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I lost my way and couldn’t find the path I came from. It felt like I was walking farther and farther. At that time, both of them were very young. Rong Yuan was so scared that she cried and sprained her ankle. He had no choice but to look for the way down the mountain road.
As we walked, it was getting dark, except for the moon in the sky, there was no light in the mountains at all.
He was also very scared at the time, afraid that as it was written in the book, big bad wolves and monsters would appear in the mountains, but for Rong Yuan, he still had to persevere.
The two of them fell many times in the mountains and were injured all over their bodies. Finally, they rolled and climbed down the mountain.He carried Rong Yuan, who had already fallen asleep, on his back and walked down the mountain for nearly two hours before finding the adults of the two families.
He saw ten police cars parked at the foot of the mountain, full of policemen on the side of the road, the fathers of the two families were in a hurry, and the two mothers hugged and cried together. When he appeared, these people were all stupid.
Since then, for a long time, the two families never dared to bring their two children to play here. Gradually, He Qingwen's memories of those mountain trails gradually faded away.
Once again, I don’t know if I can still remember it.
Standing on two forked paths, He Qingwen slowly began to recall which one he should take.
Xiao Muyuan stood behind him, waiting quietly.
"Damn it!" He Qingwen cursed in a low voice, because he couldn't remember anything, the memory was too far away.
Xiao Muyuan found two branches, one long and one short, from the ground nearby, and stretched them towards He Qingwen, "Why don't you gamble!"
He Qingwen looked at Xiao Muyuan, "If you go wrong, it's easy to get lost."
Xiao Muyuan raised his eyebrows, "What else can I do, I have to choose one." After speaking, he handed it forward again.
"Why should I choose?"
"Isn't that good? Come on, the long one is on the left, and the short one is on the right."
He Qingwen frowned, and took one out of Xiao Muyuan's hand.
"Left." He Qingwen held a long branch and looked towards the path on the left.
"Then let's go to the left." Xiao Muyuan walked over first.
"You trust me so much, you are not afraid that I will make a wrong choice?"
"Why don't I believe you?" Xiao Muyuan smiled lightly, looked back at He Qingwen behind him, and stretched out his hand, "Come on, the key is to believe in yourself."
He Qingwen looked at Xiao Muyuan, then at his hands, raised his eyebrows, "That's right!"
He Qingwen brushed Xiao Muyuan's front and walked over with a confident and firm look.
Xiao Muyuan withdrew the embarrassing hand that was stretched out in mid-air, with a self-deprecating face.
deserve it!What a shame!
The two walked along the path and saw a small pavilion on the top of the mountain from a distance. Beside the pavilion was a tall old maple tree, which was said to have lived for hundreds of years.
And their destination is there, the Red Maple Pavilion.
The trails in the mountains criss-crossed each other, and Xiao Muyuan would use the same method every time he chose a route. After the two times, He Qingwen and him formed a kind of tacit understanding.
"Xiao Muyuan, there is one thing I want to thank you for."
"Young Master He, you are so polite! Why are you thanking me?" Xiao Muyuan stepped onto an earthen platform and reached out his hand to He Qingwen.
He Qingwen thought for a while, passed his hand over, and jumped up with Xiao Muyuan's strength.
"It's about yesterday, Yuanyuan—is she okay!"
"It should be! You can ask her yourself."
"Forget it!" He Qingwen shook his head, picked up a leaf by the side of the road, and twirled it in his hand.
"Because of Rong Shiming?" Xiao Muyuan guessed.
He Qingwen breathed a sigh of relief, but did not make a sound.
"He Qingwen, since you are so worried, why can't you look away from some things and insist on making yourself suffer?"
After hearing Xiao Muyuan's words, He Qingwen turned his head to look at him, "Look away? Xiao Muyuan, you said it so easily! How can you be so calm?" He paused for a while, and didn't continue.
Xiao Muyuan guessed that the next sentence should be - you murderer.
hehe!He is indeed the least qualified to be this lobbyist.
No matter how narrow the road in the mountains is, it is tangible and you can see the direction clearly. However, no matter how wide the road in the heart is, it is invisible. If you are not careful, you will become confused. If there is something blocking it, Then it becomes even more unclear.
He Qingwen is now a lost child.
Walking to the branch road again, Xiao Muyuan raised the branch in his hand for the fifth time and handed it to He Qingwen.
This time, He Qingwen stopped his hands and shook his head, "There is no need to choose any more."
"why?"
"Because we made the wrong choice the third time."
Xiao Muyuan turned his head and looked down the mountain, and then at the Red Maple Pavilion in the distance.
"how do you know?"
He Qingwen glanced in another direction, "I remember that when I was a child, I should have seen a large bluestone on the way to that pavilion, but after walking for so long, I still didn't see it."
"Then let's go back and start from the beginning." Xiao Muyuan turned around and walked down.
"Xiao Muyuan!" He Qingwen suddenly stopped him.
Xiao Muyuan turned back, "What's wrong?"
"You know the way up the mountain, don't you?"
Xiao Muyuan was taken aback for a moment, "Why do you say that?"
"When I chose to take the third intersection, you obviously hesitated. You obviously knew the way up the mountain. You knew I made the wrong choice. Why didn't you tell me?"
"The decision is in your hands, He Qingwen." Xiao Muyuan exhaled softly, and said, "And I am just a follower now."
"Xiao Muyuan, what are you worried about?" He Qingwen frowned, "What exactly do you want to do?"
Xiao Muyuan stared at the road down the mountain, sighed slowly, "Why do you always have doubts about everything I do, am I so untrustworthy?"
It's true that once bitten by a snake, I was afraid of well ropes for ten years.
In He Qingwen's heart, Xiao Muyuan might never be able to wash away the imprint of insidiousness and cunning.
He Qingwen bit his lip lightly, still a little angry.
"That's right, it's unbelievable, I don't trust anyone, Xiao Muyuan, tell me, who else can I trust in this world?"
He Qingwen walked down angrily, deliberately avoided a step when he passed by Xiao Muyuan, and the other side of him was a landslide, just as he passed Xiao Muyuan and walked down the hill, he didn't notice his feet at all. The foot stepped on a loose stone on the side, and the stone immediately slid down to the bottom of the slope.
"He Qingwen—"
Seeing the white skirt flying to the side, Xiao Muyuan yelled, and without thinking, he suddenly stood up and hugged He Qingwen, Xiao Muyuan used his palm to protect He Qingwen as much as possible. Qingwen's head, the other hand tightly hugged his waist, wrapped He Qingwen's whole body in his arms, and then the two of them rolled down the landslide together.
The two were entangled and rolled all the way down. After a long distance, they finally got stuck on a maple tree on the landslide.
Xiao Muyuan's back was against the tree trunk, and he hugged He Qingwen tightly with both hands. He pressed He Qingwen's head against his chest, but the hand protecting his head was caught by the sharp edges and corners of the gravel on the hillside. Several bloody mouths were drawn.
The two gasped for breath, lay motionless on the ground for a while, and then slowly recovered from the shock.
"Xiao Muyuan——" He Qingwen wanted to raise his head from his embrace, but the strength in Xiao Muyuan's hand never relaxed, so he softly called Xiao Muyuan's name.
Xiao Muyuan panted heavily, and let go of He Qingwen's head bit by bit.
"Are you okay!" He looked at He Qingwen's safe face and asked eagerly.
"I - I'm fine, what's the matter with you?" He Qingwen frowned after seeing Xiao Muyuan move his body, "Xiao Muyuan, what's the matter with you?"
"It's nothing!" Xiao Muyuan twitched the corners of his mouth, with a painful expression on his face.
So He Qingwen gently pushed Xiao Muyuan's arm away, sat up, and leaned over to look at his back carefully.
