Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

Good direction to go.During the second month of work, Senior Kimura in the same office hesitated and asked Aiko to go to the movies together. Aiko looked at the 25-year-old man in surprise and saw the hesitation in his eyes.At this time in my previous life, there was no such thing - I have not had any close relationship with Senior Kimura for a whole year in the company.

But I have to say that this man's timid and clean look really touched a certain point in her heart.Maybe... you can try it.With such thoughts in mind, Aiko nodded and agreed with a generous smile.Then came the evening, which was even better than expected, with dinner, movie, and co-produced conversation.But Aiko was still a little curious about what the difference brought about this life... Well, it can be said to be a date, so she asked Kimura tactfully, "Why did Senior Kimura think of asking me out?"

"Because Kawashima-san seems to have a sense of calmness and maturity beyond his age." The other party replied, "Generally, girls of this age seem to be a little green because they just left school. I appreciate calm and generous ones." Girls, but those who have such traits are probably older than me, and older women seem to think that I am not stable enough. Kawashima-san... Kawashima-san is completely in line with my imagination."

Kimura blushed a little.Sure enough, as he said, he was not a very steady type, but Aiko laughed.She is already over 30 in her heart, but she has never experienced this kind of youthful and subtle feeling, mature and stable traits. She has seen too much in Yukimura, but she will not be shocked at all, perhaps as a bystander , too well aware of the dark gully in the heart of that seemingly impeccable man.If maturity and stability are at the expense of those sad pasts, she hopes that the people she cares about will never feel that kind of stability.

Kimura is fine.Aiko felt a little excited.

After Aiko and Kimura dated together for two months, she finally met, for the first time, the real Shusuke in real life.It wasn't in the photos, it wasn't in Yukimura's description, nor was he looking at himself smiling in the mirror trying to imagine the man who was said to have a similar appearance to himself when he smiled, but actually seeing him.

At that time, Aiko was packing her backpack for get off work - Kimura had an appointment for dinner with her at a relatively famous western restaurant, the kind where someone would play the violin and a white porcelain vase with a fiery red rose on the table.Aiko had a faint premonition—they dated together for two months, but they were still just "dates" and were not counted as formal boyfriend and girlfriend. Today, on such a formal occasion, there might be some changes.

Thinking of this, he lowered his head and smiled, and hurriedly turned around the corner of the corridor, and then saw a pair of well-made dark brown leather shoes in his lowered eyes, and instinctively wanted to stop, but the slender high-heeled shoes Not willing to cooperate.Then—"ah", Aiko let out a short exclamation, and closed her eyes helplessly, preparing for the intense contact with the earth—

"Not hurt, lady?"

The gentle and elegant voice seems to be smiling all the time.Aiko didn't feel the expected pain, but was supported by a pair of strong and gentlemanly hands.It was like a clichéd TV show, and he smiled secretly, "Ah, thank you very much—" He raised his head while thanking, but was suddenly stunned the moment his eyes touched the other person's face——

Thin honey-colored hair, eyes bent into two beautiful ink lines, slightly raised lips, although not the youthful and delicate look in the photo I have seen many times, but a completely mature, well-behaved They all look like men in their 30s with a steady and elegant temperament, but the unchanging arc of the smile and the face that is completely elongated and sharp-edged, but still very similar to the face of the teenagers, still make Aiko feel at ease the moment he meets his eyes. I recognized it.

"……It's you?"

Not two weeks to help Sang?

The excitement in Aiko's eyes as if reunited after a long time and the inexplicable joy made Buer stunned for a moment: "This lady...have we met?"

"...No, no, not at all." Aiko suddenly came back to her senses, smiled awkwardly, and mumbled her reasons, "...Because there are rumors about the chief designer's lover in the company, I'm curious too , I suddenly saw... I'm really rude, I'm sorry, Fuji-san!"

