Jin Yan's father organized the banquet very seriously at home, but Jin Yan's mother locked herself in the bedroom.

In the evening, a guest came, a woman with a gentle appearance, and that woman's smile made Jin Yan very uncomfortable.

"Xiao Yan, come and say hello to your Aunt Li."

Jin Yan barely maintained his politeness, and smiled softly: "Hello, Aunt Li."

The nanny set up the dining table, and Jin Yan's father even opened a bottle of expensive red wine that he had been reluctant to drink.

Jin Yan's mother came out of the room. She was dressed up today, with big black waves spread out, flaming red lips and black high heels.Jin Yan hasn't seen his mother in makeup for many years. At this moment, his mother has sharp eyebrows and eyes, and she doesn't look like the mother he is familiar with.

Jin Yan felt a little scared, although he didn't know what happened yet.

Jin Yan saw that Aunt Li sat next to his father naturally, while his mother eagerly sat on the other side of his father, and then continued to pick up food for his father, everything... was abnormal.

Some hazy and terrifying conjecture appeared in Jin Yan's mind, but he himself was not sure what it was, or dared not admit what it was.

Aunt Li poured a full glass of red wine for Jin Yan: "Come on, do you know how to drink? Shall we toast?"

Aunt Li's expression made Jin Yan very disgusted. He even had the urge to pour wine on this woman's gentle face. He himself was taken aback by his rude thoughts.Jin Yan smiled formulaically, even more fake than Qin Zi: "No, I'm still a student and I don't drink."

"Students can also drink, you are so old." Aunt Li's facial features are still so gentle, but her expression is unspeakably mean and indifferent. That kind of indifference is different from Qin Xin's kind of indifference that rejects people thousands of miles away. His indifference is actually a bad thing.

Jin Cheng actually also spoke for Aunt Li: "That's right, you are so old, drink it, and study hard with Aunt Li, Aunt Li is very good."

Jin Yan frowned, and looked at his mother, who had eyes all over his father and didn't look at him at all.

Jin Yan took the wine and took a sip.

Aunt Li continued: "You do it, I did it."

'Buzzing' the phone rang, just to rescue Jin Yan, Jin Yan picked up the phone to signal, left the dining table and walked to the balcony.

When he walked to the balcony, Jin Yan vaguely heard Aunt Li say: "He is so old that he still doesn't drink."

Then his father said: "Yeah, he was raised too squeamish and didn't understand anything."

Jin Yan's right hand holding the phone trembled, and he adjusted his voice before answering the phone: "Brother Zi, I'm so glad you called me."

Qin Xin stood at the door of the classroom and said happily: "My thesis passed, and I won the prize."

Jin Yan couldn't help laughing when he heard the words: "Great! This week's hard work is worth it."

Hearing Jin Yan's sincerely happy voice for him, Qin Zi's original three-point happy mood suddenly became very, very special happy!Qin Zi knew that Jin Yan knew how to understand other people's feelings, whether he was happy or sad, he could feel it, and he would never have to be afraid of disappointment when sharing emotions with someone like Jin Yan.

"It's a pity that I'm going to take the college entrance examination soon. I can't go out to celebrate with you right away. Let's make another appointment after the exam is over."

Qin Xin smiled for a while and said, "I have a gift for you, tomorrow..."

"Xiao Yan, why haven't you come back?" Hearing his mother's voice, Jin Yan panicked for no reason, quickly hung up the phone, and returned to the dinner table.

The atmosphere at the dinner table was still treacherous, his father and Aunt Li chatted eagerly, and his mother graciously brought food to his father.It seemed that there was nothing wrong with his mother calling him back, she just simply called him.

Jin Yan regretted hanging up Qin Xin's phone, and he quietly sent a message under the dining table: "Sorry, I have something to do at home, so I hung up the phone as soon as I was in a hurry."

Qin Xin replied in seconds: "It's okay, something happened at home, do you need my help?"

Aunt Li glanced at Jin Yan: "Don't you know it's impolite to play with your mobile phone at the dinner table?"

Jin Cheng said impatiently: "Xiao Yan, put the phone away."

Even Luo Anyue was signaling him to put away the phone with his eyes, Jin Yan quickly put away the phone, seeing Aunt Li's complacent expression, Jin Yan suddenly felt a little sad, what is this?

At ten o'clock in the evening, the Jin family finally sent Aunt Li away, and Jin Yan's father went to send it off in person.

"Mom, who is Aunt Li?" Jin Yan asked.

Luo Anyue sat at the dining table for a while with a gloomy face, and suddenly began to collect the bowls.

"Ma'am, I'll do all these." The nanny hurried to help.

"No, I'll take it."

Jin Yan looked at his mother silently for a while, and then came up to help collect the bowls.

His mother glanced at him: "You go to study, the college entrance examination is coming soon, don't waste time."

Jin Yan sighed, went upstairs and locked the room, there were several messages from Qin Xin on WeChat, Jin Yan was not in the mood to reply, and hastily sent an emoji to settle the matter.

