I am neither beautiful nor crazy

The two walked into the room from the courtyard, and with the crisp sound of the door being slammed shut, the place they could see suddenly became dark.

As some things were fully provoked, Jiang Yu swept the rice paper on the table aside, and then took the opponent's neck towards him.

"It can't be changed, it has been changed for a day, so be it." He said softly.

"Then what should we do? A gentleman does not end up with false speculation, nor abandons it because of suffering."

As Xiao Xiangling said, his gaze shifted slightly, and he saw the short sword fixed on the corner of the table, and the white handkerchief that was firmly fixed on the sword's puncture.

Jiang Yu also followed the other party's gaze, and felt a little embarrassed when he saw Fang Pa.He turned his head away slightly, his face still flushed a little.

"What does Your Highness mean by this?" Xiao Xiangling smiled and kissed the other party's neck, "The current situation is indeed shocking and unpredictable. If you can't see it, you have to read it in the comments."

"You're right." Jiang Yu said, "It's the only way to do it now."

"Jiangyu..." Xiao Xiangling exhaled heavily, the breath swept over Jiangyu's earlobes, swam across the side of his face, and finally entangled around the neck.

"I can't say anything, I can only let you read the summary of the chapter."

His voice was already too hoarse due to extreme depression, and his reaction was hard to ignore, but he still didn't make any abnormal movements before asking the question.It seemed that as long as Jiang Yu said "I don't want to", he would not take any further actions anyway.

"Come here." Jiang Yu chuckled softly, with an ambiguous and seductive ending, "Guess what I'm going to say."

Jiang Yu suddenly noticed a whirl, and when he raised his head slightly, he could see the dagger and square handkerchief at the corner of the table.As soon as the skin behind him became cold, the part that Jin Jiang didn't allow to write was completely exposed to the air.

He stared at the damaged Fangpa in front of him, feeling a little dazed and absent-minded for a moment.

The warm fingertips of the other party felt like swimming fish, caressing his entire back lightly and densely.

"Say it if you're uncomfortable."

After saying this sentence, Jiang Yu felt a strange stretching feeling behind him. It felt strange and helpless. The author didn't know how to write, but he was forced to complete the word count. This didn't make him feel very natural. It didn't feel natural either.

After a long period of time, this content is finally over.

But at this moment, he suddenly felt an unbearable pain in his chest.

The feeling originated from the heart of the chest cavity, and spread to the whole body like a fine net, until the fingertips of the limbs trembled and forced out a layer of cold sweat.

In fact, he has not been feeling well these days, and his heart is in a state of long-term dull pain, but it is still within the tolerable threshold.But at this moment, the sensations in his whole body suddenly lost control, rushing up like a tidal wave, making him clench his teeth, and he couldn't even speak at all.

He didn't know what state he was in now, he could only feel the movements behind him come to a sudden stop.

Xiao Xiangling seemed to be keenly aware of his strangeness, and hugged him in his arms, his tone changed from asking at the beginning to anxious later.

But his eyes turned black from the pain, and he couldn't hear the other party's voice at all.He began to struggle desperately, trying to break free.

"What's the matter with you, Jiang Yu?" Xiao Xiangling's voice seemed to be separated by a layer of deep water, which was hazy and indistinct, "Say something."

"You... stay away from me."

Maybe it was because Jiang Yu's struggle suddenly increased, or maybe it was because Xiao Xiangling was in a daze for a while after hearing his response, Jiang Yu finally broke away from his arms, but staggered back a long way because of his unsteady feet , and finally hit the edge of the table heavily.

On and near the table were the mess left by the two just now, which looked ridiculous at this moment.

"You, let me..." Jiang Yu opened his mouth with great effort, biting his lower lip until blood flowed out, "Slow down."

Jiang Yu panted alone for a long time before gradually recovering from this extremely painful state, but her heart was still beating chaotically and rapidly, as if reminding him of something destined in the dark and the state that the two of them could not have a normal relationship .

"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Xiangling didn't approach him, but asked from a distance.His expression was serious and heavy, as if Jiang Yu could be exposed immediately if he lied a little.

"It's okay." Jiang Yu tried his best to adjust his state, pretending to be nonchalant, "I was a little nervous just now, and I'm not used to it."

"That wouldn't have such a big reaction. You were shaking all over just now, and your back was wet in an instant." He said mercilessly, "And when you backed up just now, your hands kept pressing your chest. .”

Jiang Yu lowered his head in bewilderment, only to realize that his chest had been scratched with marks, but he didn't realize it at all.

"Jiang Yu, I don't want you to lie to me, and I don't want me to cause any harm to you." He took a deep breath, and said slowly, "Tell me the truth, you used to feel unwell before committing crimes, Is it the same reason as now?"

As if suddenly being poked into something unbearable from the past, Jiang Yu suddenly felt an unprecedented sense of loss and helplessness.He would rather endure the tormenting pain than for the other party to stand far away from him and question him so seriously.

