Don't look for the old attack in the crematorium

The apex of his heart was shrouded in clouds and mist, which made it difficult for him to breathe. When Gu Wenyu returned to the set, he saw Lin Qingran's slender figure at a glance.

He walked forward quickly, but stopped after only two steps. There was an extra figure beside Lin Qingran in front of him, and his face suddenly became gloomy.

From his line of sight, Xiao Kai just came from another direction with a bottle of water. He was sitting next to Lin Qingran. with.

Seeing Lin Qingran's gentle smile towards Xiao Kai, Gu Wenyu suddenly felt a hole in his heart, surrounded by sharp blades, cutting the deepest part of his heart piece by piece.

Lin Qingran's eyelashes are thick and slender, and her beautiful eyes are full of water. When she smiles, her eyes are slightly curved, like delicate and bright gems, making people slow down their breathing even after taking a second look.

Memories seemed to be induced, and flashed out of memory one after another.

The first time he met Lin Qingran was at the school sports meeting in Shizhong, S City.

At that time, it was just a casual glance, and it happened to see Lin Qingran's smile shining in the sun.

That smile seemed to freeze time, slowing down his heartbeat by half a beat.

"Brother, you are here!" Gu Haifeng pointed to the small garden where Lin Qingran was, and said, "Brother, are you going to visit our school? The newly built small garden in our school is very beautiful, and there is also an artificial lake!"

Gu Wenyu had no interest in visiting, but he still couldn't help but look at the location he was pointing at.

Lin Qingran and a girl were sitting on a stone bench in a small garden. The two chatted and laughed happily. The branches and leaves of the willow tree were hanging down, and the breeze blew gently, causing the branches and leaves to sway gently. The water in the artificial lake next to it was swaying microwave.

That picture was as beautiful as the fairy couple in the scroll, and it made him inexplicably annoyed.

"...Brother? Brother!" Gu Haifeng was a little horrified by his sudden hostility, and asked, "Brother, what's wrong with you? If you don't want to visit, you don't have to. I'll trouble you to come here today."

Hearing the sound, he only felt an inexplicable emotion lingering and fermenting in his heart. The unfamiliar emotion made him irritable and depressed, and the smile in his mind was lingering.

In particular, the scene of Lin Qingran and that girl looking at each other and laughing left him with nowhere to put his cold hostility, and he just wanted to destroy the inexplicable emotions entangled in his heart.

……

Now this heart-pounding smile overlaps with the one he recalled, but he only felt his heart swell and astringent, like a ball of lemon candy wrapped in bitter melon juice.

The smile in front of him was not for him, nor could it be for him.

He is angry, he is annoyed, but he has no position to express all this.

"...Mr. Gu? Mr. Gu!"

Gu Wenyu came back to his senses and saw the director standing beside him at some point.

"It's a great honor for Mr. Gu to come to our studio these two days!" The director held the script in his hand and rolled it into a cylinder.

He patted his palm with a paper roll, pointed to the lounge in front of him and said, "Mr. Gu, why don't you go to the lounge and have a drink of tea? It's a bit hot today."

"Gu always came to visit the class, right?" The director looked at Lin Qingran's position, smiled with an expression of "I understand": "He came to visit Qingran, right, don't worry, I will give him half a day off later. "

Looking at the location that will be used later, the director said: "The filming of Qing Ran's scene is almost finished today, or I will ask him to film it tomorrow. He is very spiritual, and he basically has one pass."

Seeing this, Gu Wenyu nodded in satisfaction, glanced at Xiao Kai, and said, "That boy seems to have good qualifications, how about adding some scenes to him?"

The director looked at Gu Wenyu in astonishment.

Gu Wenyu smiled indifferently: "Filming more scenes is also training newcomers, and the clips that are filmed don't have to be used, just treat him as training."

"how?"

Gu Wenyu's aura was too strong, the director stared blankly at Gu Wenyu's cold eyes, although he had seen many storms and waves, he still couldn't stand it now, so he could only nod his head in response.

The filming has been going smoothly for the past few days, Lin Qingran finished filming her part, went to sit in a deserted place, unscrewed the mineral water and took a sip.

Xiao Kai saw Lin Qingran through the open space, and before the machine turned on, he patted him and waved vigorously at him from a distance.

"Of course, let's go back after the filming is over." Gu Wenyu deliberately stepped forward and stood in front of Lin Qingran, completely blocking Xiao Kai who was still waving.

Lin Qingran didn't notice Xiao Kai, so he screwed back the cap of the mineral water, raised his eyes and squinted at Gu Wenyu.

He chuckled lightly and said, "Mr. Gu, is the company about to go bankrupt recently? Going to the set every day in such a spare time?"

When facing Lin Qingran, Gu Wenyu was not annoyed at all, on the contrary, he was a little happy, after all, Lin Qingran was willing to talk to him, no matter what he had to say, he was willing to listen.

"However, you said before that you wanted to go to the beach with grandma, so let's go together before today's filming ends?"

