Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

更新时间2015-1-2910：17：26字数：2965

Bu Er had a dream, a very long and depressing dream.

In the dream, a man with iris purple hair and a delicate and handsome face sat indifferently in a blank space.Suit and leather shoes, the powerful atmosphere of a mature man and the face that is too beautiful for a man combine to form a deadly seductive (harmonious) atmosphere.

Is this a 30-year-old Jingshi?Buer in the dream looked at the lonely figure suspiciously, and tried to reach out to touch it, but was shocked to find that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't touch the alone man.He could only watch in vain, watching the tall and straight man light a cigarette, hold it between his slender and dry fingers, put it to his lips in an elegant and gentle movement, and took a shallow breath.

That mature Yukimura couldn't see Fuji.There was nothing but blankness in his field of vision.

I can only watch Yukimura in the dream smoking one cigarette after another. Being trapped in this strange space is not in a hurry, and he calmly closes his eyes to rest his mind. Finally, he is a little bored and takes out a wallet from his arms. , opened it, and then just stared at it in a daze.Fuji moved closer with some doubts and curiosity, following Yukimura's line of sight, he saw the photo in the wallet with yellowed edges.

They were two youthful youths, with purple-haired smiles dazzling and elegant, like gods looking down on all living beings, chestnut-haired brows and eyes that were extremely curved and well-behaved, but seemed to be thinking of some bad idea.

Bu Er felt a pain in the heart.Because of them in the photo, and the tired man with the faint expression on his brows that seems to be indelible.But before he could say anything or do anything, the scene changed abruptly, and in a blink of an eye he was in a lawn surrounded by people, and the atmosphere was very lively—just as always, no one could see him.

Buer looked around, everyone was wearing formal clothes, balloons, ribbons, cakes... This is, the wedding scene?whose wedding?Fuer had a vague premonition, and hurriedly "flyed" to the place with the most people.He saw Sanada in a black suit, which was rare without a hat, saw Nio Yagyu who was wearing the same suit standing together very well, and saw Yori Kirihara, whose hair was still full of personality, talking beside the willow...

Then, then...

Bu Er suddenly turned his head to look at the high platform in the distance. He could still recognize the straight figure on it even after so many years. ... Jingshi...

Not knowing what it was like, Bu Er hid in the crowd and stared blankly at the strange Yukimura in his 30s, looking at his elegant and delicate gown bit by bit, and the flower pinned on his chest that symbolized the groom. Flowers, his brows that have been rubbed lightly by wind and frost but are still exquisite and unparalleled, the corners of his lips that seem to be upturned...so, after all...he came out and found happiness?Jingshi?

I don't know whether it is more relaxed or more lost, but I stared straight at the man with a strong aura in the distance, and lost all thoughts.It wasn't until the man looked over with a sense of feeling that Fuji turned his head hastily, and then remembered that he couldn't see him, couldn't see him.

The wedding march sounded.For the first time, Fuji took his eyes off Yukimura and looked at the other side of the red carpet.I want to take a look at his bride, what kind of person would be able to tempt Jingshi and enter the palace of marriage? ——The woman in white at the other end was as light as a cloud, walking forward step by step.She has mid-length chestnut hair, a clean little face, her eyebrows are curved into beautiful arcs, and her smile is as full as water, cute and sweet...

Bu Er was struck by lightning in this smile.That was the smile he would see in the mirror every morning, engraved on this woman's face.

... Seichi... I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

"I'm sorry." The young man choked up in his dream and said that there was a person outside his dream who listened to his murmurs again and again, and his body stiffened.

In the dream, Buer watched the familiar yet unfamiliar man get married, live with the bride respectfully, and have a lovely child... bit by bit, until the man held the child in his arms and told his son with a light smile, "Little Bear, Daddy!" I used to want to be a god, but later... what I want to be the most is a one-man hero."

Buer couldn't help but shed tears, one after another.It turned out that he was so happy and pampered by others, but he never understood it.

Outside the dream world, Yukimura's warm fingers gently brushed the wet corners of the sleeping person's eyes.The person under the finger moved, and murmured vaguely: "Thirsty..." Yukimura was startled, and quickly turned around and poured hot water from the thermos cup on the table to cool down.The eyeballs under the eyelids of the boy on the bed rolled uneasily—a sign that he was about to wake up.

