Congratulations to the king of the net for capturing a genius

更新时间2015-4-2411：33：22字数：2812

"Lianji, you don't fully understand what I mean. I said 'wrong'. Although I also felt that this meant that it violated the laws of nature, but... the more important reason is not this reason." Sanada sighed, a little helpless—— Although he is traditional, he is not so rigid. When he sees a man falling in love with a man, he will be unaccustomed or even dissatisfied, but he will not feel disgusted and want to break up.If it wasn't for Yukimura, he wouldn't care about it.

"Then what do you mean by 'wrong'?"

"...Family. If it's just the two of them together, even if it's impulsive or confused, I won't care. But—but—the Yukimura family only has him as a son...Yuno-san is a girl..." Sanada finds it difficult to express his own thoughts - the biggest reason he disapproves of Yukimura and Fuji being together is not "violating human ethics" - although he admits that he thinks so - but family and responsibility.A person cannot do whatever he wants in this world, except for love and family.He and Yukimura's family have known each other for many years. Although he can't say that he understands them very well, he has some understanding of the thoughts of Yukimura's parents and grandma. Leaving aside Yukimura's parents for the time being, grandma definitely hopes to find a speculative granddaughter-in-law to chat with her. grandson's.Once Yukimura comes out of the closet, it will break the concept of the old man.

Sanada didn't feel that boys and boys were immature than boys and girls.The "impulse" he and Yukimura mentioned refers to the love of this age, not the love of boys of this age.He himself has never been in love because he just feels that he is only a teenager, how can he be very serious?Still a student, everything in the future is uncertain. The promise at this time is too impulsive, too beautiful, and too immature and fragile.

——Even the love between men and women is the same, the only difference is——boys and girls break up after falling in love, and it will not have any impact on reputation or family.And boys and boys—the same immature relationship, after liking, the relationship fades and then separates, but the label of "gay" has been affixed, and the eyes of others and the unbearableness of family members have all become facts.

——He didn't want his friends to cast such a shadow on his future reputation and family relationship at this age, at this age that he was not mature enough.

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"—so, Genichiro, you mean—not now, now is not right. So, when do you think they will be 'mature enough' to be together?"

Liu's voice was calm, but Sanada was momentarily at a loss for words.

……when?He didn't think about it, he just felt that he had determined his sexuality so recklessly now...

"Senichiro didn't think about it, did he?"

Liu's eyes opened, and a ray of cold maroon stared at Sanada faintly: "Admit it, Genichiro, you think they are not mature enough, the subtext is - they will not choose to be with the same sex when they are mature."

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"Ah, Fuji, where did you and Yukimura go?"

As soon as he arrived at the gate of Atobe's manor, Fuji received a call from Atobe.

"It's almost here, I'm sorry for worrying you, Xiao Jing." Fuji felt a little guilty, because Sanada bumped into him, and both of them felt a little depressed, so the time to come back was past, but he also forgot to call Atobe Report safe.

"Forget it, just come back." Atobe frowned, "Is he in a bad mood?" There was no consistent smile in his voice—that guy could make people feel that he was smiling all the time.

"...I, um, probably." Fuji hesitated for a moment, but still chose to admit it.

"what happened?"

"...The matter between me and Jingichi was discovered by Sanada." Fuji smiled wryly, "Sanada and Jingichi had a quarrel."

"Huh?——Sanada? That stubborn guy." Atobe frowned, his tone a little uncomfortable, "Want to help?"

"Thank you, Xiaojing, but forget it." Fuji shook his head, "This matter can only be resolved by Jingshi and myself."

"Okay." Atobe was helpless—Fuji is also a stubborn person, "Go back to your room and get ready to rest. We have to go to Nara tomorrow."

"Well, thank you, Kokage." Nara?It's a good place, but unfortunately I'm not in the mood right now... The fog of the future is too uncertain, just thinking about it will make people feel tired...

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It was past eleven o'clock after Yukimura and Fuji finished washing.