Hearing the word "grandma", Lin Qingran paused for a moment, clenched his hand holding the mineral water bottle slightly, but he quickly recovered his original mood.

He blinked his eyelashes a few times, glanced at Gu Wenyu casually, and said with a smile, "Why should I go with you?"

Gu Wenyu's heart tightened, and he said in a low voice, "Of course I'm sorry."

Every subtle movement of Lin Qingran just now was firmly engraved in his eyes, and he knew that mentioning grandma touched Lin Qingran's emotions.

"I'm sorry about grandma." His voice was hoarse and low: "Of course, let's go see grandma together in a few days, shall we?"

Lin Qingran suddenly laughed when she heard the words: "Go to see grandma together? What does grandma's matter have to do with you? The game is over, Mr. Gu doesn't have to talk to me like he pretended to be close to grandma seven years ago."

Blinking her eyes vigorously, Lin Qingran wanted to swallow the bitterness that surged up just now, but her eye sockets still couldn't help being red.

"Of course it's not like this!" Seeing Lin Qingran's red eyes, Gu Wenyu suddenly panicked, he stretched out his hand to hug him, but he avoided it before touching Lin Qingran.

"Mr. Gu is not tired of pretending like this?" Lin Qingran took a deep breath, forcefully suppressing the emotions that were choked in her chest.

He drooped his eyelashes, then raised his eyes, and smiled softly: "Mr. Gu, don't worry, I haven't dismantled the good image you put on in front of grandma, and I didn't tell the truth until grandma left."

"But please don't mention grandma again in the future." Lin Qingran looked at Gu Wenyu's dark eyes, his red eyes had no warmth: "We don't know each other that well."

After returning to the locker room and changing clothes, Lin Qingran left through the side door. He hailed a car and didn't go home, but got off at a place in the suburbs.

He walked aimlessly on the edge of a hill in the suburbs, found the way up the mountain and slowly climbed to the top of the hill.

The air on the mountain is very good, and the wind on the top of the mountain is also much stronger.

Standing on the top of the mountain and looking down, he looked at the small scenery below, and slowly sat down.

The breeze blew by, blowing his long, soft black hair. He took out a candy from his pocket, and after unpacking it, Lin Qingran slowly put the candy in his mouth.

"...Grandma, you told me before that life is bitter, but we must always live on strong, take a few candies with us, and eat one when we are sad, and we will feel much better."

A gust of wind passed by, rustling the surrounding leaves, but failed to blow away the bitterness in Lin Qingran's eyes.

"Because of having grandma, I didn't feel sad no matter how hard my life was. I never felt that I needed candy."

There was a surge of heat in his reddened eyes, his voice was a little hoarse, and he murmured in a low voice: "But now no matter how I eat candy and how many candies I eat, why do I still feel that candy is bitter?"

Gu Wenyu stood a little far away and looked at the back of Lin Qingran who was sitting on the top of the mountain. He stood quietly, and the wind that happened by chance brought Lin Qingran's words to his ears verbatim.

His throat was dry and sore, he opened his mouth slightly and moved slightly, the uncomfortable feeling in his throat tore him bit by bit.

He put his hand on the stone wall beside him, and gripped it back tightly. The stone wall was missing a corner, and the sharp edge cut his palm, and with the strength of his grip, it penetrated into his flesh little by little.

The blood flowed down drop by drop, sliding down from the sharp edge of the stone wall, staining a large area of ​​stone red.

As if he couldn't feel the pain, he didn't stop holding Shibi's hand, allowing Shibi to move his wound deeper and deeper inch by inch.

What Lin Qingran said just now kept echoing in his ears, the tearing feeling in his heart made him feel as if he was about to suffocate, and even breathing was painful.

Lin Qingran didn't go back in the evening, but stayed in a hotel at the foot of the mountain. He didn't have any role in these two days, so he didn't have to go to the set.

In his own room, he sat on the sofa after eating, gently twisting the bracelet on his wrist.

This bracelet was given to him by his grandmother. She went to the temple to pray for blessings. It was almost lost before, but luckily Han Xinyi picked it up.

Rubbing the bracelet on his wrist, he smiled slightly.

"Grandma, you said that grandpa once told you that when you are old, you can experience the fun of living in seclusion in the mountains and the fun of drinking in the forest together, just like in TV dramas."

Slowly lowering his eyelids, he said softly, "I'll fulfill this wish for you later, okay?"

This sentence was said by my grandma when she was still in good health. At that time, she said that after he graduated, he would go to experience it together.

But... this wish did not come true together.

There is a bamboo forest near this hotel, and film crews often come here for filming. Over time, many people who are attracted to the name and want to experience the martial arts of TV dramas come here.

Naturally, the innkeeper didn't miss this opportunity, and prepared a lot of drinks that imitated the props of the TV series, and the business was very good.

Lin Qingran bought a few bottles, and the innkeeper reminded: "This wine is very pure, so it's quite strong. You should drink it slowly, otherwise you are so good-looking and you are easy to get into trouble."