"Ah! Xiao Muyuan, you—"
☆, from zero
Xiao Muyuan's light-colored coat was bright red, and He Qingwen turned his head to look at the dirt slope behind him in horror. It was a stone point that had just emerged from the soil, and there was still a little bit of red blood on the sharp stone point .
Turning his head again, He Qingwen stared blankly at the puddle of blood on the jacket. The red color made people feel dizzy, and then he stretched out his hand and pressed it absently, as if he had been possessed by a miasma.
"Uh—" Xiao Muyuan frowned, and let out a muffled snort.
He Qingwen came back to his senses, quickly withdrew his hand, lowered his head, and saw a thick layer of sweat on Xiao Muyuan's forehead.
"Xiao Muyuan?"
Xiao Muyuan raised his head slightly, looked at the frightened He Qingwen, and saw a trace of worry in his eyes.
Is he wrong?If you read correctly, seeing him injured, shouldn't you be happier?
But why, you have such an expression?
Xiao Muyuan supported his arms and sat up little by little, then raised his hands, trying to support the tree behind him to stand up slowly, but unexpectedly, the moment he raised his hands, his back felt like a tearing pain, making him Slumped to the ground again.
"Don't move around—" He Qingwen stretched out his hand to hold his arm.
He glanced at Xiao Muyuan's back again, the blood on the coat was seeping more and more, the blood stain on it was obviously much bigger than before, so he couldn't help but cursed in a low voice.
"Damn it!" Sighed, he said, "Don't move in a hurry, you have to stop the bleeding first." Then he reached out to take off his coat.
Xiao Muyuan was sweating profusely from the pain, and his body was a little weak, so he could only let He Qingwen manipulate him.
He tilted his head slightly, hissed in a low voice, and said to He Qingwen sarcastically, "Don't panic, this little blood won't kill anyone. In fact, if I die, you should be happier. Hehe!"
He Qingwen glanced at him, did not speak, took off his coat all the time with a little brute force deliberately.
"Uh—" Xiao Muyuan gritted his teeth, not letting himself cry out.
"If you know it hurts, just say less, hum!"
Knowing that He Qingwen was angry, Xiao Muyuan wanted to laugh.
It's really the same as when I was a child, no matter how hateful the person in front of me is, I still can't see others in trouble and ignore it.
He Qingwen, this is your nature, no matter what you go through, you can't change it.
He Qingwen took off Xiao Muyuan's coat, tore open his shirt forcefully, and saw that there was a bloody hole in the bloody place, which must have been caused by the sharp edge of the stone piercing in just now.
Blood seeped out slowly, forming a blood column on Xiao Muyuan's back.
Find a way to stop the bleeding!
He Qingwen looked at the clothes on the two of them, and thought that the suit he was wearing was new. Although the outside was dirty when he rolled down the hill, the T-shirt inside was still clean.
Without thinking too much, He Qingwen took off the white coat on his body, and then flipped his hands to take off the close-fitting T-shirt.
Xiao Muyuan heard the sound of fabric being torn off behind him, and thought to himself, what is He Qingwen doing?So he turned his head slowly, who would have expected——
He saw that He Qingwen was topless/naked, holding a white cloth in his hand, leaning over to bandage him, but by coincidence, his face was facing the white and smooth chest.
His eyes stopped there unconvincingly, motionless, and suddenly, his mind was at a loss.
"Turn around, I'm going to bandage you." He Qingwen was dissatisfied with Xiao Muyuan's moving around, supported his shoulders, and turned him around again.
A faint scent of soap came from He Qingwen's body, and it entered Xiao Muyuan's nose. He recalled the scene he saw just now, his heart beat like a basket of ping pong balls spilled on the ground, his mouth felt a little dry, And the whole body began to show a feeling of embarrassment.
He Qingwen's hands went around in front of him, wrapping the cloth around him round and round.
After going back and forth, he caught some abnormal things, which appeared on He Qingwen's arm, and what Xiao Muyuan couldn't ignore, were the bruise marks that appeared on some parts of his body.
Xiao Muyuan closed his eyes, letting his heartache settle down a little bit.
He Qingwen simply bandaged his wound, then put his jacket back on the two of them respectively, and stood up little by little while supporting Xiao Muyuan's arm.
"Persevere and go to the bottom of the mountain!"
"Thank you!" Xiao Muyuan looked at He Qingwen holding his hand, recalled the distant past, and said again, "Hehe, I hope you won't regret it. Being too soft-hearted to the enemy is not a good thing."
He Qingwen looked at Xiao Muyuan's obedient face after taking advantage of it, and really wanted to punch him down.
But when he thought that if Xiao Muyuan hadn't stood up to protect him just now, he might be the one who was injured now, so he clenched his fists and endured it.
"You're right, I regret it now, I regret that I didn't throw you off the mountain just now. Xiao Muyuan, you can't help but want to tear your mouth apart."
Xiao Muyuan smiled wryly at He Qingwen twice, and murmured, "Well, from what you said, you should take care of it."
The two supported each other and walked back to the path from the bottom of the soil slope. At this time, they looked down the mountain and suddenly realized that the two had walked so far.
It was really easy to go up the mountain and difficult to go down. In addition, Xiao Muyuan was injured, it took the two of them nearly two hours to go down the mountain.
After finally walking down the mountain, Xiao Muyuan was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, so this time He Qingwen became the driver.
He Qingwen helped Xiao Muyuan sit on the co-pilot, and fastened his seat belt.
"Thank you!" Xiao Muyuan lowered his head, saw He Qingwen's fair hands were covered with his blood, and couldn't help sighing.
He Qingwen stood up, bit his lips twice, and replied, "Xiao Muyuan, I owe you this time."
"This time?" Xiao Muyuan looked up feebly, closed his eyes and chuckled, "I always thought that I was the one who owed the debt."
"No, our grievances and your saving me this time are two different things." He Qingwen turned around, closed the car door, and walked to the other side.
When He Qingwen got into the car, Xiao Muyuan turned his gaze.
"Hehe! I didn't expect you to be so clear." He closed his eyes and snorted twice, "Forget it, Mr. He doesn't have to worry about such a trivial matter."
It's really kicking your nose on your face--
He Qingwen glanced sideways at Xiao Muyuan. "Xiao Muyuan, you are quite generous. In fact, have you never thought of letting me disappear? Just now, you also lost an opportunity. Xiao Muyuan, if I disappeared, wouldn't you be more thorough?" Are you at ease?"
"Oh? So, I should be the one who really regrets it? Hehe, I'm getting older and my reaction is slow, really—" Xiao Muyuan shook his head in self-deprecating manner, closed his eyes, and stopped talking.
He Qingwen frowned slightly, glanced at Xiao Muyuan, then started the car and drove towards the nearest hospital.
Along the way, Xiao Muyuan was in a daze. Pain and fatigue made him fall asleep several times. In order to prevent him from going into a coma, He Qingwen called his name from time to time. Every time Xiao Muyuan woke up, he seemed to be looking for Thinking about something, there was a trace of panic, but when he saw He Qingwen sitting aside, he quickly calmed down again.
"Xiao Muyuan, hold on, we'll get to the hospital soon."
Xiao Muyuan reluctantly raised his eyes and looked at He Qingwen, his pale lips curled up slightly.
This is so good, I never thought that he and He Qingwen would have such a day, no longer talking coldly, no longer fighting each other with resentment, as long as they spoke calmly and calmly, it would be a blessing to him. Kind of nice.
He didn't even want He Qingwen to drive the car so fast, he didn't want to arrive at the hospital so soon, and he didn't even want to fall asleep and not see him when he woke up.
There are not many such opportunities, goodbye-I am afraid it will be a battlefield again.
"He Qingwen, I really didn't lie to you."
"What did you say?" He turned his head and glanced at Xiao Muyuan who was speaking in a low voice, "What are you referring to?"
"On the mountain, if you find that you have gone the wrong way, no matter how far you go, you can still turn back, as long as you want to—"
"Xiao Muyuan, what exactly do you want to say?" He Qingwen focused his attention on driving at this time, and did not try to guess the meaning of Xiao Muyuan's words.
