Encountering the Koi

Autumn is gone, and winter is coming!

After a light snowfall, Shen Yingqiu accidentally caught wind and cold, and was bedridden.

After taking a lot of bitter medicine, even though Su Zimo used inner alchemy to treat him, it still didn't improve.

Su Zimo's heart ached when he saw it, and he joked with him, "I have a way to treat the wind and cold, just try it."

After speaking, Shen Yingqiu made a gesture to take off his clothes, coughed, smiled, and said: "Zimo, I'm old and sick again, but I can't stand your troubles."

These words made Su Zimo's expression froze, and he stopped his movements. He looked at him with a sad face, and said, "How old are you?" .”

Shen Yingqiu smiled slightly, raised her hand to straighten Su Zimo's long hair, and said: "My Zimo is still so pretty, and his hair is still so black, just like ink."

Su Zimo held his hand: "I can turn white."

Shen Yingqiu smiled without saying a word, tied his hair gently for him, and then said: "In the future, if I'm not here, you have to learn to tie your hair yourself. It's always disheveled, which is not easy."

Su Zimo didn't respond, but just stared at the haggard man in front of him.

He knew that ever since the incident with Shen Ye, this man had been devastated and his whole body had collapsed.

He knew better that his life was exhausted.

Su Zimo looked at him, suddenly a little disheartened, knowing that he was going to leave him, but he couldn't keep him, he could only watch helplessly, very desperate.

In the warm afternoon, a family of three sat around the fire.

Shen Ye has a bit of spirituality, and is no longer that naughty little fox. She has acquaintance with Shen Yingqiu and Su Zimo, and she likes to curl up and sleep in Shen Yingqiu's arms.

Shen Yingqiu hugged him, looked at him, and liked him.When will Ye'er be able to call me Daddy, he thought, maybe he will never hear it again.

Lifting his eyes to look at the fish not far away, recently Su Zimo always likes to look at the window quietly, smiling slightly, this fish also has its own thoughts... Shen Yingqiu thinks so.

After an unknown amount of time, Su Zimo turned his head and met Shen Yingqiu's warm and jade-like face, staring at him obsessively with tenderness in his eyes.

Shen Yingqiu showed him a bright smile, but Su Zimo suddenly felt sore and sad. Some loves have already started counting down. I don't know how long this smile can last.

Shen Yingqiu slowly stretched out her hand, Su Zimo immediately held his hand, and said softly, "Tired?"

Shen Yingqiu nodded.

"Let's go to bed and rest." As she spoke, she stood up and was about to hug him, but Shen Yingqiu shook her head and said softly, "Let me walk over there." not enough……"

Su Zimo didn't make a sound. He knew that this person was talking about the years when he was consumed by illness...

He hugged Shen Ye in Shen Yingqiu's arms into his arms, held Shen Yingqiu's hand with the other hand, and walked slowly towards the bed with him.

It's just that Shen Yingqiu's hand slipped and fell to the ground, it was just an instant.

Su Zimo exclaimed, and then quickly hugged him into his arms.

"Shen Yingqiu!" he called, his voice trembling uncontrollably.

The dusk in winter is desolate and beautiful.

Shen Yingqiu leaned against Su Zimo's warm arms, with a lonely and helpless smile on her face.

He said: "Zimo, there is no marriage between you and me. After I leave, you will still be the original you, but Ye Er, you must not ignore him. I only ask for this matter... You have to raise Ye Er." grow up……"

He said: "Zimo, you have learned how to tie your hair, dress and cook, don't be so lazy, Ye'er is still young, you can't just sleep like this..."

He said: "Zimo, I was originally a patient, and I'm afraid I won't live long with such a body. You saved me and gave me a love that I couldn't even imagine, because you and I have become extremely rich from nothing. "

He said: "Zimo, don't hate me, because if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't step into this world of mortals again, and now I'm hurting you like this, I just ask you to forgive me..."

He said: "Zimo, mother told me that day, in fact, father has already confirmed you and me, but he didn't say anything; you know I'm so happy..."

He said: "Zimo, I have almost no regrets in my life. I just asked my parents to send a white-haired person to a black-haired person. I feel uncomfortable. Therefore, I have one thing to ask. Can you wait for my parents for a hundred years, and you will replace me?" To be filial? Okay?"

He also said: "When you are a hundred years old, there will be a difference. Zimo, don't come looking for me."

He even said: "Zimo, I really miss you and Ye'er..."

Su Zimo held him tightly in his arms, as if embracing his own life, he said softly: "You take Ye Er too seriously, and you just fell down like this because of him, regardless of him. My feelings are really cruel."

The person in the arms did not speak.

Su Zimo closed his eyes, and said: "Well, I also care about Ye'er, so I don't know as much as you." After a short pause, he said: "The rest of my life is too long, you will never forget it. Shen Yingqiu..."

The remaining words were stuck in his throat, and he could no longer speak them.