Thanking the innkeeper politely for his reminder, he entered the bamboo forest with two jugs of wine.

It may be his luck, there is no one in the bamboo forest now, the wind blows "huhu", only the bamboo leaves are rustling, on the contrary, it feels more like that.

Lin Qingran went into the gazebo in the bamboo forest and sat down, and put the two jugs of wine on the stone table in the gazebo.

His grandfather had passed away before he could remember, and he had always heard about him from his grandmother.

Grandma said that grandpa is a very kind person, but he is obsessed with martial arts novels. Grandma always smiles happily when talking about grandpa.

Lin Qingran poured a glass of wine and took a sip. The wine was very light, exuding a slight fragrance, without a strong feeling. He leaned on the back of the chair, looked at the bamboo leaves illuminated by the light, and was slightly lost in thought.

"...Grandma, maybe Grandpa has always been obsessed with martial arts novels because he likes the bravery and chivalry of people in the martial arts, and there is no deceit."

After finishing the wine in the glass, he poured another glass, walked out of the gazebo with the glass in one hand and a jug of wine in the other, and sat on a big rock beside him.

The clouds are thin tonight, the bright moon hangs in the sky, and there are many stars around. The sky seen here is more beautiful than usual.

The evening breeze was gentle, and the "rustling" sound of passing bamboo leaves formed a tune of its own. He looked at the beautiful moon in the sky, poured wine while drinking, and forgot how many glasses he drank, and suddenly felt dizzy.

When his body fell back, there was no pain from his body as imagined.

A warm embrace hugged him tightly, and a pair of big hands draped the clothes on him, tenderly and delicately.

Smelling the familiar cold breath, he shook his head lightly, and supported the man's chest to think about it, but the stamina of the wine was too strong, and he had no strength at all.

"Of course we'll go home."

Hearing the sound, Lin Qingran frowned, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, and she whispered in a hoarse voice: "...Go home? Where is the home? After grandma passed away, I have no home..."

"Of course..." Gu Wenyu gently stroked Lin Qingran's face, and said softly in a low voice with forbearance, "Go back to our house?"

"……us?"

The evening breeze was blowing, and the cold breath lingered on the tip of Lin Qingran's nose. He unconsciously rubbed against the man's warm chest, trying to open his eyes, but the drowsiness of his head made him lose his strength.

Gu Wenyu felt Lin Qingran's subconscious dependence on him, and his breathing became a little messy.

Looking at Lin Qingran's delicate face with the help of the weak light in the bamboo forest, and stroking his slightly trembling long eyelashes, the heart in Gu Wenyu's chest suddenly beat violently, so fast that he was afraid that Lin Qingran would be awakened.

Even though he knew that Lin Qingran mistook him for "Gu Yanqing" because he was drunk, he still couldn't restrain his joy.

He stretched out his hand and gently brushed away the black hair on Lin Qingran's forehead, which was blown by the wind, suppressing the most sincere and warm feelings for the person in his arms, and said in a heavy yet extremely soft voice: "Well, our family."

Lin Qingran pursed his lips slightly, his long eyelashes trembling slightly in the wind, he murmured softly: "...Without us, there will always be only me... There will always be only myself..."

Gu Wenyu's heart seemed to be hit suddenly, no matter how rational and decisive he is usually, he would become cowardly when it comes to Lin Qingran.

Gently stroking Lin Qingran's face, the bitterness in his heart made his throat so dry and sore, he could only softly call out over and over again in a hoarse voice: "...but..."

"Well……"

Lin Qingran frowned slightly, curled up and slowly opened his trembling long eyelashes, he looked at the strange room, and suddenly lost his mind for a moment.

Sitting up abruptly, looking around, he frowned and whispered, "This is not a hotel room..."

The room is very large, with warm colors, a large bed of more than two meters, and a soft-looking sofa in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, with a few soft big pillows on it.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, opened the curtains in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and what greeted his eyes was the endless blue sea.

The sea is surging with waves, one after another waves are beating on the beach, and the sun is shining on the surface of the sea, sparkling.

All of this was the same as the scene he had imagined before. He lowered his eyelids, and his frowning brows did not open. Suddenly, there was a sound of paws pulling on the door.

"Ow!"

A familiar dog barked, Lin Qingran looked towards the door, and a fluffy puppy ran towards him, wagging its tail and rubbing against his feet.

"Ow!~"

Lin Qingran was stunned for a moment, looking at the puppy in front of him that was very similar to the dog he remembered from seven years ago, he tentatively called out, "...floss?"

"Wow!" The puppy responded excitedly when he heard the word "meat floss", and his tail wagged even more happily.

Lin Qingran's hands trembled slightly. He squatted down and picked up the puppy, which was a little bigger than seven years ago. His eyes were moist: "...Food floss, why are you here? Is this Miss Jin's home?"

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a sound of footsteps at the door, and he turned his head when he heard the sound, just in time to see a man walking in.