I can't, I can't

Yang Huo laughed loudly, ignoring Sheng Lingyu's question at all, his laughter was so piercing that Sheng Lingyu almost wanted to turn around to block his laughter and wring his head off.

But in fact, before Sheng Lingyu realized it, he had already fled, staggered out of the cell, and when he could no longer hear Yang Huo's voice, he looked down at his hands, which were already shaking uncontrollably.

He thought: Does the little emperor know?But why didn't that person mention anything?

Do you really already know?Or is Yang Huo lying to him, just wanting to see him lost his mind like now?

Sheng Lingyu wanted to seek that tiny possibility, but his rationality told him that at this last moment, how could Yang Huo make him feel better? Otherwise, he would definitely find ways to overturn the opponent's hole card.

So, the little emperor is really...

There was a lot of noise in Sheng Lingyu's ears, and the sound rang in the depths of his mind, depriving him of his only sobriety at once.

He was completely lost. Killing his father was the secret he kept hidden and the last thing Kang Jiangxue wanted to know.

That was his biggest stain, the nightmare he dreamed back at midnight, and the bottom line that would be heart-piercing and soul-shattering as long as it was mentioned.That was the source of everything, he hid it, he would rather endure the blood and tears in private than let the little emperor know.

Sheng Lingyu knew that maybe he was no longer a saint in the heart of the little emperor, but at least, at least he didn't want to become a beast that even his closest relatives could kill in the eyes of Kang Jiangxue.

He also wanted to be a person... a person who could not be despised and hated by the little emperor, and who could support him and guard him until death.

Sheng Lingyu's fingers dug into the wall, dripping with blood for a moment, but he couldn't feel anything, completely sunk in the darkness in front of him.

……

The little emperor waited for Sheng Lingyu at the door for a long time, the sky was getting dark, but Sheng Lingyu still didn't come out.

Waiting and waiting, Kang Jiangxue couldn't help thinking of the many possibilities of Sheng Lingyu being hurt by Yang Huo, and in the end she couldn't stop worrying, and finally went to the prison herself.

This search didn't waste much time for him. He had just walked a dozen steps when he saw Sheng Lingyu in a damp and dark corner.

Sheng Lingyu squatted on the ground, his usually tall body suddenly shrank to a dark point, he wrapped his arms around himself, as if he was enduring great fear.

Kang Jiangxue's heart was shocked, and her voice couldn't help being nervous and worried: "Yulang?"

Sheng Lingyu didn't move, and it took several seconds to raise her head, revealing a pair of eyes.

The little emperor didn't know how many times he had seen those eyes, but he hadn't seen such a stern expression for a long time like in his previous life. Kang Jiangxue froze completely in place after just one glance.

He even completely forgot to move forward, and just stood there in a daze, thinking: Ah...he knows.

At the same time, Sheng Lingyu also opened her mouth, like a wandering soul in the darkness: "Axue, you know."

Neither of them stated clearly what each other knew, but the moment their eyes met, both of them became transparent, and they both knew: the little emperor understood Sheng Lingyu, and Sheng Lingyu understood him.

Kang Jiangxue had originally planned that as long as Sheng Lingyu didn't take the initiative to mention it, he would pretend that he didn't know anything in his life, but Yang Huo finally tore the window paper, and both Sheng Lingyu and him were inevitably caught in this seemingly At the same time in the pain of destruction.

The little emperor didn't speak for a long time, and Sheng Lingyu was still squatting on the ground, as if she had forgotten the language. After a long time, Kang Jiangxue rolled her throat and told him, "Get up first."

Sheng Lingyu didn't move, the little emperor couldn't wait for him, so he could only take two steps, grabbed Sheng Lingyu's hand, and dragged him up. "stand up."

Sheng Lingyu finally stood up, and the little emperor was about to say something when he suddenly noticed that Sheng Lingyu's fingers were wet, and when he looked closely, they were all covered in blood.

Kang Jiangxue paused for a moment, then her nasal cavity was sore, and she couldn't say anything.

He resisted turning his head away, suppressing the tears for a few seconds, Fang said: "Yulang, let's go for a walk."

