God's will is hard to guess

For several days in a row, Shen Yuan didn't ask about Tan Xiao's affairs, devoting herself to work and pretending to be stupid, and never tired of it.

She knew that Tan Xiao might not like her as much as she said. In her spare time, she also read various books, psychology, body language psychology, which was one of the skills she was proud of. TVB broadcast " She read "Mind Reader" and explained it to Chen Yu while still remembering it.But now if she had a choice, she would rather not see or understand anything.

As for her and Tan Xiao, a seemingly incompatible compound couple, Yan Bin was very dissatisfied with her pretending to be stupid, but she didn't say much. Sister Duan said that she didn't want to express any opinions, while Yang Yan, who is good at interpersonal communication, said nothing. Some ambiguous words, as for Chen Yu, let her "follow the feeling".

Tan Xiao didn't tell Shen Xianming, nor did she give any explanation, she just pretended to be broad-minded and didn't care, and continued to go about her business.

At the end of the month, Shen Xian and Yang Ze conspired together and very cooperatively prepared a birthday party for Yan Bin in their own bar.Shen Xian was reluctant to choose a location, and Yang Ze, who was rich and powerful, made him compromise by doubling his daily turnover.

As soon as our business opened in the evening, a group of people came in. Xu Wen asked a little brother to quietly change the business card. cocktail.

Yan Bin opened his mouth, unable to close it for a long time: "Sister Shen, you are not sleepwalking, are you?" Shen Yuan glared at him, and checked the transfer reminder from the bank, the man Yan Bin had already remitted the money.

Yang Ze stepped onto the spot, holding a large bouquet of roses in his hand, standing in the middle of the dance floor, all the lights were divided into two beams, and hit him and Yan Bin who was sitting in front of the bar when Diao Erlang was sitting.

In the past few days, Shen Xian had already explained Xiao Chen's matter clearly. Yan Bin just wanted to save face and refused to admit his mistake. Suddenly seeing Yang Ze holding a large bouquet of roses, he was a little nervous and overwhelmed.

Yang Ze walked over slowly, the lights above his head followed him all the time, when he walked in front of Yan Bin, Yan Bin got off the chair and stood there nervously.

"Abin, today is your birthday, happy birthday. We have been together for 499 days. I think it's time for me to give you a home. I, Yang Ze, will only love you in my life. Will you marry me?" Yang Ze knelt on one knee, holding a flower in one hand and a ring in the other.

"Marry him! Marry him!" All the guests present applauded and booed.

Yan Bin stepped back, and the lights above his head followed him until he got close to the bar. There was no way to retreat. He finally blushed and said, "Happi! We broke up a long time ago."

Shen Xian at the side of the bar reached out and poked him on the back, and said, "Don't be so stubborn, just agree quickly, here, there is going to be a cake over there, and you will get a share of the cake later!"

Xu Wen sighed in the dark: "The boss is really willing to give up the money, it looks like he won't do business tonight."

Shen Xian followed the voice, glanced into the darkness, and muttered: "When did you see your sister Shen and I did a loss-making business."

"Love is a matter of one person, love is a matter of two people, you don't love me is your own matter, but breaking up has never been your matter, I don't agree to break up. I, Yang Ze, am proposing to you now, Just say whether you agree or not." Yang Ze twisted his tongue affectionately at Yan Bin, the last sentence already tinged a bit of threat.

Yan Bin won't get up if he doesn't agree with Yang Ze. Everyone knows how much Yang Ze wants to meet. He was so nervous and dragged on for more than two minutes, and he knelt on the ground for more than two minutes. Yan Bin himself felt that it was impossible. , but I couldn't say what to say about marrying him, so I simply grabbed the ring and put it on by myself, stretched out my hand and pulled Yang Ze up.

"After you marry me, you can't be so self-willed. You can leave as soon as you say, or I will call the police." Yang Ze smiled and said to Yan Bin, seeing his flushed face, he kissed him directly.

Shen Xian's cell phone kept flashing on the bar counter, it was very obvious in the darkness, Xu Wen tugged at her.

"Hello? Xiao Chen?" Shen Yuan said while pushing open the door of the backstage lounge.

Xiao Chen said on the phone: "Xiang Xian, let me tell you something..." A little boy's voice sounded like Ah Nan, and he said: "Don't tell Sister Shen, it's her own business."

Shen Xian felt something was wrong, frowned and said, "It's okay, just tell me."

Xiao Chen was silent for a while, then said, "I saw Tan smiling."

"And then? Is there any problem?" Shen Yuan smiled. It was only past eight o'clock. It was not surprising to see Tan Xiao outside. It's okay to go shopping and eat something at night.

Xiao Chen said, "At Sofitel, with a girl."

Shen Xian just wanted to ask you why you saw it there, but when she remembered Ah Nan's voice on the phone, she understood it, tried her best to suppress her voice and said, "Okay, I see, thank you."

When she heard that Tan Xiao was in the Sofitel, Shen Xian's heart skipped a beat, as if she had stumbled and fell off a cliff.Tan Xiao and a woman are in the hotel, could it be Zhang Mei?she thinks.What's the matter?Did they never break up at all... Isn't Tan Xiao asexual? Why would he go to a hotel with a woman?If it wasn't Zhang Mei, then who... 419?While angry, my mind became a mess, and the more I thought about it, the more confused I became.

Want to see it?What if it is a misunderstanding?Shen Xian stood at the door holding the car keys, struggling.

Forget it, I can't care so much, and finally put on my coat and walked out, didn't explain anything, drove straight to the hotel, she didn't question it doesn't mean she didn't question it, Tan Xiao after coming back was too confusing, but She really wants to live with her.