The boy on the bed moved his eyelids. The severe headache caused him to frown involuntarily, and slowly opened his eyes.Vision goes from blurry to a little clear.What came into view was a face that was too familiar.Iris-blue slightly curly hair, straight forehead, and a pair of warm eyes of the same color as the hair looked at him with warmth and an indescribable sadness, elegant like the outline of a god in Greek mythology.

Buer opened his mouth in a daze: "Jingshi?" He vaguely remembered that he opened the door and saw him before... Was it not a hallucination?

"It's me. Zhou Zhu, you have a fever and you may have a headache. Come, drink some water." Even though there were too many questions he wanted to ask, Yukimura just smiled as usual, and handed the water glass to Fuji's lips.Bu Er ignorantly took a sip from his hand, and immediately sucked heavily because of the thirst in his throat, and the glass of water quickly drained to the bottom.

"anything else?"

Bu Er shook his head.The confusion of just waking up gradually dissipated.He lowered his eyes, indescribably complicated. ——"Why is Jingshi here?"

"I kept calling you after you left yesterday, but you didn't answer. I called Aunt Shuko, and she said you didn't come home. I'm very worried, Zhou Zhu." Yukimura's tone was light—the person in front of him just said In a word, the breath around him was unfamiliar to him.The drooping eyelids, the corners of the mouth not drawn up, the gesture of leaning back slightly... This is a gesture of silent alienation and drawing boundaries.

——Something happened that he didn't know about.

Not just his mind, or rather, not necessarily his mind.Such an obviously indifferent Zhou Zhu was not the boy he was used to.Zhou Zhu is actually very soft-hearted, even though he is called "black-bellied" by so many people, he is actually a very gentle and caring person.After Guanyue confessed, Zhou Zhu refused resolutely, but he still gave in to Guanyue in various ways without even realizing it.And he, Yukimura Seichi, thought that he and Zhou Zhu must have a better relationship than Guanyue and him, and he was treated as if he resisted before he confessed his confession...Obviously, it was not because of his liking for him.

——And, rather than resisting...

"Thank you for your hard work, please come here early in the morning. I have nothing to do."

Polite to polite. ...It's not so much resistance as it is... more like escaping?

Yukimura's gentle eyes gradually showed sharp tears.Looking at the person who was half leaning on the bed, the aura around him was gradually suppressed—he, Yukimura Seichi, could accept the rejection, and the alienation that would follow from "not approving his feelings", but, with his pride, Never accept unreasonable escape!The sudden change of attitude, the resistance without explanation... It is his own business to like someone, and it is his willing decision how to give.Whether you want to accept it, whether you recognize this feeling, it's up to you, but even if it's a judgment, you have to give a reason! ——Instead, inexplicable emotions and an attitude of unilaterally deciding to avoid without reason!

"Zhou Zhu." Yukimura's eyes flickered for a long time, and finally he spoke in a decisive and undeniable tone, "Look into my eyes. Tell me what's wrong with you?"

Bu Er's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and finally met the firm pupils of the person in front of him, but his lips opened and closed, and there were so many words stuck in his heart that he couldn't say them out.

"—If it's anything else, I can ignore it. But if it concerns me, I need to know."

There was a slight wry smile on Buer's lips—probably because he was too gentle with him. The undeniable aura and sharp eyes of this Jingshi made him suddenly realize that this young man has always been proud in his bones. And strong.Just, just... how would he explain it?Rebirth, past life entanglements, these, he can't let the people in front of him know.That is his insistence.Don't even let the person in front of you understand the trauma of the previous life.

——"I'm sorry, Jingichi." I can't tell you.Whether it's escaping or unilateral selfish decision, I don't want you to touch the time and space that I once hurt.

——"Please leave this matter alone." Like Yukimura, Fuji also has his determination and bottom line.His guardianship can be kept secret and not accepted by others, but what has been decided cannot be changed.

——"I'm sorry for making you worry about me. I guess I didn't sleep well last night? I'm fine. Jingshi, go back and rest." Now I'm too messed up, too worried, I can't face you, there's no way Accept your care for me frankly.Please, leave first.I need to sort out my mood and rethink our relationship... Before I can't be sure that I'm harmless to you... stay away from me...