The first morning when Xu Bai left.

Pei Jinyan went on as usual, eating and watching the news, dealing with work and recovering.

Someone at home found that Xu Bai was missing, and they were still asking Pei Jinyan, did Mr. Xu Bai go out?Would you like to come back for dinner?

Pei Jinyan remained silent, and his mood didn't fluctuate at all, but his face was dark and he seemed to be in a bad mood.

I obviously added more sugar cubes to my coffee.

Angrily scolded the servants for messing around, they couldn't even make coffee, and they didn't throw away expired coffee beans!

The second day after Xu Bai left.

Pei Jinyan still didn't leave the house, but the place of work went from the study to the bedroom. The windows were not closed on a very cold day, and the curtains were rolled up several times, knocking over the things on the table.

Pei Jinyan arranges carefully every time and continues to work.

What is the exception?

It is more silent than before, not just the silence of not speaking, but the whole person looks dull and dull.

The servants discussed around, as if they had quarreled, after all, the relationship between the two was so good before.

There shouldn't be any major incidents, after all, the third young master can still eat, sleep and sleep.

night of the third day.

Pei Jinyan had a headache, roared like a wild animal, and slammed into the wall frantically, the iron chain was thrown loudly, and his bodyguards injured countless people, and he was given painkillers and tranquilizers. He finally calmed down after two hours .

Pei Jinyan told everyone to leave, he fell down on the bed tiredly, then gently hugged the pillow next to him, and smelled the cool fragrance of Xubai.

A week later, Pei Jinyan became what he was before, cold, rigid, empty and soulless.

The housekeeper couldn't stand it anymore, so he called the old lady, there is no way to go on like this, what should we do in the future?

Grandma dragged Pei Jinyan to enlighten her all morning, and her tears never stopped.

Pei Jinyan only said three words: "I'm fine."

But why does this look like it's okay, Pei Jinyan looks cruel, but in fact he is more affectionate than anyone else.

Thirteen days after Xu Bai left, Pei Jinyan fell ill again.

It was so severe that he fell asleep for days on end, lost his mind, and babbled continuously.

Wen Suihai looked at him, and naturally felt distressed. The brothers who grew up together, how could they not know why he is like this now.Syubai is gone.

Lost the sweetheart, star in the eyes.

I said it before, don't be deceived, don't fall into too deep, but he wants to do this, he wants to love to the extreme.

On the 19th day when Xu Bai left, Pei Jinyan woke up. The first time he woke up, he looked at his side, his deep black eyes showed no emotion, he coughed lightly, and looked at the window calmly.

"open the window."

Wen Suihai frowned, but seeing him like this, he couldn't speak seriously, "Jin Yan, you have to think about it, men, as many as you want, your body is your own, what should you do if you break yourself down?"

"I know that I've been too busy these days, so I'll pay attention to rest." Pei Jinyan said calmly.

Wen Suihai sat beside him, staring at him and not allowing him to lie, "To be honest, have you started to suffer from insomnia again?"

"I'm used to it, it's okay." Pei Jinyan said.

"Since you miss him so much, I don't think you can do without him anyway, so why not catch him!"

Pei Jinyan still didn't respond, she pinched her temples with her forehead, "No need."

If he insists on leaving, what's the point of doing so.

For him, Xubai's departure didn't have a big impact on him. He had given him a chance, and he had always given him a chance. No matter what Xubai said or did, as long as he was willing to share with him and say Let me reveal the little secret I have been worrying about.

He won't leave him.

It was originally prepared for this.

But Xu Bai doesn't trust him, this is the biggest problem between them.

After hearing the news about Xu Bai from Xu Lin, he was very angry and distressed. He wanted to hug this little guy and love him even more.

Those pasts are not terrible, Xu Bai can get rid of the shadows smoothly, he wants to give Xu Bai a hug of encouragement and praise.

But everything was lost to Xu Bai's distrust of him.

If Pei Jinyan closed his eyes, it would be meaningless for him to force Xu Bai again.

One month since Xu Bai left.

Everyone can see that Pei Sanshao can live a good life without the old lady worrying about committing suicide. He is eating well and living seriously.But it just became lifeless, like losing its soul.

JS base.

"He fled, he chased, and they couldn't escape.

"Fuck... can you stop reading it?"

Xu Chengxuan held a book and sat dangling on the edge of the hospital bed. The four-legged chair had to have two legs vacant, and Xu Bai was afraid that he would kill himself if he lost his balance.

"Look, this man is crying for me again, leaving me, he can't even take care of himself."

"Xu Chengxuan, can you be a human..."

Xu Bai's face was pale, and the back of his hand was still pierced with needles. He lost a lot of weight, and his peach eyes became even bigger.

Now he is covering his ears with his hands irritably, kicking back and forth on the bed and stamping his feet angrily.

"I'm reading you a story. I'm not doing it for your own good." Xu Chengxuan groaned, "It's said that patients should maintain a good mood. I'll read you a story to make you happier."

Xu Bai frowned, and suddenly he lay down on the bed, "I don't need escorts, just go away."