"Oh, that's right." Buer smiled, but didn't believe it—Jingichi has always been a person who pays great attention to the distinction between public and private, especially as a group with a different sexual orientation from most people, who has experienced Lu Ye Chizuru's experience. Although many years have passed, I am still very wary of extreme homophobes.Therefore, Jingshi, who pays special attention to the protection of family and loved ones, has absolutely no possibility of posting his own photos and other things in the company.So no matter how gossip in the company, I believe that no one will recognize him.This young lady obviously knew herself through other channels, and knew that she was Jingshi's lover, but I should have never seen her before, except for a little familiarity... huh?look familiar?

Fuji looked carefully at Kawashima Aiko without any trace, and finally confirmed his own judgment - the young lady in front of him had eyebrows and eyes quite similar to his own, and the thin curvature of her lips was also somewhat similar.If it weren't for her eyes being dark brown instead of ice blue like her own, and the contours of their faces and temperaments being different because of their gender and age, at first glance, they would really look alike...

There is an inexplicable strange feeling in Bu Erxin, and he vaguely feels that something is about to move in the depths of his memory, but he can't figure out where it comes from.I can only put aside the idea of ​​inquiry for the time being, smiled gently, and said: "This lady... Well, it's a bit strange to be called this way, I wonder if I can know your surname?"

Why?Aiko Kawashima was a little surprised—it would have been a strike-up if it wasn’t for the fact that the two were of different genders (Khan), but out of some familiarity with Fuji, she replied without hesitation: “My surname is Chuan Island, Kawashima Aiko."

"So it's Kawashima-san." Buer smiled, and was about to get something out of the mouth of the girl in front of him who looked a lot like him, when he heard a familiar voice—"Zhou Zhu."

"Jingshi." He replied instinctively, turning his head, he saw the tall figure of his lover walking slowly at the other end of the corridor.And the young lady next to him bowed slightly: "Senior Yukimura!"

"Kawashima-san." Yukimura glanced at Kawashima, nodded lightly, and turned his eyes to Fuji again, with a questioning message in his eyes.Fuji made a "wait for it" mouth shape, turned his head and smiled at Kawashima: "Jingshi also came out of get off work, we have to leave, where is Kawashima-san?"

"Ah... I was also preparing to leave work just now."

"Well, then we can just take the elevator down together."

As soon as Fuji-san's elegant and smiling voice fell, Kawashima felt two pairs of gazes with a sense of oppression and scrutiny—very familiar, even if he didn't look up, he was still familiar enough to be sure who it was, and even understand why.

——Do you think you have admiration for Fuji-san?A certain man who is too possessive... Although I am interested in Fuji-san, it is not this kind of interest...

"Yes, I'm planning to go on a date with my boyfriend after get off work." Aiko hurriedly pressed the elevator first, explaining.

Buer raised his eyebrows with great interest—this sentence is... a bit superfluous, but it is clear...Looking at the man on the other side who has finally restrained his breath, the smile on his lips is slightly pulled away—what a sharp man Ma'am, or...should I say that she is very familiar with Jingshi?Hmm... I feel a little uncomfortable for some reason... But, this sense of familiarity... Who is it?I always feel as if there was a relationship once, but I clearly don't remember it, and the similar looks...

Fanwai Kawashima - May all happiness be fulfilled ([-])

更新时间2016-1-2420：30：28字数：3059

After the three got on the elevator, the atmosphere seemed rather dull.Yukimura wanted to say something to Fuji, but there was an outsider there, so he kept silent.Bu Er maintained his consistent smile, but he was thinking about where his impression of this young lady came from—he had clearly never seen her before, but he was indeed familiar with it—not just because of their similar appearance.Kawashima watched Fuer carefully. After all, he had heard about the existence for more than ten years in his previous life. That kind of curiosity was inevitable. When he saw a real person, he would naturally want to know more about it.

