God's will is hard to guess

"Boss Shen, I offer you a toast."

Shen Xian was about to raise her head and ask Xu Wen why he was coughing, when another toasting man stood next to him, he was still a big busty, and he was about to stick to his body.Today is not a very happy day, what kind of wine are you offering?She thought so in her heart, but she still took the [-]% full wine glass in her hand.

Shen Xian raised her eyebrows and glanced at Bo Ba, raised her head to finish the wine, and said, "Thank you."

Li Yuan stood beside Yan Bin and was passing the wine to him, but Shen Yuan glared at Xu Wen who was bartending, snatched the wine from Yan Bin's side and drank it too.

"Hey, A-Xian, what wine are you grabbing?" Yan Bin frowned and said.

Li Yuan laughed and said, "Yes, I still have half a bottle here."

Yan Bin turned around and glared at her, Shen Xian waved his hand and said: "It's okay, I have to take care of you, otherwise I will let Mr. Yang know that you have been drunk, and I will have a hard time in the future. He hates it the most. If a woman pours you wine, you have no memory, but I know, besides, this girl is an acquaintance of mine, so I can't see her courting death without giving her a hand."

Li Yuan moved back, it seemed that she understood the meaning of Shen Xian's words.

Shen Yuan said to Boba next to him: "Girl, you can drink with your friend, I don't know you well, so I can't talk about exchanging glasses with you."

Yan Bin and Xu Wen exchanged glances, Shen Xian ignored them, got up and went back to the office.

Shen Xian walked a few steps out of her emotions, kicked the office door open with a "plop", and then slammed the office door with a "plop", that's how people are, when they suddenly remembered something, suddenly felt aggrieved, Suddenly my chest was full of fire, and I suddenly didn't know what was wrong with me.

She jumped to sit on the desk, pushed away the potted plants and decorations on the desk, and crossed her legs to call Yang Tiantian.

"Hello? Tiantian, I miss you."

"What?" Yang Tiantian on the other end of the phone was obviously confused.

Shen Xian repeated again: "Tantian, I miss you, I seem to really fall in love with you, I want to see you, I'll go to you, okay?"

Yang Tiantian was silent for a while, and said, "Shen Yuan, have you been drinking? How much have you... drank?"

Shen Xian wiped her tearful eyes and said, "Tiantian, I'm drunk, but I'm not drunk. I'll go to see you now, okay? I just want to see you once, just once."

Yang Tiantian should have heard that Shen Xian's voice was trembling, so after another period of silence, he hummed softly.

Shen Xian hung up the call, wiped her eyes again, got off the table and ran out of the office.

When passing the bar, Xu Wen shouted: "Sister Xian! Where are you going?"

Shen Xian walked out quickly without looking back, Xu Wen called Yan Bin again: "Yan Bin! Hurry up! Sister Xian took the car keys and left! She's drunk and can't drive!"

Shen Xian heard Xu Wen's voice, but she didn't want to turn her head back. She also knew that she was a little excited and impulsive under the influence of alcohol. She would not drive at this time, because she stopped the taxi before Yan Bin chased him out. .

It's not nonsense that Jiu Zhuang is cowardly. Tonight's Shen Xian really had a brain congested to express her heart so bluntly like a "straight girl", a heart that cannot be questioned, and now she is eager to see Tian Tian.

At the gate of the community, Shen Xian stood by the wall blowing the cold wind and called Yang Tiantian, telling her that she was here and asking her to come down.

It wasn't too late, the streets were still crowded with people, and the neighborhood was brightly lit.Yang Tiantian trotted and appeared in front of Shen Xian, wearing cartoon dog head cotton slippers on his feet.

Shen Yuan hugged Yang Tiantian tightly and held her tightly in his arms, which attracted many passers-by to look sideways.

Shen Xian took a breath and said, "Tan Tian, ​​I really miss you."

Yang Tiantian smiled while sticking to his coat: "Ah Xian, are you stupid? We just met tonight."

"But I still miss you, Tiantian, I love you, do you like me?" Shen Xian let go of Yang Tiantian, grabbed her shoulder and asked.Xu Wen's conversation with herself tonight reminded her that she wanted to find out where she was in Yang Tiantian's world, and also wanted to prove that Yang Tiantian definitely didn't want to play with her.

But the fact is that facing Shen Xian's soul-struck questioning, Yang Tiantian was silent, and she didn't answer.

Yang Tiantian pulled Shen Yuan to the park opposite the community, and the two stood facing each other.Shen Xian leaned on the parallel bars where no one was around, and asked again: "Tian Tian, ​​do you really not like me?"

"I..." Yang Tiantian stared at the soles of Shen Xian's feet, with his entire face turned away from the light, Shen Xian couldn't see her expression clearly.

The two were relatively silent after Yang Tiantian said "I". After a long while, Yang Tiantian said, "You see me, go back."

"Yang Tiantian." Shen Xian squatted down slowly against the iron pillar behind her. She raised her face to meet Yang Tiantian's face, blinked and said, "You...can you give me an accurate answer? Even if it is Just say that you don't like me, and don't hang me like this, okay? Let me die, you know how uncomfortable it is for me..."

Yang Tiantian said: "Shen Xian, I'm very glad to meet you."

Shen Xian bit her lower lip, waiting for her to speak.

"I don't want to lose you as a friend. After so many years, you are the first friend who is willing to ask for my opinion on everything and get along with me according to my wishes. Being with you is the most relaxed and burden-free moment for me, really , Ah Xian, don't force me, okay?" Yang Tiantian shed a tear, and Shen Xian could see the crystal clear teardrop falling for a moment.

force?Is she pushing her?maybe.But she didn't say that they couldn't continue to be friends after being rejected, she didn't force her to make a choice, she just wanted an answer, an answer that she said herself.

