Destiny

?Xia Chen didn't know when he got home. He only knew that the moment he closed the door, his lips were blocked, and the familiar smell in his breath was telling him what he was doing at the moment.

There was no words, only the sound of heartbeats and physical contact between each other. In the entrance, at the stairs, and finally on the bed, he felt the stimulation from the person he liked all over his body unconsciously. When he finally passed out, he could I felt a warmth on my forehead, tears rolled down my eyes, and everything was over.

The next day—

When Xia Chen woke up, his whole body was in pain and he couldn't move. Last night's madness reappeared in his mind again. Li Senyan was no longer beside him. The cold temperature hurt like ten thousand needles piercing his heart. He covered his eyes with his hand and was dazed for a few seconds. , endured the pain and got out of bed, but before taking two steps, he lay on the ground, rubbing his elbow that hit the table, and smiled helplessly.

"Looks like I didn't work hard enough to still have the energy to get out of bed."

Shocked, Xia Chen raised his head, and Li Senyan approached him step by step with breakfast in his hand. He stopped rubbing his left elbow with his right hand, and forgot the pain in his waist. He held his breath and stared at Li Senyan in amazement, "You..." Li Senyan ignored him. Xia Chen's astonishment, just bent down to pick up the person and put him back on the bed, then picked up a coat and put it on Xia Chen.

Xia Chen stared at the clothes on his shoulders, and then at Li Senyan. In the end, the stabbing pain in his waist pulled Xia Chen back from what he thought was a dream. He lowered his eyes and said, "I thought..."

"Think I'm leaving, and leave without talking about right and wrong."

Xia Chen looked up in astonishment, Li Senyan couldn't help but feel ridiculous seeing the other party's frightened look, of course his facial expression would not show, as always, he was indifferent, "I am a little dissatisfied, but this has nothing to do with you, you just signed the contract to save your sister. Unequal treaty, as for me... I can only say that the two of us hit each other by mistake." Yes, a piece of paper can change the fate of two people, if Ming Luo came on the night of the bet, maybe he didn't know the fate at all. It is impossible to know Xia Chen, nor...

Li Senyan stared at the stunned Xia Chen, stretched out his hand to touch Xia Chen's face, and said seriously, "Apart from this, do you have anything to hide from me?"

Xia Chen shook her head, "No."

Li Senyan let go of his hand, regained his composure, brought the milk to Xia Chen, and said, "You're right. If you say that after this incident, I won't believe it." Xia Chen was surprised for a few seconds and understood. What the other party said, he lowered his head and stared at the milk in the glass.

In fact, there was another reason for Li Senyan to ask so calmly. After the madness last night, Li Senyan did not fall asleep after washing up, but went to the study to read the detailed information about Xia Chen.The past life and Li Guangrong's appearance are exactly the same as what Xia Chen said. It's not that Li Senyan doesn't believe in Xia Chen, it's just that he has seen countless lies, including Ming Luo would betray him, how could Xia Chen not.

When everything was as Xia Chen said, without any deviation, Li Senyan sat down quietly and thought about what Xia Chen said about his love, there were joy, sighs, bitterness, and light sadness.Looking at the good-looking Xia Chen who was eating breakfast in front of him again, the love Xia Chen said was a little strange for a moment, as if he had returned to the self who confessed to Ming Luo, so that he said the most regrettable thing in his life , Regret that they have been together for ten years, and they still feel heartbroken when they recall it. They abused themselves for several years in vain.

"This contract is kept with you first, just like if you want to leave this autumn, I will not stop you."

Li Senyan spoke calmly, but Xia Chen forgot to chew the food in his mouth, and looked directly at Li Senyan who was serious at him. He heard a broken sound, is it a heart?Yes, it should be the heart, because now he feels unprecedented pain.

Maybe it's because of getting used to it or because it's numb, Xia Chen just continued to eat the bitter bread, and responded lightly, but didn't say the words from his heart. When Li Senyan walked out of the bedroom with the plate, Xia Chen lowered his eyes He shed tears and stared at the whiteness outside, it turned out that he still didn't believe it, it turned out that he was self-indulgent...

This incident ended successfully, and Li Senyan and Xia Chen returned to the warm scene of facing each other with smiles, but carefully noticed that there was an invisible obstacle between the two of them, but no one noticed it, including the one with them. None of my best friends found out.But Xia Chen knew in his heart that he and Li Senyan could never return to the ignorant and ignorant life in the past.

A wry smile appeared on his lips involuntarily, maybe he was used to this kind of life, maybe he knew that Li Senyan's feelings for him were different from him, maybe it was because he was trapped in a cocoon, now he is completely like a perfect housewife, waiting for him When the husband comes home, we eat the same meals, sit and watch TV together, chat and laugh with each other, and sleep in the same bed.Several days have passed by like this rule-like life, and the numb Xia Chen almost forgot that the Spring Festival is approaching, and also forgot that there are still a lot of things waiting for him to deal with, such as unknowing younger siblings, such as always looking bad and in a bad mood. An irritable Su Mingfan.

On New Year's Eve, the whole city of B became less crowded. Most of the migrants had gone home for the New Year, and those who remained, except the locals, were those who did not go home for the New Year.Although there are fewer people, the bustling business district is still as lively as ever, especially today's New Year's Eve, the district is even more prosperous.

He got up very early in the summer morning and went out, bought New Year's gifts and ingredients for lunch, and took the subway to another place he was familiar with.There are fewer people in the subway and the air is better, but people's mental outlook is not as energetic as other people's. It's better to say that the tired look is the opposite of the previous summer morning.