I went downstairs dully, the elevator door opened, Yukimura went first (after all, he was a senior, Kawashima was a junior), Aiko was in the corner inside the elevator, waiting for Fuji to go first, Fuji stretched out a hand very gentlemanly Signal her to go first.Aiko smiled shyly, and did not refuse Fuji's kindness. She bowed slightly and said thank you, then walked briskly out of the elevator door.

...this back view...

Bu Er's eyes froze slightly, and then froze in place.

Perhaps it is the ability retained by being an athlete. He has an instinctive sensitivity to a person's movements and postures.Even if the face cannot be recognized, he can have a strong sense of recognition through the walking posture and so on.And this back...

In a snow-white wedding dress, she walked slowly towards the end of the red carpet holding her father's arm. She had short chestnut hair, a graceful neck, and a white veil...

Yes!In that dream many years ago, I had seen this girl. In the dream, she was covered in white gauze, her smile was sweet but had an indescribable sense of familiarity, the curvature of her eyes and lips, and the way she looked at herself every time she looked in the mirror. Arrived exactly the same... (see Chapter 84)

In that dream... in the life of Jingshi in the previous life that I saw in my sleepy dream... Jingichi's wife is exactly this lady...

"What's the matter, Zhou Zhu?" Seeing that Fuji hadn't moved for a long time, Yukimura walked back with a frown, followed Fuji's gaze, and saw Aiko's back, "Zhou Zhu is looking at our company's female staff?"

The dangerous tone brought Fuji back to his senses. Seeing Yukimura's half-smile expression, he quickly followed suit: "No, I just think it looks familiar."

"Familiar?" The tone of disbelief, "—Speaking of which, I still don't know how Zhou Zhu started talking to her?"

"I accidentally bumped into her at the corner just now, and just helped her up. But, doesn't Jingshi think that she looks a bit like me?"

"Like? I don't think so." In other words, he didn't look at the girl very much, she was just a newcomer who had just joined the company, and Zhou Zhu was unique.

"...It's just that you didn't notice." Fuji smiled and walked out of the building of Yukimura's company side by side with Yukimura, but his heart was definitely not as relaxed as it appeared on the surface.That one...was Yukimura's wife in the previous life...Although he knew that he married her because she was similar to him, but he knew it rationally, but it was hard not to care about it emotionally.And... Sighed slightly—in the last life, didn't she know Jingshi's feelings for him?The woman who has been with Jingshi for so long and has a child with Jingshi is gentle and generous according to the fragments in her dreams. Then, if she was kept in the dark and married Jingshi, it is really I can't help but feel deeply guilty and sorry for her.

However, the sense of familiarity is clear, so how does that lady know herself now?In this life, Buer is very clear that he has never had any interaction with her.If it is really what she said is "a long-known name"... Frowning and looking at Yukimura: "Seikiichi."

"Ok?"

"Did you put a picture of me in the company?"

"How is it possible, you know I won't." Yukimura said, and paused, "Why? Is there any problem?"

"Don't worry too much about Jingshi, you know that there are very few extreme homophobes." Fuji smiled reassuringly, "Just asking. It seems that no one in your company recognizes me——I'm worried about coming to see me next time You will be stopped by people from your company."

"Just say you came to see me, the rules are not so strict." Yukimura shook his head and didn't ask any more questions, as long as it's okay.

...There is no refutation, so it is true that no one recognizes it?Bu Er thoughtfully recalled that Kawashima-san's expression when he saw him, excited and happy, as if piercing his eyes that missed something... Wait, miss?

And it's not that I miss myself, it seems that I can see some distant years through myself.Such eyes are not derived from the curiosity of a person who has only "heard of", nor is it the eyes of a young girl in her 20s who just came out of the university.

