I am neither beautiful nor crazy

Jiang Yu has been dreaming of some strange things recently.

For example, in the dream, there is always a person dressed in a martial arts style that he has never seen before and often appears in TV dramas. He tied the wrists of the two people together with a red ribbon, and asked for kisses along the winding texture.

Every time he wakes up from this dream.

Although he didn't know the person in the dream, there was always an extreme sense of familiarity. He felt a strong bond in the dark, forcing this person into his lucid dream.

Although Jiang Yu is a professor in the philosophy department of a university, he is a firm and thorough atheist. Faced with this absurd dream of not sticking to socialism, he decided to see a psychiatrist.

As a result, the psychiatrist questioned him and suggested that he eat well and sleep well, and actively talk about a relationship by the way. At the same time, he did not forget to complain about how stressful young people are today.

When Jiang Yu stood on the podium today, his face was colder than before.

He originally had an extremely handsome face, but because of his seriousness, he often gave people a sense of sternness and inhumanity.Wearing a white shirt and suit trousers every day gives you a feeling of abstinence while being cold. After a long time, even the colleagues around you give up the desire to strike up a conversation.

"We talked about Lao Tzu's description of Tao in the last class. Things are mixed, born innately, and lonely..."

Jiang Yu's eyes shifted from the blackboard to the seats in the lecture theater, but his voice stopped abruptly as if blocked.

The student sitting in the middle of the first row was wearing a pure black sportswear, with long legs poking out from under the table, revealing clean and tight ankles.

He has thick eyebrows and high nasal bones, and his facial lines are rigid and lack of softness. He is highly recognizable, but because of the sports headband wrapped around his forehead, he reveals youthful vitality.

Or because Jiang Yu paused for a long time, he raised his head suspiciously, but opened his eyes slightly when he looked at Jiang Yu.

"Let's continue talking today." Jiang Yu looked away naturally and unnoticed, and wrote on the blackboard in elegant and free-spirited fonts.

I was a little absent-minded in this class, and when I finally finished answering questions for the last student after class, the classroom was already very empty.Jiang Yu was about to pack up and leave, but noticed that the student in the first row hadn't left yet.

Not only did he not leave, but his eyes were fixed on him all the time, seeing that he was about to leave, he got up and walked over, with a figure much taller than Jiang Yu blocking the way in front of him.

"Is there something wrong with you, classmate?" Jiang Yu looked at the face that was [-]% similar to the dream, and kept a friendly smile on his face.

"Well...it's nothing serious." Xiao Xiangling's voice was a little hoarse, but pleasant to hear.

"But senior, have we met before?"

Jiang Yu is just a newly graduated trainee lecturer, not a few years older than the students, so many people still call him "senior" instead of "teacher".

"You may have seen me, but I haven't seen you." Jiang Yu replied quietly, his eyes glanced politely and decently at the other party, from forehead to trousers, and stayed on the bare wrist for a while meeting.

On that wrist was tied a red ribbon about two centimeters wide, made of Peking University.

"Then let's get to know each other now, let's have lunch together." Jiang Yu suddenly replied according to his heart.

There was only one seat facing the window left in the restaurant, Xiao Xiangling stared at the air vent for a while, then subconsciously walked over to close the window.

The moment the voice sounded, he was a little taken aback.

He seemed to subconsciously believe that Jiang Yu would be afraid of the cold.

Jiang Yu seemed to be extremely interested in the ribbon in his hand. Even though he kept shifting his eyes out of politeness, most of his attention was still on the red ribbon.

"Senior likes this too?" Xiao Xiangling smiled and helped the other party out, "Then I just bought a pair today, so let's give this to the senior as a meeting gift."

He took advantage of the other party's refusal to speak again, and at the same time tied the ribbon on the other party with a little force, "Nine yuan nine pairs free shipping, seniors, don't be polite."

They chatted speculatively, and a month later, they have become good friends.

Although Jiang Yu was in high spirits on the podium, he was a little depressed when he got home. Since he didn't know how to cook, he mostly ordered takeout or dropped by after school to deal with it.

Ever since Xiao Xiangling came to his house as a guest and saw two crayfish takeaway packages in the trash can, he immediately made a large plate of crayfish for him. At the same time, his favorability in the latter's heart also soared.

"In your previous life, you must have been a noble person who never touched the spring water." Xiao Xiangling finished picking the last crayfish in front of him, and pushed the shelled shrimps on the plate to the other party, "Otherwise, why don't you even bother to shell the crayfish."

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows, not caring about the other party's teasing at all, holding a piece of red shrimp with chopsticks with his slender fingers, and sucking it into his thin lips that were glistening with water.

"Then you must have been my personal maid in your previous life."

After lunch, Jiang Yu rested on the sofa for a while.

He found that his dreams were getting more and more outrageous. He dreamed that he was riding a horse on a narrow mountain road, while the snow around him trembled violently and fell overwhelmingly. skylight.

He drove his horse back desperately, but found that he couldn't escape this nightmarish pursuit no matter what.

