Ouyang Jin, you bastard

Ouyang Jin once again disappeared from Gu Nanting's life.

Unlike the previous time when he ignored it, this time, Gu Nanting searched like crazy. Unfortunately, the heavens did not allow him to find Ouyang Jin's trace because of his change.

The last time Ouyang Jin appeared by himself, but this time, Gu Nanting didn't want to wait, nor could he afford to wait!

"You also said that Ouyang Jin appeared by himself last time, maybe it's the same this time. When will you be so aimless looking for it!"

As Gu Nanting's friend, He Siyuan really couldn't bear to see his friend look haggard and physically and mentally exhausted.

After so many years of friendship, he has never seen Gu Nanting in such a mess.

"Different!"

Gu Nanting smiled wryly, pinched the center of his brows tiredly, and searched for it without sleep for several days. No matter how good his physical fitness was, he couldn't hold it anymore.

His eye sockets were sore, his head was dizzy and hurting, and his body was extremely tired. If it wasn't for the support in his heart, he could fall asleep in a second.

"What's the difference, don't they all leave without saying goodbye?" He Siyuan complained to Ouyang Jin, and couldn't help but aggravate his tone: "Besides, he is such a big man, can't he take care of himself?"

Gu Nanting did not refute, but shook his head with a wry smile.

He Siyuan didn't understand, he understood.

Although Ouyang Jin is usually joking and nonchalant, in his heart, he is more serious than anyone else, and no one can persuade him to answer whatever he is sure about.

The last time Ouyang Jin left, it was only because their three-year contractual marriage expired, and he left Gu's as agreed, but this time?

Thinking of Ouyang Jin's eyes full of sadness and despair, thinking of Ouyang Jin's heart-piercing coughs, thinking of the blood that would wake him up as soon as he closed his eyes, thinking of the pictures containing Gu Nanting couldn't convince himself with countless past asset transfer certificates.

Gu Nanting is very sure that if he doesn't look for it, Ouyang Jin will never show up by himself. Even if he shows up, he won't be the same Ouyang Jin from before. If he doesn't explain clearly, there will be nothing between him and Ouyang Jin. It's all over.

Not to mention lovers, even if they were friends, he and Ouyang Jin had nothing to do.

As long as Gu Nanting thinks of this, his heart aches unbearably, as if someone is stuck in the neck, he is so sad that he can't breathe.

It turned out that he really didn't hate the other party that much. It turned out that before he knew it, Ouyang Jin had already walked into his heart.

Perhaps, it was just in response to that sentence that the love became deeper and deeper without knowing where it started.

His feelings for Ouyang Jin had changed long before he realized it! !

"Don't you hate Ouyang Jin very much? Now that he's gone, isn't it just what you want? What else do you want him for?"

"you do not understand!"

Gu Nanting whispered, as if telling He Siyuan, but also as if telling himself.

"Do you know the importance of oxygen?"

"Aren't you talking nonsense, if there is no oxygen, you would have died a long time ago, can you still be alive?" He Siyuan looked at Gu Nanting puzzled, not understanding why he asked this suddenly.

"But do you usually feel the presence of oxygen? Have you ever cared about oxygen?"

Gu Nanting laughed idiotically, how sad and self-deprecating.

People who are used to it in life are like the oxygen needed by life. They usually don't feel it, and they don't even feel it. However, once they lose it, it will be a disaster.

On the third day after Ouyang Jin left his life, Gu Nanting finally understood that Ouyang Jin, as far as he was concerned, was the "oxygen" that he couldn't usually notice, but was indispensable!

It is precisely because I am used to his existence that I ignore his importance, and it is precisely because I am sure that he will not leave that I have never understood his special...

Now, he finally understands, but unfortunately, his oxygen is gone!

This feeling of being on the verge of suffocation is really uncomfortable. He doesn't want to, and he doesn't want to bear it anymore, never!