——Fuer had an answer in his heart that he didn't dare to think about but thought it was the most possible—this Kawashima-san, the wife of Jingshi's previous life, also came back from the previous life.Moreover, it is obvious that she already knew herself, otherwise she would not have that look in her eyes.

if it is like this……

Fuji's heart sank, and he couldn't tell what it was like for a while—it wasn't worried, after all, Kawashima's eyes were excited and joyful, without any trace of malice, and he didn't show any dissatisfaction or resentment towards his relationship with Yukimura— —Otherwise, with my keenness, I will definitely discover it.It's just... carrying the memories of the previous life... She who lived with Seiichi for an unknown amount of time... She who knows her own existence clearly... Why does she have such a warm and bright expression?Have no jealousy or hatred towards yourself?She... Does she have any love for Jingshi or nostalgia for that marriage?By the way... And, there is a child... What about the child that existed between them in the previous life?To be...to put it bluntly, is to be used by Jingshi as a substitute to some extent...she...

Fuji felt the guilt slowly rising in his heart, and smiled bitterly and helplessly from an angle that Yukimura could not see—maybe, I should have a chat with this Kawashima-san, my life is absolutely I won't miss Jingshi again, but... that lady, as I know the situation in my previous life, it is absolutely impossible to pretend to be ignorant and let it go. After all, this Kawashima-san used to accompany and care for Jingshi. It was what I had to be thankful for no matter what, and the love she had never had was also my inescapable apology.

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"Fuer-san... looking for me?"

Kawashima looked at the man with a faint smile in front of him in surprise, and blinked his eyes in a daze—you heard me right, but Er Zhou Zhusang came to find me?

After getting off work, I came out of the building, turned around the corner of the street downstairs, and saw a tall and tall man wearing a long warm coffee-colored scarf. Thinking "As expected of a genius, the last time Yukimura-senpai only called him once and he remembered his last name", so he smiled back and said that Yukimura-senpai hadn't left work yet, and suggested him to go up and wait.Then I heard the man in front of me say, "I didn't come to wait for Jingshi to get off work. In fact, I wanted to chat with Kawashima-san—I wonder if Kawashima-san has time to drink a cup of coffee?"

"Uh..." Kawashima blinked in disbelief—is she hallucinating?However, this tone... Fuji-san is gay, right?You and Yukimura-senpai are lovers, right?What's wrong with this kind of prologue that looks like a harbinger of a date?

Kawashima's expression was too obvious, and Fuji couldn't help but smile: "Don't worry, I really just have something to talk about. We both have the same sexual orientation, and Kawashima-san doesn't have to worry."

"Huh? Uh... I didn't mean that..." Kawashima smiled awkwardly, and couldn't refuse any more, so he followed Fuji into a nearby coffee shop and found a secluded place with few people sit down.

Each ordered a cup of coffee, and in the curling mist, Buer smiled and stirred the coffee with a long spoon, and then slowly raised his eyes—a vast blue ocean, staring slowly and earnestly at Kawashima, The latter moved uncomfortably—although Buer is already in his 30s, Kawashima is also in his 30s in his own shell, which is longer than Buer, so it stands to reason that he would not be in the other party's place. She couldn't hold it under the aura, but she did feel a little restless.This man... usually seems to be very gentle and easy to get along with, but when he is so serious and tense, it is really... a strong sense of presence can make people feel a little oppressed.

"Kawashima-san..."

In the almost stagnant atmosphere, Fuji opened his mouth slowly, and asked a question—"Does Kawashima-san believe that people can be reborn to the past?"

"Clang—!"

The loud voice pierced the tranquility in the coffee shop, and the long metal spoon in Kawashima Aiko's hand fell into the coffee tray, and her fingers trembled slightly: "No, Fuji-san..."

This reaction says it all.

Fuji sighed softly, leaned back and leaned on the back of the sofa: "Don't worry Kawashima-san, I think we are the same."

Aiko Kawashima looked at him blankly. Two faces with somewhat similar outlines faced each other, except that one pair of eyes was deep chestnut and the other pair of eyes were blue.Fuji's eyes were gentle and comforting, Kawashima's tense body slowly relaxed, and he lowered his eyes.

