[Pride and Prejudice] The right match

Not far away came the sound of a baby crying, and Chen Mansha walked in the dark alley on her half-worn high heels.This alley seems to have been so dark since childhood, with mottled old brick walls, as if they could fall down in a second.

She lowered her head and walked carefully, pulling up the cheongsam from time to time—it was [-]% new, and the color was a little dull.

Thinking of her life after being the secretary of Boss Qian, Chen Mansha sighed, showing some fatigue on her heavily made-up face.She will also be tired. Over the years, she has paid enough for this family.It must be nothing good for Mrs. Chen to look for her today, but the hateful thing is that she just ran here.Stamping her feet, she stood in front of a house and shouted bitterly: "Open the door, I'm back."

After all, this is her home, a home that was supported by sacrificing her youth, her body, and her happiness.

Mrs. Chen opened the door and opened her mouth when she saw Chen Mansha's heavy make-up, but when she remembered her purpose, she just sighed and softened her voice: "Don't be so smeared, Boss Qian is not very nice to you." Well, it's time to be more dignified."

Chen Mansha laughed sharply: "Dignified? Boss Qian didn't even give me a certificate, and he didn't even ask for a banquet. His wife is living a good life in the country. What am I? I'm just a companion Dancing women are just playthings. Men, virtue!" As she spoke, she seemed to be thinking of something fun, giggling like a girl, but to her, it was particularly vicissitudes and terrifying.

Mrs. Chen fell silent, and stood cautiously beside Chen Mansha, wiping her apron with her hands from time to time.The family has no money, but what can she do, the old ones on the top and the young ones on the bottom, she can only count on Mansha.She knew that Chen Mansha blamed her, but she couldn't bear it. Now that she's married, it's not good to be so mean all the time.But you can't say this in front of her, or she will lose her temper again.

Seeing Mrs. Chen's expression, Chen Mansha was both painful and angry. With a "snap", she threw a stack of banknotes on the table, and smiled coldly: "I don't have any money, take it. Don't be poor all day long, Boss Qian is not a kind person to be fooled by." host."

Mrs. Chen shook her head secretly, put away the banknotes, and said: "If you want me to say, you should take it easy and give Boss Qian a baby. After you have a baby, your life will be easier. It's not a bad idea to always be like this." If you don’t marry, what will happen to the younger brothers and sisters below.”

Hearing this, Chen Mansha almost trembled all over.have a baby?Thanks to what she said!

What are you?To put it bluntly, she is not a mistress.In such a chaotic world, if it wasn't for the poor family, how could I go out to be a dancer?When I was a dancing girl, I saw so many women degenerate. At that time, I was trembling because I was afraid that if I was not careful, I would follow in their footsteps. At that time, no one let me marry and have a child!You are like vampires drinking the blood I bought from my fresh body every day!

ha!Now let me have a baby, why?Why am I, Chen Mansha, destined to be a mistress? You can redeem your body and marry someone. I just became someone else's mistress once, so I won't be able to see her forever!

It's time for me to see the attitude of the Chen family. When I have money, I grovel, and when I don't have money, I despise myself.What else can I hope for? Yes, the younger brothers and sisters in the back always have to take care of me. It doesn't matter whether I am happy or not. After all, I am already a piece of shit. In their eyes, I can be a mistress and be raised by others. It's already good.As for the ten-year-old presbyopia, who would pay attention to this woman who has discredited the Chen family?

Chen Mansha didn't hear what was said later. No one in this family cared about her.She only felt that it was difficult to breathe for a while, her eyes were dark, and the cold air she inhaled cut her internal organs like a knife.Her lungs, which had been ill for a long time, could no longer bear such stimulation, and she lost consciousness after spitting out a mouthful of blood foam. Before the end, she didn't even have the strength to smile wryly.

I just want a home that loves me, why is it so difficult.

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It was so warm, Chen Mansha curled up, revealing her fragility.Just let her be weak for a while, it will be fine for a while, put down the burden, put down the mask of fake smile, and just sleep easily like this.

After a long time, when Chen Mansha opened her eyes and saw the world, she smiled wryly.Is this reincarnation?Is a filthy woman like myself still entitled to the next life?

"Louisa, my lovely Louisa. God, ma'am, how beautiful the lady smiles!" Mrs. Smith exclaimed. As a housekeeper, she was full of kindness and love for the first child born in the family .

Mrs. Brook lay on her exquisite bed, looked lovingly at Louisa in Mrs. Smith's arms, and laughed: "Loisa will be a beauty, and in 16 years, those reserved gentlemen will break through the door of our house for Louisa .”

Chen Mansha looked straight at Mrs. Brooke. Although she couldn't understand, the doting and pride in her words made Chen Mansha's eyes turn red.It's been a long time since I heard such words, such pure approval.