Shen Ye seemed to know that Shen Yingqiu had left, and sobbed while lying beside him.

He also touched Shen Yingqiu's face with his little paws, and rubbed Shen Yingqiu vigorously with his little head.

But no one responded.

Su Zimo let out a long breath, trembling. He closed his eyes and hugged the person with closed eyes tightly in his arms, as if exhausting all his strength, he said: "Shen Yingqiu, please, don't leave me ..."

Then it was tears.

Heart hurts.

How much does it hurt?Thousands of ants bite the bones!

This pain is the feeling of cutting the heart piece by piece.

When Qingyun came, Su Zimo was still hugging Shen Yingqiu and whispering in his ear, and kissed him gently from time to time.

He promised Shen Yingqiu that day, so today Qingyun came to cast a spell to take away all Su Zimo's memories about Shen Yingqiu.But he never thought that when casting the spell, Shen Ye suddenly rushed towards him, grinned, and bit Qing Yun with his fox fangs.

Qingyun was in pain, while Shen Ye guarded Su Zimo and Shen Yingqiu like protecting food.

Su Zimo put Shen Yingqiu on the bed, covered him with a quilt, then looked at Qingyun, and asked coldly, "What did Shen Yingqiu tell you before he died?"

Qingyun was stunned for a moment, and said frankly: "Take away all your memories about him after he dies."

Hearing this, Su Zimo's heart trembled, he took a deep breath, and said for a while, "I don't want to fight with you today, you can go..."

Qingyun pursed his lips, looked at Shen Yingqiu who was on the bed, and slowly said: "I knew it would end like this..." After a while: "Xiao Yao, there is a reason for him to do this." Then he said: "You Well done for myself..."

Then turned away.

Shen Ye withdrew his hostility, and shook his tail at Su Zimo who was standing there in a daze.

Su Zimo bent down and picked him up, walked to the bed, sat down, and said to the person on the bed: "You are really cruel..."

Then he said, "I really underestimated you..."

He also said: "If you want me to forget you, don't even think about it..."

He even said: "Shen Yingqiu, the ends of the earth, the sky and the earth, I will go to find you..."

After finishing speaking, she placed Shen Ye beside Shen Yingqiu, and said: "Ye'er, look at your father, I will go back as soon as I go."

The voice fell behind and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Not long after, the underworld, in front of the first hall.

The ghost dog in front of the hall blocked Su Zimo's way. After looking at each other for a short time, Su Zimo raised his hand and swung it violently. In just a split second, the dog was split in half.

With a cold face, he walked past the dog's corpse into the first hall, and crossed a long corridor. The scene in front of him seemed to be shrouded in darkness. After walking forward for a while, suddenly, a long sword with golden light flashing came down on his head and face. Su Zimo dodged it in time, retreated a few steps, and looked at King Qin Guang who appeared in front of him.

"Bold monster, dare to break into the underworld without permission, and kill the ghost dog, are you guilty!?" King Qin Guang asked with a dark face.

Su Zimo was expressionless: "Tell me how to rescue the dead from the underworld."

"What?!" King Qin Guang frowned slightly, and then said angrily, "It's wishful thinking to save the dead!"

"Tell me." Su Zimo still said coldly.

"...You!" King Qin Guang was furious: "Take a few tricks from me and talk about it!"

As he spoke, he fought with Su Zimo.

Su Zimo frowned slightly. He didn't seem to be wasting time on this kind of thing. After a few tricks, he said: "I'm offended, I just want to know the method..."

King Qin Guang frowned: "It's simply ridiculous!" He added: "I am King Qin Guang, who is in charge of the life and death of life and death in the world, and is in charge of good and bad. Where can I know what you said!?"

Hearing this, Su Zimo didn't stay any longer, and flew away from the first hall.

He went to King Yama.

Avoiding three lines and five ways, standing in front of King Yama.

"It's you, the little koi." Yan Luowang said calmly and expressionlessly, "It's probably because of that human being that you came to me, right?"

Su Zimo didn't answer, he said, "Tell me, how can I save him?"

"He's exhausted, there's nothing he can do." Hades raised his eyebrows slightly as he spoke, and said inexplicably, "Little demon, don't you hate humans the most? What's going on now?"

Su Zimo ignored his teasing, and said coldly: "I know you must know the way."

King Yama leaned back on his chair, sighed and said, "I don't know, he's exhausted. I have nothing to do, and I don't know what to do."

Su Zimo snorted coldly: "Then let me level your hell, and see if you tell the truth!"

Lord Yan also snorted coldly, and chuckled lightly: "Then let me see what you are capable of!"

Talking about flying over and fighting with Su Zimo, I don't know what kind of mentality Lord Yan has. Every move and style has no lethality, and he is just dealing with Su Zimo.

Su Zimo was not stupid, he paused for a short while, and said: "Be serious, otherwise there is no need to continue fighting."

Yan Wangye collected all the mana, nodded slightly, and said: "Little demon, the reason why I deal with you is to tell you that there is no need for that person to be revived, he is exhausted and must die, you Let's go."

