I am neither beautiful nor crazy

Jiang Yu felt that all his mind and mind were wandering outside, and he was biting indiscriminately relying on the instinct of desire, and the breath of blood quickly spread from the place where the breaths of the two blended.He held the other party's neckline tightly with both hands, as if he wanted to vent all the secret and restrained emotions in the past few months.

His mind was blank, he didn't know when he let go of his teeth, he forgot how he kissed just now, and he didn't even remember whether the other party responded.

He panted slightly, looked at the other person's expression, trying to strip his longing emotions from those eyes, his heart beating like a drum.

What are you doing.

&—zwnj; Must be crazy.

"Do you know what you're doing?" Xiao Xiangling said hoarsely, his voice seemed to be extremely suppressing certain emotions, but Jiang Yu couldn't recognize it.

He didn't respond, and couldn't respond, but he stubbornly didn't look away.There was still a little blood on his flushed lips, but the clear eyes almost immediately fueled all the impulses and thoughts.

All of Xiao Xiangling's sanity was burnt to ashes because of Jiang Yu's breaking the rules, and the other party's calm expression at the moment undoubtedly poured oil into the fire.

He pressed his body towards Jiang Yu's dodging direction, and the other party was pressed on the bed in this posture.The distance between the two is cramped, but they can feel every change in each other's heartbeat just right.

He took the initiative to kiss.

It's not as tyrannical and eager as before, but it's gentle and undeniable. The tip of the tongue slowly enters, wrapping around every soft temperature.Jiang Yu was almost suffocated in this airtight encirclement, gasping for breath in the gap between kisses.

Suddenly footsteps sounded outside the tent, Jiang Yu pushed the opponent away in an instant, then turned over and stood up.

Yang Guang came in and reported the battle situation of the four armies, "it was roughly the same as Xiao Xiangling had expected"—zwnj; the army won a complete victory, and the northern bandits suffered heavy losses.However, due to terrain constraints, northern Xinjiang still retains most of its core forces and has not been seriously injured.

After Yang Guang finished speaking, he waited for Xiao Xiangling to reply, but there was no sound in the tent for a long time.He looked up in surprise, and saw Xiao Xiangling sitting on the bed, Jiang Yu standing aside, with abnormal blush from the end of his eyes to the lobe of his ears.

The two of them seemed to have just had a quarrel, and there was something wrong with the atmosphere.

"Understood." Xiao Xiangling came back to his senses, "Let everyone have a good rest, there should be no more wars in the near future."

Yang Guang looked at the two people who were in a stalemate, but still walked out of the tent slowly.

Jiang Yu also immediately stepped out, but was stopped by the voice of someone behind him.

"Where are you going?"

Jiang Yu paused, but did not answer.

He just wanted to go out and blow in the cool breeze to calm down... the kiss just now was too impulsive and irrational, and the other party's reaction behind him made his mind in a mess even more difficult clarify.

He heard a slight sound from behind, it seemed that Xiao Xiangling sprinkled the powder on the wound by himself, and then wrapped it with a cloth strip with one hand.

He turned his head back again, trying to reach out to help the other party tie the end of the cloth strip, but he couldn't reach out for a long time.

Every inch of the other party's bare-exposed skin unscrupulously reminded him of the absurd kiss just now.Rationality and sensibility are at the same time in his mind, and at the same time the contradiction is extremely extreme, and it also makes him restless.

It wasn't until the other party skillfully bandaged the wound and put on his shirt that he came back to his senses a little bit and looked up at the other party's face.

He saw the turbulent emotions suppressed in the other party's eyes, it was like a bottomless sea, calm and calm, but only when he opened the sluice, the sea would rush unscrupulously Rush out.

"Your Highness, let's talk." Xiao Xiangling said hoarsely.

With this "His Royal Highness suddenly stripped Jiang Yu from his free mind, his intuition has always been frighteningly sharp, and there seems to be a strange impulse in the dark to prevent him from making further progress"—zwnj; tempted.

A tingling pain flashed across the heart, and it was fleeting like an illusion.

"No need." He replied, "I'll go back first."

Jiang Yu hurriedly stepped outside the tent, stood there for a long time, and then slowly walked back to his tent.

He tried his best to suppress those fragmentary memories in his mind, until his palms were pressed with white marks by his nails, so that he could barely separate his mind and think about the business.

Neither Gu Yuan nor Shen Chen wrote to him, and the ice tongue grass has not disappeared, and the whole matter has come to a deadlock.

He casually half leaned on the bed, picked up the cold water next to the ‌, and drank it with a frown.

Because his tent was newly built temporarily, the materials were not perfect, and the temperature was extremely cold.

But or because he drove the horse all night and was attacked by northern Xinjiang on the way, he was exhausted physically and mentally, thinking about it, he fell asleep in this position.