Jin Yan stared at the exercise book for a long time, not interested in studying at all. Every time he forced himself to do the questions, the painful thoughts in his mind would haunt him again. What happened?Why did his good home become like this?

Jin Yan fell on the bed and pulled the quilt to sleep.In the dream, he finally figured out what happened. He dreamed that his father had cheated on him, and he only had a romantic relationship with Aunt Li, but he bullied his mother and treated him indifferently.

He would have this dream every day for the next five days.Every time he studies late into the night, the pain will invade his thoughts. He seems to have lost the ability to study hard, because every time he works hard, he has to bear several times more pain than others. The faces of his father and Aunt Li are replayed in his mind in turn. .

He remembered that on the night when Aunt Li was entertained, he got up at midnight and saw his mother was still waiting on the sofa in the living room. There was only a dim light in the living room, and his father had not come back.

The day before the college entrance examination, at the campus mobilization meeting, Jin Yan was still thinking.What kind of thing is it that your father cheated on you?There are many children without fathers in this world, and many of their parents are divorced. He is already a boy. This should not be a big deal to him. He should take the college entrance examination well and protect his mother. .

Although he understands these truths, the pain is always with him, so that he is in a trance during the oath meeting.Father's cheating is nothing to many children. Many people say that they will handle their parents' feelings themselves, and children should not intervene.But don't children have feelings?Haven't the children been hurt in this love war?

Many children don't care if their father leaves them because his father didn't pamper them.For 18 years, Jin Yan had a better family than most people in the world, and a better father than most people in the world, but all this collapsed within a few days.

The relatives behind a person are his confidence to live. The world is so unfair. Those who are loved live frankly, while those who are not loved live in fear.Jin Yan used to be the person who lived the most open and sunny life, but now he has to learn to join those unfortunate people.

Going up to the clouds and then falling heavily, I don't know if he is luckier than those who are already underground, at least he has felt the taste of the clouds.

The night before the college entrance examination, Jin Yan wrapped himself in the quilt and cried hard. He wanted to let go of the man he had admired for 18 years, admired for 18 years, and loved deeply for 18 years. He casts a shadow over it.

For Jin Yan, no matter how deep the feelings are, in the long memory, he can completely get rid of them without leaving a trace.He just wants it perfect or he doesn't.

On the morning of the language test, Jin Yan saw her mother's worried eyes and smiled calmly at her: "Don't worry."

When she was in the first year of high school, Luo Anyue saw a news item in the newspaper, saying that a little girl was washed into a well and drowned in the heavy rain of the college entrance examination that year.

At that time, Jin Cheng said to Jin Yan: "When you take the college entrance examination, I will send you off with your mother. Driving is easy to cause traffic jams. We will rent a house near the examination room. We will live and eat there for two days. Your mother will pick you up on foot."

Now it's finally time for his college entrance examination, his parents have forgotten what they said that day, Jin Yan can only pretend that he has also forgotten.

Jin Yan rode his bicycle to take the exam by himself. It rained heavily on the road, and he got soaked in his raincoat.Although many cars were crowded on the road, he did not dare to go to the crosswalk because he was afraid that some wells would not be covered.

Qin Zi had been waiting at the door of Jin Yan's test site early on. He thought that Jin Yan would be driven by his parents, so he planned to take a look at Jin Yan in the corner, and didn't intend to go up to disturb him. He had stationery and water in his bag. If Jin Yan forgot You can make up for it with him.

Qin Xin's eyes swept over one expensive car after another, but he didn't see Jin Yan.

Suddenly, Qin Zi was patted on the back, Qin Zi quickly turned around, and saw Jin Yan wearing a transparent raincoat smiling at him: "Why are you here?"

Qin Xin felt that something was wrong with Jin Yan, but he didn't think about it carefully. Seeing that Jin Yan was wet, he said anxiously: "Take a towel and wipe it off. The time is almost up. Check to see if you forgot anything."

Qin Xin held the umbrella, and Jin Yan checked the contents of the bag one by one.Qin Xin breathed a sigh of relief: "It's not bad, come in and relax."

Jin Yan hooked the corners of his lips: "Thank you for coming to see me off."

"What are you being polite about?" Qin Xin patted Jin Yan on the shoulder, "It's okay to fail the exam. I have a good teacher in University A who can help you get in. Don't be nervous."

Jin Yan patted Qin Xin dumbfoundingly: "What are you talking about, I'm going in, don't wait, go back."

Qin Zi watched Jin Yan leave, and then waited in a nearby coffee shop, planning to pick Jin Yan up for lunch at noon.

There were not many people in the coffee shop, and the parents were all crowded in front of the school, so there was no such thing as a leisurely way to sit and drink coffee here.Qin Xin became more and more surprised why Jin Yan's parents didn't come to see him off. A while ago, Jin Yan said that something happened to his family. What happened?When he thought that his little sun would be polluted by misfortune, he felt uncomfortable for a while. He was afraid that the aura that made him nostalgic in Jin Yan would be wiped out by the unfortunate life.

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