Sheng Lingyu remained silent: "..."

When they first came, they held hands, but this time when they went out, the little emperor still held Sheng Lingyu's hand, he was very strong, as if he was afraid that Sheng Lingyu would disappear.

Sheng Lingyu was dragged forward by him for several steps, and asked in a dumb voice, as if very confused: "Why are you still pulling me?...Don't you hate me?"

Kang Jiangxue trembled in pain as if a blunt knife had been scraped across her heart.

Finally, he sniffed and took a deep breath, he finally ushered in this day.

In fact, when Lu Qiao rescued him from Yang Huo.He could clearly see the last few words Yang Huo said. From then on, he already knew about Sheng Lingyu's father-killing.

He endured it at the time and didn't tell anyone, and he endured it afterwards, thinking over and over again in the night alone.But every time he thinks about it, he feels the same, heartbroken and regretful.

He couldn't help but ask himself why he never noticed?

On the day Xie Cheng'an died, Sheng Lingyu's disappearance, appearance, and reaction after hearing the news were all traceable, but he never thought about it carefully.

He and Sheng Lingyu had argued and quarreled, and every time at the last moment, Sheng Lingyu had difficulty opening his mouth. It wasn't until Yang Huo broke the news that Kang Jiangxue really understood that every time Sheng Lingyu told him, "He is not what I imagined." What kind of pain is hidden when we are kind of people'.

The little emperor really couldn't imagine how much torture he had endured, carrying such a secret and acting like Sheng Lingyu, how he had endured so many days and nights by himself?

Kang Jiangxue suppressed a choked sob, and tried to calm down: "These days, I often can't help but wonder why you became like this."

In the original plot, Sheng Lingyu's family was also ruined. He lost his grandfather, his parents, his sister, and even Chen Yin. He was even bewitched by Lu Qiaoyang and Fu Honglang in various ways, and finally he was trapped and died in the palace. It became Yang Huo's plaything.

However, in such a cruel fate, Sheng Lingyu's nature has not changed at all. He is still Sheng Lingyu, the pure white and flawless Sheng Lingyu who is breezy and bright.

But now, Sheng Lingyu has become so disgusted with herself.

I'm afraid he didn't even realize that the person who hates him the most in this world is neither Yang Huo nor Lu Qiao, but himself.

What has changed?

Why did Sheng Lingyu change so much with a similar fate, almost losing her original self?

The little emperor didn't understand at first, but later, when Sheng Lingyu stared at him with that loving and painful eyes, he suddenly understood.

... because of him.

Because of the little emperor.

Because of the appearance of such a person, Sheng Lingyu was given a glimmer of hope in despair, but he was so weak that he couldn't rely on him at all.

It was his existence that lifted Sheng Lingyu, twisted Sheng Lingyu, and reversed Sheng Lingyu.

It was Kang Jiangxue who was the source of Sheng Lingyu's pain.

The little emperor said tremblingly: "If it weren't for me, no matter how much you suffer, you will still be the person you want to be. You have no regrets and innocence. It's all because of me that you have become completely unrecognizable. You have done everything you want. The most annoying thing ever."

"You ask me why I hold you, how can I not hold you, maybe anyone can hate you, but I never will, never will."

There was a cry in the little emperor's voice, but he was also extremely firm. He had known for a long time that he had changed the fate of everyone invisibly. Whether it was good or bad, there was no way to refute the matter until now, but he was clear and believed: He loves Sheng Lingyu and will dedicate his whole life to him thereafter.

The little emperor: "I know you made a mistake, but you are not the only one who made the mistake. I was also wrong."

"I regret it more than you do. Why couldn't I be more heartless for you at that time? If I had killed Xie Cheng'an for you, you wouldn't be suffering so much now."

Kang Jiangxue took Sheng Lingyu's hand, and couldn't help but hold him tightly: "Yulang, if you are in hell, you drag me down, don't be alone, I love you... just make peace You go to hell with me."

"..." Sheng Lingyu was completely silent. He looked at the little emperor, as if suddenly his eyes were blurred and he couldn't see anything clearly.