Xiao Muyuan tried his best to raise his eyelids, trying not to let his sanity become trance.
He licked his chapped lips with the tip of his tongue, and the words lingered in his mouth.
He wanted to say - He Qingwen, come back!
Bring everything back to zero and start them all over again.
Start again, meet, get acquainted, get to know each other, get to know each other——
It was a dream—
A good dream--
Xiao Muyuan's eyelids trembled twice, and finally couldn't bear the drowsiness of drowsiness, and closed his eyes.Waking up again, Xiao Muyuan was lying on the hospital bed with a white roof, dazed.
Outside the window is the afterglow of the sun setting in the west.
Xiao Muyuan's eyes looked around the room, searching.
That person is not there, has he gone?
That's right, why don't you stay here?The enemy who wants to kill and then quickly lie there, if he doesn't leave, why don't he stay and take care of him!
Xiao Muyuan lay quietly on the bed and sighed.
With a needle stuck in the back of his hand, Xiao Muyuan looked up along the tube, the medicine in the drip bottle had run out, but the nurse hadn't come yet.
He turned his head, found the call button, and tried to raise his arm.
Uh--
Accidentally tearing the wound, it hurts like hell!
Xiao Muyuan's facial features were twisted together in pain, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his head.
"What are you messing with?"
There was a scolding sound coming from the door, upon hearing that sound, Xiao Muyuan was startled, and then his five sense organs unfolded.
"When I wake up, I feel restless. If I knew it earlier, I would ask the doctor to increase the dose of anesthetic, so as not to worry people."
He Qingwen walked to his bedside, put down the two bags in his hand, reached out and pressed the call button.
Xiao Muyuan raised his eyes to look at him, a little flustered in his heart.
He watched He Qingwen move a chair from the opposite side of the bed, sat in front of him, watched him open the bag, and took out two packed lunch boxes from inside.
Then, he asked out of nowhere, "Why haven't you left yet?"
☆, guardian
?He Qingwen slapped the lunch box on the table, got up, opened the door, and walked out.
Xiao Muyuan stared at the door of the ward where the white figure disappeared, and then slapped his mouth hard.
"Xiao Muyuan, why don't you die!" Xiao Muyuan cursed himself in a low voice, and then beat the hospital bed hard.
The injury on his back was tearing, but he didn't care about it anymore, so let it hurt!
Live it!
He looked up at the hanging bottle on his head, reached out angrily and pulled out the needle on his back, threw it aside, and then sat up slowly on his side.
At this time, the door of the ward opened, and a little nurse walked in.
"Why are you sitting up? Sir, you can't move now, or the wound will open."
The little nurse stepped forward to stop Xiao Muyuan who was about to get off the bed.
"I'm leaving the hospital."
The little nurse froze for a moment, quickly shook her head, and replied, "That's not okay, you just finished the suture operation, and you have to stay in the hospital for observation for at least three days."
Xiao Muyuan took a long breath, for three days——
How could he have any intention of staying for three days, his heart has already flown out now.
"Please find a doctor for me and tell him that I can't wait that long."
"If you can't wait, you have to wait. You are our patient, and we are responsible for you. Sir, please lie back on the bed." The little nurse's tone was very strong, with an uncompromising appearance.
Xiao Muyuan looked at the little nurse, and was completely defeated by her seriousness, he was a little dumbfounded.
"Miss Nurse, I swear, if anything happens after I leave the hospital, it won't affect your hospital, okay?"
The little nurse still shook her head, "I can't—"
Xiao Muyuan soaked for a long time, but the little nurse was unstoppable, so Xiao Muyuan could only sit on the bed and sigh.
His eyes were fixed on the closed door of the ward, and what flashed through his mind was He Qingwen's back when he walked out.
Disappointed, he covered his eyes with his hands, lowered his head, and sighed sadly to himself, he really did his own crime, who can be blamed!
click!
The door opened again, Xiao Muyuan suddenly raised his head, and saw He Qingwen walking in.
He Qingwen glanced at the two of them, first he was taken aback, and then turned into a disgusted expression.
"what happened?"
The little nurse saw He Qingwen as if seeing a savior, and hurriedly said, "You should persuade him! This gentleman asked to be discharged from the hospital, but he has just had a suture operation. The doctor said that he cannot move."
He Qingwen glanced at Xiao Muyuan, and then Xiao Muyuan, like a child who did something wrong, showed an expression of 'I didn't mean to', and avoided He Qingwen's eyes in embarrassment.
"Okay, I see, I will persuade him, thank you!"
He Qingwen nodded slightly to the little nurse, and the little nurse felt relieved, and helped Xiao Muyuan lie back on the bed again.
Immediately afterwards, the little nurse took Xiao Muyuan's body temperature, made a record of the postoperative reaction, left behind the postoperative oral medicine, and explained the postoperative precautions, then took off the empty medicine bottle and walked from the room. Withdrew out.
"Xiao Muyuan, it seems that you are in good spirits. I tried my best to send you to the hospital, which is obviously unnecessary."
Xiao Muyuan really didn't know what to say, so he forced a smile, saying 'I was wrong', and didn't dare to say another word.
He Qingwen glanced at Xiao Muyuan with dissatisfaction, walked to the table, opened the lid of one of the packed lunch boxes, and inserted the spoon he just bought in his hand.
"Hurry up and eat. The doctor said that you can only eat some light food after the operation. I bought you porridge." He Qingwen pushed the food to Xiao Muyuan again, and then sat on the chair beside the bed.
Xiao Muyuan tilted his head and saw the steaming porridge in the lunch box. He was a little startled at first, but then a warm feeling suddenly rose in his heart. He held back the joy in his heart and didn't show much expression.
It turned out that He Qingwen just suddenly realized that he forgot to buy a spoon just now, he wasn't really angry, he didn't abandon himself.
Xiao Muyuan secretly rejoiced in his heart, this is really a beautiful little misunderstanding.
He lowered his head, looked at the bowl of porridge in front of him, and suddenly felt that it was the most delicious thing in the world.
"Hey, eat quickly, it will get cold if you don't eat it." He Qingwen tapped the table with his hand.
Xiao Muyuan obediently moved forward, and when he raised his hand, he intentionally showed pain.
"Hey, you won't be able to eat by yourself, right?" He Qingwen looked at him suspiciously.
"It's okay, it should be fine." Xiao Muyuan shook his head, and continued to act very hard. Every time he moved forward, his face would twitch, and he deliberately made a gasping sound.
"Forget it, forget it, good people do it to the end. It's really unlucky!" He Qingwen picked up the bowl of porridge, scooped out a spoonful, and handed it to Xiao Muyuan's mouth, "If it's too hot, you can blow it yourself, this can be done, right? ?”
"Of course, of course!" Xiao Muyuan hurriedly apologized, blew two breaths on the spoon, and then slowly swallowed the spoonful of porridge.
He ate the porridge bite by bite, and his heart was already beautiful. Maybe there was only such a chance in his life, so of course he had to make good use of it.
remember!After today, all of this has become a memory again, beautiful but short-lived.
The porridge slowly bottomed out, my stomach was full, and my heart was full.
Xiao Muyuan smiled, "You seem to be quite experienced in taking care of patients?"
He Qingwen paused for a moment, then his expression became a little heavy, and he put the bowl on the table.
Xiao Muyuan didn't know what trouble he had gotten into again, he was startled, and grabbed He Qingwen's arm in a panic, fearing that he would really run out the next moment and never come back.
"What are you doing?" He Qingwen stared at Xiao Muyuan's hand, which was covered with scars.
Xiao Muyuan let go of his hand resentfully, his brain turned, and he said hurriedly, "I'm sorry, maybe the anesthetic has not worn off yet, and I'm a little dizzy."
