I can't, I can't

The long-term contact has formed Kang Jiangxue's habit of being open-mouthed when facing Sheng Lingyu. Sheng Lingyu's tolerance and even connivance are deeply rooted in Kang Jiangxue's subconscious until she sees Sheng Lingyu's body. Suddenly tense, he realized how much this sentence should not be said.

For Sheng Lingyu at this time...

This sentence is too heavy.

The words have already been spoken, and the little emperor can neither take them back nor apologize. If the little emperor spits out "I'm sorry", it will only make the unintentional words just now be brought to the surface and become more hurtful. Kang Jiang Xue froze in place with Sheng Lingyu regretfully, but after much hesitation, she could only say: "... go back."

Sheng Lingyu lowered her head and responded softly, and the group set off on their way back to Zhengyang Palace.On the way, the little emperor rode in a chariot, and Sheng Lingyu followed behind without any conversation.

The soundless silence lay between the two of them, as shivering as the winter wind.

This kind of silence lasted until returning to the palace, and Haitang, who was guarding the gate of the palace, greeted her. This little girl used to put the little emperor first in everything, but this time she looked at Sheng Lingyu worriedly before asking Kang Jiangxue.Kang Jiangxue had a feeling in her heart, and suddenly asked Sheng Lingyu, "You haven't eaten until now.

Sheng Lingyu's slow reaction speed became a definite response, and Kang Jiangxue's heart skipped a beat again, feeling that all of Sheng Lingyu's pain had passed to him.

How long has it been since Sheng Lingyu had a good bite?

He just woke up, why didn't he stay in the Zhengyang Palace instead of waiting for him outside the court hall?

Why should he...

Kang Jiangxue felt a dull pain in her heart, but she couldn't say any more words of reproach. He asked Haitang, "Is there anything to eat?"

Haitang hurriedly replied: "There are everything, the inner hall has already been prepared."

Kang Jiangxue said: "I'm hungry." After speaking, he said to Sheng Lingyu, "Let's go together."

With the little emperor around, Sheng Lingyu finally arrived at the table. He didn't seem to have any appetite, but under the little emperor's gaze, he opened his mouth and ate some.

This process was a psychological torment for both of them. Sheng Lingyu's right hand is useless, and she can't hold the lightest spoon tightly. She can only eat with her left hand, but her left hand is not dominant, how can she use it smoothly?Sheng Lingyu stumbled through the meal and froze on the dining table several times.

But Sheng Lingyu didn't say anything, he didn't stop, and he didn't complain of pain.

Kang Jiangxue also watched silently, and occasionally took two bites herself, turning a blind eye to the way Sheng Lingyu slipped the food.

If you don't mention it, if you don't puncture it, it won't hurt so much, and it won't hurt so much.

After breakfast, Ping Wuqi reported Sheng Lingxi's situation back and forth, saying that the girl from the Sheng family woke up once in the morning and fell asleep again now, but her body is improving, so don't worry too much.

Kang Jiangxue felt a little relieved, and asked, "Will moving at this time have any impact?"

Ping Wuqi said: "As long as the arrangement is proper and the palace servants are gentler, it's fine."

Kang Jiangxue said: "Where is Luoxia Palace?"

Ping Wuqi said: "Don't worry, Your Majesty, everything has been arranged."

Sheng Lingxi will be in the middle palace in the future, but it is unreasonable to stay in the Zhengyang Palace where the little emperor is before the big wedding, and Yu Sheng Lingxi's reputation is not good, so she can only temporarily settle in another place.Kang Jiangxue nodded and agreed to the decision to move Sheng Lingxi to Luoxia Palace in the afternoon. After explaining this, he looked at Sheng Lingyu and asked, "Are you going to see her off?"

Sheng Lingyu was silent, and finally shook her head.

Sure enough, it is still the case.

Sheng Lingyu couldn't easily pass the hurdle in her heart. Kang Jiangxue had expected it and didn't force it. She just said to Sheng Lingyu: "I also arranged a room for you, the side hall of Zhengyang Palace. You will stay here in the future. Stay by my side."

The news that Kang Jiangxue wants to make Sheng Lingxi queen is already well known, but he has never said anything about his arrangement for Sheng Lingyu, and now he finally has the opportunity to say to Sheng Lingyu: "I entrust you to be my imperial guard. Taste."

The official position of the fourth rank seems to be neither high nor low, but it is currently the highest rank among the imperial guards. I don't want Sheng Lingyu's reaction to be flat, and even showed a bit of bewilderment when the little emperor opened his mouth.