For a long time, he seemed to be talking to himself and asked, "You love me, do you still love me?"

The little emperor nodded and responded, "I love you."

Sheng Lingyu paused, then suddenly said: "Stop."

Kang Jiangxue didn't understand: "What stopped."

Sheng Lingyu shook his head, and didn't say much, he just stopped on the road and squatted down again, like a child.

Kang Jiangxue called him, "Yulang?"

Sheng Lingyu shook her head, and after a few seconds, Kang Jiangxue heard Sheng Lingyu's cry, the voice was very soft, then gradually increased, and at the end, she burst into tears.

Sheng Lingyu had never cried in such a gaffe. He had shed tears in front of the little emperor, but never had he been so uncontrollable, as if he had let go of all the shackles and obstacles.

His shoulders shook violently, and he couldn't hold it back no matter what, the little emperor wanted to comfort him not to cry, but when he squatted down, he also started crying.

An emperor, a powerful minister covering the sky with one hand.

The two men were weeping on the path outside the secret prison.

After an unknown amount of time, they kissed each other under the moonlight, and the tears that fell from someone's eyes hit the ground and disappeared without a sound.

That night, the little emperor didn't know how long he had been crying, but he stopped first, and Sheng Lingyu slowly stopped his voice.

The little emperor said: "Let's go back, I'm getting cold."

Sheng Lingyu nodded, blocking the cold wind for the little emperor.

While walking, he said unexpectedly without warning: "Eunuch Qian was pushed off the cliff by me."

The little emperor was stunned for a moment, and replied, "Yes."

This confession came so late, but Kang Jiangxue listened quietly, Sheng Lingyu said: "I also killed Xie Chengan, that illegitimate son in private."

Kang Jiangxue said, "Yes."

Sheng Lingyu said: "I cut off Ji Linxiu's arm, designed Fu Honglang, cut off Yang Huo's lifeline, and ruined Lu Qiao's mind."

Kang Jiangxue said, "Yes."

Sheng Lingyu said: "I have killed many, many people, many... are innocent people."

The little emperor still responded: "Yes."

They walked all the way in this way, and when they arrived at the gate of Zhengyang Palace, the palace was brightly lit.

The little emperor looked into the hall from the door and saw Ping Wuqi boiling medicine.

Haitang hugged Changle and sang nursery rhymes, Sheng Lingxi lay beside her in the soft bed, she seemed to be half asleep, and beside her lay a silly snow-white rabbit.

This kind of picture is really simple and really happy. There is no need to mention Haitang and Changle. Ping Wuqi and Sheng Lingxi have already connected with each other. Although I don't know how long they can stay together, they are very happy every moment of the present.

Sheng Lingyu watched and said suddenly: "Axue, I don't want you to go to hell with me."

Kang Jiangxue: "..."

Sheng Lingyu said: "I want to see you stay in the world with our children, and our two children should also stay in the world."

The little emperor was silent, and then asked: "Where is the world?"

Sheng Lingyu thought for a while, looked at the location of the four people and one rabbit in the palace in front of him, and said, "There."

Kang Jiangxue nodded, and suddenly walked a few steps towards the light, and called back, "Yulang, come here."

come over?him?

Sheng Lingyu froze for a moment, his eyes looked in the direction of the little emperor, and he remained silent for a long time.

Kang Jiangxue asked him, "Yulang, do you want me to give you a hand?"

Sheng Lingyu didn't speak, he felt something floated from the sky and fell into his eyes, it was a little cold, but it melted away soon.

It was a snowflake.

Together with the little emperor, he saw the first snow of the year.

The sky was full of white, and Sheng Lingyu suddenly remembered what the little emperor had said.The little emperor said that he didn't know why he came, but if he had to say something, it might be for him.

Sheng Lingyu believed it now, he ran towards Kang Jiangxue, stepped into the lingering light around the little emperor, in the night, Sheng Lingyu's voice was inaudible: "I love you, I don't know why I am so crazy I love you. Axue, this long life..."

The little emperor caught him with open arms, and continued: "I will always be with you in this long life."

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