I can't, I can't

Grand man.

Sheng Lingyu is back.

The current situation is that the plague is rampant, and it is Sheng Lingyu's responsibility to resettle the victims. He should be busy with business and can't escape at all, but it is surprising to go back to the palace at this time.

But Kang Jiangxue thought about it carefully, and quickly realized why Sheng Lingyu came back—the little emperor left the palace today regardless of Lang Wei's obstruction, and Sheng Lingyu might be in a panic, even at this juncture, she would desperately rush back to the palace.

Sheng Lingyu valued the little emperor so much.

He was more exaggeratedly nervous about his safety than anything else.

The little emperor should be happy, but this time, he was not as purely happy or moved by this recognition as he usually is.

On the contrary, Kang Jiangxue felt flustered and subconsciously wanted to escape, but in her bedroom, the little emperor had no possibility of hiding, so she had to close her eyes tightly the moment Sheng Lingyu pushed open the door, using unskilled Pretend to be asleep to avoid any possible communication with Sheng Lingyu.

The room was quiet, Sheng Lingyu paused for the darkness in the room, and thoughtfully lightened her steps.The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and finally came to the little emperor's bed, and they stopped ringing.

With her eyes closed, Kang Jiangxue could faintly feel Sheng Lingyu standing at the head of his bed, looking at him silently.

Although he couldn't see it with his eyes, he could smell the faint pear fragrance from Sheng Lingyu's body. The little emperor was even more confused, trying to control his breathing evenly, but unfortunately he couldn't do it.Sheng Lingyu has been in elementary school since she was a martial artist, so she couldn't hide it from Sheng Lingyu with such a clumsy disguise, but even so, Kang Jiangxue continued to pretend and did not open her eyes to respond.

It just passed quietly for a while, every minute and every second was stretched very long, and small movements came from my ears.Sheng Lingyu took off her coat and cloak beside the bed, and lay down next to the bed, right behind Kang Jiangxue, hugging the little emperor through the quilt.

Sheng Lingyu's breath was on Kang Jiangxue's neck, and the little emperor's skin trembled and he flinched.

This subtle reaction was enough to clearly reveal the fact that he was awake, Kang Jiangxue paused slightly, and continued to remain silent as if he hadn't been noticed.

Don't speak, don't look back, draw a line between each other with silence.

Sheng Lingyu noticed something in the continuous silence, he didn't say anything, and his arms holding the little emperor tightened a little bit.

Kang Jiangxue didn't hear a single word, but felt a strong emotion behind her, as if she wanted to hug her tightly, but she was extremely contradictory and cautious, not daring to offend her with force.

Kang Jiangxue couldn't help thinking: Sheng Lingyu treats herself like a treasure.

Holding it in the palm of your hand, holding it to the extreme.

But it was clear that Sheng Lingyu valued him so much, but Kang Jiangxue could no longer feel at ease as before.The little emperor couldn't figure out a lot of things, but he didn't dare to ask, just like the plague that is rampant now, he didn't know how to talk to Sheng Lingyu, because now he suddenly realized that he always claimed that he knew Sheng Lingyu like the back of his hand , but actually...he didn't know Sheng Lingyu as well as he thought.

He didn't know what Sheng Lingyu was thinking or doing, and he didn't have the courage to explore.

He flinched.

He was afraid that if he asked, he would discover more Sheng Lingyu that he didn't know about, and he would find out how self-righteous he had been all along. He said he knew Sheng Lingyu, but in fact he relied on the established impression of the person who passed through the book. Open your eyes well to see the person who is really standing in front of him.

I've known Sheng Lingyu for so long, what the hell is he doing?

Kang Jiangxue thought of this child again, the child in his belly now.

Kang Jiangxue has always known her orientation, never thought of adopting a child, and never thought that such an option would appear in her life. Before Fu Honglang asked him if he was happy, he taunted him back, and now he is silent. Come down and ask yourself again, still can't give an answer.

Happy or unhappy, the little emperor doesn't know, only worry, confusion, and fear, which are very vivid and real.

Kang Jiangxue was very scared, he was too scared, how could he give birth to this child in this deep palace?How to protect this child?Fu Hong has wasted so much thought, she will definitely do what she says, if the child is destined to end badly, what will he do?

Thinking about it, Kang Jiangxue unconsciously moved her hands to her lower abdomen, her body flinched and trembled slightly.