Su Zimo didn't speak, and of course, he didn't leave either.

King Yan continued: "People cannot be resurrected after death, besides, you have already resurrected him once by means of a method. Originally, life is limited. How can you be so frivolous as to let you, a little demon, save him countless times? Little monster, you and I are not creators. God of the universe, I advise you that you are not far from your path, realize that today is right and yesterday was wrong, and honestly be your demon or cultivate immortality, otherwise, what you will suffer in the future will be much worse than this."

The words made Su Zimo speechless, and after a long silence, he said, "Please... tell me... will you?"

Yan Wangye pursed his lips, sighed softly, and then said seriously: "You are a thousand-year-old koi demon with a very good cultivation base. As long as you concentrate on cultivating the Tao, you will be able to become a fairy just around the corner. Fascinated by a small human, he is a human, death is necessary, you are a demon, since you choose to be with him, you must taste the taste of losing him, whether it is sadness or fear, this It can also be regarded as one of your cultivation, because people who become immortals must go through various physical and mental experiences, now you should go, and perfecting others is also perfecting yourself."

For thousands of years, he has long been used to being calm when things happen. Even if it is an urgent matter, he has never changed his face and his heart beat, but at this moment, hearing these words, Su Zimo clearly felt his heart beating. The throbbing hurt badly.

He closed his eyes, forced himself to calm down, and said, "It's not fair to let him die for my practice."

Lord Yan chuckled: "He deserved to die, how could it be unfair?"

Su Zimo frowned, without another word, he flew to leave, but was stopped by Yan Wangye: "Little demon, I advise you to return from your way, even if you make trouble in the Heavenly Palace, then Shen Yingqiu will never come back... Don't believe me, You go and try..." After a pause, "However, I have to remind you: If you go to the sky, count the time at the end, because one day in the sky and one year in the ground, I am afraid that Shen Yingqiu's body has already... ..."

Before he finished speaking, Su Zimo had disappeared.

Instead of going to Tiangong, he returned to their home.

Going around Shen Ye who was guarding in front of the bed, sat on the edge of the bed, hugged the person on the bed, tighter and tighter.Feeling Shen Yingqiu's icy body, his breathing suddenly stopped for a short time.

It was an indescribable sadness, like digging out his heart and lungs, making him so helpless as a fish.

Shen Ye naturally felt his father's sadness, because he was also very sad. Although he was a ignorant little fox now, everything in the world has spirituality, and he has been with his father for many years, how can he not be sad?

With the sound of mourning, she jumped onto the bed, curled up beside Shen Yingqiu, trembling all over.

In the end, a compromise was made, because he is just a life among the myriad things in the world. If he is small, he is a fish, but if he is big, he is just a fish that has practiced for thousands of years.

For he is not God.

Shen Yingqiu was buried under a willow tree beside Mochou Lake.

Next to them is their home, and opposite is Mochou Lake...

On the day of burial, Mu Feng and Mu Nianqing cried with tears streaming down their faces, while Su Zimo held Shen Ye with a calm expression on his face.

After being sad, Mu Feng glanced at Su Zimo and frowned: "You..."

Su Zimo looked at him and knew what he was going to ask, so he said: "We are only separated for a while, and I will look for him when he is reincarnated."

After hearing this, Mu Feng's brows were furrowed even more, he just sighed secretly and didn't speak.

"Uncle Yu." Mu Nianqing said with tears in his eyes, "That Ye'er..."

"I am here……"

In other words, no one can hurt him.

Mu Nianqing pursed his lips and didn't say anything else. After being silent for a while, he said again: "If not, why don't you and Ye Er move to our place? There are so many people, there is someone to take care of you."

"Yes." Mu Feng echoed, "Our place is huge, and the environment is no worse than this Mochou Lake."

"Thank you." Su Zimo said lightly, looked down at Shen Ye in his arms, then at the cold tombstone, and said, "Ye'er and I will guard him..."

Hearing this, Mu Feng and Mu Nianqing didn't say any more.

Su Zimo didn't say any more, he turned around and walked towards the door with Shen Ye in his arms.

A gust of wind blew by, and when I looked again, there were a few more words on the tombstone: Su Zimo

"Shen Yingqiu, Su Zimo's Tomb".

When the time is quiet, talk to the king; the passing years are the same as the king; the prosperity is over, and the old man is with him.

How can this life be enough?

The author has something to say:

First world, it's over

I thought I could stick to the fifth world, I thought I would stick to it, I thought there were too many things, but in the end, I found out that some things can’t stick to it after doing it, this writing is a matter of words. Having said that, I am indeed a bit confused. After all, I am not expected by others, and I feel a little unspeakably suffocated. But I am thinking, what is the life of my Zimo and Yingqiu? How many lives do they have? They have to endure hardships, so they will continue to write, but write a little slower. Thank you every little sun who reads the article.

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