I can't, I can't

Sheng Lingyu seemed to have woken up a long time ago. After sending someone to call, he came from the side hall in a short time. Kang Jiangxue heard his footsteps from a distance. After taking two deep breaths, Sheng Lingyu lifted the curtain of the car and bent over to get in. Come in.

Sheng Lingyu's body carried the cold air from outside, which made the faint pear fragrance on his body smell a bit cold.A touch of black flashed in front of the little emperor's eyes, and Kang Jiangxue noticed with some surprise that Sheng Lingyu came out this time in a black suit.

Kang Jiangxue has never seen Sheng Lingyu wear such a heavy color. At first glance, Sheng Lingyu's complexion is extraordinarily fair. The tear mole under his eyes complements his thin but still beautiful appearance, which almost makes people feel a little bit Trance.

This outfit is just a change of clothes. Apart from the big difference in color, it is actually very ordinary when you look closely. Kang Jiangxue was stunned for a while, then came back to her senses, and said solemnly: "Sheng Lingyu, Xie Cheng'an is dead."

The little emperor did not make too much preparation, and directly explained to Sheng Lingyu. As he expected, Sheng Lingyu's eyelids did not move, and he did not show the slightest surprise.

Sure enough... Sheng Lingyu already knew about it, not only that Xie Chengan was arrested, but also about his death.

Kang Jiangxue didn't say it completely, but she already got the whereabouts of Sheng Lingyu in her heart——

Sheng Lingyu went to see Xie Chengan, and after that, Xie Chengan committed suicide in fear of crime.

The little emperor didn't feel sorry for Xie Chengan's death, but he couldn't imagine Sheng Lingyu's feelings. What did they talk about before Xie Chengan committed suicide?People like Xie Cheng'an are selfish and would not easily hurt themselves, but they did so at the last moment, maybe it was to hurt Sheng Lingyu, so what happened to Sheng Lingyu who found out that Xie Cheng'an committed suicide?How do you feel now?

Kang Jiangxue felt a dull pain in her heart, and she didn't dare to think anymore. He collected himself, didn't say a word about what happened last night, and ordered: "Let's go."

The car was moving, and the wheels rolled over the snow and made a clear sound continuously. Amidst this sound, Kang Jiangxue asked Sheng Lingyu, "Why don't you ask me where I want to take you?"

Sheng Lingyu looked over, and asked obediently: "Where does Your Majesty take this minister?"

Kang Jiangxue said: "Go to Mingguang Temple, the royal Buddhist temple."

After answering, Sheng Lingyu was still quiet, and Kang Jiangxue said again: "Why don't you ask me why I took you to Mingguang Temple?"

So Sheng Lingyu obeyed again: "Why did Your Majesty take Weichen to Mingguang Temple?"

The question is asking, but everything is brought up by himself, Kang Jiangxue has no intention of answering, he looks at Sheng Lingyu, feeling particularly uneasy.

Because Sheng Lingyu was too calm.

This kind of calm is not the calm of suppressing sadness after experiencing various things, nor the calm of being in a trance and difficult to concentrate.Kang Jiangxue could feel that Sheng Lingyu was awake, he was listening, watching, and having a normal conversation, but he just somehow made people feel that he didn't seem to care.

where to goWhat to do?

... Sheng Lingyu didn't care anymore.

This kind of hazy perception made the little emperor's heart hang, and he couldn't touch it. After thinking for a long time, he didn't know what to say, but Sheng Lingyu asked him: "Your Majesty, the road is far away, do you want to sleep for a while?"

Kang Jiangxue shook his head, but after the car drove by for a while, he still felt sleepy. He closed his eyes in the soft blanket laid on the car, and occasionally opened his eyes in a daze, and he could see Sheng Lingyu staring intently. looked at him, but seeing the little emperor looking back, he slightly looked away.

About an hour later, Kang Jiangxue and the others got out of the carriage and climbed the mountain for another quarter of an hour on the snow. The monks of Mingguang Temple who had already received the news and were waiting greeted the little emperor and entered the gate of the temple.

Mingguang Temple is the national temple of the Ding Dynasty. It occupies a large area and is full of incense. Kang Jiangxue was led by the monks to the main hall, and saw a golden Buddha more than ten meters high.

