I am neither beautiful nor crazy

"Let me help you change your medicine." Jiang Yu said suddenly.

During this period of time, he and the imperial doctor gradually learned how to treat the wound easily and how to change the dressing. Even though the technique was not particularly proficient, Xiao Xiangling was very willing to let him try it.

There was only the faint light of the moon in the room, but they did not light a candle.

Even though it was only a few hours apart, all the white cloth strips tied to the wound had been stained dark with blood.As the outer shirt covering the outside was untied, a faint smell of blood permeated the air.

"It's much better." Jiang Yu untied the old cloth strips calmly, telling the same lie every day.

"Thanks to His Highness for taking good care of her, I have to cherish such treatment."

After the wounds behind him were treated, Jiang Yu shifted his position to the opponent's chest.Or because of a slight nervousness, he could clearly see the faint rise and fall of the opponent's chest, and he could see the muscles at the neck and collarbone tightening suddenly.

"Close your eyes," he said.

After saying this, I suddenly felt funny.Xiao Xiangling has led troops in northern Xinjiang for many years, and has seen far more injuries, flesh and blood, and corpses than him, so he is not afraid.

But now he actually asked the other person to close their eyes when he was treating the wound, as if this would reduce the pain a little.

Xiao Xiangling didn't resist, and obeyed too much.

On the contrary, Jiang Yu breathed a sigh of relief because of the other party's actions, so that the other party could not see his slightly trembling fingers and trembling eyelashes.

He carefully unwrapped the cloth to avoid touching the flesh and wounds with his fingers. When he saw the somewhat hideous traces, he suppressed a breath of cold air, but then he continued to put the clean new white cloth as if nothing had happened. Fasten it back.

"Okay, go to sleep." Jiang Yu passed his arms behind the other party, and put the half-faded clothes back on the other party's body, with unbelievable detail.

The two lay down with their clothes on. After a long time, Jiang Yu still didn't feel sleepy.

Neither of them opened their mouths to speak, just like the quiet night outside the window.

Jiang Yu lay on the opponent's heart, listening to the steady and powerful heartbeat, but now it gradually became chaotic and weak.

The other party just lay quietly on the couch, neither speaking nor moving.Jiang Yu didn't even dare to look up, he just held the cold fingers with both hands, as if this could keep them warm.

He was anxious and apprehensive, and slowly closed his eyes in a state of being at a loss for the other party.

The moonlight hit his tall nose like pouring water, and there was a tiny water mark that could not be seen inadvertently on the inside of the invisible light, and it quickly disappeared on the other party's cotton collar in the blink of an eye.

"Xiao Xiangling." He tentatively called softly.

The other party did not respond immediately as usual, and the fingers they held were still cold, without the reassuring strength of the grip.

"Are you asleep?" He couldn't help asking again, and at the same time, he inadvertently clasped his fingers tighter.

"Every time I was in contact with you before, my heart hurt badly, and I also remembered the reason why I... left without saying goodbye." His voice was all muffled by the fabric, and it sounded very nasal.

"I also remembered the reason. They told me that at least one of the two of us must be sacrificed."

Jiang Yu's fingers gently drew circles in the opponent's palm, and his voice became smaller and smaller, as if he was talking to himself, "But why were you so stupid at the time, your whole body was like a piece of wood, otherwise if I knew that you liked me too , and will not leave without authorization.”

"At that time, I felt that I had nothing to miss in this world, but I ignored you. The time with you is the most cherished time."

"But now I don't care. Even if it hurts, I'd like to be with you." He sighed softly, and there was regret and helplessness in it.

"But during this time, since you were shot by an arrow, my heart doesn't hurt anymore. The imperial doctor said that you..."

He buried his face tightly in the opponent's neckline, and every inch of unevenness was tightly fitted. He didn't breathe for a long time, as if he was going to suffocate himself here, until his shoulders trembled slightly due to lack of oxygen.

It will be better tomorrow.

Please be better tomorrow.

"When you get better, I'll take you to the courtyard to see the pine trees." Jiang Yu said softly, "You can also stay under the tree if you want, but the trunk is very rough, so you need to put on a coat."

He lightly kissed Xiao Xiangling's exposed skin outside the neckline, probably because it was exposed to the air, that piece was a little cool.

Jiang Yu retracted quickly as if stung by the temperature, then closed his eyes in the darkness, his voice was as soft as the wind passing through the porch.

"Good night, Xiao Xiangling, see you tomorrow."

On the day the black-clothed Taoist priest was executed, there was a dark group of people under the execution platform. Jiang Yu wore a wider hood to cover his face and mixed in with the crowd in the front row.

He suddenly felt a pat on his shoulder, and turned his head hastily to look.

Wei Dong was standing behind him, still a little flustered, he raised his eyes a few times before meeting him.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Yu asked.

"I just met by chance, so I came to greet His Highness." Wei Dong struggled a few times before continuing, "I used to embarrass Your Highness many times because of my status. If possible, I will still look to Your Highness..."