"Oh!" He Qingwen nodded, and took a closer look at Xiao Muyuan's face. He was indeed pale and not in a good condition. Suddenly, he remembered something, and after thinking about it, he asked, "Xiao Muyuan, are you What happened?"
Xiao Muyuan was stunned, "Why do you ask that?"
"I—saw a lot of scars on your back, and it looks like it's been there for a long time."
Scars——
Xiao Muyuan raised his head, and his thoughts suddenly jumped to many years ago. It was a past that was almost sealed up by him, full of darkness, and if he didn't deliberately think about it, it would fall asleep quietly.
He was silent for a moment.
Suddenly, he turned his face and smiled lightly, "It happened a long time ago, it happened when I was a child." He raised his eyebrows, trying to turn over this article without paying attention.
There's nothing to say, I really don't want to mention many things, except——
Only that smiling face.
He quietly looked at He Qingwen's face, it was the only thing worth remembering, and it was always engraved in his heart.
"Xiao Muyuan, it seems that I have indeed missed a lot of things."
He Qingwen sat on the chair, leaning on his cheek with one hand, thoughtful.
He was thinking that for so long, he had always focused on Xiao Muyuan's every move in the mall in recent years, while ignoring everything about him in private. He didn't know anything about his past.
It's not that he wants to pry into his privacy, but, for some reason, he always feels that Xiao Muyuan in front of him is so strange to him, that he doesn't know him anymore.
He Qingwen was sitting blankly, and Xiao Muyuan was sitting there watching quietly, seeing his pensive appearance, watching every little expression on his face that flashed by when he was thinking.
"After a busy day, you are also tired, how about - lie down and rest!" Xiao Muyuan saw a trace of exhaustion on He Qingwen's face, so he pointed to another bed next to him and said.
He Qingwen came back to his senses, blinked his dry eyes, and looked in the direction Xiao Muyuan pointed.
Last night, I was pestered by Doug Lang all night, and I didn't close my eyes almost all night, but today I just went to Hongye Mountain. Unexpectedly, this kind of accident happened again.
My mind and body have been exhausted for a long time, but I have been holding on all the time. As soon as I saw the bed, my fatigue and sleepiness immediately hit me.
He thought for a while and walked over, lay gently on the white bed, yawned and said, "Xiao Muyuan, I think I must be crazy today." He squinted and looked at Xiao Muyuan wearily glance.
"Hmm! That's right, I think so too!"
"Hehe! Xiao Muyuan, when I fall asleep, you still have another chance. This time—don't miss it."
"Well, no more, I won't miss it again!"
Xiao Muyuan smiled slightly, watching He Qingwen gradually close his eyes, his long and dense eyelashes trembling, and after a while, he heard He Qingwen's even breathing.
He quietly got out of bed, carried the quilt, and gently covered He Qingwen's body.
Xiao Muyuan sat by the bed, never leaving He Qingwen's eyes. He watched him fall asleep peacefully, watched his chest rise and fall slightly, and watched his sleeping face as pure and innocent as a baby.
I really hope that time can stop at this moment and never move forward again, how wonderful it would be!
He stretched out his hand involuntarily, and gently stroked He Qingwen's face back and forth with the back of his hand. He didn't dare to use any force, and his fingers swept over those two light pink lips, like delicate petals being caressed. .
He Qingwen, why didn't I also choose the wrong path and pass you by, but I can only lament the trick of fate.
We have all missed too many things and lost too many things.
Up to now, who can tell who is the instigator of this battle.
Who wins?Who loses?What's the point?
History cannot be changed, and the past will eventually disappear in the gears of fate.
Really sorry!Your father, I can no longer give you back, this is my sin!
And the only thing I can do now is atone for my sin.
Use my life's efforts, Xiao Muyuan, to repay, keep Hongtian, keep your father's life's hard work, keep your dream, even if you hate me.
He Qingwen, I only want you to be happy! ?
☆, trajectory
?As if realizing what was about to happen, He Qingwen suddenly woke up from his sleep.
He opened his eyes and saw a piece of white above his head, and the orange light in the ward was dim and dark.
Turning his head, looking for the source of the light, he found that it was from Xiao Muyuan's bedside, and Xiao Muyuan was leaning on the bedside at this moment, holding a book with an unknown name in his hand, reading it with relish. .
Xiao Muyuan heard a sound on the bed next to him, and turned his gaze over.
"you're awake?"
"Well, I'm awake." He Qingwen wanted to raise his hand, but found that there was an extra quilt on his body, so he stretched out his arm from the quilt along the quilt, rubbed his eyes twice, "How long have I been asleep?"
"Ten hours."
"Ten hours?" He Qingwen was a little surprised, he didn't realize it at all, he just felt that it was a blink of an eye, that such a long time had passed and he had slept so deeply.
And it was by Xiao Muyuan's side!defenseless!
"You can continue to sleep. It's three o'clock in the morning, and there is still a long time before dawn." Xiao Muyuan put down the book in his hand, and turned to look at him.
He Qingwen lay on the bed silently for a while, after thinking about it, he sat up from the bed.
"What? Don't want to sleep anymore? Are you still afraid of me—what to do?" Xiao Mu Yuanyao looked at He Qingwen who came down from the bed with interest.
He Qingwen glanced sideways at Xiao Muyuan, said "Cut—" lightly, and then walked into the bathroom.
When he came out, there were drops of water on his face, and he was obviously much more energetic.
"Xiao Muyuan, I should go!"
"Now?" Xiao Muyuan was a little stunned, and pointed out the window, "It's not yet dawn, so let's wait a little longer!"
"No!" He Qingwen shook his head.
Xiao Muyuan still wanted to continue to persuade him to stay, but he didn't know what to say when he saw He Qingwen arranging his clothes and looking determined to leave.
He chuckled softly, "That's right, at home—someone must be waiting!"
He Qingwen paused for a moment, but did not speak.
"That Dougron seems to you—"
"Xiao Muyuan, this is none of your business." He Qingwen's eyes flushed slightly with anger, and he stared at Xiao Muyuan.
Xiao Muyuan raised his head and met He Qingwen's eyes. For some reason, he felt that if he continued to speak, he might cry the next moment.
"He Qingwen, what happened? When I was at the beach, I wanted to ask you why the car ran out of the road. Why were you there alone? Why—"
"Xiao Muyuan, you are really annoying!" He Qingwen gritted his teeth, turned his head and walked towards the door.
But just as he held his hand on the doorknob and opened a gap, the person behind him jumped up and pushed the door back heavily.
"Xiao Muyuan, what exactly do you want?" He Qingwen turned around and faced Xiao Muyuan.
Because he got up too violently just now and pulled the wound, Xiao Muyuan gritted his teeth, holding back the pain, and after a while, he raised his eyes and looked at He Qingwen.
"I can't let you go away like this."
"What right do you have over me? Xiao Muyuan, do you even want to interfere with my freedom?"
"No, I just don't want anything to happen to you."
He Qingwen snorted coldly, "Who do you think you are to me? Xiao Muyuan, don't think that if you saved me this time, our grievances can be wiped out. What you owe me, even if you are smashed to pieces, you will still be able to forgive me." Not sure yet."
Xiao Muyuan frowned, lowered his eyes and whispered, "I know, I know."
"Then let go of your hands and let me get out of here." He Qingwen ordered coldly, waiting for Xiao Muyuan's action.
Xiao Muyuan was speechless, he really didn't have any power to stop He Qingwen, no matter what he did, whoever he chose.
It turned out that I was really whimsical and wishful thinking.
He slowly withdrew his hand, and slowly took a step back, giving He Qingwen a place to move freely.
He Qingwen turned around and opened the door.
"He Qingwen, I have another word." Xiao Muyuan suddenly remembered something, stopped him in time, and said hastily, "Be careful of the people around you."