After Xiao Chen helped Shen Yuan point out, he took Lin Nan away. At such an embarrassing moment, they chose to avoid it out of respect for their friends.

Shen Xian stood at the door without knocking. She couldn't imagine what she would do if it was really Tan Xiao and Zhang Mei inside. what to do?Turning around and leaving in a chic way shows her fulfillment or generosity?Then what is she doing here, and what is the significance of chasing her back.The damn intuition had already overwhelmed all of Shen Xian's rationality, she patted her face and told herself that Tan Xiao might just be bringing ordinary friends over, but she couldn't help herself.

After 10 minutes, she took out the room card she had cheated from the counter, finally opened the door that separated her and Tan Xiao into two worlds, and walked in.

Tan Xiao and Zhang Mei lay disheveled on the bed and hugged each other half covered by the quilt. They raised their heads in panic and looked at Shen Xian who walked out of the hall expressionlessly.

Shen Xian didn't turn around and leave smartly, nor did she make any impulsive actions, she found a place to sit down calmly, looked at the two who loosened the quilt and hugged each other tightly: "What are you afraid of, everyone is a woman. "

"Xianyuan, I..." Tan Xiao didn't wear glasses, and lowered his head, his hair covering his face.

Zhang Mei defended weakly, "We...didn't do anything?"

Shen Xian nodded, as if agreeing with her words, she didn't speak.

The room was eerily quiet, Tan Xiao raised his hand to straighten his hair, and suddenly said: "Xiangxian, I think we are still not suitable, let's break up."

"Well, good." Shen Yuan broke her fingers and said in a cold voice: "It's time to break up, you are already like this, how dare I continue to be with you?"

Tan Xiao put on his glasses, put on his clothes, and no longer looked weak and introverted: "Yeah, it's easy to get together and go away."

Shen Xian got up and looked at them coldly: "Well said, it's good to get together and leave."

It's not hard to say, but Shen Xian's heart is not the same, she should have known that turning back the grass is not good, and it's hard for others to humiliate herself, she asked for it.But what about them?Since it is true love, why did you act in such a scene before?

"Tan Xiao, I really wanted to spend my whole life with you." Shen Xian turned around, her voice trembling.

Tan Xiao laughed a little: "Yeah, I know, but I never thought about it, I'm not asexual, and I don't expect any pure and flawless platonic love, I won't let you touch it just because I don't want to be touched by you, we really It fits well and is suitable for life, but I don't like the relationship that is as plain as fine water, it's boring."

Her words penetrated into Shen Xian's ears word by word, and turned into silver needles piercing the eardrums and piercing into her brain and into her heart.

"Then why did you get back together with me? Because of money? Or because of her?" Shen Xian walked slowly to the side of the bed, pointed at Zhang Mei and said, "Oh, it's all the same. In the final analysis, it's because of her."

Zhang Mei finally said pitifully, "Yes, don't blame Tan Xiao, it's all my fault, I need money...I really..."

Shen Xian took out a wad of red banknotes and slammed it on her face, not letting her continue. If she just didn't like this woman before, it's disgusting now.

Tan Xiao stood in front of the bed with bare feet, blocking Zhang Mei behind her, and shouted at Shen Xian: "Don't go too far!"

"Excessive?" Shen Yuan sneered: "You say I am excessive? Aren't you short of money? I'll give it, I'll give it to you!"

Tan Xiao: "You are still so conceited, I'm sorry, it's my fault, but you insult people with money..."

Shen Xian took out the remaining small stack of banknotes from her wallet and threw it on Tan Xiao's face: "You are the ones insulting me with money!"

Zhang Mei stayed on the bed and didn't dare to move, Shen Xian turned and left, Tan Xiao squatted down and buried her head in her arms.

The moment Shen Xian turned her back, tears fell silently. She had never been able to bear the lingering scene of her loved one sleeping on the bed with others. It would be cruel for a second, but she endured it for so long.

After getting out of the hotel, Shen Yuan lay on the car and cried for nearly half an hour, her eyes were already swollen, before driving back to the bar.She didn't know where the contact lenses in his eyes went. He was speeding all the way, barely slowing down where there were people and vehicles, and drove to the entrance of the bar in a blink of an eye.

She stood in front of the door for a while, but didn't go in.

The cold wind hit the tearful face, and it hurt a little. Shen Xian took out the phone, flipped through the address book, and finally turned it off with a sigh. All kinds of men and women walked past her in twos and threes, some were laughing, some were drunk and talking nonsense, some were arguing and chasing after her, and occasionally some pointed at her and whispered.

At this time, Shen Xian suddenly remembered a sentence he had read on the Internet before: the opposite sex is only for reproduction, and the same sex is true love.It's the first time I really feel funny, it's been almost five years since she really started to fall in love, where is the real love?

Over the years, Shen Yuan has loved two people, and to sum it up simply because "money" left her.One doesn't want her because she has no money, and the other plays with her because others need her money.

Shen Xian also really wanted to ask God, how many sins did she commit in her previous life, so that Yuelao could let Yuelao twice in a row give her such inferior and useless threads that they would break if she pulled them.

Two and a half years ago, she was kicked because she had good looks but no money. Shen Xian felt that she deserved it.Two and a half years later, if you have a car, a house, and good looks, do you still deserve it if you get kicked?She deserves to be dumped!

The more Shen Xian thought about it, the more angry she became, she turned around and kicked the wheel of the car, and the siren blared, attracting many passers-by to watch. Under the watchful eyes of the passers-by, Shen Xian unlocked the car and got into the driver's seat, clenched her fists in frustration Steering wheel, insert the car key, fire and drive away.She needs alcohol.