When life becomes infinitely long, the boundary between life and death gradually blurs.

Looking at the aging man on the couch in front of him, Xiao Zhang felt nothing but peace in his heart.

The average life expectancy of the ancients was not long, but he was always diligent and thoughtful, and she didn't find it strange that he became so weak after living in his 50s.

It's just that, her heart is not wood and stone, and she has been with him for so many years, it is impossible for her to be completely unwilling to give up on him.

Looking at his cloudy eyes, she suddenly remembered the first time they met in Yiyuan more than ten years ago.

At that time, when she first entered the palace, she was in awe of him.Hearing his voice, he was taken aback for a moment, panicked for no reason, and then hurriedly bowed down.

She talked to him cautiously, but Yong Zhan smiled lightly and didn't speak, but he suddenly squatted down to look at her with eyes burning.

Xiao Zhang was startled, but he didn't run away.

"Aren't you afraid of me?" He said with great interest, "I thought you would be afraid."

Xiao Zhang said softly: "The emperor is merciful, the servants have never made mistakes, why should they be afraid?"

Yong Zhan slightly raised his eyebrows, found a soft cushion and sat down, leaned his elbows on the small table where the piano was placed, and looked at her lazily.

His eyes at that time were calm, wise, but very bright.

It's not like it is now, with a slight morbidity.

Yong Zhan suddenly took her hand.Holding both hands together, she is still radiant, but he has shown his old age.

"Yong Zhan." She called out his name naturally, and said in a low voice: "I was once glad that I am nearly 20 years younger than you. Most men like young girls. I was really worried that you would like the new and dislike the old, just like that left me behind."

Yong Zhan smiled, "What about now?"

She tilted her head and thought about it seriously, and said, "Now... suddenly it's a pity. It's a pity that I can't grow old with you."

Yong Zhan sneered and said: "It's a pity that you are not the one lying on the bed, and I am not the one who takes care of others and suffers, right?"

Xiao Zhang was speechless: "Your Majesty, being too smart is not a good thing."

He smiled silently, and suddenly said a little strangely: "You are also very smart, so smart that I can't bear to hurt you. It's just... If I just leave like this, Xiaosi is still young, how can I rest assured?"

Sensing the danger in his words, she quickly said without panting: "Your Majesty, please don't have the stupid idea of ​​leaving your mother and keeping your son! The gentle and virtuous concubine will never disturb Chao Gang!"

joke!She had worked so hard to get her current status, seeing that the emperor would be able to sit on the empress dowager and live a happy life from then on, how could she die because of the emperor's unwarranted suspicion?You must know that if she dies here, her body in Stan Star will also stop breathing!

Unexpectedly, Yong Zhan just gave her a funny look, shook his head and said, "You think too much."

"what?"

"What I mean is... you orphans and widowed mothers, it's hard work." Yong Zhan said slowly, "I've watched it coldly over the years, and you seem to have a slight resistance to Prince Zhongshun."

Xiao Zhang was slightly taken aback, the emperor was really sensitive, what she did was not obvious, but he already knew it.

The emperor said again: "What about Shui Rong...you are always at ease with him."

Shui Rong is like a thorn between the two of them. In the past, the emperor was fine when he was well. Now that he is getting weaker and weaker, the emperor is thinking more and more about the relationship between the two of them in the past. The idea is ambiguous.

Xiao Zhang patted his hand, said after deliberation: "Your Majesty, let's rest first, it's too early to talk about these things now."

But Yong Zhan pulled her hard, and said in a deep voice, "You know very well...it's getting late."

Xiao Zhang had no choice but to sit down on the edge of the bed again, and said with a slight smile: "The concubine has just said that most men like young girls. But in the eyes of Prince Beijing, I am no longer the 17-year-old Jia Yuanchun, why should the emperor bother?" How much do you think?"

Yong Zhan smiled, apparently in disbelief: "Is that so..."

She doesn't answer.

The emperor said to himself, "My life was supposed to be a lonely one. Thanks to you, I broke in just right."

She interrupted in a panic: "Your Majesty, don't act like you are saying your last words!"

The emperor still said: "Thank you for giving me such a good son. Thank you...for making me never feel lonely all these years."

After saying these words, in Xiao Zhang's silence, he sighed long and stretched out his hand to rub her hair.

"Remarriage is impossible... I will never allow it." He said lowly and firmly: "You can only be my woman in this life."

"Yes." She agreed without hesitation.

"Your natal family can be reused, but don't overdo it." He knows she knows well in her heart, and he has noticed her containment and suggestions for Jia's family over the years, otherwise he would not be at ease in the country he has worked hard all his life Entrusted to her mother and son.

Xiao Zhang nodded in response.

"Shui Rong is talented and can help you govern the country. But in terms of martial arts, you can count on Prince Zhongshun. Since you don't like him, you can send him to guard the frontier. Don't want to hurt my brother's life."