"No." Jiang Yu gritted his teeth, "I know my body best, so what do you mean by that?"

Xiao Xiangling frowned slightly, and was about to explain, but was blocked by Jiang Yu's continued pestering.

"You just said that you were sent by the king, and now you are going to repent and rebel?" Jiang Yu stretched back the hand that was far away from the other party, and clasped the edge of the table tightly.Until the nails are so hard that they almost break apart, it seems that this can alleviate the unbearable pain in the chest cavity.

"My king ordered you to come here now." Jiang Yu gasped slightly, "Kiss me."

Xiao Xiangling's eyes trembled slightly, as if trying to hide some deep emotions.

After a long silence, he finally walked towards Jiangyu slowly, stretched out his hand to hold the opponent's tightly clenched fists, and then kissed him involuntarily.

His kiss was strong and aggressive, and he didn't stop until he plundered the breath of the other party.

Parting his lips, he lowered his head and stared at the corners of Jiang Yushang's eyes, directly revealing the other party's hidden performance, and said in a deep voice, "Your hands are shaking, and you have been sweating coldly."

Jiang Yu's eyelashes fluttered slightly like a butterfly flapping its wings, and her lips stained with water moved, but she didn't speak.

"Your heartbeat is abnormally fast." Xiao Xiangling continued to press, "The rhythm is not stable. You tell me the truth."

He said: "In those years when I didn't see His Highness, I also asked many people and many things in private. So you... Is it because you are uncomfortable with me? Is this the reason why you said you were going to leave before?" .”

"Where did you hear this?" Jiang Yu asked back.

Neither of them spoke.

"You're right, so what. Anyway, the poison given to me by Taoist priests is fatal. There is no cure, and people are mortal." Jiang Yu sighed, looked up at the other party, and asked a bit harshly, " So what do you want? To run? To hide? To separate? Or like I said, stay with me?"

Jiang Yu's attitude was too casual, as if he was not talking about his own life or death, but an unimportant matter.

This strong and calm expression made Xiao Xiangling's heart ache, as if it had been sharpened inch by inch by a dull blade.He clenched his fist tightly, but let it go.

"There will be a way, I will definitely find a way." He said in a deep voice, "I won't let you die."

Jiang Yu lowered his head and pondered for a moment, as if thinking about the feasibility of this matter, but finally shook his head with a helpless smile.

"Today when the ministers asked me if I was willing to take the throne, I thought of you first, and myself second."

He said softly, at that moment he seemed to have returned to the way he was many years ago, even though there was an endless interval of time, he was still firm and restrained in his bones.

Emotions are restrained, including likes and dislikes, joy and despair; motivations are also restrained, including extravagance and loneliness, purpose and consequences.

"Even if there is, it's not so easy to find." He put his hand on the other's shoulder, as if talking to himself, "I know you will always find it, I believe this, but I feel that I don't have so many Time is waiting for you."

"So if you really like me, no matter how long, don't go, stay with me, okay?"

"I know it's unfair to you." He raised his eyes, "I don't know what you have experienced in those years, and I will never know, let alone be with you all the time. So I can only selfishly hope that when I know You've been there all the time."

"So if there is any future, come to me again."

"I'm sorry..." He repeated this sentence over and over again, without giving the other party any time to respond.It seems that I am afraid that the other party's response will be contrary to my own opinion, and I don't want to quiet the surroundings, so that my selfish and extremely possessive thoughts can be fully displayed.

"I'm not leaving." Xiao Xiangling said suddenly.

Jiang Yu raised his eyes suddenly, and the other party's answer was so straightforward and decisive that he was unexpected.

"Then you promise me, if you dare to leave me first, I will..." Jiang Yu's voice paused, and he continued slowly, "Then I don't know what to do."

"Promise you, I won't leave." Xiao Xiangling wrapped the other party in his arms, taking in all the impulsive and hidden emotions in his eyes.

"Then can you do one more thing with me?" Jiang Yu asked softly, "I want to go to Shen Chen and ask the matter clearly."

For the sake of speed, the two drove forward.In the early morning, the roadside is covered with a layer of hoarfrost, which looks a little cool.

Jiang Yu was wrapped in a heavy fur coat, with only his eyes poking out all over his body, walking side by side with Xiao Xiangling.

"Do you still remember the first time you rode a horse on the way to the mountain of no return, and you fell off the horse by the river?" Xiao Xiangling asked suddenly.

"Of course I remember." Jiang Yu seemed to think of something, and suddenly smiled, "I even tore off your mask at that time, which made you very angry."

"After all, it's inconvenient to show people your real face." Xiao Xiangling turned his head sideways, "But thinking about it now, could it be that His Highness had a special affection for me at that time?"

He continued to ask, "When did you start liking me?"