"...Fuer-san, you are really sharp..."

"Probably because of having a similar experience." Fueruo smiled vaguely, and asked slowly, "Do you know when Kawashima-san came to this life?"

"If you're asking about the age of rebirth, then it's 37. If you're talking about the time you stayed in this life, it's less than a year."

... over 30... Bu Er recalled the appearance of the woman wearing the bride's wedding dress in the dream, that is, the appearance of the woman in her 20s, and the child seemed to have been born around four years after they got married, so... as expected, it was already brought Come back with memories of ten years of marriage and raising children...

Fanwai Kawashima - May all happiness be fulfilled ([-])

更新时间2016-1-2420：31：50字数：2373

As Fuji walked on the road, his mind was full of Kawashima Aiko's words, sentence by sentence.

—he has always remembered you, with his whole life.

——No one knows better than me how he lived in those years. Your photos, your favorite cacti, your photography works... can be seen everywhere at home.

——Please make him happy, he deserves the same affection.

——No one hopes that you will go to the end more than me. If such a man and such feelings cannot be fulfilled, I think the matter of love is too depressing.

——Fuji-san, please do your best, and get along well with...um, Yukimura-senpai.

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Bu Er closed his eyes, suppressing the surging emotions in his chest.I have always known how that man loves me, but I am always shocked by him again and again, warm and distressed to the point where I can't add it.Those were years that he had never touched, his essence... very hard, very hard...

The past cannot be recalled, but this life... this life...

Give you double love.

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There was a faint smile on his lips, and he remembered that he looked at Aiko Kawashima last, word by word, like a promise: "Thank you Kawashima-san for telling me this, and thank you for your blessing-I think, I won't give it to you. , who don't believe in the chance of love."

The woman on the opposite side was stunned and then showed a clean and sincere smile. That kind of curvature was very similar to Bu Er's own, with different meanings, but equally beautiful.

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Yukimura was already at home when he got home.

"I came back very early today." Fuji was a little surprised - in Japanese culture, it is common sense to work overtime, even if you don't like it.Although Yukimura, a big-name designer, does not need to fully follow this "hidden rule", he should not be too independent, which is rare at such an early stage.

——From this point of view, it can be said that being a freelancer is much more comfortable.

"Ah."

Yukimura sat on the sofa and slowly raised an eyebrow: "Because I'm worried that Zhou Zhu will be snatched away if I don't go home early."

"Hey?" Buer was stunned and understood that Jingshi knew about the fact that he went to Kawashima for coffee, although he didn't know whether it was Jingichi who saw it himself or the people in their company who saw it and heard the discussion .But with the depth of their relationship, Jingshi naturally wouldn't doubt it, at most it was just a little upset and jealous.

Fuji smiled and walked over to Yukimura's side, leaning on him very naturally: "It's the other way around, I was worried that Seiki would be robbed, so I went to ask a girl for coffee."

"Huh?" This time Yukimura was really surprised—I heard some people at the front desk talking about Kawashima-san's good fortune, and he left with a handsome chestnut-haired smiling guy after work, but he was a little confused and a little Jealousy—Zhou Zhu?Recognize the female employees in your company?Why haven't you heard of it? ——But that's all, the relationship between him and Zhou Zhu is not just for fun, and he just used this name to make himself feel at ease when he came back earlier... Cough cough... But——What does Zhou Zhu mean—?

"What? Is something wrong?"

Fuji smiled lightly and stretched out his index finger to smooth out the slight frown between Yukimura's brows: "Okay, okay, don't be nervous, there's nothing wrong with it. But... Seichi remembers that I told you... um, something about the previous life, right?"

"Ah."

"Kawashima-san, she was your wife in the previous life." Fuji smiled and explained the whole thing clearly - he never thought of hiding this from Yukimura, one is that he has confidence in the relationship between the two, The second is that no matter what the reason is, lying to your lover is not the right way to maintain your relationship.