The lights were turned off, and the curtains were not closed. The huge floor-to-ceiling windows let in the starlight and lights outside, making it hazy.Buer put his hands behind his head and lay upright, not feeling sleepy.

"Fine City."

"Ok?"

Yukimura on the other bed turned over and rushed towards Fuji.Fuji still lay there on his back, looking at the ceiling, on which, the light coming in from outside casts long shadow marks, lingering and shaking, like waves of flowing water, slowly climbing up, without making a sound faded into darkness.

"You told Sanada that you want to tell your family, is it true?"

"Well. I mean it, so I should tell my parents."

"...But most of them will think that they are only in their teens, and they are temporarily infatuated." Buer said softly, "Even boys and girls, at this age, tell their parents, 'We will always be together in the future. ’, will also be regarded as the impulsiveness of adolescent children, and it cannot be taken seriously. What's more, we..." It's still the same sex.

"—Zhou Zhu, rather than what they think... I want to know—do you trust me? Do you believe that we will always be together?" Yukimura's voice was too calm, almost tinged with coldness.

"I..." Buer wanted to say that he believed it, because he knew that Yukimura in his previous life had waited for him for so long and loved him for so long, so his promise must be true, and he had the greatest degree of trust in him.But at the next moment - he had to admit that without the memory of his previous life, without the life of Yukimura in his dream after his death... he couldn't believe it.

Because he himself is in his twenties, and Yukimura is really 15 years old.

For boys of this age, if they say they want to spend their whole lives with someone, they will most likely be laughed at as a child with excessive adolescent hormones.What's more, they are still of the same sex, and the challenges they have to face are not only future work, life, and relationship changes, but also public opinion, family pressure, and opposition from friends...

Not guilty, not without courage.

Rather——at this age, it is really too early to enter the society and be able to take care of your own life independently.Neither personality nor values ​​have been fully developed, so why should we say——for a lifetime?

——He believed in him, he believed in Yukimura Seiichi who was still in love with Fuji Shusuke in his last life until his own death, and he believed in that Yukimura Seiichi who was caressing Fuji Shusuke's photo in his dream with a dull expression.That Yukimura is in the past, and also in the "future", but he should not and cannot use that Yukimura to judge this young boy who is still a little young.

Bu Er lowered his eyes, with a slight wry smile on the corner of his lips: "...Does Jingshi believe me? Do you believe that we will go on forever?"

——There is no "previous life", you are 15 years old in your eyes.This is only me who graduated from junior high school—do you believe it?

Yukimura chuckled: "Zhou Zhu, the future is uncertain. But at this moment, I am willing to believe."

"... this moment?" For this moment, are you willing to take the risk of telling your family members that you like the same sex?Didn't you ever think about us being separated, and you falling in love with girls in the future?

"If the reason they oppose us is not that homosexuality is sinful, then it can only be age." Yukimura also learned to lie on his back on the bed, looking at the wandering lights and shadows on the ceiling, "I feel that the future will be settled now. Life is too hasty. I can only say that I hope it is a lifetime, but there is no way to be sure. But—at what age can a person say that he is 'sure'?" Twenty, thirty, forty, five Ten out of ten... all get married and then divorce. No matter how beautiful the vows in love are, no one can absolutely guarantee that two people can live forever.All "forever" promises are present wishes.

"Zhou Zhu, you said, use time and facts to convince those who oppose, I like this sentence—"

"—I just want to tell them that I am serious and I am ready to go on with you forever." Even if we are still young, even if there are really many uncertainties in life, but——At this moment, I use my The greatest courage and desire to be with this person.It's not a child's play, and there is no falsehood. At this moment, we, who may not be mature enough, have used all our rationality to think and make decisions.

——So, please also try to respect our decision.

(The author has something to say: Well, I don’t know if everyone will be confused here? It was said in the previous chapter that two people are very firm, and here there is uncertainty, "this moment" or something. But in fact, even if it is true that each other When you love each other, you will feel confused and in a trance in the face of a future with no way forward. It’s not wavering, it’s just a moment of vulnerability. I try to express their feelings a little more realistically, but my writing skills are limited. messed up, sorry)