The Buddha statue is huge and has a strong sense of majesty. Kang Jiangxue is a modern person and has no belief in this aspect, but he is still infected in this solemn and sacred atmosphere. The little emperor knelt down on the cushion, He put his hands together and bowed almost sincerely.

If the Buddha blesses, he hopes that Sheng Lingyu can return to the past and be a bright moon forever.

After worshiping for a long time before getting up, Kang Jiangxue turned her head and saw Sheng Lingyu standing behind him looking up at the big Buddha. He just looked, but his body didn't move.

The little emperor asked, "Don't you worship?"

Sheng Lingyu withdrew her gaze and replied, "No more."

Sheng Lingyu, a gentleman like Sheng Lingyu, behaves a bit out of line if he doesn't worship in a Buddhist temple, but Kang Jiangxue didn't bother to ask too many questions. He looked at the presiding monk at the side with his eyes, and the monk nodded to him. Kang Jiangxue settled down slightly, Then he said to Sheng Lingyu, "I want to show you something."

The little emperor led the way with the monks, and took Sheng Lingyu to the inner room of the Buddhist temple. There were many candles burning in the room, and the incense sticks were smoky. In the center, Sheng Lingyu saw the two names engraved on the tablet: Sheng Hui, the Duke of Sheng, and Huiyan, the deceased mother.

Those were the tablets of Sheng Lingyu's grandfather and Sheng Lingyu's mother, and the little emperor enshrined them in Mingguang Temple.

Kang Jiangxue said softly: "There is a lot of incense here. If there are reincarnations, they will surely die soon. Sheng Lingyu, if you miss your relatives in the future, you might as well come here to see them."

After finishing speaking, the little emperor couldn't help but look at Sheng Lingyu's reaction, hoping that these words would have some consoling effect on Sheng Lingyu.In fact, the matter of placing the tablet of the Sheng family in Mingguang Temple was completed a few days ago. If the news of Xie Chengan's death had not come so suddenly, the little emperor had originally planned to bring Sheng Lingyu and Sheng Lingxi to visit here after his wedding. .

Sheng Lingyu's expression trembled slightly. Naturally, he knew better than the little emperor how precious Mingguang Temple is. Being buried here, Sheng Hui, who was removed from the Taimiao, and Sheng Huiyan, who was decapitated in a different place, were already in love. The best home.

Sheng Lingyu looked at it for a while, then turned to look at the little emperor, and asked, "Why does Your Majesty treat me so well?"

This question was a bit dumbfounding, and Kang Jiangxue replied reflexively: "I am not for you, the Sheng family should be like this."

Suddenly, Kang Jiangxue stopped his voice, because he was used to hiding his feelings in front of Sheng Lingyu, he paused for a moment before remembering that he had decided to talk to Sheng Lingyu, took a light breath for a second, and Kang Jiangxue suddenly said seriously: " Because you are very good, Sheng Lingyu...you are really good, in my heart, you can't be too good."

I don't know if these words are too different from the previous attitude, Sheng Lingyu seems to be a little puzzled, he asked after a long time: "In your majesty's heart, what am I?"

Kang Jiangxue didn't understand Sheng Lingyu's question, but he didn't hesitate, and replied seriously: "In my heart, Sheng Lingyu is a gentleman with a heart, and an indomitable saint."

gentleman.

saint……

Sheng Lingyu closed her eyes and opened them again, then said softly: "Your Majesty, I would like to stay here for a while longer."

Sheng Lingyu wanted to be alone with his grandfather and mother, and the request was reasonable. Kang Jiangxue naturally responded, "Okay."

After leaving the inner room, Kang Jiangxue went to the main hall again, where the golden Buddha sat solemnly, and he still felt tall and majestic.

The little emperor watched carefully for a while, and suddenly heard some footsteps coming from outside the hall.

No one knew about the little emperor's visit to Mingguang Temple, so other people who came to worship Buddha also went through as usual. A middle-aged beautiful woman in luxurious clothes stepped in with red eyes supported by several maids. There was a lot of snow and water, and it looked like he had kowtowed a lot outside the temple.

The beautiful woman sobbed softly, looked up suddenly and saw the little emperor, she was surprised and delighted: "Your Majesty?!"