Even though Shen Xian already knew the answer, she still hoped that Yang Tiantian would say it herself, even if it was still the answer in her heart.

"I see, I'm leaving." Shen Xian got up, wiped her hot face, turned around and walked towards the road.

Yang Tiantian suddenly hugged Shen Xian from behind, put his head on her back, and said, "Can we still be friends in the future?"

Shen Yuan smiled and said, "Yes." At the same time, tears burst out of the embankment, unscrupulously breaking through the eye sockets and sliding down the cheeks.She raised her hand to hold Yang Tiantian's hand, intending to break it apart.

"Actually, I seem to like you a little bit." Yang Tiantian's voice was very low.

After Shen Xian heard it, she forcefully opened the hand on her stomach, then turned around and hugged Yang Tiantian in her arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "I heard it, I heard it! Thank you, thank you for finally being willing to like Me, even if it's just a little... it doesn't matter..."

"Hey, hey, hey! Let me go, please? Don't abuse me just because you are a little taller than me. Are you hugging me so tightly to strangle me?" Yang Yantian smiled and thumped Shen Xian's back back.

Shen Xian closed her eyes tightly and said, "You scared me to death, I really thought you would reject me."

Yang Tiantian bent his eyes and said with a smile: "You come to confess to me so nervously, then I will cooperate and accept it nervously."

Shen Xian rubbed her hair and said, "Don't say that, I will be sad."

Yang Tiantian fumbled in the pockets of Shen Xian's clothes, found the tissue she carried with her and wiped Shen Xian's face, and then the two held hands and sat on a bench in the cold night looking up at the stars.

After a while, the necks of the two of them became stiff, and Yang Tiantian said, "Okay, I'm going home?"

Shen Xian smiled at her, neither saying yes nor no.Yang Tiantian said again: "Then I really went home?"

"Go back." Shen Yuan said.

Yang Tiantian stood up and was about to leave when his right hand was grabbed and he said, "Why are you pulling me again?"

Shen Xian took out a ring box from her trouser pocket, shook it with her fingers, and said, "I forgot to wear the ring."

"Oh, it's too early." Yang Tiantian withdrew his hand and took a step back.

Shen Yuan said: "Couple rings, not wedding rings, don't be afraid, I bought them on the way when I came here, just wear them."

The two put rings on each other in front of the bench, and hugged again before going home, and returning to the bar.

In the park under the starry sky, the benches witnessed the beginning of their love.

Shen Yuan cheerfully took a taxi back to the bar, Xu Wen and Yan Bin were standing in front of the bar with deep brows.

"Hey! What are you doing!" Shen Yuan pretended to pat the bar and shouted.

Yan Bin immediately patted his chest, and read: "Oh! I'm scared out of my mind, I'm out of my mind!"

"Sister Xian, you're back. Why did you go out? Don't you fight with someone? Why are you so blushing?" Xu Wen stretched his head to look at Shen Xian.

Shen Xian glanced at the woman who was singing on the stage, and said to Yan Bin: "That her, tell her not to come tomorrow night."

"Why?" Yan Bin and Xu Wen said in unison.

Shen Xian carefully placed the cake she bought on the way on the bar, and said loudly, "No reason!"

How can there be so many why in the world?But it's not that he just dismissed a singer so casually for no reason.The reason is that she accidentally saw the news about the singer-in-residence dating, which instantly bored her.Afterwards, she paid close attention to it. If she didn't pay attention, she wouldn't know. When she noticed it, she would be startled. She is really a very capable woman.Shen Xian has never liked people with messy lives, no matter men or women, although this is a personal matter and freedom, but she just doesn't like it, it's a matter of principle.

Lesbians have always lived in seclusion. After reaching a certain age, even successful women will inevitably bow their heads to their families and reality. However, stress and indulgence are not necessarily related and should not become interdependent. Excuse.The same goes for any form of love.

For the sake of love, people can put on a layer of skin that conceals their true face, and live cautiously, but they cannot grow together with the fake skin, deceive themselves, others, or even inflict different degrees of harm in a certain sense.

That singer was like this, he had a girlfriend and at the same time dealt with several men, which made Shen Xian extremely disgusted.

Yan Bin knew that Shen Xian must have his own reasons, so he stopped asking, and ate the cake by himself.Only Xu Wen noticed the ring on Shen Xian's hand, and asked suspiciously: "Sister Xian, your ring... when did you get married?"

Shen Yuan raised the ring and said with a smile, "I just got married."

Yan Bin shook his hand unwillingly and said, "Show what show, I have it too."

Shen Xian suddenly remembered what Xu Wen said last time that he was broken in love, put away his embarrassing face and said with concern: "It's Valentine's Day in two weeks, Ah Wen, do you have any companions?"

"Ah, no!" Xu Wen said while covering his heart, pretending to be hurt.

Shen Yuan smiled and slapped his hand off, saying, "Don't make trouble, I'm serious."

Xu Wen said innocently: "I mean it."

"Did you hear that? Did you hear that? Yan Bin, do you have any good friends and brothers? Hurry up and introduce them to A Wen. It's too sad for him to spend Valentine's Day alone." Shen Xian poked Yan Bin.

Xu Wen curled his lips and said: "Where is a person, the whole world has lived together, regardless of the day."

Yan Bin said: "That's right! There is no division of heaven, but of people." Xu Wen squinted at him, and the flames of war were about to ignite.

Shen Xian carried her small box of cakes and evacuated the scene. Before leaving, she said: "Success! You guys make trouble, don't neglect the guests, I'll go back and check the accounts, and I'll give you bonuses according to the time. Who else, don't complain if the bonuses are deducted Ah. Work obediently and work hard."