"Working? Then I won't bother you." Jin Yan regretted not knocking on the door. Maybe Qin Zi was studying something related to the process of human history, but his inspiration was interrupted by him.

"No." Qin Zi said quickly, "No interruption, you will never bother me."

"That's it." Jin Yan walked around the starry sky model that took up a lot of space, and walked to Qin Xin's desk, "What are you studying?"

The moment Jin Yan walked up to Qin Xin, Qin Zi immediately held Jin Yan's hand, as if he didn't want to be with Jin Yan all the time.Qin Xin looked at Jin Yan with some doubts: "You want to know?"

In the past, Jin Yan had no interest in the things he studied. After graduating from university, Jin Yan never studied anything that required a lot of boring calculations. Qin Zi was once worried that they had no common topics.

Jin Yan nodded, and looked curiously at the densely packed calculation paper on Qin Xin's desk: "The museum received a box today, called the All-day Star Suitcase, it is very famous, have you heard of it?"

Qin Xin was surprised and said: "That treasure that has been lost for a hundred years? Many film and television dramas have acted in this thing, there should be no one who doesn't know about it."

Jin Yan nodded with a smile, he broke away from Qin Zi's holding his hand, and then blocked Qin Zi's shoulder with his left hand: "I'll show you the drawing."

Jin Yan restored the picture he saw at Lin's house bit by bit on Qin Xin's calculation paper. The position of each star and the traces of each star track were restored in equal proportions. He has a photographic memory, and Qin Xin also knows of.

Qin Xin looked at the manuscript paper in amazement: "Your memory, no matter how many times you have seen it, is so amazing."

Thinking of the chaotic memories in his head, Jin Yan smiled helplessly, but he quickly got out of the bad mood and looked at Qin Zi with a smile: "Although I remember it, I can't understand it at all. "

Qin Xin tentatively leaned into Jin Yan's arms, and took another careful look at Jin Yan. Seeing that he was still smiling, he felt relieved and said with a smile: "This painting is about the twelve signs of the zodiac, the orbit of the earth. The great circle whose plane expands infinitely and intersects the celestial sphere is the ecliptic. The ecliptic plane includes the orbits of all planets except Pluto, and also includes constellations. There is a constellation within about every 30 degrees, so there are twelve constellations..."

Jin Yan was amused by the way Qin Xin approached cautiously. He didn't understand why Qin Zi liked to stick with him so much. Wouldn't it be troublesome to stick with others all the time?Jin Yan is a person who likes to be alone, and he can't understand Qin Xin's mood in love, but at this moment he still has the patience to indulge Qin Xin, he holds Qin Xin in his arms, and listens to Qin Xin telling him about the stars things.

Qin Xin became serious as he talked, and said a lot unconsciously, and only realized after he finished talking that he had babbled alone for half an hour, and Jin Yan never spoke to him.

Qin Xin turned his head to look at Jin Yan anxiously, but he met a pair of focused and appreciative eyes, Jin Yan's beautiful eyes were shining with a little admiration.Seeing that Qin Xin stopped talking suddenly, Jin Yan was a little puzzled: "What's wrong?"

It's the feeling that a man likes to be admired by his partner, even if it's just a little shallow worship.Qin Xin put his arms around Jin Yan's waist, hid his face on Jin Yan's chest and smiled secretly: "It's okay, I'm just afraid that you might find it boring, I didn't expect you to be listening all the time."

Jin Yan felt the trembling in his chest, and he knew that this man was secretly having fun again, and he didn't know why he had so many happy things in a day, his silly appearance was completely different from that wise scientist just now.Jin Yan became a little curious about Qin Xin: "Qin Xin, why do you want to be an astronomer?"

Qin Xin stroked her chin and thought for a while: "Well——, probably because of my childhood experience. I was very thoughtful when I was a child. Before I was four years old, I thought I was the young master of the Qin family. I didn't know that my parents were not my biological parents. After Qin Kuo was born, I realized that my identity was so embarrassing... Mom and Dad wanted to return me to my biological parents, but my biological parents had no money to support me. At that time, I felt that no one wanted me. Although in the end I stayed In the Qin family, my parents treated me well, but they were much worse than Qin Kuo.

I know that my parents have done a good job, but I still feel uncomfortable in my heart. I have lived in school since I was a child and grew up.

I used to love to think about complex issues like family affection and ethics, who was to blame for my situation, and how should I deal with myself.It wasn't until I came into contact with astronomy that I was freed from these messy emotions.When your thoughts are immersed in the endless stars, you will understand that you are just an insignificant but indispensable little splash in the long astronomical career, and all the troubles of the world are no longer important. "

Jin Yan nodded approvingly, Qin Zi suddenly put his arms around Jin Yan's neck, and looked at him with a smile: "But, you are different. Tianwen told me that everything about me is insignificant, but you give me a kind of me Is a unique feeling of existence. Although I am insignificant to the stars, but to myself, there is only one life. Everything I lack in life, the warmth and security I crave, you make up. You make me feel ..." Qin Zi paused, as if looking for an accurate expression, "Like, I was born again."

