Woke up and turned into an omega

For some reason, Sheng Chu wanted to see Fu Yuannan very much at this moment.There was an unresolved anxiety in his heart, like sparks on dry wood, it began to spread when the night wind blew.

Fu Yuannan came so quickly that he was a little out of breath.The black hair on his forehead was stained with sweat, and he lost his usual sense of composure. He asked Sheng Chu anxiously, "Why do you want to go home now? Didn't you say you want to play until night?"

He was actually more worried about Sheng Chu's safety. After all, Sheng Chu was always an Omega no matter how much he looked like an Alpha.

When no one cares, Sheng Chu probably won't feel wronged no matter what.But once someone cares, I feel that every cell in my body has been tossed, and I feel wronged everywhere.

Sheng Chu said, "You didn't tell me that Cui Yuan likes me."

If he had known that Cui Yuan liked him, he would not have repeatedly made some actions to make Cui Yuan feel that he could take advantage of it.He will keep a good distance and kill the relationship in the cradle in advance, lest he can't even be friends.

Seeing Sheng Chu's appearance, nothing should have happened.Fu Yuannan couldn't help laughing: "You didn't ask me... Besides, I think it would be better for him to tell you about this kind of thing."

He was not at all surprised that Cui Yuan chose to confess his love today, after all, since Cui Yuan dismissed him, he had already shown his intention to confess.

Sheng Chu knew that Fu Yuannan was right, but Sheng Chu was wronged.

He didn't know why he was wronged.Cui Yuan didn't force him to do anything, and he didn't show his face. As for Fu Yuannan, Fu Yuannan has learned to be good recently, keeping a good distance with him, being witty and decent, and not annoying.He could only attribute the reason to the fact that he hadn't been able to sleep well recently, which affected his mood too much.

He has been dreaming about the past for several nights, and before that, the past was covered with a layer of Sydney paper, so he couldn't see clearly.He didn't remember that Lu Yining had given him medicine when his face was covered with blood, and he also forgot that the school girl who confessed to him was actually exactly the same as Shang Xianyue. These clear images came only recently. What appeared in his dream, once the memory is restored, many confusions will naturally disappear.

In fact, Sheng Chu has not thought about these past events for a long time.It is meaningless to indulge in the past, he told Cui Yuan that people always have to look forward, just to remind himself that he should also look forward.

Seeing that his expression was wrong, Fu Yuannan asked with concern: "Do you want to go back for a while?"

Going for a walk to enjoy the evening breeze may be of great benefit in regulating your mood.

Sheng Chu nodded and agreed to the proposal.

The sun has dropped to the other hemisphere, and even the afterglow is drowned out by the skyline.At this moment, there is only the sky that is continuously increasing in grayscale, and the blue is getting darker and darker.

After walking for a while, Sheng Chu said, "I haven't been able to sleep well lately."

Fu Yuannan understood the endless complaints.

"I made a few patches to your memory before." He took the initiative and said frankly, "Otherwise you might have realized it immediately...but you know it now."

Fu Yuannan looked up at the sky, and the green and shaded street trees shook their leaves above his head, casting some thick or light shadows on them: "Well, I specially found this world for you. ... self-defeating."

Sheng Chu pursed his lips and said, "I know."

When he started dreaming about the past on the first day, he roughly guessed what Fu Yuannan had done.Now Fu Yuannan's admission only verified his speculation, and did not help to resolve the restlessness and grievance in his heart.

Even though those memories were not friendly to him, Sheng Chu was not vulnerable.Let him watch it a hundred times, and after two hours he will still be alive and kicking, maybe he has become desensitized to these crap things since then.Let him sink into a depression and be unable to live with these stories, sorry he can't and won't allow it.

Sheng Chu just felt that no matter whether it was Cui Yuan or Fu Yuannan, he couldn't resist such an excessive liking.It is true that being liked is something to be grateful for, but no one has ever asked him if he wants to be liked, and if he feels...a heavy burden.