The person in front of the door paused slightly when he was stepping out of the door. He turned his head and looked back slightly. His eyes fluttered, and he seemed to have cleared up some things.
let out a long sigh
As we walked, it was getting dark, except for the moon in the sky, there was no light in the mountains at all.
He was also very scared at the time, afraid that as it was written in the book, big bad wolves and monsters would appear in the mountains, but for Rong Yuan, he still had to persevere.
The two of them fell many times in the mountains and were injured all over their bodies. Finally, they rolled and climbed down the mountain.He carried Rong Yuan, who had already fallen asleep, on his back and walked down the mountain for nearly two hours before finding the adults of the two families.
He saw ten police cars parked at the foot of the mountain, full of policemen on the side of the road, the fathers of the two families were in a hurry, and the two mothers hugged and cried together. When he appeared, these people were all stupid.
Since then, for a long time, the two families never dared to bring their two children to play here. Gradually, He Qingwen's memories of those mountain trails gradually faded away.
Once again, I don’t know if I can still remember it.
Standing on two forked paths, He Qingwen slowly began to recall which one he should take.
Xiao Muyuan stood behind him, waiting quietly.
"Damn it!" He Qingwen cursed in a low voice, because he couldn't remember anything, the memory was too far away.
Xiao Muyuan found two branches, one long and one short, from the ground nearby, and stretched them towards He Qingwen, "Why don't you gamble!"
He Qingwen looked at Xiao Muyuan, "If you go wrong, it's easy to get lost."
Xiao Muyuan raised his eyebrows, "What else can I do, I have to choose one." After speaking, he handed it forward again.
"Why should I choose?"
"Isn't that good? Come on, the long one is on the left, and the short one is on the right."
He Qingwen frowned, and took one out of Xiao Muyuan's hand.
"Left." He Qingwen held a long branch and looked towards the path on the left.
"Then let's go to the left." Xiao Muyuan walked over first.
"You trust me so much, you are not afraid that I will make a wrong choice?"
"Why don't I believe you?" Xiao Muyuan smiled lightly, looked back at He Qingwen behind him, and stretched out his hand, "Come on, the key is to believe in yourself."
He Qingwen looked at Xiao Muyuan, then at his hands, raised his eyebrows, "That's right!"
He Qingwen brushed Xiao Muyuan's front and walked over with a confident and firm look.
Xiao Muyuan withdrew the embarrassing hand that was stretched out in mid-air, with a self-deprecating face.
deserve it!What a shame!
The two walked along the path and saw a small pavilion on the top of the mountain from a distance. Beside the pavilion was a tall old maple tree, which was said to have lived for hundreds of years.
And their destination is there, the Red Maple Pavilion.
The trails in the mountains criss-crossed each other, and Xiao Muyuan would use the same method every time he chose a route. After the two times, He Qingwen and him formed a kind of tacit understanding.
"Xiao Muyuan, there is one thing I want to thank you for."
"Young Master He, you are so polite! Why are you thanking me?" Xiao Muyuan stepped onto an earthen platform and reached out his hand to He Qingwen.
He Qingwen thought for a while, passed his hand over, and jumped up with Xiao Muyuan's strength.
"It's about yesterday, Yuanyuan—is she okay!"
"It should be! You can ask her yourself."
"Forget it!" He Qingwen shook his head, picked up a leaf by the side of the road, and twirled it in his hand.
"Because of Rong Shiming?" Xiao Muyuan guessed.
He Qingwen breathed a sigh of relief, but did not make a sound.
"He Qingwen, since you are so worried, why can't you look away from some things and insist on making yourself suffer?"
After hearing Xiao Muyuan's words, He Qingwen turned his head to look at him, "Look away? Xiao Muyuan, you said it so easily! How can you be so calm?" He paused for a while, and didn't continue.
Xiao Muyuan guessed that the next sentence should be - you murderer.
hehe!He is indeed the least qualified to be this lobbyist.
No matter how narrow the road in the mountains is, it is tangible and you can see the direction clearly. However, no matter how wide the road in the heart is, it is invisible. If you are not careful, you will become confused. If there is something blocking it, Then it becomes even more unclear.
He Qingwen is now a lost child.
Walking to the branch road again, Xiao Muyuan raised the branch in his hand for the fifth time and handed it to He Qingwen.
This time, He Qingwen stopped his hands and shook his head, "There is no need to choose any more."
"why?"
"Because we made the wrong choice the third time."
Xiao Muyuan turned his head and looked down the mountain, and then at the Red Maple Pavilion in the distance.
"how do you know?"
He Qingwen glanced in another direction, "I remember that when I was a child, I should have seen a large bluestone on the way to that pavilion, but after walking for so long, I still didn't see it."
"Then let's go back and start from the beginning." Xiao Muyuan turned around and walked down.
"Xiao Muyuan!" He Qingwen suddenly stopped him.
Xiao Muyuan turned back, "What's wrong?"
"You know the way up the mountain, don't you?"
Xiao Muyuan was taken aback for a moment, "Why do you say that?"
"When I chose to take the third intersection, you obviously hesitated. You obviously knew the way up the mountain. You knew I made the wrong choice. Why didn't you tell me?"
"The decision is in your hands, He Qingwen." Xiao Muyuan exhaled softly, and said, "And I am just a follower now."
"Xiao Muyuan, what are you worried about?" He Qingwen frowned, "What exactly do you want to do?"
Xiao Muyuan stared at the road down the mountain, sighed slowly, "Why do you always have doubts about everything I do, am I so untrustworthy?"
It's true that once bitten by a snake, I was afraid of well ropes for ten years.
In He Qingwen's heart, Xiao Muyuan might never be able to wash away the imprint of insidiousness and cunning.
He Qingwen bit his lip lightly, still a little angry.
"That's right, it's unbelievable, I don't trust anyone, Xiao Muyuan, tell me, who else can I trust in this world?"
He Qingwen walked down angrily, deliberately avoided a step when he passed by Xiao Muyuan, and the other side of him was a landslide, just as he passed Xiao Muyuan and walked down the hill, he didn't notice his feet at all. The foot stepped on a loose stone on the side, and the stone immediately slid down to the bottom of the slope.
"He Qingwen—"
Seeing the white skirt flying to the side, Xiao Muyuan yelled, and without thinking, he suddenly stood up and hugged He Qingwen, Xiao Muyuan used his palm to protect He Qingwen as much as possible. Qingwen's head, the other hand tightly hugged his waist, wrapped He Qingwen's whole body in his arms, and then the two of them rolled down the landslide together.
The two were entangled and rolled all the way down. After a long distance, they finally got stuck on a maple tree on the landslide.
Xiao Muyuan's back was against the tree trunk, and he hugged He Qingwen tightly with both hands. He pressed He Qingwen's head against his chest, but the hand protecting his head was caught by the sharp edges and corners of the gravel on the hillside. Several bloody mouths were drawn.
The two gasped for breath, lay motionless on the ground for a while, and then slowly recovered from the shock.
"Xiao Muyuan——" He Qingwen wanted to raise his head from his embrace, but the strength in Xiao Muyuan's hand never relaxed, so he softly called Xiao Muyuan's name.
Xiao Muyuan panted heavily, and let go of He Qingwen's head bit by bit.
"Are you okay!" He looked at He Qingwen's safe face and asked eagerly.
"I - I'm fine, what's the matter with you?" He Qingwen frowned after seeing Xiao Muyuan move his body, "Xiao Muyuan, what's the matter with you?"
"It's nothing!" Xiao Muyuan twitched the corners of his mouth, with a painful expression on his face.
So He Qingwen gently pushed Xiao Muyuan's arm away, sat up, and leaned over to look at his back carefully.
"Ah! Xiao Muyuan, you—"
☆, from zero
Xiao Muyuan's light-colored coat was bright red, and He Qingwen turned his head to look at the dirt slope behind him in horror. It was a stone point that had just emerged from the soil, and there was still a little bit of red blood on the sharp stone point .