Chen Mansha knew that she was a fool. If she wasn't a fool, why would she sacrifice so much but no one appreciated it? If she wasn't a fool, how could she still yearn for the warmth of home so much after betraying her body and being trampled on by her family members instead of Selfish escape.In the previous life, no one really loved Chen Mansha. In this life, do I have the qualifications to be loved?

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became, Chen Mansha cried heart-piercingly, as if she wanted to cry out all her grievances for a lifetime.

Mrs. Brook looked at Mrs. Smith who was at a loss, and smiled: "Give me Louisa." Chen Mansha is Mrs. Brook's first child, and to her, Chen Mansha is different.In Mrs. Brook's arms, Chen Mansha gradually stopped crying, her little hands tightly grasped Mrs. Brook's front, as if she was afraid of being hugged away, and her tightly closed eyes foreshadowed how soundly she slept.

Mrs. Brooke was of noble birth. Before she got married, she was a noble lady, distinguished and reasonable. She was superior but not annoying, because she should be that kind of person.After she got married, she never relaxed her etiquette, whether it was clothing, conversation, or gestures, although there was a little more charm of a young woman, she never easily promised to be ambiguous like those lonely ladies in the upper class.

In recent years, the birth of Chen Mansha has added a little popularity and joy to the Brook Manor, but the death of Earl Brook not long after has brought the whole manor into silence.It is always difficult for a family to lose a male master. Fortunately, Mrs. Brooke has been canonized as a countess, otherwise in a city like London, orphans and widows are easily bullied.

Mrs. Brook is very strong. She takes care of the manor, strictly examines the account books sent by the client, and hugs the one-year-old Chen Mansha who still can't speak, just like the proud green pine.No disciple dared to take Mrs. Brook's idea. Her character deserves everyone's respect.

Chen Mansha didn't understand what Earl Brook's death represented, she only knew that in this life, she lost her father again.Thinking of the life without a pillar in her previous life, she couldn't help hugging Mrs. Brook tightly.She was very scared, afraid that everything would disappear in smoke now, afraid that she would return to that dark home again, selling her body and youth.

Mrs. Brook felt Chen Mansha's uneasiness, she just patted Chen Mansha's head lightly, and whispered: "Have you seen this beautiful meadow, mom will guard all of this for you, and you will have a decent job." The dowry carries the glory of the Brooke family. My little princess. Grow up quickly.” Dressed in plain but elegant clothes, Mrs. Brooke’s slender back seems to support Chen Mansha.

"Mother."

"Louisa, Lulu! Say one more thing?" Mrs. Brook bent down, her eyes full of surprise.At this time, she was just an ordinary mother.

"Mom." Chen Mansha hugged Mrs. Brook tightly. Her English was terrible, and she was very worried that her poor pronunciation would be rejected.But now she regretted that she didn't call Earl Brook Dad, even if it was a strange tone, it must have been able to make the old-fashioned man who had been stern and serious, but his eyes were full of joy when he saw her, break his face.so sorry...

After being widowed, Mrs. Brook became more and more introverted.Prom and other social activities seemed to leave her in an instant.Fortunately, the upper class has never forgotten such a noble lady, and they welcome her back at any time.

However, Mrs. Brooke was very happy with the status quo, and said bluntly: "The ball without Earl Brooke is a disaster. Those stupid men always don't know how to treat a lady properly. Oh my God, Louisa, think about it in ten years. I worry about you when you have to go to those dances in [-], and I think you have to find someone as good as your father to get rid of those horrible dances."

The current Chen Mansha has already been able to speak proficiently, but she still doesn't understand the difference between the so-called dance party and those night shows in her previous life. She has never been exposed to high society life. What does a dancing girl know?The greatest luck was that he met Boss Qian before his fall.High society, that is an area that is even unthinkable.However, the noble girl in this place is also going to become a dancer?It was a disaster!

Her eyes widened, but she still couldn't help asking: "Why do you want to go to the ball? Since there are so many terrible men."

Mrs. Brook was stunned for two seconds, then smiled and said, "Because both men and women need one thing to choose a marriage partner. Our Louisa will also meet a man she likes at the ball in the future."

Chen Mansha didn't know much about it, but she felt relieved when she thought that her mother and father met at the ball.It's just dancing. I have been dancing for so many years, can I still be afraid?

Mrs. Brook rubbed her eyebrows, put down the account book in her hand, waved her hand and said, "Louisa, don't be lazy, it's time to learn the piano. God, if you can't become a qualified lady, Earl Brook will definitely talk to me at night Yes. Mrs. Smith, Smith..."

Chen Mansha was brought into the classroom by Mrs. Smith with a sad face. God knows why these tutors are so strict, singing, playing the piano, etiquette, oh my god, it's terrible.

Mrs. Brook looked at the back of Chen Mansha going away, and her loving eyes became distressed.Without men, the Brook Manor had begun to make ends meet, and the upstarts monopolized the market, and old nobles like myself almost lost their living space.The assets in hand can no longer shrink, at least not before Luisa gets married!

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