He was awakened by a burst of noisy noise outside the tent, and when he opened his eyes, he realized that he had slept from morning to evening, and the sky had become dark.

Just when I wanted to get up, I realized that I had a terrible headache, "—zwnj; supported the table with his hands and rubbed the center of his brows.Only then did I realize that I might be extremely sleepy, and I forgot to cover myself with a fur coat, so I slept for a long time in a long coat.Now my head is dizzy and my face is hot, maybe it's caused by the cold.

He opened the tent door and walked out, only to find that it was dinner time, and the hustle and bustle just now came from Xiao Xiangling's tent.

Just as he was about to go in and have a look, he happened to meet a man coming out of the opposite camp. The man was taken aback when he saw Jiang Yu, and then respectfully called out to His Highness.

"What's the noise in there?" Jiang Yu's complexion was not very good, and his voice was a little hoarse due to the cold.

"This……"

Seeing the man's evasive expression, Jiang Yu simply "zwnj; opened the tent door and walked in. Seeing him coming in, the voice inside stopped abruptly.

Jiang Yu glanced across the circle, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Xiangling made a look at everyone, and the rest of the people walked out one after another, and there were only two people left in the tent.

"Bei Kou just sent a letter saying that he wants to see you."

"See me?" Jiang Yu raised an eyebrow.

Xiao Xiangling seemed to notice the unusualness of his voice, and asked with a frown, "Why didn't you wear a fur coat? Northern Xinjiang is not as cold as the capital."

"It's full of blood, it's too dirty." Jiang Yu looked away.

Xiao Xiangling took off his fur coat and put it on him. Jiangyu was really cold, so he didn't refuse.

When the fur coat was put on, it still carried the obvious body temperature of the other party, and seemed to carry the unique rusty smell of his armor, but it didn't smell uncomfortable.

The clothes were a bit long for him, so Jiang Yu sat down beside him, rolled up the hem of the fur coat and tucked it in with his hands.

"Bei Kou didn't mention anything about today's battle. He just said that he heard that you came to Beijiang. Since your mother and concubine are the concubine princesses of Beijiang, several of her blood relatives want to see you." Xiao Xiangling sat down across Jiangyu, and the two There is a table between the people.

"But the only requirement is that you go to see them, not them come to see you."

Jiang Yu instantly understood the entangled interests of everyone.

Ruoyang was sentenced to death for secretly colluding with the Beikou, but now they mean to ask Jiangyu to "reminisce about the old days" in writing, but it is actually a blatant bribe.If Jiang Yu didn't want to, it would have turned into a grand banquet.

Jiang Yu surrounded himself in fur clothes, thought for a while, then raised his head and said, "I want to go."

Xiao Xiangling poured a bowl of hot water and placed it in front of him, as if he was not surprised by his answer, "I'll go with you."

"I knew you would go." Xiao Xiangling looked at Jiang Yu's puzzled expression, and explained, "I know you've been investigating that case more than ten years ago, and you've always wanted to explain the misunderstanding, So I can't stop you, so I might as well follow you directly."

Jiang Yu had nothing to say, so he reached for the bowl of water on the table.Different from the cold water in his camp, even the tea bowl was oozing with "-zwnj;- steam, so he subconsciously stopped his hand on the side for a while"--zwnj;

After finishing the business with a few words, the tent became quiet again, and Jiang Yu couldn't help recalling the impulsive behavior of the two after returning from the valley, and suddenly panicked in his heart.

At this time, even the eyes of the other party looking at him felt hot and unbearable, as if the tip of the strong tongue was still brushing against the corner of his lips, leaving a wet and bloody touch.

He coughed softly, trying to suppress the blush that was about to cover his ears.

Fortunately, the other party did not continue to ask further questions about this matter, and the two of them miraculously maintained a good tacit understanding, as if nothing had happened"—zwnj;, and no one brought up this matter again.

The noise outside the tent gradually subsided, and the surroundings became quiet again.

"Is it still cold?" the other party asked suddenly.

Jiang Yu was in a daze for a short moment at this moment, as if the two of them had never sat together so harmoniously in his impression, saying "it's not that important" in a comfortable and pleasant manner like friends.

"Why are you so afraid of the cold?" Seeing that Jiang Yu didn't reply, he asked again.

"It's because... I was born with it." Jiang Yu fiddled with the bowl in his hand, as if he was doing nothing.

"Sleep here tonight."

Hearing this sentence, Jiang Yu suddenly raised his eyes, and looked at the other party in disbelief, and there was even a bit of anger at being offended and disobedient in his eyes.

"His Royal Highness's tent is temporarily set up, and it's cold and damp inside. I'm afraid His Highness will catch a cold." Xiao Xiangling explained, "I'll ask someone to make another quilt later."