Turning his head again, He Qingwen stared blankly at the puddle of blood on the jacket. The red color made people feel dizzy, and then he stretched out his hand and pressed it absently, as if he had been possessed by a miasma.
"Uh—" Xiao Muyuan frowned, and let out a muffled snort.
He Qingwen came back to his senses, quickly withdrew his hand, lowered his head, and saw a thick layer of sweat on Xiao Muyuan's forehead.
"Xiao Muyuan?"
Xiao Muyuan raised his head slightly, looked at the frightened He Qingwen, and saw a trace of worry in his eyes.
Is he wrong?If you read correctly, seeing him injured, shouldn't you be happier?
But why, you have such an expression?
Xiao Muyuan supported his arms and sat up little by little, then raised his hands, trying to support the tree behind him to stand up slowly, but unexpectedly, the moment he raised his hands, his back felt like a tearing pain, making him Slumped to the ground again.
"Don't move around—" He Qingwen stretched out his hand to hold his arm.
He glanced at Xiao Muyuan's back again, the blood on the coat was seeping more and more, the blood stain on it was obviously much bigger than before, so he couldn't help but cursed in a low voice.
"Damn it!" Sighed, he said, "Don't move in a hurry, you have to stop the bleeding first." Then he reached out to take off his coat.
Xiao Muyuan was sweating profusely from the pain, and his body was a little weak, so he could only let He Qingwen manipulate him.
He tilted his head slightly, hissed in a low voice, and said to He Qingwen sarcastically, "Don't panic, this little blood won't kill anyone. In fact, if I die, you should be happier. Hehe!"
He Qingwen glanced at him, did not speak, took off his coat all the time with a little brute force deliberately.
"Uh—" Xiao Muyuan gritted his teeth, not letting himself cry out.
"If you know it hurts, just say less, hum!"
Knowing that He Qingwen was angry, Xiao Muyuan wanted to laugh.
It's really the same as when I was a child, no matter how hateful the person in front of me is, I still can't see others in trouble and ignore it.
He Qingwen, this is your nature, no matter what you go through, you can't change it.
He Qingwen took off Xiao Muyuan's coat, tore open his shirt forcefully, and saw that there was a bloody hole in the bloody place, which must have been caused by the sharp edge of the stone piercing in just now.
Blood seeped out slowly, forming a blood column on Xiao Muyuan's back.
Find a way to stop the bleeding!
He Qingwen looked at the clothes on the two of them, and thought that the suit he was wearing was new. Although the outside was dirty when he rolled down the hill, the T-shirt inside was still clean.
Without thinking too much, He Qingwen took off the white coat on his body, and then flipped his hands to take off the close-fitting T-shirt.
Xiao Muyuan heard the sound of fabric being torn off behind him, and thought to himself, what is He Qingwen doing?So he turned his head slowly, who would have expected——
He saw that He Qingwen was topless/naked, holding a white cloth in his hand, leaning over to bandage him, but by coincidence, his face was facing the white and smooth chest.
His eyes stopped there unconvincingly, motionless, and suddenly, his mind was at a loss.
"Turn around, I'm going to bandage you." He Qingwen was dissatisfied with Xiao Muyuan's moving around, supported his shoulders, and turned him around again.
A faint scent of soap came from He Qingwen's body, and it entered Xiao Muyuan's nose. He recalled the scene he saw just now, his heart beat like a basket of ping pong balls spilled on the ground, his mouth felt a little dry, And the whole body began to show a feeling of embarrassment.
He Qingwen's hands went around in front of him, wrapping the cloth around him round and round.
After going back and forth, he caught some abnormal things, which appeared on He Qingwen's arm, and what Xiao Muyuan couldn't ignore, were the bruise marks that appeared on some parts of his body.
Xiao Muyuan closed his eyes, letting his heartache settle down a little bit.
He Qingwen simply bandaged his wound, then put his jacket back on the two of them respectively, and stood up little by little while supporting Xiao Muyuan's arm.
"Persevere and go to the bottom of the mountain!"
"Thank you!" Xiao Muyuan looked at He Qingwen holding his hand, recalled the distant past, and said again, "Hehe, I hope you won't regret it. Being too soft-hearted to the enemy is not a good thing."
He Qingwen looked at Xiao Muyuan's obedient face after taking advantage of it, and really wanted to punch him down.
But when he thought that if Xiao Muyuan hadn't stood up to protect him just now, he might be the one who was injured now, so he clenched his fists and endured it.
"You're right, I regret it now, I regret that I didn't throw you off the mountain just now. Xiao Muyuan, you can't help but want to tear your mouth apart."
Xiao Muyuan smiled wryly at He Qingwen twice, and murmured, "Well, from what you said, you should take care of it."
The two supported each other and walked back to the path from the bottom of the soil slope. At this time, they looked down the mountain and suddenly realized that the two had walked so far.
It was really easy to go up the mountain and difficult to go down. In addition, Xiao Muyuan was injured, it took the two of them nearly two hours to go down the mountain.
After finally walking down the mountain, Xiao Muyuan was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to raise his hand, so this time He Qingwen became the driver.
He Qingwen helped Xiao Muyuan sit on the co-pilot, and fastened his seat belt.
"Thank you!" Xiao Muyuan lowered his head, saw He Qingwen's fair hands were covered with his blood, and couldn't help sighing.
He Qingwen stood up, bit his lips twice, and replied, "Xiao Muyuan, I owe you this time."
"This time?" Xiao Muyuan looked up feebly, closed his eyes and chuckled, "I always thought that I was the one who owed the debt."
"No, our grievances and your saving me this time are two different things." He Qingwen turned around, closed the car door, and walked to the other side.
When He Qingwen got into the car, Xiao Muyuan turned his gaze.
"Hehe! I didn't expect you to be so clear." He closed his eyes and snorted twice, "Forget it, Mr. He doesn't have to worry about such a trivial matter."
It's really kicking your nose on your face--
He Qingwen glanced sideways at Xiao Muyuan. "Xiao Muyuan, you are quite generous. In fact, have you never thought of letting me disappear? Just now, you also lost an opportunity. Xiao Muyuan, if I disappeared, wouldn't you be more thorough?" Are you at ease?"
"Oh? So, I should be the one who really regrets it? Hehe, I'm getting older and my reaction is slow, really—" Xiao Muyuan shook his head in self-deprecating manner, closed his eyes, and stopped talking.
He Qingwen frowned slightly, glanced at Xiao Muyuan, then started the car and drove towards the nearest hospital.
Along the way, Xiao Muyuan was in a daze. Pain and fatigue made him fall asleep several times. In order to prevent him from going into a coma, He Qingwen called his name from time to time. Every time Xiao Muyuan woke up, he seemed to be looking for Thinking about something, there was a trace of panic, but when he saw He Qingwen sitting aside, he quickly calmed down again.
"Xiao Muyuan, hold on, we'll get to the hospital soon."
Xiao Muyuan reluctantly raised his eyes and looked at He Qingwen, his pale lips curled up slightly.
This is so good, I never thought that he and He Qingwen would have such a day, no longer talking coldly, no longer fighting each other with resentment, as long as they spoke calmly and calmly, it would be a blessing to him. Kind of nice.
He didn't even want He Qingwen to drive the car so fast, he didn't want to arrive at the hospital so soon, and he didn't even want to fall asleep and not see him when he woke up.
There are not many such opportunities, goodbye-I am afraid it will be a battlefield again.
"He Qingwen, I really didn't lie to you."
"What did you say?" He turned his head and glanced at Xiao Muyuan who was speaking in a low voice, "What are you referring to?"
"On the mountain, if you find that you have gone the wrong way, no matter how far you go, you can still turn back, as long as you want to—"
"Xiao Muyuan, what exactly do you want to say?" He Qingwen focused his attention on driving at this time, and did not try to guess the meaning of Xiao Muyuan's words.
