I can't, I can't

Sheng Lingyu froze.

His eyes reflected the shadow of the little emperor, as if trying to see Kang Jiangxue clearly, he looked at him deeply without moving.

At the same time, he whispered to himself: "Really? Is that so?"

Kang Jiangxue told him vigorously: "That's right, Yulang, what did I lie to you for?"

Sheng Lingyu calmed down, and the tense muscles before slowly relaxed.

On the other hand, Zheng Lanyu didn't blend into the gradually calming atmosphere between the two of them at all, and his expression changed little by little according to the little emperor's words.

At first, he was surprised and dazed, but then he couldn't bear to look directly.After listening to this entire paragraph, he lost himself in a trance, and suddenly he couldn't do anything: "You, you..."

Zheng Lanyu has never lost his composure in such a big way, and he is in a very embarrassing situation. When he first heard a pair of monarchs talking about the word "love", his first reaction was absurd, but after thinking about it, he felt extremely outrageous.

The little emperor and Sheng Lingyu are kings and ministers!They are all men!

Just when Zheng Lanyu, who was a bit old-fashioned, found it unacceptable, at the same time, he also had a strong premonition of "a pill for the court".

what is this? !He studied the government painstakingly, worried that the foolish emperor would be controlled by powerful ministers, but the relationship between the two of them was actually entangled, which was far from being as simple as a monarch and minister.

"This is so unreasonable! How can you... Absurd! Absurd!"

It was the first time that Zheng Lanyu, who was very good at choking people, felt that he was short of words. He raised his finger and pointed at the little emperor and Sheng Lingyu, feeling extremely angry.

Kang Jiangxue didn't care about his anger at all, and urged without looking back: "What are you doing here, are you still poking and waiting for someone to see you off! Hurry up!"

Zheng Lanyu was choked almost out of breath.He really wanted to know why he came here!

Originally, he wanted to beat the little emperor's brain again, but unexpectedly, he almost saw Lord Yan and was driven away by disgust.

Needless to say, the little emperor, Zheng Lanyu regretted it so much that he didn't want to stay any longer. He would rather he hadn't been here at all, so he wouldn't have to listen to the little emperor's private affair with Sheng Lingyu, making him vomit terribly.

Zheng Lanyu didn't need to urge him any more, and left with a shake of his sleeves. Kang Jiangxue ignored him, and just accompanied Sheng Lingyu, patting him on the back every now and then.

Just at this moment, Sheng Lingyu watched Zheng Lanyu leave, she had already calmed down, she did not chase, but slowly fell backwards and fell on the hall.

Kang Jiangxue accompanied him without taking a look away, and simply sat down together, watching Sheng Lingyu's expression closely.

Sheng Lingyu's expression was a little empty, as if she had fallen into some kind of daze and memory.

After a while, he said to the little emperor, "That night..."

For a moment, Kang Jiangxue didn't know which night Sheng Lingyu was talking about. She was told by Sheng Lingyu in detail, and only then did she vaguely match up with a night in the depths of her memory that he had just passed through.

Sheng Lingyu said: "Your Majesty was drunk and called 'Yulang'."

...is there such a thing?

The memories are too long apart, and they are always unreal. Kang Jiangxue finally realized the important point: at that time, he had almost no contact with Sheng Lingyu, and they were not familiar with each other at all. He talked nonsense after drinking, and called Sheng Lingyu intimately "Yulang", this unknown nickname turned out to be heard by Sheng Lingyu.

Wait...Kang Jiangxue finally realized that Sheng Lingyu has always cared so much about the title "Yulang" and jealous of Zheng Lanyu. Could it be because of this?

This recognition came so late that Kang Jiangxue felt a little unbelievable and dumbfounded just thinking about it.

He didn't know what expression to put on, whether to regret that he found out too late or to be glad that Sheng Lingyu finally mentioned it to him.The little emperor said hastily: "That is naturally calling you, of course it is you, just because I have liked you for a long time, long before you knew me."

Sheng Lingyu lowered her head, lost in thought.

Kang Jiangxue didn't bother him either, she sat opposite him and looked at him face to face.

Haitang heard a lot of commotion in the house, she didn't dare to approach, but now it seemed to have stopped, so she brought Chang Le over.

The little princess slept soundly, completely unaware of what her father and father had just experienced and what they were going through now, she was sleeping soundly, her little face was fair and beautiful.

Kang Jiangxue took the initiative to take the child, and forced Sheng Lingyu to watch it.

Sheng Lingyu's gaze focused on Chang Le's face, and slowly, the air around him settled down little by little.Kang Jiangxue carefully glanced at Sheng Lingyu's reaction, and saw that Sheng Lingyu's eyes were rippling, as if she suddenly had an urge to cry.

It was the same tears, but this moment was different from the moment when he collapsed just now.

That was the Sheng Lingyu that Kang Jiangxue was familiar with.

It was Sheng Lingyu who he had always loved.

Sheng Lingyu retreated from the edge of the cliff, returned here, and returned to the side of the little emperor and Chang Le.

Kang Jiangxue suppressed the sudden surge of emotion, quietly watching Sheng Lingyu raise her hand, and touched Changle's cheek.Suddenly, Sheng Lingyu seemed to recall a very long time ago, and he said in a rambling manner: "The first time I met Chen Yin, she was still a half-grown little girl, and her brother brought her to me, let her She called me Brother Sheng."

Sheng Lingyu said, as if she was afraid that the little emperor would not understand, she added an extra sentence: "Her brother is called Chen Hui, and he used to be my best friend."

Kang Jiangxue knew this, so she listened quietly.Sheng Lingyu continued: "Her brother entrusted her to me before he died. I should have taken good care of her."