Kang Jiangxue faintly felt that this woman looked familiar, but she couldn't recognize who it was. Seeing this, Ping Wuqi leaned into the little emperor's ear and reminded: "Your Majesty, this is Mrs. Lu Hou."

Lord Lu's wife is Lu Qiao's mother. Kang Jiangxue was shocked when she realized it.The next moment, the beautiful woman took his hand and cried excitedly: "I really didn't expect to see Your Majesty here. Bless the Buddha, my son is finally saved! Your Majesty, please go and see my son." , if you don’t go to see him, he’s probably going to die of illness!”

Thinking of Lu Qiao, Kang Jiangxue's heart was in a mess, and when he heard that he was sick, his mind was even more roaring.

Since the last time he broke up with Lu Qiao, Kang Jiangxue has never seen Lu Qiao again, and because Lu Qiao hurt Sheng Lingyu and Sheng Lingxi, he has never asked about Lu Qiao these days, but today he suddenly heard When someone is sick, Kang Jiangxue feels as if she has passed away.

The little emperor's feelings towards Lu Qiao were too complicated, with so many emotions intertwined, that he couldn't make sense of it at all, so he could only ask bluntly, "...Is he sick?"

Mrs. Lu Hou wiped her tears, and mourned: "I have been ill for several days. At first, I just felt depressed and didn't eat or drink. I kept practicing martial arts during the day, but I suddenly fell down two days ago with a high fever. The water rice does not enter, half asleep and half awake. The court lady has been with Qiaoer, and occasionally hears Qiaoer calling His Majesty's name, and has long wanted to invite His Majesty to have a look. If he refuses, he even wants to use his sword. The minister really has no choice but to listen to him, but the fever is really serious today, and the minister is really afraid that he will just fall asleep like this and never wake up again..."

Mrs. Lu Hou was still talking, but Kang Jiangxue couldn't listen at all. He knew Lu Qiao's character and remembered what Lu Qiao did to Sheng Lingyu and Sheng Lingxi. He was angry, unable to accept it, and sometimes even resented... But as far as he is concerned, he has no right to criticize Lu Qiao. Lu Qiao has always treated him very well, very good, very good... It is the little emperor who is not good enough to pay back.

"Your Majesty, Qiao'er lives at the foot of the mountain now. If Your Majesty is free at night, can you come and have a look? Qiao'er usually plays best with His Majesty. When His Majesty comes down, maybe his fever will subside."

Kang Jiangxue didn't answer for a long time, and finally asked Mrs. Lu Hou about her address.

Mrs. Lu Hou thanked her and left, Kang Jiangxue was in a turmoil, and she heard Sheng Lingyu's voice behind her: "Your Majesty."

Sheng Lingyu's voice came suddenly, and he and Mrs. Lu were about to leave. The little emperor's heart was shaken, and he couldn't be sure whether Sheng Lingyu had heard the conversation just now.

But Sheng Lingyu didn't mention it, and Kang Jiangxue naturally didn't need to take the initiative to mention it. She just went out with Sheng Lingyu, and the monks led the way around.

It was getting close to evening, and the emperor's convoy had trouble walking in the heavy snow. Kang Jiangxue decided to stay in the temple tonight and leave tomorrow.

Taking advantage of this spare time, the little emperor and Sheng Lingyu walked together in the snow for a while. When they passed by the back mountain, they saw a red plum growing in the snow sea from afar.

Hongmei Aoxue inevitably makes people stop. Kang Jiangxue couldn't help but want to take a closer look, but before she could take a step, the monk suddenly reminded: "Your Majesty, be careful, don't get too close."

Kang Jiangxue actually didn't need to be reminded to see that the plum blossom was in a particularly dangerous position. It was born on the edge of the cliff in the back mountain. As long as you take a step forward, it will be a cliff, but you still need to take a look to see how high it is.

The little emperor measured it carefully with his probe, and confirmed that the cliff was as high as a ten-storey building. He couldn't help sighing: "It's like an abyss."

Sheng Lingyu also said in a low voice: "If you jump down, there is no other way out."

Others said they were afraid of falling, but what Sheng Lingyu said was jumping. Kang Jiangxue felt a little uncomfortable for a while, and before she could react, Sheng Lingyu turned to him as usual and said, "When your majesty returns, my minister I will pick a branch for you."