Xiao Muyuan tried his best to raise his eyelids, trying not to let his sanity become trance.
He licked his chapped lips with the tip of his tongue, and the words lingered in his mouth.
He wanted to say - He Qingwen, come back!
Bring everything back to zero and start them all over again.
Start again, meet, get acquainted, get to know each other, get to know each other——
It was a dream—
A good dream--
Xiao Muyuan's eyelids trembled twice, and finally couldn't bear the drowsiness of drowsiness, and closed his eyes.Waking up again, Xiao Muyuan was lying on the hospital bed with a white roof, dazed.
Outside the window is the afterglow of the sun setting in the west.
Xiao Muyuan's eyes looked around the room, searching.
That person is not there, has he gone?
That's right, why don't you stay here?The enemy who wants to kill and then quickly lie there, if he doesn't leave, why don't he stay and take care of him!
Xiao Muyuan lay quietly on the bed and sighed.
With a needle stuck in the back of his hand, Xiao Muyuan looked up along the tube, the medicine in the drip bottle had run out, but the nurse hadn't come yet.
He turned his head, found the call button, and tried to raise his arm.
Uh--
Accidentally tearing the wound, it hurts like hell!
Xiao Muyuan's facial features were twisted together in pain, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his head.
"What are you messing with?"
There was a scolding sound coming from the door, upon hearing that sound, Xiao Muyuan was startled, and then his five sense organs unfolded.
"When I wake up, I feel restless. If I knew it earlier, I would ask the doctor to increase the dose of anesthetic, so as not to worry people."
He Qingwen walked to his bedside, put down the two bags in his hand, reached out and pressed the call button.
Xiao Muyuan raised his eyes to look at him, a little flustered in his heart.
He watched He Qingwen move a chair from the opposite side of the bed, sat in front of him, watched him open the bag, and took out two packed lunch boxes from inside.
Then, he asked out of nowhere, "Why haven't you left yet?"
☆, guardian
?He Qingwen slapped the lunch box on the table, got up, opened the door, and walked out.
Xiao Muyuan stared at the door of the ward where the white figure disappeared, and then slapped his mouth hard.
"Xiao Muyuan, why don't you die!" Xiao Muyuan cursed himself in a low voice, and then beat the hospital bed hard.
The injury on his back was tearing, but he didn't care about it anymore, so let it hurt!
Live it!
He looked up at the hanging bottle on his head, reached out angrily and pulled out the needle on his back, threw it aside, and then sat up slowly on his side.
At this time, the door of the ward opened, and a little nurse walked in.
"Why are you sitting up? Sir, you can't move now, or the wound will open."
The little nurse stepped forward to stop Xiao Muyuan who was about to get off the bed.
"I'm leaving the hospital."
The little nurse froze for a moment, quickly shook her head, and replied, "That's not okay, you just finished the suture operation, and you have to stay in the hospital for observation for at least three days."
Xiao Muyuan took a long breath, for three days——
How could he have any intention of staying for three days, his heart has already flown out now.
"Please find a doctor for me and tell him that I can't wait that long."
"If you can't wait, you have to wait. You are our patient, and we are responsible for you. Sir, please lie back on the bed." The little nurse's tone was very strong, with an uncompromising appearance.
Xiao Muyuan looked at the little nurse, and was completely defeated by her seriousness, he was a little dumbfounded.
"Miss Nurse, I swear, if anything happens after I leave the hospital, it won't affect your hospital, okay?"
The little nurse still shook her head, "I can't—"
Xiao Muyuan soaked for a long time, but the little nurse was unstoppable, so Xiao Muyuan could only sit on the bed and sigh.
His eyes were fixed on the closed door of the ward, and what flashed through his mind was He Qingwen's back when he walked out.
Disappointed, he covered his eyes with his hands, lowered his head, and sighed sadly to himself, he really did his own crime, who can be blamed!
click!
The door opened again, Xiao Muyuan suddenly raised his head, and saw He Qingwen walking in.
He Qingwen glanced at the two of them, first he was taken aback, and then turned into a disgusted expression.
"what happened?"
The little nurse saw He Qingwen as if seeing a savior, and hurriedly said, "You should persuade him! This gentleman asked to be discharged from the hospital, but he has just had a suture operation. The doctor said that he cannot move."
He Qingwen glanced at Xiao Muyuan, and then Xiao Muyuan, like a child who did something wrong, showed an expression of 'I didn't mean to', and avoided He Qingwen's eyes in embarrassment.
"Okay, I see, I will persuade him, thank you!"
He Qingwen nodded slightly to the little nurse, and the little nurse felt relieved, and helped Xiao Muyuan lie back on the bed again.
Immediately afterwards, the little nurse took Xiao Muyuan's body temperature, made a record of the postoperative reaction, left behind the postoperative oral medicine, and explained the postoperative precautions, then took off the empty medicine bottle and walked from the room. Withdrew out.
"Xiao Muyuan, it seems that you are in good spirits. I tried my best to send you to the hospital, which is obviously unnecessary."
Xiao Muyuan really didn't know what to say, so he forced a smile, saying 'I was wrong', and didn't dare to say another word.
He Qingwen glanced at Xiao Muyuan with dissatisfaction, walked to the table, opened the lid of one of the packed lunch boxes, and inserted the spoon he just bought in his hand.
"Hurry up and eat. The doctor said that you can only eat some light food after the operation. I bought you porridge." He Qingwen pushed the food to Xiao Muyuan again, and then sat on the chair beside the bed.
Xiao Muyuan tilted his head and saw the steaming porridge in the lunch box. He was a little startled at first, but then a warm feeling suddenly rose in his heart. He held back the joy in his heart and didn't show much expression.
It turned out that He Qingwen just suddenly realized that he forgot to buy a spoon just now, he wasn't really angry, he didn't abandon himself.
Xiao Muyuan secretly rejoiced in his heart, this is really a beautiful little misunderstanding.
He lowered his head, looked at the bowl of porridge in front of him, and suddenly felt that it was the most delicious thing in the world.
"Hey, eat quickly, it will get cold if you don't eat it." He Qingwen tapped the table with his hand.
Xiao Muyuan obediently moved forward, and when he raised his hand, he intentionally showed pain.
"Hey, you won't be able to eat by yourself, right?" He Qingwen looked at him suspiciously.
"It's okay, it should be fine." Xiao Muyuan shook his head, and continued to act very hard. Every time he moved forward, his face would twitch, and he deliberately made a gasping sound.
"Forget it, forget it, good people do it to the end. It's really unlucky!" He Qingwen picked up the bowl of porridge, scooped out a spoonful, and handed it to Xiao Muyuan's mouth, "If it's too hot, you can blow it yourself, this can be done, right? ?”
"Of course, of course!" Xiao Muyuan hurriedly apologized, blew two breaths on the spoon, and then slowly swallowed the spoonful of porridge.
He ate the porridge bite by bite, and his heart was already beautiful. Maybe there was only such a chance in his life, so of course he had to make good use of it.
remember!After today, all of this has become a memory again, beautiful but short-lived.
The porridge slowly bottomed out, my stomach was full, and my heart was full.
Xiao Muyuan smiled, "You seem to be quite experienced in taking care of patients?"
He Qingwen paused for a moment, then his expression became a little heavy, and he put the bowl on the table.
Xiao Muyuan didn't know what trouble he had gotten into again, he was startled, and grabbed He Qingwen's arm in a panic, fearing that he would really run out the next moment and never come back.
"What are you doing?" He Qingwen stared at Xiao Muyuan's hand, which was covered with scars.
Xiao Muyuan let go of his hand resentfully, his brain turned, and he said hurriedly, "I'm sorry, maybe the anesthetic has not worn off yet, and I'm a little dizzy."