"Lovealters not with his brief hours and weeks." Xu Chengxuan spoke English fluently.

Xu Bai froze, looking at Xu Chengxuan in surprise.

Xu Chengxuan met his gaze, smiled friendlyly, and said in pure English while shaking the chair: "But bear sit out event to the edge of doom."

"How do you know?" Xu Bai asked dully, his face becoming paler.

"You think I don't know that you read the little notes every night." Xu Chengxuan patted the bed, "If you miss him so much, go after him, man chases man's compartment yarn!"

"What do you do when you see things and think about people every day? A good life has to be a day of misery, and it's almost a day of tears."

Xu Bai closed his eyes, he couldn't do it.

He couldn't face Pei Jinyan who knew about his past, let alone explain his cowardly behavior of running away on the spot.

After he jumped out of the window that day, he called Xu Chengxuan, and then returned to the JS base overnight.

Without waiting to report to the people around him and explain why, he immediately began to vomit.

No matter how much medicine I took, it didn't work, my stomach was about to vomit, and I had a minor operation. I ate clear soup and water for half a month, and finally kept my stomach.

The symptoms came so suddenly that he startled himself.

I remember that when he pushed into the operating room, he had only one thought, what if he died like this and couldn't see Pei Jinyan for the last time?

Later, Xu Chengxuan was not allowed to call again.

In case he really died, it would be better for Pei Jinyan to just forget about him, otherwise it would be too wicked to let others experience the parting of life and death after they all broke up.

After the operation was over, he was notified until he woke up. It was only a minor operation, and generally speaking, he rarely passed away successfully.

Xu Chengxuan looked at the time and kicked Xu Bai's calf, "Don't pretend to be dead, I will withdraw first, and I will come back to accompany you at night. Smelly men usually come to see you at this time, so I will run away first .”

Xu Bai lazily raised his eyebrows, saying that he likes to run, and Xu Chengxuan is not much better.

He took out a small box from under the pillow, and there was a piece of paper inside. The edges of the paper were hairy, and the creases were deep, as if it was often flipped through.

The vicissitudes of life are reincarnated, but love will never change, and love will remain firm until the end of the end. If someone can prove that what I said is not true, then even if I have never written poetry, the world has never loved.

It's a pity that I have never heard Pei Jinyan read a poem.

Xu Bai looked at the handwriting, carefully imprinting every stroke in his mind.

He missed Pei Jinyan very much.

This is a growing awareness these days.

He originally thought that it would be the best choice for him to leave. He thought that he was good to everyone, and that... he could accept this result.

But he didn't expect that the consequences would be so heavy that it would overwhelm him.

The longing was too heavy, and every day was more difficult for him to breathe than the day before. The cage surrounded in all directions trapped him, and no matter which direction he went, it was a dead end.

buckle -

There was a knock on the door, Xu Bai hurriedly put the note away, and it was Ning Heqing who came in.

Seeing him looking for someone, Xu Bai said, "You did it on purpose, you come here at this time every day, and deliberately just happened to stagger the time with him."

"See how long he can hide."

hide

Xu Bai lowered his eyes, staring at the bruise on the back of his hand in a daze, yes, how long can he hide.

It was hiding until I forgot.

Or hide until the other party forgets himself.

Thinking of this, Xu Bai's heart ached again, he pressed his lips hard, forced himself to cheer up, and said to Ning Heqing: "You should go to him, that little Zuo Jing is waiting for you to coax. "

"Don't worry, just do it for a few more days." Ning Heqing looked at Xu Bai's IV bottle, "How is your stomach today? Is it better?"

"It's much better, it doesn't hurt anymore..."

"Then leave the hospital as soon as possible, occupying the ward, how many brothers are waiting for use."

Narrative: ..

Ning Heqing: "Speaking of which, aren't you all married? Didn't you get married because you love each other so much? Is it really acting?"

Xu Bai clenched his fingers and said in a low voice: "Isn't it because you know love will dissipate that you bind each other with marriage?"

This is the first time Ning Heqing has heard someone say this: "You are the opposite, you have the courage to feel that love will last forever, and you are willing to be restrained. Being restrained by your lover is not restraint."

"Have a good rest." He patted Xu Bai on the shoulder, got up and left.

Xu Bai was stunned, the more he was like this, the less he knew what to do next.

After a month of negativity, Xu Bai was discharged from the hospital. He looked paler and weaker than before, too thin, and his complexion was not good.

He was not asked to do any tasks in the base, and his brothers told him to rest well, not daring to tire him.

Xu Bai was even more bored, he stayed in the base all day not knowing what to do, and then he remembered that the mission was not over yet, so he had to hand in the items to the boss.

He took the box to find the boss, but he never opened the contents.

Now everything wants to remind him of Pei Jinyan, he dare not face it, and he can't help but panic.

The author has something to say

Of course Xu Bai likes Mr. Pei, he has to wait until he takes the first step on his own initiative!

The two-way relationship is beautiful.

See you tomorrow.

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