In the past 30 years of his life, he was afraid of being let down, he was lonely and alienated from the crowd, it was Jin Yan who healed the cowardice and emptiness in his heart, gave him the confidence to live, and led his thinking.He is no longer afraid of being abandoned, as long as he doesn't give up, the one he loves will never leave him, and he doesn't care about others.

To Jin Yan, this is not a new love story, but Qin Zi said it with sincerity, as if every word came from the heart.Perhaps it was because Qin Zi had a kind of persistence and fanaticism that belonged to scientific research workers in his bones, Jin Yan felt a little trembling for no reason.

Jin Yan didn't care about the trembling at that moment, he observed Qin Xin's eyes with great interest, and looked calmly and curiously at the persistence and obsession in those eyes, just like he was curious about any kind of love in the world that he didn't have. The same thing I've seen before: "Good son, call Mommy."

Qin Xin was stunned for a moment before realizing that Jin Yan was teasing him, and lightly tapped Jin Yan's shoulder: "I'm not joking." But he didn't expect Jin Yan to understand the feeling of being reborn. However, Jin Yan would never understand what he meant to Qin Xin, and what an unforgettable feeling he brought to Qin Xin.

Late at night is the time for Jin Yan to go out of the nest to look for food.When they were passionately in love, they ate all over the streets and alleys of Linhai late at night.

Jin Yan looked at his watch: "I'm going out to find something to eat, you go to bed early."

Qin Xin hugged Jin Yan sternly and did not let go: "I'm going too, I'm hungry too."

Jin Yan touched Qin Xin's face: "I'll bring it back for you, it's cold outside, and that place is hard to find, you won't want to go."

If it was before, Qin Zi would definitely not go, but after being indifferent for a month by Jin Yan, Qin Zi didn't want to let go of any chance to cling to Jin Yan.

The heater in Jin Yan's car was fully turned on. Qin Zi remembered that Jin Yan was not afraid of the cold. In winter, when everyone on the street was bloated, Jin Yan always wore a thin windbreaker and stood slender in the wind and snow. .Every time he goes out shopping in winter, Qin Xin can always find his old gong at a glance.On the contrary, Qin Xin himself is always wrapped up like a ball, wearing a gray goose feather down jacket over the new season's suit, Jin Yan can't find him every time he gets lost.

"Why did you walk so sideways?" Qin Zi looked at Jin Yan's side face. Jin Yan was driving intently, looking a little gentle and quiet. It was the kind of gentleness that belonged to Jin Yan. differences, but cannot express them.

Jin Yan still looked ahead, and replied casually: "I want to find some places I haven't eaten before."

There are no street lights on the road ahead, it is dark, deserted, and there is no end in sight.For a moment, Qin Xin thought that if there was a cliff ahead, he and Jin Yan would be buried here, and they would never be separated from now on.

There was a big pothole on the road, it was too dark, Jin Yan didn't avoid it, and the wheels sank into it, causing a momentary sense of weightlessness.

"Hiss." Qin Xin, who was imagining falling to his death from a cliff, was taken aback, and subconsciously grabbed Jin Yan's arm.

Jin Yan glanced at Qin Xin inexplicably: "Is it that scary?"

Qin Xin said with lingering fear: "With you, everything feels very exciting."

The love words seemed a bit cold, Jin Yan hooked the corners of his lips and nodded: "That's it."

They went around east and west, returning from the dark and quiet wilderness to the bustling city. When the crowds and lights appeared, Jin Yan felt relieved, but Qin Zi felt a little disappointed. The time between the two of them was too long. shorter.

The fog in the sky freezes, and the snow falls heavily. The weather in the south is always so sudden.

Jin Yan parked the car beside a small alley: "Get out of the car."

The alley is dark inside, and I don't know how long it is. Qin Xin didn't wear much today, so he didn't want to try the length of the alley at all: "Here? I guess the dining environment won't be very good, let's go to another place Bar."

Jin Yan helped Qin Xin open the car door: "Get out of the car."

When helping Qin Xin to open the door, Jin Yan's upper body leaned into the co-pilot, and the tip of Qin Xin's nose almost touched Jin Yan's neck. An urge to plunge headlong into this man's arms and be hugged tenderly by him.

Action is worse than heartbeat, Qin Zi plunged his head into Jin Yan's arms.

Jin Yan hugged Qin Xin expressionlessly, patted Qin Xin on the back lightly, then opened the door and got out of the car first.

Qin Xin sighed. Although he got the hug as he wished, he didn't feel loved at all. The most important thing in his life was moving away from him, and he was almost overwhelmed by panic.

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