"Oh!" He Qingwen nodded, and took a closer look at Xiao Muyuan's face. He was indeed pale and not in a good condition. Suddenly, he remembered something, and after thinking about it, he asked, "Xiao Muyuan, are you What happened?"
Xiao Muyuan was stunned, "Why do you ask that?"
"I—saw a lot of scars on your back, and it looks like it's been there for a long time."
Scars——
Xiao Muyuan raised his head, and his thoughts suddenly jumped to many years ago. It was a past that was almost sealed up by him, full of darkness, and if he didn't deliberately think about it, it would fall asleep quietly.
He was silent for a moment.
Suddenly, he turned his face and smiled lightly, "It happened a long time ago, it happened when I was a child." He raised his eyebrows, trying to turn over this article without paying attention.
There's nothing to say, I really don't want to mention many things, except——
Only that smiling face.
He quietly looked at He Qingwen's face, it was the only thing worth remembering, and it was always engraved in his heart.
"Xiao Muyuan, it seems that I have indeed missed a lot of things."
He Qingwen sat on the chair, leaning on his cheek with one hand, thoughtful.
He was thinking that for so long, he had always focused on Xiao Muyuan's every move in the mall in recent years, while ignoring everything about him in private. He didn't know anything about his past.
It's not that he wants to pry into his privacy, but, for some reason, he always feels that Xiao Muyuan in front of him is so strange to him, that he doesn't know him anymore.
He Qingwen was sitting blankly, and Xiao Muyuan was sitting there watching quietly, seeing his pensive appearance, watching every little expression on his face that flashed by when he was thinking.
"After a busy day, you are also tired, how about - lie down and rest!" Xiao Muyuan saw a trace of exhaustion on He Qingwen's face, so he pointed to another bed next to him and said.
He Qingwen came back to his senses, blinked his dry eyes, and looked in the direction Xiao Muyuan pointed.
Last night, I was pestered by Doug Lang all night, and I didn't close my eyes almost all night, but today I just went to Hongye Mountain. Unexpectedly, this kind of accident happened again.
My mind and body have been exhausted for a long time, but I have been holding on all the time. As soon as I saw the bed, my fatigue and sleepiness immediately hit me.
He thought for a while and walked over, lay gently on the white bed, yawned and said, "Xiao Muyuan, I think I must be crazy today." He squinted and looked at Xiao Muyuan wearily glance.
"Hmm! That's right, I think so too!"
"Hehe! Xiao Muyuan, when I fall asleep, you still have another chance. This time—don't miss it."
"Well, no more, I won't miss it again!"
Xiao Muyuan smiled slightly, watching He Qingwen gradually close his eyes, his long and dense eyelashes trembling, and after a while, he heard He Qingwen's even breathing.
He quietly got out of bed, carried the quilt, and gently covered He Qingwen's body.
Xiao Muyuan sat by the bed, never leaving He Qingwen's eyes. He watched him fall asleep peacefully, watched his chest rise and fall slightly, and watched his sleeping face as pure and innocent as a baby.
I really hope that time can stop at this moment and never move forward again, how wonderful it would be!
He stretched out his hand involuntarily, and gently stroked He Qingwen's face back and forth with the back of his hand. He didn't dare to use any force, and his fingers swept over those two light pink lips, like delicate petals being caressed. .
He Qingwen, why didn't I also choose the wrong path and pass you by, but I can only lament the trick of fate.
We have all missed too many things and lost too many things.
Up to now, who can tell who is the instigator of this battle.
Who wins?Who loses?What's the point?
History cannot be changed, and the past will eventually disappear in the gears of fate.
Really sorry!Your father, I can no longer give you back, this is my sin!
And the only thing I can do now is atone for my sin.
Use my life's efforts, Xiao Muyuan, to repay, keep Hongtian, keep your father's life's hard work, keep your dream, even if you hate me.
He Qingwen, I only want you to be happy! ?
☆, trajectory
?As if realizing what was about to happen, He Qingwen suddenly woke up from his sleep.
He opened his eyes and saw a piece of white above his head, and the orange light in the ward was dim and dark.
Turning his head, looking for the source of the light, he found that it was from Xiao Muyuan's bedside, and Xiao Muyuan was leaning on the bedside at this moment, holding a book with an unknown name in his hand, reading it with relish. .
Xiao Muyuan heard a sound on the bed next to him, and turned his gaze over.
"you're awake?"
"Well, I'm awake." He Qingwen wanted to raise his hand, but found that there was an extra quilt on his body, so he stretched out his arm from the quilt along the quilt, rubbed his eyes twice, "How long have I been asleep?"
"Ten hours."
"Ten hours?" He Qingwen was a little surprised, he didn't realize it at all, he just felt that it was a blink of an eye, that such a long time had passed and he had slept so deeply.
And it was by Xiao Muyuan's side!defenseless!
"You can continue to sleep. It's three o'clock in the morning, and there is still a long time before dawn." Xiao Muyuan put down the book in his hand, and turned to look at him.
He Qingwen lay on the bed silently for a while, after thinking about it, he sat up from the bed.
"What? Don't want to sleep anymore? Are you still afraid of me—what to do?" Xiao Mu Yuanyao looked at He Qingwen who came down from the bed with interest.
He Qingwen glanced sideways at Xiao Muyuan, said "Cut—" lightly, and then walked into the bathroom.
When he came out, there were drops of water on his face, and he was obviously much more energetic.
"Xiao Muyuan, I should go!"
"Now?" Xiao Muyuan was a little stunned, and pointed out the window, "It's not yet dawn, so let's wait a little longer!"
"No!" He Qingwen shook his head.
Xiao Muyuan still wanted to continue to persuade him to stay, but he didn't know what to say when he saw He Qingwen arranging his clothes and looking determined to leave.
He chuckled softly, "That's right, at home—someone must be waiting!"
He Qingwen paused for a moment, but did not speak.
"That Dougron seems to you—"
"Xiao Muyuan, this is none of your business." He Qingwen's eyes flushed slightly with anger, and he stared at Xiao Muyuan.
Xiao Muyuan raised his head and met He Qingwen's eyes. For some reason, he felt that if he continued to speak, he might cry the next moment.
"He Qingwen, what happened? When I was at the beach, I wanted to ask you why the car ran out of the road. Why were you there alone? Why—"
"Xiao Muyuan, you are really annoying!" He Qingwen gritted his teeth, turned his head and walked towards the door.
But just as he held his hand on the doorknob and opened a gap, the person behind him jumped up and pushed the door back heavily.
"Xiao Muyuan, what exactly do you want?" He Qingwen turned around and faced Xiao Muyuan.
Because he got up too violently just now and pulled the wound, Xiao Muyuan gritted his teeth, holding back the pain, and after a while, he raised his eyes and looked at He Qingwen.
"I can't let you go away like this."
"What right do you have over me? Xiao Muyuan, do you even want to interfere with my freedom?"
"No, I just don't want anything to happen to you."
He Qingwen snorted coldly, "Who do you think you are to me? Xiao Muyuan, don't think that if you saved me this time, our grievances can be wiped out. What you owe me, even if you are smashed to pieces, you will still be able to forgive me." Not sure yet."
Xiao Muyuan frowned, lowered his eyes and whispered, "I know, I know."
"Then let go of your hands and let me get out of here." He Qingwen ordered coldly, waiting for Xiao Muyuan's action.
Xiao Muyuan was speechless, he really didn't have any power to stop He Qingwen, no matter what he did, whoever he chose.
It turned out that I was really whimsical and wishful thinking.
He slowly withdrew his hand, and slowly took a step back, giving He Qingwen a place to move freely.
He Qingwen turned around and opened the door.
"He Qingwen, I have another word." Xiao Muyuan suddenly remembered something, stopped him in time, and said hastily, "Be careful of the people around you."
The person in front of the door paused slightly when he was stepping out of the door. He turned his head and looked back slightly. His eyes fluttered, and he seemed to have cleared up some things.
let out a long sigh
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