This tremor spread to Sheng Lingyu's perception, Sheng Lingyu's pupils dilated slightly, and suddenly he sat up in the night.

It was very dark around, and Sheng Lingyu was not enough to see the little emperor clearly, but his eyesight was excellent, and he could make out the outline of the little emperor clutching his stomach and looking regretful.

In an instant, the endless coolness penetrated into his bone marrow. Without Kang Jiangxue saying anything, Sheng Lingyu had already realized—the little emperor knew.

So this time, even Sheng Lingyu trembled slightly.

He didn't ask how the little emperor knew, who told him, and what he said, because at this moment, no matter what the reason was, it was no longer important.

Now, it's just him and the little emperor, and there are deceptions, contradictions, and difficulties caused by the extension of the child's existence.

Sheng Lingyu was not ready yet.

He can do many things and kill many people, but in front of the little emperor, he is just Sheng Lingyu, trembling, afraid of being treated coldly, bored, or rejected. He regards the little emperor as the apex of his heart, but to the little emperor...

Just a thought.

The little emperor may not have much power, but the meaning of Sheng Lingyu's life is all in his hands.

Sheng Lingyu suddenly didn't know what she should do, and before she realized it, she had already said, "I'm sorry."

After speaking, Sheng Lingyu's consciousness followed, his voice froze, he didn't hug the little emperor again, and only said from a distance of a few inches: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Sheng Lingyu's voice was extremely deep, as if it had been ground by sand, his clear voice disappeared, and every word sounded rough and hoarse: "It's my fault, it's my fault."

Kang Jiangxue didn't know what Sheng Lingyu was apologizing for. He listened to Sheng Lingyu's words, but the words couldn't reach his brain through a layer of veil.

At this moment, there was a slight knock on the door, and Lang Wei whispered, "Master Sheng?"

Sheng Lingyu didn't respond, Lang Wei said anxiously: "My lord, I'm afraid it's time to set off. If you wait for a while and wait for the key to the palace gate, I'm afraid you won't be able to leave."

The outside was urging, and Sheng Lingyu needed to leave immediately, but the room was still deadly silent.After a long time, Sheng Lingyu said: "Your Majesty is the proud son of heaven. He shouldn't have suffered this. I will guard Your Majesty. As long as Your Majesty is healthy and healthy, I will have nothing to ask for. If Your Majesty doesn't want to stay... just get rid of it, Wei As long as the minister can-"

Before Sheng Lingyu finished speaking, the little emperor suddenly interrupted: "Shut up!"

Shouting this sentence, Kang Jiangxue's consciousness also broke away from the worry and pain just now. He didn't know who his anger was directed at, and cursed almost uncontrollably: "What are you talking about! Proposition?! This is my blood, my child! Why should I—why not! I want it!"

When the words "I want" landed, Kang Jiangxue finally spit out a mouthful of stagnation from her chest, and her whole body relaxed.

He settled down, and seemed to be shouting at Sheng Lingyu, and also seemed to be talking to himself: "Yes, I want, I want this child."

Now that this child is here, it is a life, a life that Kang Jiangxue has never thought about but does not resist.Even if he knew that Fu Honglang was watching, he would still keep the child, and only the child.

How could he knock it off?

This is his child...his and Sheng Lingyu's child.

Kang Jiangxue made a decision, and finally broke the silence with Sheng Lingyu.

Sheng Lingyu was silent for a long time, and at the end, his voice did not show any emotions of joy or sadness, but his voice was trembling, and he replied: "En." As if afraid that the little emperor would not hear him, he repeated, "En."

Lang Wei outside the door urged again, Sheng Lingyu picked up his coat and went out of the room from the darkness, the door closed with a "squeak", but Sheng Lingyu's footsteps didn't resound quickly, paused for a moment, and then gradually left.

Kang Jiangxue stayed alone in the room for a while, touching her lower abdomen with her hands again and again.

Not long after, Haitang tentatively knocked on the door, and asked cautiously and worriedly: "Your Majesty, do you need something?"

The little emperor ignored Haitang's question and asked instead: "Why did he take so long to leave?"

Haitang said: "Your Majesty said Mr. Sheng?"

Kang Jiangxue said directly: "What did he do?"

Haitang was slightly startled when she heard the words, recalling Sheng Lingyu's actions just now, her tone was also a little panicked and worried: "This servant is wondering whether I should say that Mr. Sheng just... kowtowed to His Majesty at the door."