Jiang Yu didn't say a word, which was regarded as acquiescence, but in his heart, he was even more irritable because of the misunderstanding just now.

He didn't like this unresolved experience.

Soon someone made the bed, the last candle was extinguished, and the tent was pitch black—zwnj;It was so quiet that one could even hear the footsteps of soldiers on duty outside. The beds between the two were not far apart, and even the sound of each other's breathing could be heard clearly.

After sleeping for a long time during the day, Jiang Yu lay on the bed with his eyes open, not feeling sleepy.

He should have thought about the current situation in the capital, and his original purpose of going to northern Xinjiang—to find Shen Chen and ask him why.

But at this moment, the exhausting silence permeated the surroundings, the thick fur coat covered his body, and the familiar smell faintly lingered at the tip of his nose, but he felt at ease for the first time.

For the first time, he wanted to temporarily escape from the battlefield of blood and swords, to think about whether what Xiao Xiangling said really had such a "past event", and whether he appeared as the young man in white in his dream .

The young man in white seemed to have rescued Xiao Xiangling when he was a child in the fire, and then the two lived together in the Mountain of No Return for a period of time, practicing swords and making firewood were just trivial things in life.

The memory after that was the sharp pain like a twitching heart, the weird voice from his head was telling him to let go, but he just refused indifferently.

However, in this experience in the dream, why there is such a real pain, the whole chest is so sore that it cannot be added, but when he sees the figure of the other party still in the distance, he thumps.

There are other emotions clearly mixed in this look.

What was their relationship then?

The last memory is the most common nightmare. He fell to the ground covered in blood, and saw a jade pendant suddenly falling in front of his eyes, gradually being stained with blood—zwnj; .

But the specific process in the middle, how the two get along, what is the relationship, and why it turned into such a cruel result in the end.He has no idea.

He still remembered the first time the other party saw him under the moonlight at the palace banquet, and said, "This young man reminds me of an old friend."

Then what kind of mood is he in, hiding his face in the crowd, dormant for many years, just for that faint thought, looking for someone who doesn't even remember him at all.

He feels that his current self is almost contradictory to the point of being completely split, half of his sanity is tentatively approaching, while the other half is restraining his distance.He couldn't overcome the gap between the two people's identities and purposes, and he couldn't make up for the huge information gap between the two.

He only has "zwnj;clean and passionate emotion, and it is the only" place in his whole body that is not stained by cruel intrigue.

For the first time in his life, he felt that the nightmare that haunted him for many years was not so terrifying. He began to accept it calmly, recalled it carefully, and discerned the logic in it.

In any case, it has passed, and this memory does not belong to him.

His consciousness—zwnj; has been wandering between half-dream and half-awake, the surrounding temperature is extremely high, but he feels cold all over.He was pushed into the icy lake in winter, struggling and shouting desperately, but he could only see the laughing and cruel faces of the people on the shore.

It seems to tell him that you are not worthy of living in this world, you should be submerged in the water and sink into hell with the carrion.

go to hell.He heard countless people say that.

His father, Jiang Chibin, Su Yang, and countless familiar and grinning faces quickly passed by.

And the last face that appeared was wearing a pair of silver masks, and his whole body was cold. He stretched out his hand towards himself, as if he wanted to completely pull himself into the icy water.

He reached out his hand to the other party in despair, prostrated himself on the ground, and in the monstrous rain, he finally heard the last half of the other party's words.

"Jiangyu, you coward."

"Do you know, I want... to die for you."

It was as if "zwnj;two powerful hands pulled him out of the abyss of despair completely, and the position where the palms of the hands touched was the only "warm feeling" in the frozen lake in the cold winter.

And he held on tightly willfully, not wanting to let go.

This "zwnj; finally fell asleep peacefully, and when he opened his eyes again, it was dawn, and the sunlight projected from outside the tent just hit the foot of his bed, forming "zwnj; small pieces of fine circles of light.

There was still a slight daze when he opened his eyes, Jiang Yu stared at the roof of the tent for a long time before realizing that he was in northern Xinjiang, not the capital.

The irritability caused by the fear and headache from last night had almost disappeared. He was about to get up when he suddenly found himself sitting beside the bed——zwnj; alone!

Seeing that he woke up, Xiao Xiangling turned his head. There were still obvious red threads in his eyes, and it seemed that he didn't sleep well last night.

Immediately, Jiang Yu seemed to feel something suddenly, and suddenly opened his eyes wide, his eyes gradually moved down along the other party's face, and he followed the arm to see the side of the bed.

The hands of the two were tightly clasped together.

The hand that pulled him out of the water in the dream was not based on imagination.

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 in the starry sky;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle in Sui and Tang Dynasties;

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