"You don't have to feel that you owe me." Jiang Yu turned around, his voice flat.

"You were instigated to make things difficult for me many times, but I know that you didn't mean it. You didn't really hurt me, and you helped me escape a few times. It's a good thing and a bad one."

At the same time as the words fell, Jiang Yu heard a burst of enthusiastic voices erupting from the crowd. At this time, a viscous and scarlet liquid flowed from the execution platform.

"Is there anything else?" Jiang Yu turned his head and glanced at the other party, intending to evacuate here before the crowd left.

"Did your Highness never worry about his own safety or the poison on his body?" Wei Dong couldn't hold back and asked directly.

The sound was so loud that some people looked around to find the source of the sound.

"I'm not worried." Jiang Yu took a few steps sideways, his eyes hidden under the hood were clear and scorching, "Everyone is mortal, if you live like a walking corpse, it would be better to die."

"The ninety-five supreme being that all the princes are desperately trying to snatch, don't you want?"

Hearing this, Jiang Yu stopped in his tracks, and replied with a half-smile, "Of course I want to, but unlike other princes, I not only want to, but also do it."

Wei Dong was a little taken aback.

"So you don't need to use poison and other things to trick me." Jiang Yu turned around and wanted to leave, "You didn't put the poison in it at all, and replaced it with the most common love poison. What is the reason for the temporary soft-hearted disobedience? ? Because of your sister, or because of me?"

"How do you know?" Wei Dong's eyes flashed with unconcealable astonishment.

Jiang Yu chuckled, raised his feet and took a step, and instantly melted into the crowd around him, leaving behind only a light and fluffy sentence, which was unpredictable.

He said, "It's written in your eyes."

Jiang Yu bought a red ribbon on the way back.

The seller said he could write on the note, sew it into a ribbon, and give it away.

He thought it was interesting, so he picked up a pen and wrote down a few handsome characters, and when he was about to put it into the ribbon, he suddenly felt something was wrong, so he changed a piece of paper and wrote it again.

It happened to be in the morning when I returned to the dormitory, which was the time when Xiao Xiangling just woke up on weekdays.

The moment he pushed open the door of the bedroom, Jiang Yu suddenly felt panic for no reason.He knew that he had been avoiding the next thing, from the sudden desire to go out and have a look in the morning, to the delay at the roadside stall just now.

On the ribbon just now, what he wrote for the first time was: May he live happily ever after.

But when he thought about it carefully, the other party didn't know how many hundred years he had lived, but he might not have had a worry-free year.

If Xiao Xiangling came out to pick him up when he returned to the courtyard, he would give him the ribbon.

Halfway there, he felt uncomfortable, after all, he was still a patient, as long as he leaned on the couch and waited for him, he could tie the ribbon around the other's wrist.

Now when he reached the door, he suddenly thought, what if he didn't come out to pick him up, and didn't wait for him on the couch.

So what if the thing you fear the most happens.

Jiang Yu took a breath, and pushed open the door with some trembling.

He must wait for him.

He has to wait for him.

Unsurprisingly, the courtyard was empty, and a fallen leaf was scattered on the ground that hadn't been swept for several days, and was occasionally blown into the air by the wind.

He walked slowly towards the door leading to the room, his steps were a little stiff, as if his body was out of control.

The door was gradually pushed open, accompanied by a slightly jerky muffled sound at the rotation, Jiang Yu raised his head to look at the opposite bed, but his movements froze suddenly at that moment.

There was no one on the bed, and there was a slight bulge in the middle of the quilt, as if someone had just left.

Jiang Yu didn't know how to move at that moment, as if all the blood in his body was drained, and his whole body seemed to be nailed in place by an iron tool, and he didn't even know how to move when he took a step.

At this time, where will he go, and where else can he go.

In an instant, countless situations played out in his mind, and none of them was reassuring.This scene was very similar to when Jiang Yu took the initiative to leave before, Xiao Xiangling ran to a remote mountain road after he couldn't find the other party, but saw such an unacceptable scene.

"Jiangyu?"

A voice seemed to come from a distant place, but the current state of Jiangyu was completely unclear.

He froze in place, without moving his eyes, and slowly recovered from the state just now.

"Jiang Yu, what's the matter, you..."

Jiang Yu suddenly turned his head to follow the sound, and when he saw the figure in the other corner of the room, he felt his heart beating violently.

He felt extremely violent emotions, as if a person hanging on the edge of a cliff suddenly found a landing point, as if a person who was depressed and suffocated finally struggled to find some air.He felt the pleasure of the rest of his life, as if the cells in his body had been electrified, and the blood flowed back from his limbs to his brain.

Jiang Yu immediately ran towards the person sitting in the other corner of the room who was trying to stand up, withdrew his violent momentum a little, controlled his strength and hugged the person in his arms.

"I'm fine, don't be nervous." Xiao Xiangling kept comforting the other person's back with his hand, "I'm here, don't cry. I finally got the quilt with you, how could I be willing to leave."

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