water glass, spilled on the table, and even wet Lin Qingran's clothes.
"I didn't notice just now, your clothes are all wet." He Yi stood up apologetically and pulled Lin Qingran up, and then said to Fan Li apologetically, "Sorry, let's go to the bathroom to get some clothes."
"Uh, it's okay, it's just water—"
"To shut up!"
Lin Qingran was suddenly yelled at by He Yi and shut her mouth. He Yi smiled apologetically at Fan Li and quickly dragged Lin Qingran to the bathroom.
There was no one in the bathroom, He Yi let go of Lin Qingran's hand, closed the door and stood at the door, looking at Lin Qingran with his hands crossed.
"Are you playing again?"
Lin Qingran stood at a loss, not knowing what to say.
"It's okay to be in a drama normally, but this time it's different!" He Yi asked Lin Qingran to wash his face and wake up a little angrily.
Looking at the angry He Yi, Lin Qingran nodded blankly, then pulled out a smile and lowered her eyelashes and nodded: "...OK."
After washing his face, Lin Qingran became more sober, but He Yi knew that he still hadn't fully acted. He sighed, supported his forehead and frowned: "Tsk! I shouldn't have helped you take this role back then."
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