The images in the dream were messy and pieced together, he only remembered the hem of the black clothes, the handsome horse, and the violent pulling force that pulled him into the arms of that person while he was walking.

Unexpectedly, in the dream, he didn't feel panic, only felt an extreme sense of security at that moment.

He hugged the person back with his backhand, rolled on the ground before the snow fell, and was completely suppressed by the surging snow.

But he felt no pain.

All the pressure was borne by the person on his body. In the suffocating and oppressive darkness, the person's eyes were blazing and scorching.

At this moment, Jiang Yu woke up suddenly and opened his eyes, but was caught off guard and bumped into a face that was close at hand.

At that moment, the dream and reality intertwined, making it difficult to distinguish, and felt strange and magical, with a sense of trance in the past and present.

"I'm afraid you'll be cold, so I'll help you cover your clothes." Xiao Xiangling put the hem of the clothes on the man's neck, and there was a slight pause in his movements, "Are you... What did you dream about?"

Jiang Yu looked away and shook his head. At this time, he had lost all sleepiness. He glanced casually on the sofa, but saw an ID card lying quietly beside him, which probably fell off when the other party covered his clothes just now.

"Something fell off." Jiang Yu looked away without a trace, paused for a long time, and couldn't help asking, "Your birthday is the day after tomorrow?"

"...Yes." Xiao Xiangling lowered his eyes, picked it up and put it back in his pocket, and smiled unceremoniously, "Then I will have to worry about it again."

Jiang Yu leaned on the sofa aimlessly scrolling through recommended products for birthday gifts, and for the first time in his life was struggling with what to give.

From the night light that "boys cried after receiving it", he saw the watch "520 gift for boyfriend's high-end surprise", and felt that everything was wrong.

Just when he was about to exit the search page, he suddenly saw a red braided bracelet in the corner of the page.

I saw that its workmanship was exquisite and excellent, and it was the same Beidahong as Xiao Xiangling's.

Thinking of the "nine yuan and nine free shipping" that the other party is wearing now, Jiang Yu felt that this gift was perfect, and it just rightly reflected his meticulous and considerate care for the younger generation.

It wasn't until I clicked in that I found out that it was a couple model, and it was only sold in pairs.

Jiang Yu: Can I just have a male model?

Customer Service: Sorry dear, we sell in pairs without splitting them.

Jiang Yu: Can I have two male models for that pair?

Customer service (pause for two seconds): Sorry dear, we don't have this kind of matching at present.

Jiang Yu looked at the product details with some regret, and found that the size of the women's model was adjustable, and he could barely wear it with the largest diameter.

Obviously only the diameter is different, why is it called a male and female model?Jiang Yu secretly said in his heart, while decisively placing an order for this set of products.

On the other party's birthday, Jiang Yu's luck was not so good.The time to get off work was delayed by an incident at school, and it was already dark when he got off work, and it was already nine o'clock in the evening when he finished picking up the cake and walked to the door.

I saw Xiao Xiangling standing at the door at a glance, as if he was tired from waiting for a long time, leaning back casually on the door panel, he looked handsome and tall with long legs from the side.

"Sorry, some things have been delayed." Jiang Yu said softly, even though he knew that the other party would not care.

The night view outside the window is beautiful. Rows of car lights and street lights are reflected on the water, forming a winding bright line, extending from the bright moonlight in the sky to the road in front of you.

"I want to give you something." Jiang Yu said, and took out a red bracelet from his arms. At that moment, his complexion was slightly red, but it was perfectly covered by the night and neon lights.

"Senior's hand is so beautiful." Xiao Xiangling stretched out a hand very naturally, the joints on the wrist were clearly defined, and it felt warm to the touch.

Jiang Yu tied it up clumsily. During this period, his fingertips rubbed against the skin of the opponent's wrist countless times, feeling the pulse hidden under the flesh.

Somewhat faster.

But it could also be his own heart beating too fast.

It was raining lightly outside the window, but the room was a bit hot due to the air conditioner being turned on. Jiang Yu took a breath, and retracted his hand as if nothing had happened, wearing a braided rope that was exactly the same as the other's wrist.

The fingertips were still warm, and the temperature from the opponent seemed to have eyes, chasing after him, and ignited a flame on his fingertips.

My heart beat faster.

Not because of the palpitations caused by late night preparations for the pre-Qin philosophers, but because of the electric trembling rising from the inside of the anatomy.

He suddenly remembered a sentence Thales once said

Your world is made of flesh and blood.

Suddenly a car whistle sounded in the distance, and in an instant he seemed to see fireworks exploding in the air, and the ever-burning lights lit up on the vast river and slowly disappeared along the water.

He turned his head, and the person in front of him overlapped with the person in his dream, freezing into an unintentional but intentional picture.

If there is an afterlife, I will take you home.

The author has something to say: PS: "There are things that are mixed, congenitally born, and lonely..." Excerpted from Lao Tzu's "Tao Te Ching" Your world is made of water. —— Thales

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