Flashy Circle 3

"Put away your silly tricks, don't think they can work on me!"

Ning Haiteng left the dining table and walked slowly towards Qi Fei. "...the tricks are really boring, but they still bring you."

Just a few steps away from Qi Fei, he stopped and quietly looked at the person in front of him.

Qi Fei also looked at Ning Haiteng.

Ning Haiteng has a pair of deep eyes.It is so deep, as if it can suck away the soul.

Everything seems to have happened yesterday.

How to get acquainted, how to love each other, how to separate, how to get back together, how to laugh when happy, and how to hysteria when painful.

Every minute and every second of this man's face is in his mind.

The little boy who pulled his rabbit ears from behind back then, the little boy who made him angry, had such a soft expression when he smiled at him.

The 16-year-old boy who confessed his love to him back then, the boy who made him feel sour and sweet every day, said those three words in a very gentle tone.

But after that, and after that, it was betrayal after betrayal.

And these "betrayals" all have a name that sounds justified, which is "proof."

At that time, on that rainy day, "...Little Rabbit, tell me that it's up to me... okay?"

For the first time, I heard Ning Haiteng speak in an almost begging tone.

However, is it enough to just say "I must"?

In order to verify these four words, will there be more temptations?

The real problem was that he couldn't make Ning Haiteng feel at ease, and after so many years, Ning Haiteng couldn't make himself feel at ease either.

Thinking of such a conclusion, Ren Qifei was so angry when he first came in, and now he was only sad.The tip of his nose still couldn't help sour, he quickly lowered his head so that Ning Haiteng could not see it.

Seeing him like this, Ning Haiteng felt uncomfortable, he softened his voice, "I was wrong. Little rabbit, can you give me one last chance? One last time."

After a long time, Qi Fei raised his head.

"Ning Haiteng,...I can no longer convince myself to trust you."

In the past, too many promises and guarantees were voided.

"I can't bring myself to believe that this is not the beginning of your new round of temptation. I'm afraid, I'm not a recycled resource, I can't pretend nothing happened."

"You want me to rely on you wholeheartedly, but you have never believed me in your heart." Qi Fei sniffed, "In your eyes, my feelings are not as good as yours, because...how can pets get along with people? Compare."

"No." Ning Haiteng shook his head, trying to deny, "I have never treated you as a pet, really. There is something wrong with my way. It's not that I don't believe you, I just..." He stretched out his hand, wanting to pull Qi Fei.

Qi Fei suddenly remembered that dream.In the dream, he felt being pulled by someone, but it turned out that he was the one who was entangled.

In an instant, he avoided Ning Haiteng's hand.He shouldn't be held by him, he shouldn't be stuck in it any longer and only he can't extricate himself.

Ning Haiteng was obviously surprised.In the past, Qi Fei would struggle in his arms, but he never avoided his outstretched hand.

"Enough, Ning Haiteng." Seeing the surprise on the other party's face, Qi Fei couldn't restrain his guilt.He must control himself and not be soft-hearted.

Qi Fei took a deep breath, "...you once asked me to tell you that I must be you. However, I can't do without you. Without you, I will find someone better and I will start a new life. So . . . we're really done."

Ning Haiteng looked at Qi Fei, the outstretched hand was still in its original state.

"...You are lying." Ning Haiteng withdrew his hand, his tone was so calm, "You are lying."

"...It doesn't matter if you don't believe it." Qi Fei responded calmly, "In the future... there will be enough time to prove what I said."

The two were silent for a moment.

"Everything, let's stop here. . . . That's it."

Qi Fei spoke.After speaking, he turned and left immediately.

Walk out of the private room, walk out of the restaurant, walk into the elevator that just opened, and press the floor where the room is located without hesitation.

The elevator doors closed.

The smooth steel plate reflects a human face.

In the end, there was no way to end everything gracefully.

20 years, in exchange for an expression uglier than crying bitterly.

The elevator is going up.Qi Fei remembered why he was so eager to draw a line with his former self.

It was just to quickly forget about Ning Haiteng.

Now, all that needs to be said has been said.

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Ning Haiteng was still standing in the private room.Looking down, looking at the floor.

He didn't finish his explanation.

He wanted to say, I never kept you as a pet, really.It's my way that's wrong.It's not that I don't believe in you, I just... just don't believe in myself, I don't believe that I can have you until the end of time.

I repeatedly asked Qi Fei to give an affirmative response to his feelings. When it came to the deepest point, he just didn't trust himself.

Therefore, he needs others to tell him again and again that he is worth it.

Ning Haiteng slightly raised the hand that was rejected just now.

Immediately, severe pain flooded my heart.