Ouyang Jin, you bastard

Gu Nanting really didn't expect that Uncle Ouyang and Auntie Ouyang had divorced. In these years, he never got to know Ouyang Jin's family. Subconsciously, he always thought that Ouyang Jin was as happy as him.

He has parents who don't see him often but loves him, and a grandfather who loves him, but what happened?

Behind his sunny surface, there is such a sad heart.

How old was he at that time, living with his elderly grandparents, his parents started their own families, and he, the child who needed the love of his parents, was just at the age of playing like a baby at the knees of his parents, but he was burdened with such sadness. How did it not be discovered?

How did he maintain his status as before?

If Ouyang Jin hadn't mentioned it himself, he still wouldn't believe that Uncle Ouyang and Auntie Ouyang had been divorced for many years.

"Why didn't you say it?" Gu Nanting asked, holding back his sadness.

"What are you talking about!" Ouyang Jin sneered a few times, his eyes turned red with suppressed emotions, and his intertwined hands were even more fiercely entangled, like his mood, chaotic and clueless.

"So what if you say it?" Ouyang Jin glanced at Gu Nanting, and continued with a wry smile: "If you say it, they won't get divorced, if you say it, they won't quarrel, or if you say it, I can have a family again ?”

"Ha ha!"

"I hate the pitiful eyes of those irrelevant people, and the sympathetic attitude, as if to say who is pitiful, it seems how noble, how caring, how happy they are, ignorant, boring, sad !"

"Gu Nanting, I told you, don't tell others about your sadness and pity, everyone has their own life, everyone has everyone's difficulties and sorrows, they have no obligation to listen to your cry, your cry, It serves no purpose other than to show your own pity."

"No, it's still useful. At least it allows the listeners to compare how happy they are, at least provides them with something to talk about after dinner, at least provides them with topics to educate the people around them, hmph!"

"It's not like this, Ouyang Jin, it's not like this." At this moment, Gu Nanting didn't feel that Ouyang Jin's thoughts were scary at all, what he felt was distressed, he felt sorry for him, for this man who silently endured everything.

"Speaking out sad things makes me feel better. Dividing one person's sadness to two people is one-half of the sadness. Ouyang Jin, you still have me, and my grandfather, and there are so many people who care about you, love Your people, why don't you say it?"

"Is it useful to say it?" Gu Nanting was speechless because of the same words.

"What hurts me, loves me, those are just words that they tease me when they see that I am good-looking. If I make a bitter face every day, do you think they will still joke with me and play around with me?" Ouyang Jin shook her head: "No, they will only pity me with that pitiful look, look, this is the child who was abandoned by his parents, how pitiful!"

"Gu Nanting, you have to understand that no one wants to be with a person who is bitter, world-weary, and negative. It will only make people bored. How would you like to be with a pessimistic person who complains, cries, and mourns all day long? Yes, as if the whole world is sorry for his people to live together?"

"Ha ha!"

"Gu Nanting, I can still live a good life by myself!" Ouyang Jin's eyes were firm.The voice suddenly rose, sharp and arrogant: "I, Ouyang Jin, want what I want, and I will earn it myself. In this life, in the next life, forever and ever, I don't need others to pity me."

Gu Nanting stared at Ouyang Jin intently, his eyes became sore a little bit.

He still vaguely remembered that Uncle Ouyang and Auntie Ouyang left the country when Ouyang Jin was in the first class of kindergarten, that is to say, when he was in elementary school, they had already divorced.

For so many years, why didn't he say it? Even if he can't help, at least he can be with him when he misses his parents. At least he can stop talking about how much his parents love him in front of him. , at least, he...can give him a hug!

How lonely and helpless he must have been at that time!

"This matter, apart from my grandparents and I, no one else knows. The old man said that the divorce is shameful, so we don't want them to speak out. In this way, the false peace on the surface was maintained until the death of my grandparents."

Recalling the days when grandparents died, it can be said to be the darkest period in Ouyang Jin's life.

The relatives who loved him are gone, his father has a home, his mother has a home, and he is left alone. He has become completely redundant and "lonely".

"Don't you think it's ridiculous? After my grandparents passed away, they all wanted to take me abroad. I deceived myself into thinking that they still loved me, but I didn't expect that they didn't love me at all. They just wanted to It’s just to save their self-righteous face.”

"What do you think I'm going abroad to do, to be someone's son, to see their family's happy life? Or to end up alone with no one familiar with the place?"

Ouyang Jin questioned, but did not expect an answer.

"I won't go, there are grandparents who love me here, and... you!"

The word "you" made Gu Nanting unable to sit still any longer. He stood up and rushed to Ouyang Jin's side, pulling him into his arms, with a sad expression on his face, and choked up, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't know !"

Smelling Gu Nanting's unique aura, Ouyang Jin's restless mood calmed down. For so many years, he has never said this to others. He thought he had forgotten it, and he thought he could face it calmly. But what about the result?

Ouyang Jin didn't expect that she would confide all this to Gu Nanting, let alone that she would lose control of her emotions.

After so many years, he is no longer the little furry kid who was crying and looking for his parents, how could he be so sad.

Maybe it was because he was sick, or maybe it was because Gu Nanting said that loving him made him feel warm again.

"Gu Nanting, don't look at me with such pitiful eyes." Ouyang Jin pressed the back of Gu Nanting's head, and kissed her lips without hesitation.

Said it was a kiss, but in fact it was almost the same as gnawing, Gu Nanting's tears of pain flowed down, but the hand that rejected him never lifted up.

Needless to say, he was really distressed.

If time could go back in time, he would definitely not hate Ouyang Jin so much when he was young, he would never show off the toys his parents bought in front of him, he would never choose to go abroad after high school, and he would never be left alone bear the sorrow of loneliness.

The oxygen he needed to breathe was deprived, and Gu Nanting's vision was blurred by the feeling of dizziness. Finally, he raised his hand and pressed it on Ouyang Jin's back. Under the gentle pat, it was his firm inner monologue.

Ouyang Jin, I will accompany you from now on, and I will never leave you alone again.