Ouyang Jin, you bastard

Gu Nanting looked at Ouyang Jin sadly, yes, even if he said it, he might not believe it.

If it was him, he probably wouldn't say it.

"You are just a young master who doesn't understand anything. In order to let you experience life, I asked you to work on the construction site. During this period, nothing happened to you."

"That?"

"Don't worry, just listen to me slowly." Ouyang Jin comforted Gu Nanting, telling the past.

"After we were together, there was trouble on the construction site, so we went together. That is, this time, you had an accident."

Gu Nanting reached out to touch the wound on Ouyang Jin's chest, his eyes were sore: "Is this time?"

"En!" Ouyang Jin nodded.

"I also listened to Situ for the specific situation, because I was still awake at that time." Ouyang Jin held Gu Nanting's hand, recalling the frightening past. The entanglement, helplessness, and despair in it can only be understood by himself. experience.

How could these things be said clearly in a few words?

"After you woke up, all kinds of words and deeds showed that you forgot a lot of things, even how you got hurt, and the relationship between us, you also forgot, you even forgot about the fact that grandpa was still alive forget……

Situ has consulted many experts for you, and the result is selective amnesia caused by trauma.

Our relationship has even returned to before liberation.

I was in a daze at that time, and I could sleep twenty hours a day. Later, when I was almost in good health, I wanted to see you, but you? "

Ouyang Jin stopped suddenly, and looked at Gu Nanting sadly, "But you don't want me anymore!"

"You have become the Gu Nanting who gets tired of looking at me, opposes me everywhere, troubles me all the time, and keeps clamoring to divorce me."

"Ting, do you know how uncomfortable I feel?"

"It's really troubled by you. I'm really tired. This time I was injured, and my vitality was greatly damaged. I really don't have the energy to deal with you."

"So, did you give up?" Gu Nanting couldn't tell what it was like, it hurts, it hurts, and he wanted to cry but couldn't cry.

As long as he thinks of Ouyang Jin giving up on himself, he can't wait to die.

"Yes, I thought about letting go. Since you forgot, forget it. It's not bad."

"Not good, not good at all!" Gu Nanting didn't know what was wrong with him, he obviously had no memory, but when he heard Ouyang Jin say to give up, his heart ached beyond measure, and the feeling of being squeezed made it difficult for him to breathe.

"At that time, I was depressed, and my grandfather couldn't stand it anymore, so I discussed it with a psychiatrist, let us follow your memory point, and start life again. The same life may awaken your memory."

"Do you know how painful it is to see you every day but not be able to hug you? Every time you get along with you, what you get is not your love but hostility?"

"I don't want to do it step by step. I'm afraid I won't be able to wait for your memory to recover. I can't wait, and I don't want to wait."

"I found the doctor who was treating me at the beginning, and asked him to arouse your curiosity, trace your heart, and let you know that I almost died because of you. Then, I waited for you to come to me, but I couldn't wait, so I asked Situ Yuan cooperates with Gu's consortium, and then I will talk to you personally..."

"It's strange to say that you remember everything else clearly, except for me and grandpa..."

"I asked a psychiatrist, and he said that you are selectively escaping and selectively forgetting the scene of your loved one being hurt."

"It can be regarded as a kind of self-protection."

"Then when you were eight years old?"

"Also like this."

"We went out to play together, you said you saw a rabbit, we chased after it, but we fell together, you hit your head, and I broke my leg."

Ouyang Jin rubbed Gu Nanting's hair, smiled, and said, "At that time, I was in charge of you. The more I cared about you, the more you were against me. Slowly, our relationship got worse and worse... "

Gu Nanting sighed and shook his head, young and rebellious, it's always like this, I didn't realize it at the time, but when I look back, it's always the same thing.

Fortunately, is Ouyang Jin still there? His love is still there too.

"I sometimes think that maybe it's a good thing that you can't remember, so that you won't be sad when I can't hold on one day." Seeing Gu Nanting's eagerness to stop, Ouyang Jin rushed in. The front said: "But I am afraid, I am afraid that when you think about it, I will not be here. How sad you should be at that time!"

"Ouyang Jin?"

As soon as Gu Nanting opened his mouth, he was interrupted by Ouyang Jin: "Call me Jin!"

"Jin!?"

"Hmm!" Ouyang Jin held Gu Nanting's face with deep affection: "Brother Ting, I'm not reconciled, why do you remember everything but me? I'm not reconciled to giving up like this. Fortunately, although you didn't remember, But you still accept me?"

For him, this is the best ending, isn't it!

Even if you forget everything, still choose the way you came from, and still embrace the old people, who dares to say that this is not another kind of affection and fate?

"I'm sorry, me?" Gu Nanting was confused, remorse, guilt, and self-blame intertwined, causing him to collapse: "I really don't know, me?"

"It's okay." Ouyang Jin pressed Gu Nanting into his arms, and his gentle voice was like water, gently brushing against his ears.

"Perhaps Doctor Wang is right. The reason why you forget about me is because you love me too much." Ouyang Jin pushed the person in his arms away a little, stared at the dark eyes, and said, "Doctor Wang said, you Forgetting is because you blame yourself, you think that every time I get hurt is because of you, subconsciously, you think that as long as you stay away from me, I will not get hurt, so you forget..."

"It was so when I was eight years old, here..." Ouyang Jin held Gu Nanting's hand and put it on his abdomen: "It's the same, you think I'm sick because of the Gu's consortium, every time you say that, I comfort you You, but you didn't believe it, and this?"

Ouyang Jin pointed to the wound on her heart and said, "This is like the last straw that broke the camel's back. Because of it, you chose to forget."

"Ting, you are too cruel, how could you treat me like this?"

Every time I think of all the beautiful things in the past, it is a bone-chilling torment.

Looking at Ouyang Jin's affectionate gaze, Gu Nanting's heart ached unbearably, and the sudden headache made him moan uncontrollably.

Gu Nanting's appearance made Ouyang Jin worried, and he hugged him directly in his arms: "Don't think about it, if you don't remember it, you can't remember it, it's okay."

Gu Nanting's eyes were wet with tears, he endured the pain like a needle, staring at Ouyang Jin's slightly pale face: "That was our past, how can I forget it?"

"What if one day I forget about our reconciliation and love this time, what will you do?"

"No, no." Ouyang Jin is not worried, but facing the sad Gu Nanting, he must be strong: "I will protect myself and not let myself get hurt, so that you will not forget .”

"Really?" Gu Nanting asked, desperately needing an affirmative answer.

"real!"

"you swear?"

"I swear, I will never get hurt again, and I will never let you forget me again."

It doesn't matter if you forget, let's do it again, no matter how many times we repeat, I will make you fall in love with me...

"Then if I really forgot, you are not allowed to give up, you must guard me, even if it is a lie, let me fall in love with you again."

"Okay! I promise you!"