"..." Yukimura listened to him briefly talking about the past life in silence, then suddenly stretched out his arms, and pulled his lover into his arms, holding him tightly.

"...Jingshi?!" Bu Er was caught off guard and fell into a warm and firm embrace, subconsciously struggling.

"……Feel sorry……"

"Hey?"

"...Married a wife." The man's voice was a little dull, "And you will not feel at ease for the rest of your life."

Bu Er felt a hot and spicy feeling rushing to his nose, which almost made him cry, which was ineffective even the hottest mustard.Clenching her fingers subconsciously, she wrinkled the front of her lover's clothes, stayed there for three seconds, suppressed the unspeakable soreness in her nasal cavity, and managed to maintain her smile: "Jingshi, you... the one who wants to say sorry, is me. Right?"

Enjoying your happiness for more than ten years, and then passing away forever, leaving you alone to silently pay tribute to a person who never belonged to you, the pain is unspeakable.Unexpectedly... Do you still have to apologize in this life for not being alone forever?

"I am very grateful to Kawashima-san." Fuji lay on Yukimura's chest, and hugged his lover tightly with his backhand, "I will accompany you in those days when I am not around, and give you a family."

Yukimura said nothing.Regarding the so-called "previous life", he only learned from Zhou Zhu that although he could imagine the pain of his other self in the years without him, after all, this life is too happy to really feel it.Even—I blame myself a little bit for not persevering to the end, no matter what the reason is, or even if I explain it clearly, it is a kind of marriage to pretend that another person and a woman are married. Irresponsible and hurtful.Fortunately, fortunately, that lady, according to Zhou Zhu's description, is reasonable, gentle and tolerant, and has never been hurt in that marriage, but she is morally untenable.On the other hand, it is also a kind of betrayal in disguise for the person I really love.

Looking at Yukimura's expression, Fuji understood what he was thinking, shook his head and smiled slightly: "Seiki is still so perfectionistic, sometimes he can't tolerate a little sand. ——Hey, it hasn't changed in so many years." But He really doesn't think it's a mistake to choose a stable marriage after ten years of long suffering. After all, waiting so knowingly and hopelessly is too painful. With a lover who pursues perfection, how exhausted and indifferent is he? To make such a decision, he would feel distressed thinking about it.

"If you want to say I'm sorry, it's only for Kawashima-san." Fuji sighed, "She is really a beautiful woman." Only such a gentle and tolerant woman can be with the hard-hearted woman who was already at that time. Let's get along well with Seiki who has wrapped his heart...

Yukimura was silent for a moment: "If she needs help somewhere in the future, I am naturally obliged." Since she helped her a lot in the previous life, even if she didn't know it, she should give it back.

"Of course." After pouring out all this, a big stone fell from his heart, and his expression returned to his usual relaxed smile, "...when she and Kimura get married, she should give more gifts."

"Huh? Kimura?" The name Yukimura is impressive, "The employee in the design department is very talented. The general manager said that he will be promoted to be the section chief in two years—is he Kawashima-san's lover?"

"Yes." Fuji smiled, and leaned on Yukimura affectionately, "Fortunately, Kawashima-san has found his own happiness, which makes me really happy."

Yukimura nodded, and leaned over to kiss his lover lightly on the forehead: "Zhou Zhu doesn't need to feel guilty. Speaking of it, it's me, and that's my responsibility—well, I won't say anything extra. Today Going out to eat late?"

"Well, how about we go get some sushi?"

"Okay, but you should eat less spicy food."

"...what's the fun in life without mustard!"

"It's not good for the stomach. You just ate Sichuan food yesterday, right?"

"Well, what does that matter..."

"No."

"Hey!……"

Now, that's it, everyone is happy, that's all.

No matter who you are, you are happy, and it is so beautiful to be with the one you love.