"Ah."

After explaining the state affairs, he seemed to be relieved, and lay on his back on the bed without any regrets.

Xiao Zhang was about to retreat lightly, but he suddenly said: "I still have regrets."

Looking back, she only heard Yong Zhan's soft voice, like a murmur in a dream, softly said: "It's a pity that I haven't been able to get your heart in my whole life."

His light words fell on her chest, but they were as heavy as a thousand catties.

After all, Xiao Zhang didn't speak any more, turned around and decisively left the room where he was.

Perhaps the emperor was right.Or maybe, he was wrong.

She has no heart, so what can she give him?

Xiao Zhang suddenly felt a chill on his face, only to hear Qing Shui laughing: "Ah, it's snowing, it's the first snow this year."

"Yes, it's snowing..." Xiao Zhang tightened his cloak, stood under the eaves, reached out to catch the flying snowflakes, and watched the snowdrops gradually melt in his hands.

This matter of love is like this snowflake, if you get it, you will lose it easily.And what you can't get is always the best.

Perhaps, this is the best way to get along with them.Or maybe she was wrong from the beginning.

Whether it was wrong or right, it was impossible to turn back.

##

After Yong Zhan passed away, she assisted the young fourth prince to become emperor.She has a talent for dealing with political affairs.With the help of King Beijing and King Zhongshun, the world is in great order, even more prosperous than in the previous dynasty.

After the new emperor turned eighteen, Xiao Zhang turned around without hesitation amidst the crowd's appeals, retired to the harem, and no longer interfered in the government affairs of the previous dynasty.

People only live a hundred years, and she doesn't want to exhaust her efforts for this empty and prosperous world that doesn't belong to her.What's more, she really gave birth to an outstanding son, young and promising, so she doesn't need to worry about it.

The days of being a queen mother are naturally leisurely.The emperor has not yet been crowned, and she is still in charge of the affairs of the harem.But fortunately, there are not many concubines, and they are all relatively honest and law-abiding.Xiao Zhang studied food all day long, traveled around mountains and rivers, and did tasks conveniently to pass the long time.

16 years later, Jia Yuanchun died.When Xiao Zhang closed his eyes, he faintly heard crying beside him.Regardless of whether it is true or false, it is an image supported by thousands of people.

When she returned to Star Stan, she was still a little dazed.The world of Red Mansions has been around for decades, but only a few ten minutes on the planet.

Officer Gao went to deliver medicine to her mother and had just returned.

When he saw her coming back, he immediately gave her a big hug.

Xiao Zhang let him hug him for a while, and seeing that he refused to let go, he bent his knees and pressed against his key parts.

Officer Gao looked at her in pain and amazement and said, "Murder...kill...pro...husband!"

"Don't cry, don't cry, I'll rub it for you." She reached out to touch it, but Officer Gao jumped back in fright, and said, "It hurts, don't move."

What Xiao Zhang cares about is not this: "I have a lot of points, far more than 1000 points. This time I want to take revenge before leaving, please help me check the information, what skills can I exchange for my 3650 points."

"You're welcome, which one of us is with whom?" Chief Gao reluctantly gave her a wink, but grinned in pain.

Xiao Zhang said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I've been a queen mother for a long time, and I'm not used to male approaching."

Officer Gao waved his hand: "It's okay...but Xiaozhangzhang, you are so kind to me."

Xiao Zhang looked at him inexplicably.

"After being a widow for so many years, she actually kept the festival for her~" A shy expression flashed across Officer Gao's face, "I'm so touched..."

"Don't be too sentimental, I'm not for you." Xiao Zhang patted the leg on the wheelchair and urged: "Hurry up and get the information, I have to go out for business."

"Going...going out?" Chief Gao was a little panicked: "But you have only completed the mission of the two worlds, so it stands to reason that you can't leave the Gongdou Group's experimental base."

Xiao Zhang smirked and said: "It stands to reason that it can't be right... But it's because of you, whoever we are with who."

Officer Gao scratched his head embarrassingly at what she said, and replied with a smirk: "Okay then, just wait for me to come back."

"Hmm." Now that her legs and feet are inconvenient, she can't even escape. He really worried too much.

Officer Gao came back soon and brought her good news that 500 points can heal her leg.Xiao Zhang exchanged points for abilities without hesitation, and stood up easily.

"Huh..." She exhaled, hugged him happily, and said with a smile: "It's great, it's great to be able to walk, and suddenly I feel like I'm back again!"

Senior Officer Gao groped around her waist, and said a little dejectedly: "You don't look like you at all... When you said that, I suddenly remembered that you have lived for two lifetimes and are more than 100 years old. I dare you to hold a A grandma."

"Go to hell!" Resisting the urge to kick his balls, she twisted his waist. "All of that is just a dream. I went to Earth and left nothing behind."

"That's good." He went to probe her chest again, and whispered, "At least my heart is still there, and I still have a chance."

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