These words seemed to have been pressed in Sheng Lingyu's heart. At this moment, he finally said it one by one: "But if Chen Hui hadn't done this and entrusted her to me, she would have lived longer than now."

"Chen Yin is a beauty-loving woman, she likes rouge and gouache, but when she died, her face was ruined. I went late, just in time to collect her body."

"Axue, I can't help but wonder, does she regret knowing me?"

Kang Jiangxue listened, shook her head, kept shaking her head.

Sheng Lingyu said again: "Lingxi's health is not good. I used to bring her candied fruit to eat, but now she doesn't eat it, and she can't taste any sweet things."

"If my mother is here, she must feel distressed."

Kang Jiangxue finally cried when she saw Sheng Lingyu. He hugged the child and buried his face in Changle's body.

Changle exudes a sweet fragrance, which is the smell of a baby and the smell of new life.Sheng Lingyu's shoulders trembled slightly, and her voice was slightly choked.

"Is this retribution? Is it retribution for what I did wrong? If it is retribution...why don't you just give me retribution?"

Kang Jiangxue's heart was in pain, and he couldn't watch it any longer. He hugged Sheng Lingyu tightly, and then wept, "Yulang, none of this is your fault. Chen Yin loves you, and Lingxi loves you too. No matter how many times you ask them, they will always ask you." I won't blame you."

Sheng Lingyu said: "You are not them, you don't know anything."

The little emperor interrupted him: "I know, I just know, I love you too, no matter when, I will never regret meeting you. Yulang, this is not retribution, this is just disaster, and the disaster will pass, you can still Move forward."

Sheng Lingyu stopped talking.

He was speechless.

He probably couldn't listen to the little emperor's words, he didn't stop crying, and cried for a long time, so long that it seemed to vent all his depression and pain.

Finally, Sheng Lingyu raised her head, no longer pressed Changle, but pulled the little emperor as hard as she was looking for support and comfort.

Sheng Lingyu's hand was very strong, pinching the little emperor's shoulders, back, and waist all hurt, but Kang Jiangxue didn't reject it, he accepted, obeyed, and responded desperately.

Sheng Lingyu called out: "Your Majesty."

Kang Jiangxue responded, "Yes."

Sheng Lingyu said: "Axue..."

Kang Jiangxue still responded, "Yes."

Sheng Lingyu: "I'm not the kind of person you imagined."

The little emperor had a hunch that if Sheng Lingyu continued to speak, he would be able to get the answer that he didn't get last time, and encounter the deepest secret hidden deep in Sheng Lingyu's heart.

He tensed his mind and waited nervously.

Sheng Lingyu's eyes fell on the little emperor's back. He was about to say something, but he stopped temporarily, his voice stopped, and he changed his words.

He suddenly said: "A Xue, can you kiss me?"

Kang Jiangxue did not expect Sheng Lingyu to say this suddenly, but no matter what Sheng Lingyu said, he obviously would not refuse, let alone Sheng Lingyu's request.

The little emperor obediently leaned over, stroked Sheng Lingyu's hair, and put his lips on it.At any time, he would never feel unhappy because of Sheng Lingyu's breath.

Sheng Lingyu's lips were a little cold, and as soon as he touched them, he was rudely responded.

Sheng Lingyu kissed him, she didn't know why she was so eager, as if she wanted to confirm something, and she seemed to want to swallow the little emperor up.

Kang Jiangxue couldn't help panting, thinking that Changle was still there, she didn't dare to go too deep.

But Sheng Lingyu didn't stop at this kiss, and pushed him backwards.

In any case, such a turning point seemed a little out of place, Kang Jiangxue felt a little strange, but still accepted it completely.

Sheng Lingyu tore open his collar and bit a deep tooth mark on his neck.

"pain……"

Kang Jiangxue shrank her shoulders subconsciously, trying to look into Sheng Lingyu's eyes, but at this moment, he heard the slight sound of footsteps behind him.

The little emperor thought it was Haitang who came, and felt a little embarrassed, but when he turned around, he froze suddenly.Behind him, at the gate of the temple in the distance, a tall man dressed in expensive clothes came at some time.

It was a man.

A man named Lu Qiao.

Kang Jiangxue was stunned. In his field of vision, Lu Qiao also seemed to be frozen, her body was stiff.

But the difference is that the little emperor's eyes were only surprised, while Lu Qiao's eyes were burning with deep anger and hatred.

For a moment, Kang Jiangxue felt that Lu Qiao was about to rush over.

But unexpectedly, Lu Qiao didn't do this.

Lu Qiao just watched him and Sheng Lingyu close together, and suddenly said, "Aying, don't you have anything to say to me?"

The little emperor's mind went blank and he didn't say anything.

Because he didn't know what to explain, and he didn't know what to say at this moment was the best.

And because he didn't speak for a long time, Lu Qiao seemed to hold back something, turned around, and walked in the completely opposite direction without looking back.

According to Lu Qiao's personality, this reaction was not a normal move, but the little emperor immediately understood what it meant.

Lu Qiao is still giving him a chance, he is waiting, waiting for the little emperor to catch up, waiting for the little emperor to save him.As proud as Lu Qiao, this is another act of letting go of his self-esteem.

Maybe... it will be the last time.

Kang Jiangxue stared at the back in a daze, full of thoughts for a while.

At this moment, Sheng Lingyu took his hand, looked into his eyes and said, "Axue, you said you loved me."

Kang Jiangxue suddenly wondered, did Sheng Lingyu see Lu Qiao just now?Because I saw it, I asked him to kiss him.

Naturally, there was no answer to this question, and there was no chance to ask it.Sheng Lingyu has returned to normal in this short period of time, and he has turned back to Sheng Lingyu who is always on guard, wary of all outsiders.

Sheng Lingyu: "He and I, you can only choose one, Axue, if you really love me, prove it to me here."