Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

更新时间2015-6-1723：11：53字数：2575

Wherever he goes, he will face other people's concealed but still meaningful eyes, and he can feel someone whispering behind him when he walks by... This is the first time for Yagyu Nioh.For the first time, they hated their five senses, which were much sharper than ordinary people because of tennis practice.

——To be honest, it is a lie to be calm and calm.

The eyes I received overnight changed from friendly, admiring, envious, and admiring...to questioning, gossip, sarcasm, watching the excitement, and even contempt... This gap is really too big, even if you have mental preparations, it is still inevitable was stabbed.If it weren't for the fact that both of them are always good at hiding themselves, I'm afraid they would really have to look ugly in exchange for more sarcasm or pity... Whatever it is, it is unnecessary for them, and it will make the situation worse .

Fortunately, for the time being, no one has come to them to directly say these things, and there are many taboos in their words.Although those peeping looks and various reactions are hurtful, at least one can pretend that they don't exist.

——However, after finding the school to delete the post, the teacher's treatment method after the interview made people feel depressed.

In fact, the school has good intentions and is worried that the subsequent impact of this incident will cause unnecessary harm and shock to their psychology. At the same time, in order to protect the parents' right to know, the school decided to communicate with the parents, tell them all about the incident, and use the school- Parents have a two-way mechanism to observe and ensure that Yagyu Nioh's mental health and emotions are not too seriously affected.And the head teacher tactfully suggested that they go to the school's psychological counseling room to chat with the psychological teacher, and then the psychological teacher will issue a report and hand it over to the parents.

——This approach is very in line with the norms, and it also reflects the school's responsibility to the students.However, it was a huge blow to Yagyu and Nioh.

…being stabbed in front of parents, being forced out of the closet, and facing uncertain and frightening possibilities.

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After school, both Nioh and Yagyu asked for leave and did not participate in club activities.

The Luye brothers and sisters did not appear either.

The atmosphere in the department made Fuji almost regret coming to the training.The sluggish, embarrassing expressions of each other despite everyone's efforts to pretend nothing happened, and the little to no communication with each other, gave this once vibrant community an atmosphere of twilight.

Yukimura was not having a good time either.

Although the world is becoming more and more tolerant, not everyone is very open. It can be seen that Songyang is a somewhat conservative person. Although he tried not to show it, Songyang was assigned to the same group as Yukimura in the main election training. While practicing, Yukimura still noticed his dodging eyes, and felt a very abnormal practice performance.

It was the first time that I felt that the department work was so difficult. Mao Li tried his best to mobilize the atmosphere with a lazy smile as usual, but it didn't work. When the "disbandment" was finally announced, everyone seemed to have a feeling of survival after a catastrophe. It was sorted out in almost 1 minute. Equipment, one by one scrambling to leave.

"... Jingshi."

"Ok?"

"You said... How long will it take to solve this trouble? - The county competition will soon be over."... Such a state of mind, people's hearts are scattered, the atmosphere is depressed, and there is a rift between the main elections...

Yukimura was silent for a moment, shook his head, and took Fuji's hand. ——They seldom do such intimate actions in public places such as on the street, but at this time, only when they clearly feel each other's body temperature can they relax.

Because the school is not far from home, the two of them walked back.However, halfway through, the call from Yagyu made Yukimura completely frown: "What did you say?"

"...Father means, I'm afraid I will transfer schools."

"Are you kidding?!" Yukimura couldn't help raising his voice, and Fujiu looked at him worriedly, but he couldn't even make a soothing expression - Yukimura knew that his face must be ugly.

"No, you know I won't make such jokes, Yukimura-kun." The voice on the other end of the phone was depressive, but the calmness that he tried to maintain was enough to make people feel suffocated, "You don't know the situation of our family to some extent. I know a little bit, my great-grandfather’s generation received private education in England... My family has a strong Catholic background. Even though my father no longer believes in religion, he is still greatly influenced by religion... In traditional Catholicism, homosexuality is a sin... ..." After a pause, Liu Sheng smiled wryly, as if he had completely indifferently mocked himself: "Maybe just like Chizuru Luye said, it is not tolerated by God, unethical, and sinful..."

"Enough, Yagyu!" Yukimura couldn't listen anymore, and interrupted him fiercely, "Are you going to give up on yourself? Just because of a few words from that lunatic? And religious stubbornness?! Am I still the same? Yes Now——and Nioh? You just choose to obey in such a self-defeating manner, what will Nioh do?——This look is really ugly!"

"... Yukimura." Yagyu, who has always been a standard gentleman, did not use honorifics for the first time. The change in tone made Yukimura tense his back subconsciously, "That is my father. My family."

Yukimura opened his mouth, unable to speak.

"...I won't go to school tomorrow. My mother will go through the transfer procedures for me." Liu Sheng's calm voice was unwavering, like a standard adjusted robot, without emotion, "Say a word to everyone in the tennis club Sorry, I can't participate in the competition. Also—”

He finally paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, Yukimura stiffened even more—"I'm not in a position to contact Masaharu right now, please tell him for me... For the time being, no, I can't determine the time limit, everything It's beyond my control - he and I don't need to contact each other. If possible..."

"Please act as if nothing happened, and just do your best by yourself."

"What are you kidding?! Hiroshi Yagyu?! You—"

"Beep-beep-beep-"

Yukimura's hand suddenly tightened, and finally he held the phone and lowered his arm as if he had exhausted all his strength.

——For the first time, facing the cruelty and ferocity of reality so directly.And they, even though they think they can make decisions and choices maturely and rationally, are still children and cannot control their own lives.

— not even hating or being angry.

——I can hate or hate Chizuru Lvye, but now, when the change is in the hands of relatives.

——Besides powerlessness and deep despair, there is really no other feeling.I don't want any rationality or logic anymore.The exhaustion that rises from the bottom of their hearts is so helpless, enough to destroy their young world and feelings.

——Yukimura felt Yagyu's desolation as if everything didn't matter.He knew Liu Sheng, he knew that he was not someone who would shrink back under a little pressure, and he knew that he must have fought hard, but he made this phone call and said such a thing, then it meant...he really felt hopeless.

——Switching schools, not even coming to school again, not formally saying goodbye to everyone, and even leaving Nioh with such ridiculous words that normal people know.So in love, how can it be possible to "pretend nothing happened", and how can it be possible to "be alone"?

——After a short period of disappointment and anger, Yukimura began to worry about Yagyu, sincerely worried.Because it is definitely not an ordinary thing that can destroy that proud gentleman to such an extent.

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(The author has something to say: Western countries are really not as open as everyone thinks, because it involves religious beliefs and the high crime rate of homosexuals. Some branches of Christianity are very opposed to homosexuality, and their resoluteness and intensity are even stronger than those in China. Conservative places are more intense. —— I saw a video about LGBT in NetEase’s public class in the past two days, and it was more serious than I thought. Moreover, I’m a social science student, and I’ve seen the data and analysis in this area Some, but I was taken aback by the degree of radicality when I saw the comments from netizens. I think homosexuality is genetically flawed, pathological, and anti-human... There are many people everywhere. Although there are many people who are tolerant and open, they are so firm that they even " A child coming out of the closet will definitely break his legs." There are quite a few people who think this way, the circle of rotten girls is more loving, but everyone should not think too much about this world.)