Xia Chen held the bag tightly in his hand, and listened dully to the laughter around him. What flashed in his head was the conversation with Li Senyan last night. His eyes were sad, his pupils were dull, and his body like an empty shell was immersed in the darkness.Xia Chen didn't expect that Li Senyan would agree with him to go home and reunite with his younger siblings. He didn't know whether to agree or not.

After confessing to Li Senyan that day, Xia Chen could feel that Li Senyan didn't blame him, and treated him like a guest as usual, but there was nothing more, no answer to his confession, no intimacy before, not even a kiss, chilling It was even more sad, he didn't know that Li Senyan had no love for him until today.

Falling in love with someone who can't fall in love with himself is the greatest tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy will bring him pain, but he still jumps into it, but still keeps liking him after confessing his love, it's simply ironic and ridiculous .

Walking out of the subway, stepping on the cement road, walking slowly in the cold wind, she couldn't help pulling the scarf around her neck. The warm feeling and familiar smell slightly eased Xia Chen's boredom, and she clenched her hands tightly, staring at him seriously. Looking at the familiar house ahead, he quickened his pace.

"I am back."

"Brother, Happy New Year." Xia Xi, who was wearing a red down jacket, ran towards Xia Chen with a smile on her face, and hugged Xia Chen coquettishly for a while before helping to lift the things in Xia Chen's hands.

Xia Yang shook his head, smiled and said to Xia Chen, "Brother, Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year, Xiaoyang, Xiaoxi." Xia Chen said with a smile.

There was still some time left for lunch, Xia Yang finished his work in the kitchen and went back to the living room to sit beside Xia Chen, listening to Xia Xi laughing and talking about the interesting things on campus, and from time to time joking about some scandalous things about Xia Yang, the two brothers and sisters laughed genuinely and kindly. Compared with the days when it was difficult to eat, there is a world of difference.

Watching the entertainment program on TV, Xia Chen picked up the remote control panel to turn off the noisy TV, sat on the chair opposite Xia Yang and Xia Xi, and said seriously: "Xiaoyang, Xiaoxi, I have something to tell you."

Xia Yang and Xia Xi looked at each other, puzzled by Xia Chen's sudden seriousness, but the serious expression of a gentle brother showed that what he said next was very serious. The two put away their smiling faces and listened carefully. Staring at Xia Chen.

"I originally planned not to tell you this matter for the rest of my life, but too many things have happened recently. We are all brothers and sisters. As an older brother, I don't want to continue to hide it."

Xia Yang raised his eyebrows: "Brother, you have agreed, we believe you."

Xia Xi nodded cooperatively: "Yes, brother, we believe in you."

Xia Chen smiled, then put on a serious face, and told the unknown things about Xia Yang and Xia Xi after meeting Li Guangrong that day. During the one-year contract, Xia Xi cried, and Xia Yang clenched his fists tightly.

Xia Chen noticed the expressions of his younger siblings, but he didn't have the timidity to continue talking about everything, including the matter between him and Li Senyan, and even the fact that he fell in love with Li Senyan without reservation.

"I'm sorry for keeping it from you for so long..."

"Why did my brother apologize? It's obviously not your fault. It's me. It's all because of me." Xia Xi cried and said, Xia Chen got up and walked to Xia Xi's side, hugged him in his arms, listened to the other party's crying, and comforted her. Said: "Xiao Xi, today is New Year's Eve, you can't cry! Xiao Xi, this is not your fault, if it were you, you would do the same, so don't blame yourself, and I used to live a good life .”

"Wuwu, brother, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry..."

Xia Chen stopped talking, quietly patted Xia Xi's back, and turned to look at Xia Yang who bowed his head. He knew that Xia Yang was angry, and sighed, "Xiaoyang, brother, I'm sorry, I shouldn't hide this matter. You and Xiao Xi, but...forgive brother for making his own decisions."

"Why don't you forgive me, just like what Xiao Xi said, this is not your fault at all, brother, I... I..." Xia Yang choked up with a bad expression on his face, and finally turned into tears when he was excited, the man's tears were not light But for Xia Yang, it was impossible for his own brother not to cry for signing such an insulting contract for them.

Xia Chen stretched out the other arm and hugged Xia Yang into his arms. At the age of thirty, he made his younger siblings cry. He is really not qualified to be an older brother.Comforting his younger siblings, he couldn't help but touch his eyes amidst the crying, but there wasn't a single tear, Xia Chen didn't even have any ridiculous thoughts, and said calmly: "Brother told me about this, because I don't want to talk about it again." Being a liar, months of being a liar was hard and painful, and now saying all of this makes me feel a lot easier."

"Brother, what do you really like, Li Senyan?" Xia Yang pushed Xia Chen away and asked seriously, Xia Xi also pushed Xia Chen away with red eyes, looked at Xia Chen, and finally responded with a gentle smile.

"Brother, you must have misunderstood him. He treats you so badly. You can't like him." Xia Yang shouted dissatisfied.

Xia Xi blinked her eyes in confusion, "Xiao Yang, doesn't my brother like Brother Senyan? And I heard from my brother that Brother Senyan doesn't like my brother, right?" Xia Yang stared, Xia Chen smiled and touched Xia Xi He turned his head and said to Xia Yang: "Although I don't know what liking means? But I think I like Li Senyan, because of him, my heart will ache, I will be happy, and even happy."

"But he doesn't like you, brother, does he?" Xia Yang sent Xia Chen into the abyss with one sentence, the smile on his face disappeared, and Xia Yang hated his so-called brother-in-law even more because of Xia Chen's small behavior. Li Senyan. ?