When making a decision, Kang Jiangxue only considered Sheng Lingyu's safety and the glory of the Sheng family. Seeing Sheng Lingyu's expression at this moment, he realized that he hadn't asked Sheng Lingyu's opinion. Kang Jiangxue said in surprise: "...you don't willing?"

Sheng Lingyu didn't nod or shake his head, he looked down at his left hand holding the chopsticks, and said softly, "I... am I still worthy..."

The volume of this sentence was almost inaudible, but Kang Jiangxue sounded heavy and heavy, like a roar.

When he met Sheng Lingyu many times, he was mocking Sheng Lingyu, arbitrarily saying that Sheng Lingyu was unworthy. Every time, Sheng Lingyu laughed it off as if she hadn't heard of it, but this time, Sheng Lingyu said this by herself. Kang Jiangxue only felt that Like a sharp knife piercing his body, he was almost speechless.

After a few seconds of silence, the little emperor held back the sourness in his nose, and said to Sheng Lingyu, "Your hand was broken, not a human being. If you take care of it carefully, you will still be able to..."

As he said that, Kang Jiangxue himself knew how deceitful this sounded. Both he and Sheng Lingyu knew that it was difficult to get better with the hand holding the sword.

But at this time...

Kang Jiangxue didn't know what else to say.

In the silence between the two, a white ball of hair suddenly jumped onto Kang Jiangxue's thigh, Yuanyuan's body moved, and two round little balls of dung fell down.

The little emperor was depressed and couldn't react in time. He could only watch Xiaoyu, who hadn't had time to talk to him for a few days, excrete on him.

Kang Jiangxue was dumbfounded, Sheng Lingyu was also in a daze, this unobstructed picture made Haitang rush over anxiously, picked up the arrogant silly rabbit and cursed loudly: "Xiaoyu! You little lunatic!"

Shouting the word "Xiaoyu" was full of vigor, which made Kang Jiangxue's ears hurt, but the little emperor was so shocked by the extra rabbit feces on his legs that he couldn't care about anything.

Haitang was also very anxious, and asked, "Your Majesty, do you want to change your clothes first?"

The answer is undoubtedly yes, Kang Jiangxue got up immediately, took two steps before thinking of Sheng Lingyu, he turned back hastily, and saw Sheng Lingyu looking at him.

Sheng Lingyu said to him: "Go down, Your Majesty."

Sheng Lingyu's expression was very calm when he spoke, as if he had escaped from the heavy conversation just now, his eyes slanted to Xiaoyu's body, staring intently.

Kang Jiangxue raised Xiaoyu for a long time, and her sense of shame faded day by day. She had long forgotten where the word "jade" came from, and because she was in a hurry to change clothes, she didn't think much about it at the moment, she nodded and left for a while.

It took a quarter of an hour to change clothes this time, but when Kang Jiangxue came back after changing clothes, Sheng Lingyu had disappeared.

When Kang Jiangxue asked about Sheng Lingyu's whereabouts, Haitang replied with some joy: "Mr. Sheng, no, it's Mr. Sheng. Mr. Sheng just went to the side hall to wash up."

After studying for many days, Sheng Lingyu was physically and mentally exhausted. She hadn't had a rest and she was wearing old clothes. Now she is willing to wash and take care of her. This is a good trend no matter how you look at it.

Kang Jiangxue was also delighted for a moment, and then carefully told Haitang to take care of Sheng Lingyu more recently.

After Sheng Lingyu left, Kang Jiangxue spent the evening on her own.

As time approached the agreement between the little emperor and Fu Honglang, Kang Jiangxue began to feel restless.

Ping Wuqi saw it in his eyes, and asked worriedly: "Your Majesty is... afraid?"

Kang Jiangxue replied: "Maybe, I don't know either."

Ping Wuqi didn't understand this ambiguous answer, and Kang Jiangxue didn't know how to explain it. He himself narrated in some confusion: "I intend to grab it, but I know I can't grab it, but I have to grab it. But I was worried that if I robbed it, it would be superfluous and repeat the same mistakes, it would be better not to rob..."

Ping Wuqi really couldn't understand, and Kang Jiangxue who was speaking didn't know what she was talking about.When night was about to fall, Kang Jiangxue stabilized her mind and said to Ping Wuqi: "Forget it... let's go."

It was still early to set off at this time, but Kang Jiangxue wanted to avoid Sheng Lingyu and deliberately set off early, but when he stepped out in the dark sky, he saw Sheng Lingyu waiting outside the door at a glance.

Sheng Lingyu changed into neat new clothes, and re-tie her hair. Although she still looked thin and tired, she looked much better than before.

Sheng Lingyu stood outside the door, as if she had been waiting here for a long time.The eyes of the two collided, and he said to Kang Jiangxue, "I will go with Your Majesty."