Sheng Chu, who has never escaped, performed an escape in front of Cui Yuan, but now, facing Fu Yuannan's love, he wanted to flee again.If there is a motorcycle on the side of the road, he will definitely drive the motorcycle along the road to the land of no one.

Even if he knew clearly, he still liked Fu Yuannan.

The worst crime in this world is too easy to be emotional. *

He didn't like this crime, he didn't like being led away by like, he was full of worries, and couldn't turn back all the way.

Sheng Chu was silent for a while, then said: "...Maybe, maybe, I should say thank you to you?"

Fu Yuannan laughed softly: "Why shouldn't I say sorry to you?"

He paused and continued:

"I probably know more about yourself than you think... Do you feel wronged, feel like you did nothing and end up having to lose friends. Feel like you did nothing and never get back?"

Before Sheng Chu realized it, he knew that Sheng Chu had the character that the closer you got to him, the more he would run away.This person boasted every day that he bravely faced the challenges and tribulations of life, but he never avoided intimacy.

Avoiding his liking, acknowledging love relationships, and all intimacy... If it wasn't for this, I'm afraid he wouldn't have crossed into this world by himself and dealt with Sheng Chu in this way, but would go after people directly and honestly.

People who lack a sense of security will not trust anyone except themselves.The only way to moisten things is to make him believe that Fu Yuannan, as a system, has the ability to give Sheng Chu love.

There was a moment of panic in Sheng Chu's pupils, but it was quickly covered up: "You fart!"

Fu Yuannan stopped suddenly, and Sheng Chu followed him to see what he was going to do.

Seeing him open his arms, Sheng Chu said, "Ah Chu, my arms are always open for you, but they never force you. If you want it, it will appear, if you don't want it, it will disappear... ...I hope that in your cognition, my liking is like this. It has nothing to do with you, you don't have to care, don't mind, don't have to feel guilty, don't have to change for it."

Fu Yuannan thought, he didn't know how Cui Yuan fell in love with Sheng Chu, but he wanted to do it.During the cold war between him and Sheng Chu, he thought about this question seriously for a long time, and finally came to the conclusion:

Any relationship is ruined by assertions.

"It is indeed my problem to bring you into this world." Fu Yuannan smiled wryly, "But it won't happen in the future, there is no coercion or invisible control, absolutely nothing." His eyes were burning, and he was absolutely sure, "I can I promise."

Sheng Chu was stunned.

The wind raged at this moment, and the gardenia petals wrapped in the park hit his face, and he stretched out his hand to brush it off his face and held it in his palm.The aroma of gardenia is brought and carried away by the evening wind, and the flow of people and vehicles shuttles back and forth along the track of the wind.The world is moving, but they are standing still.

Sheng Chu was silent for a long time, and he didn't speak until the night sky above his head was so dark that no traces of blue could be seen, and when the lanterns first came on, he opened his mouth.

Some voice in his heart said to him, go forward, go straight ahead.

He blinked at Fu Yuannan: "Night Breeze is a bit cold, shall we take a taxi back?"

Fu Yuannan raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and agreed: "Okay."

Sheng Chu said, "Say it first, I'm still angry."

Fu Yuannan nodded: "OK."

"I didn't promise you to be with you."

"Ah... well."

"You want to buy me Coke for a week."

"why?"

"Is there any reason for this? You are too much, you don't even buy me a Coke!"

"Okay, okay." With a smile on his lips, Fu Yuannan indulged Sheng Chu's mischief. He opened the taxi door, let Sheng Chu sit in first, and then got into the car himself.

The vehicle starts.

Sheng Chu threw the gardenia petal he was holding in his hand through the crack of the car window, and watched it being bumped in the wind to a distance beyond his sight, and disappeared without a trace.

The author says:

The second volume is coming to an end.What happens next will be a major event in Sheng Chu's life, ahem.Sure enough, I am a stepmother.

*From Eason Chan in No Man's Land